* Tray Bae *

Tracy | Oakland, CA

[traychuynh]

[traychuynh]

I hope I never run into certain people from my past ever again. Just a glimpse of something or someone bringing them up is enough to trigger me and break me apart. I do not want to see them. I do not want to remember them. I do not want to know about them.

I only remember bits and pieces of my college years due to suppressing most of my painful/happy memories, but these feelings… I can feel this for a lifetime. I never want this emptiness to hurt me again. It is a type of emptiness that I cannot control. All I can feel is grief, pain and regret.

[andantegrazioso-deactivated2018]

Anthuriums | lauriearons

[kippen-dealer]

“Sometimes I can hear my bones straining under the weight of all the lives I’m not living.”

— Jonathan Safran Foer; Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close (via sunsetquotes)

[canoes]

[eliminated]

[genterie]

By Giulia Rosa

[spacettf]

[marci1900]

[expressions-of-nature]

by Nina Zivadinovic

[leahberman]

moon rose

[leahberman]

moonrise; catalina island, california

instagram

[anthony-samaniego]

atlas 

[joel]

[traychuynh]

[cerceos-deactivated20160308]

[traychuynh]

As I am getting older, I feel like my life keeps getting dull. I should not even be saying that, because I am no where near half of my life, but damn nothing excites me anymore. Everything seems like a repetitive cycle- find something exciting, be happy about it, something/someone takes that happiness away, then boom back to step one. Maybe I need to be more spontaneous? Or make spontaneous plans? I don’t know my life needs some major change.