my body feels on my knees PRAYING

DIRECTIONER! DREAMER! TRAVELISTA

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No More Feelings and Friends (Social Media) 2020

No More Feelings and Friends (Social Media) 2020

Yes, for those who follow me on fb and instagram.

Follow for a follow?

LOL

Who remembers those days?

Well, the decision was made today where I decided to revamp my IG.

Then about twenty minutes ago. I CREATED A NEW FB ACCOUNT.

Now i am just excited for this new change and I really wanted to let go of toxic people in my life earlier this year, which I deleted a thousand plus…

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Vivir Mi Vida

I originally wanted to post a preview on fb, but then I realized that this can be an actual post instead. 😀

I know I am very open with my emotions on social media especially since there are those who live miles and miles away that I want to give updates about my life.

Especially after my mental breakdown at 19 spring 2020.

Everyone. I’m just working hard everyday for survival. It’s a…

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“We were born to be alone, but why are we still looking for love”- Blackpink

“We were born to be alone, but why are we still looking for love”- Blackpink

I guess I’m like a bit triggered by that since it made me realize that’s me.

I’m glad this song was released in October since it’s my personal mental health month.

Basically

I’ve been single my whole life yet I was in an abusive thing (relationship) in 2016.

Secretly, I gained weight since 2017 for guys not to check me out or even wanting to “kicking it with me” or “chill” or…

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#tbt to 2015. Now Go Get That Bacon 2023

#tbt to 2015. Now Go Get That Bacon 2023

For those who are new beashies. I wanted to let you know that I was supposed to graduate college in 2019 while I was in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania.

Although, I had a mental breakdown at 19 for the evens that happened to be in 2015.

As I look back in 5 years since the start of my adulthood, I can’t help but realize how I am all ready 23. WHAT.

Lol.

But I learned to trust in God’s plan…

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I’m NOT your Exotic Entertainment (“Nobody’s Perfect” 1 anniversary tattoo) (Warning: Sensitive Topic)

I’m NOT your Exotic Entertainment (“Nobody’s Perfect” 1 anniversary tattoo) (Warning: Sensitive Topic)

One to the most exhilarating times in my life

I wanted to challenge the way I handle pain, but getting the tattoo done didn’t hurt at all.

I wanted to reclaim body back since it was about 3 1/2 years since I was taken advantage of from a guy and his fraternity.

I wanted to tell myself that I am stronger and a fighter

I was 18 when I met the guy at a social the first week I was a…

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Moving On and Forward from a Broken Heart

Moving On and Forward from a Broken Heart

I was still sad about things in 2017 that I needed to tell myself that I needed to stop those thoughts

There was something that my mom told me this past week that made me realize that I should move forward and realize that there are people from my past that will never be present in my future. That’s okay

This moving on process is an emotional and mental process that should not be rushed in…

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My view of Social Media 2020

My view of Social Media 2020

I’m honestly tired of social media. There are times where I completely want to get off social media for good, but the communication aspect is why I don’t delete my accounts.

Plus, I love blogging. There’s a therapy behind it.

I know it’s basically all about me

Although

I want my blog to be all about glorifying God.

I remember being so angry with so many posts since I released…

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Magic Kingdom to God’s Kingdom( Paalam 22)

Magic Kingdom to God’s Kingdom( Paalam 22)

Wow. I have been wanting to write that title for such a long time.

It’s true. 22 was such an ah-mazing.

The year of adventurous bravery

I do not know where to start.

Here’s Twenty-three before twenty-WHEE

1/ I stood up for myself in regards to my faith. I was baptized at a time where people called me irresponsible, but I told myself the day and location I wanted to get…

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Loneliness (Why I started blogging in 2012 (15yo)

Loneliness (Why I started blogging in 2012 (15yo)

I recently read in my quiet time about Psalm 142.

I was amazed on how this prayer is amazing.

Loneliness can be such a life changing situation.

Loneliness has been with me throughout my whole life.

That’s the main reason why I prayed for a sister since I wanted a companion.

We’re nearly a decade apart in age, which is tough since I am in my early twenties when she’s entering the…

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A Capella “Truth” by Taemin

A Capella “Truth” by Taemin

www.youtube.com/watch

Okay.

I tried.

This is for a project in Korean Class

This is my first semester learning Korean EVER

I don’t mind sharing my “singing” skills, which was my dream before I lost my singing voice at 18.

Well, thank you for listening

-BeaSays09

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Twas The Week Before Finals Week (Let’s Go!) Spring 2020 🤨

Twas The Week Before Finals Week (Let’s Go!) Spring 2020 🤨

Happy belated Mother’s Day!

There’s this birds chirping right next to my bedroom window. interesting. LOL

Now it’s raining

Well, I am ready to conquer this semester.

I added Luke 22:42 since this verse definitely fits how my school work and life will be all in God’s plan, which I know is what’s best for me even if I cannot see the picture.

See. I remember posting an encouragement…

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The Beginning of New

The Beginning of New

Well, another milestone in my life happened today.

I’m just so excited

This was definitely a time where I could only dream of

A first for sure

I’m so thankful to God for the communication online that is available now.

I’m praying to use the gadgets I have to ultimately bring glory to God

I know I probably will say this in my blogs, but I want to change my aspect from me to God.

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Presence of Family be the ultimate present to end a decade!

Presence of Family be the ultimate present to end a decade!

2017… The year I was supposed to attend a wedding.

This was the wedding that would continue the “Wedding Attendance Series” the seastar and I had from 2013-2016.

2016 was the year we didn’t attend a wedding, which was also the time I was in Philly.

Back to 2017.

Honestly, I was “offline,” so I stayed in a dorm-esque setting for six months in The Philippines. Was I bumped when I…

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Dear Ate Princess (From Your Maid of Honor 2014)

Dear Ate Princess (From Your Maid of Honor 2014)

I have 57 minutes before the clock strikes midnight on Guam.

With pictures of your sister’s wedding 2013 have so many favorite Facebook memories, I wanted to write a post about your wedding on this blog.

Six years later.

I’m pretty sure I wrote about your wedding in the previous blog website, but I wanted to write this post as a thank you.

I still don’t know why I was chosen to be…

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Happy 8 Decades To Lola Nene Arcilla

Wow! I can’t believe my paternal grandmother is now 80 years old.

She was there when I was born, so she was the first visitor, besides my parents, who met me back then.

She is someone who is determined and strong willed and one who loves her family LOADS.

I want to keep this post simple, but I love her so much.

Wish we were there to celebrate with her.

Cheers to many, many more…

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To The Anxious and Worried Hearts

Lately I’ve been expressing anxious thoughts to my Ate’s in Christ, so they directed me to verses where I shouldn’t worry.

I smile when I read them.

A) Matthew 6:25-34

V. 25 “Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink, or about your body, what you will wear. Is not a life more than food, and the body more that clothes?”

(Wow. I am amazed. Just the…

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"MY TRUTH" instead of "I Love you"

“MY TRUTH” instead of “I Love you”

The first time I fell “IN love” was a reality check  I don’t know if I’ll ever feel that sense of euphoria with memories of Philly in regards to how was protected by someone I’ll never forget.

Yea I can say I was delusional of thinking he is THE ONE for me, but I know that he was THE KEY to a brand new life despite him not being currently present in my “future,” which was July 2017.

Basical…

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