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If Y’all was me y’all would’ve killed y’all selfs by now

Dear Berto

Yo, rn its tough in your head but you’re blessed, you have your wife already, a job and car. You don’t know where life is gonna be in 2 years. You dont even kno if you going to college. You wanna make your parents proud but dont know how, but youre young and hungry. You kno just one thing is that, christiane will be in your life and she will be in her last year of hs. You love music but cant put the work in. You’re gonna start a ecom bussiness and hope it takes off if it does then you moving to downtown seattle. Youre gonna make music and it wont be the best but youre gonna at least make it somehow. God will also be in your life so dont worry, eveything will come into play and youll have good income and a scatpack. God bless you berto

Dawg don’t wanna do nothing in life, he don’t wanna be big, he had dreams but stifled by depression, bro never learned a lesson. Bro still need a confession. He know if he die he won’t go to heaven. He wants to die. But the angles won’t let me, the pounding feeling within him, no motivation but a job with barely over minimum wage. Everyone acts fake. He hates his life and job. But getting money in a bank account doesn’t even evolve into happiness anymore. He seems to think where he went lost but undoubtedly it’s something deep. Maybe it’s God. Wants cars for slight pleasure. But bro knows he can have it worse than this. He knows people kill them selves over a used toothbrush and unsolved mental issues. Eyes water up but no tears, he has no fears but his own mind, if you could replace your brain. He used to think if you shoot your brains out then you can just replace it. Unfortunately. Life doesn’t work out the way it does, ever. Forever wishing he was did. Doesn’t pose a threat to anyone, feels down with no confidence or self esteem. He likes to write this here cause no one will hear.