Sometimes...
You just have to sit back and take stock of things, and right now I couldn't be much happier. My 20's have been quite an unexpected and amazing journey, yet I feel like I'm finding stability, comfort and an overall grasp on my life that I didn't have a few years ago, let alone ten.
Though she lives literally on the exact opposite coast, I have fallen in love with an amazing woman who loves me an incredible amount for just being the man I am. I also have the greatest group of friends I could ask for. Friends that I've made out here, friends I have somehow been fortunate enough to already have in the bay area, and friends who still care enough to make the effort to see each other no matter how far away we may live. Friends who I know will always be there for me - and vice versa.
My job could be more challenging, and in the next year I will likely move onto something that is just that, but for the time being I am content with the job security and the ease of what I do. It has allowed me to focus on other parts of my life that are ultimately much more important.
In the next month I'm going to Las Vegas to celebrate meeting my best friend there ten years ago to the weekend with him and his wife as well as some of our closest friends, followed up by a trip to one of my favorite cities and events in the world, New Orleans Jazzfest where I'm going to cross off two more bucketlist artists (Santana and Clapton), while seeing Phish and a plethora of late night collaborations. At the end of May I'm going to camp, hike and kayak the Moab/Canyonlands area of Utah for my girlfriend's birthday, and in July I'm going to see my favorite band in New York and Chicago on consecutive weekends.
To say I feel blessed right now would be a complete understatement. It's taken more patience than I thought I had, and more work than I care to recall, but the path I took has brought me so much love and so many amazing people that I will never regret any of it. In the end it's just being happy with yourself and your life that matters, and I feel like I'm only beginning to enter the best years of my life.













