Sugar daddy seb part 4 FINALE
It has been 3 days since your fight with Sebastian. You couldn't stop thinking about it. You honestly thought that after spending time together, he would at least care a bit about you. But there was nothing. You didn't receive a call or a text. Was this really the end?
You snap out of your thoughts when a cold hand touches yours and you meet Tom's eyes. ''You kinda spaced out, are you ok?'' You sigh, you were on your second date with Tom. You were waiting for your dessert and after you would go see a movie, you couldn't even remember which one. ''Yeah, I am ok, just thinking,'' you respond, pulling your hand away from his touch. It didn't feel right, the whole date so far didn't feel right. You were leading Tom on and you knew it.
''Kiana, something is bothering you, you know you can talk to me, right?'' He says and you look him in the eye. A loving smile is spread across his lips and you could feel your heart drop to the floor. He didn't deserve this, he didn't deserve you. You knew your heart was aching for someone else, even though that someone else didn't even want you back.
''Tom, there is something you should know,'' You start and you look away from him, down at the plate that was just put in front of you. You stare at the Creme Brulee like it's the most interesting thing in the world. ''What is it?'' Tom asks and he takes a bite from his.
You take a deep breath. ''There is somebody else, Tom,'' You say and a moment of silence falls over the table you both sat on. The sound of knives and forks on porcelain plates was still heard in the distance, people laughing, drinking, and chatting was the only thing you could hear.
''For how long?'' Tom speaks up and he puts his napkin that was once on his knee, on the table. You tuck on the ends of your dress and your foot bounces up and down from the floor. ''Since you asked me out the first time,'' You say, it almost sounded like a whisper.
Tom scoffs and leans back in his chair. ''I can't believe this, why did you ever say yes?!'' Tom says, clearly confused, angry and maybe most of all, disappointed. ''It's complicated Tom, I am so sorry,'' You say and you look back down at your dessert. ''How complicated? Explain it to me, Kiana, please, I think I at least deserve that!''
You took a deep breath, you had no idea how many more you could take as it felt like the air in your lungs was disappearing. ''I had this agreement with a guy, where I would be his date to events and stuff but we agreed not to have feelings for each other, well guess who failed?'' You say.
''Who is it?'' Tom asks. You look back up and he leans forward, jaw clenched, eyebrows furrowed. ''You don't know him,'' you answer, and Tom simply nods and leans back in his chair. ''I- I have to go,'' Tom says and he stands up, making you look up again at the boy, who has been nothing but a gentleman to you. He drops a 50 dollar bill on the table and leaves without saying anything else.
Your eyes follow him until he is out of the door. You knew you did the right thing, but why did you feel like you could burst into tears? In one week, you lost maybe the most interesting person you had ever met, he was smart, successful, funny, and caring. And you lost a sweet, loving, kind guy who was maybe most of all, your friend. You took a deep breath, trying to control your emotions, and paid the rest of the check. You left the restaurant, by yourself and found your way back home.
The elevator door opens with a loud DING and you drag yourself into the hallway. You opened your bag, searching for your keys until you found them at the bottom. You pulled them out and turn around the corner to your door. Your breath was caught in your throat as you looked at the figure that was sitting on the floor, in front of your apartment door.
His hair was a lot messier, curls hanging on his forehead. He wore a black leather jacket with a simple white shirt underneath. His eyes were focused on the floor as he tapped with his fingers on his knees. ''Sebastian?'' You speak softly and his head pops up. Those eyes, the last time you saw them you saw nothing in them. Now they looked hopeful, sweet, and tired.
He immediately stood up from his spot and fixed himself. ''Kiana, I- I've been waiting for you,'' he says and he pulls a hand through his hair to get the curls out of his face. ''Why?'' You ask him and you move beside him to open your door. You put your shoulder against it and lean into your apartment, leaving the door open as a sign for him to join you. ''We need to talk,'' He says and he steps into your small hallway, closing the door behind you.
You turned on the lights in your living room and kicked off the heels you were wearing. You sit down on your couch, pulling a blanket over your exposed legs and lean back. ''Ok, what do you want to say?'' You say, your voice sounded cold in your small, studio apartment. Sebastian enters the room and sits on the coffee table in front of you. You never saw him in clothes like these and you couldn't help but see how his legs looked in his tight denim jeans.
''Kiana, I am sorry,'' Sebastian says, you can hear the emotion in his words and you look up in his eyes. ''Sorry for everything, of course, you deserve to live your life and do everything you want, it was stupid of me to think I could control you, I am so sorry,'' He took a deep breath and reached for your hands, taking them in yours. They felt warm and safe, like all the worries you had just washed away with his simple touch.
''I should've said it when you were at my place the other night, god I should've said it way before then,'' He moves from his spot and sits down on both of his knees in front of you. Face, inches away from yours, his hot breath on your lips. ''The way you make me feel Kiana, is indescribable and terrifying to me. You take my breath away, you make me nervous every time I see you, every touch makes me wanting more,'' His breath was going faster and you held his hand tightly.
''The thought of you, with someone else Kiana, it kills me,'' He searches your face for a reaction but you stayed silent, letting it all sink in. His hand let's go of yours and he cups your cheek. You lean into his touch and take a deep breath, your heart pounding in your chest. ''I want you, Kiana. I want all of you. No arrangement, the real deal. I want to hold you at night, I want to show you off to the world, I want to take you places, discover the world together,'' You smile at the thought of having a future with Sebastian.
It is silent again, the sounds of the city are the only noise that is being heard in your apartment.
His thumb lingers over your bottom lip while he looks at them. ''I want to kiss you,'' Sebastian whispers and his eyes travel back up to yours. He looks, waiting for your permission. You smile and lean forward, meeting his lips halfway.
They were soft but needy, like he had been waiting for this moment. His hand travels down to your waist and you sit on your knees, moving closer to the edge of the couch. Your hands find their way into his hair and you let your fingers run through his curls. You melt into him, forgetting about everything that happened before and to just enjoy the feeling of his lips on yours.
Sebastian pulls away, both of you are breathing heavily. His lips puffed and cheeks rosy, you could imagine yourself looking the same way to him. ''So, you forgive me?'' He asks and you chuckle taking your bottom lip between your teeth. ''Yeah, I think I do,'' You say and Sebastian smiles leaning in once again to connect his lips to yours.
