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18+/ trauma + mental illness blog

[sufjansjoy]

just accepted something i can’t change #yasss

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

idk who needs to hear this rn but relapsing doesn’t mean you’ll never get better. it doesn’t make you a failure. it makes you a human on their healing journey.

[petaltexturedskies]

She had no idea how to cope with life and she was only vaguely aware of her own inner emptiness. Were she capable of explaining herself, she might well confide: the world stands outside me. I stand outside myself.

Clarice Lispector, The Hour of the Star

[letusgototherose-deactivated202]

what if i hurt you

[juney-blues]

i'd say i carry a normal amount of all the mild social rejection i've ever received in my body like shrapnel

[junietuesday]

*through gritted teeth* when i do something wrong and am politely asked to change my behavior its just a simple request to fix a problem and not an indictment of my character. when i do something wrong and am politely asked to change my behavior its just a simple request to fix a problem and not an indictment of my worth as a human being

[junietuesday]

*gripping the sink and staring into the mirror* i can regulate my emotions and move on from well-intentioned polite criticism by resolving to change my behavior in the future without dwelling on the shame and guilt. i can regulate my emotions in a healthy way and move on and not get stuck scrolling tumblr for an hour and a half to just blast my brain w stimulation to avoid my negative feelings. oh wait its too late for that last one

[unwastelandunbaby]

the past isn’t behind you it coils inside your body that’s why some years you feel closer and more nostalgic for certain ages than others just fyi

[unwastelandunbaby]

for visual learners

[wikipediaboyfriend]

sue zhao

[shisasan]

𝙳𝚎𝚌𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝟷, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟿 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝙾𝚏 𝙵𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚣 𝙺𝚊𝚏𝚔𝚊, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟺-𝟷𝟿𝟸𝟹

[mournfulroses]

Fyodor Dostoevsky, from a letter featured in Letters of Fyodor Michailovitch Dostoevsky to his Family & Friends

[imsoofuckingsad-deactivated2018]

i think i have, like, extra feelings

[bitesizedpoetry]

Sylvia Plath, aged 25, from "The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath" (dated March 8, 1958)

[paper-mario-wiki]

just checking, is it possible to be forgiven by everyone for every part of me that's wrong?

[lena-oleanderson]

also a poem from the new, unreleased collection. very possibly my own all-time favourite.

[sickfrr]

[sugary-sheep]

learned helplessness can be unlearned.

[charl0ttan]

awesome👍 now i just need to wait for someone to come and help me learn how 🤗

[foxlungz]

They should invent a way to kill yourself that doesn’t disappoint anyone

[maxbytes]

there are many things to do when you're home alone but the number one thing is to get naked and the number two is feel inner peace in a gentle silence. Hope this helps!

oh heavens no!! i must keep my clothes on to stay warm and turn on loud music to simulate a human presence and drown out the dread!!