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mankira ₒᵣㅤ tair

⠀⠀ ⠀ #boyblog #jiraiboy ⠀⸻⸻⸻⸻

┣▇▇▇═ㅤㅤ you don't really gotta hide it anymore, do you? you're just like me.

#:: ᛝᛝ LITTLE X's THAT MEAN THAT I AM XTRA UNSAFE .#⸻⸻⸻⸻#blog intro #introduction #pinned intro #heart2heart (personal)#landmine jirai #landmineblr #boy blogger

i wi as h i could eerase myself from everyone's memory n start over

#:: speed—dial .

(me, trying desperately to convince myself that i don't look awkward in masculine clothing) this is selfcest forcemasc. im coaxing my puppyboy anxiety into being a real man.

#:: shitposting .#boyloser #boyblogging #forcemasc #selfcest #BUZZWORD BUZZWORD BUZZWORD

my sister went to the ER over a minor allergic reaction. i can't help but think that if my parents had loved me as much as her, our even cared as much i would be really different.

but they're nice now and they were really nice to me today so i don't know what i'm talking about. i should die for the crime of being so selfish. for needing so much attention

i'm going to walk out the house tonight. maybe go and get snacks

#:: speed—dial .

decayedlandmine

I don't even think smashing my head in can cure me

#+ rblog #BUT I CAN TRYYY

bought and downloaded needy streamer overload. who says money cant buy happiness again?

#:: speed—dial .#landmineblr #landmine jirai #needy streamer overload

cvtiiecvt

By the way! self diagnosing, if done with enough research and time, it's completely fine! Not all of us can afford a therapist or a diagnosis... And we shouldn't judge the "veracity" of someone's diagnosis. Self diagnosed or not, only the person knows if they're """"faking it"""" or whatever, which would indicate a big problem too, so it's okay! Research, look into your symptoms and try to find the label that might help you to understand yourself the most <3

the1rlame

67/67 take #agreed

literally the worst that could happen with self diagnosis is finding out you don’t have it later in life, which is just a harmless new self discovery 😭 idk why people are mad at others all the time for self diagnosing when it has literally nothing to do with them </3

#+ rblog #some people don't have access to getting proper diagnosis #and self diagnosing doesn't magically give them access to medication or treatment it just lets them put a name or label to their struggle #i assure you people outside the community spread worse lies about ppl with whatever diagnosis ur gatekeeping #than the 15yo that desperately wants care but they can't afford it so they try to find a community of people with similar needs

when i love someone enough i begin to hate them and when i stop hating them i want to crush them beneath my body weight.

#:: speed—dial .#landmineblr #landmine jirai

im gonna give myself a stick and poke tattoo with red pen ink. stay tuned

#:: speed—dial .

i'll kill whoever is fucking up my pinterest feed.

#:: speed—dial .#I WANT A PFP YOU DUMB BITCH

i wish i could go mute and never talk again.

#:: speed—dial .#landmine jirai #landmineblr

FIRST TIME I CRIED IN MONTHS WAS OVER THE YOUTUBE SHOW: TOO KAWAII FOR COMFORT

IT FELT GOOD FOR THE UGLY PARTS OF ME TO BE SEEN EVEN IF THE REFLECTION WAS WHITE

I TRIED TO HANG MYSELF THAT VERY NIGHT BECAUSE I KNEW I WOULD NEVER FEEL UNDERSTOOD AGAIN.

I APOLOGIZED TO MY MOM IN MY NOTES APP. I CALLED HER MOMMY LIKE I HAVENT DONE IN YEARS. SINCE I BECAME MAD AT EVERYTHING AND MAD AT HER.

I WISH I COULD BREAK THE LENS I'M SEEN THROUGH!!! WHAT ARE THE WORDS THAT WILL FIX THE YEARS OF LYING ABOUT MYSELF TO FEEL BETTER

DID I EVEN DESERVE TO CRY THAT NIGHT? THE WORD “I” IN REFERENCE TO MYSELF IS USED MORE THAN TEN TIMES IN THIS CONFESSION

#:: speed—dial .#landmineblr #landmine jirai

it's so embarrassing thinking abt the times i was gonna kill myself like. ok dramatic much?

#:: speed—dial .#landmineblr #boyloser

i'm liked but not in the way that fulfills my soul. and i think ill die surrounded by people i knew my whole life yet didn't know me

#it's my fault though i'm a liar #landmineblr #boyloser

dire-crow

Need .... new ... theme ...

#+ rblog

this is the first time i've cried in a while too. aghhh ahhhhhh

does it count as a suicide attempt if you didn't try hard enough and if u snapped out of it fast

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