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[decayedlandmine]

𓊆 ⁎⁺₊ ཐི♰ཋྀ ₊⁺⁎ 𓊇

₊˚⊹ lumi they/them ✦⁺

𓂃 °⭒₊ broken landmine, ,

⭒˗ˏˋ𓆩 ✩ 𓆪ˎˊ˗⭒

exposed wires ₊˚⊹ - own posts

wired connections †˖̣̣̣ - aesthetic posts

corruption 𓈒ּ͏͏✢்۪۪ - vents

motherboard ႋ ׅ ํ- tag games, polls, community etc

[crescend0ll5555]

[jo--2004]

Via @vvevveve

[onefrailheart]

toukyuu kabukichou tower x evangelion (2023) ౨ৎ

[opendirectories]

[awwfulsounds]

Microsoft msn 8 CD install disc 2002 (x)

[decayedlandmine]

🕯️ and 👁️ for the ask game - @angel-in-crimson

🕯️: do you deal with comorbidities? which one do you want to throw in a fire the most?

yeah i like to hoard dx apparently, got the clasic depression + anxiety combo, dealt with anorexia most my life (pretty much recovered these days, but has left a stain), and the real bitch of my alcohol use that's destroying my life. that one goes into the fire.

👁️ : what's a fictional character you think represents BPD very well?

My go to answer tends to be anakin sykwalker ngl ahah, but catra from she-ra and clementine from eternal sunshine and also pretty great rounded examples. characters like asuka from age and bojack hit that bpd/npd line that I releats to the most

[decayedlandmine]

realising recovery will only happen if i put in the effort ... devastating

[angel-in-crimson]

i hate how so many PD spaces are either rainbows and sunshine recovery and expect you to be perfectly committed to your treatment or pride themselves on being toxic. there's no in between and it drives me up the wall.

this disorder isn't pretty, but it also isn't an excuse to be straight up racist and a twat.

[angel-in-crimson]

pt: BPD ask game, recovery-ish edition

note: no one should feel pressured to answer any of these. these are mostly to raise awareness about living with BPD and what it can look like

🍒 : If you do DBT or other therapies, what's your favourite skill?

🩸 : what's something you wish people understood about your disorder?

🕯️: do you deal with comorbidities? which one do you want to throw in a fire the most?

♥️ : what's something that helps you regulate?

🍎 : what's one hope for the future?

💌 : how do you connect with people?

💋 : do you have an FP? how do you feel about that?

👁️ : what's a fictional character you think represents BPD very well?

🌸 : what's a song that represents how your BPD feels?

🍓 : do you have a hobby? does your BPD interact with it?

☁️ : silliest thing you've split on

tag your answers with "asks from angel" ! i'd love to see i'll try to send asks to everyone who reblogs!!

[jetix]

2007-09-18

[2000ghosts]

april 12, 2009

[decayedlandmine]

got my first group session for alcohol use and im not looking forward to it. I've missed the last two weeks and it's making it harder for me to go but ik I need to otherwise i never will

[sweet4narchy]

regulating my emotions sometimes feels like desperately ignoring the urge to do something even though your whole body yearns for it and goes against you at all costs

[gojy]

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> webcore locs , 💬

[yumikotamori]

[mabun]

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