i haven’t talked about my system much lately, not on here not to my friends or partners. i haven’t really known what to say for a while, my life has been so tumultuous and it’s put everyone through so much. my headmates have become a lot less distinct. The two primaries, Autumn and Piper, are the most distinct, though it seems like they’ve kind of absorbed the others, personalities blurring together. Autumn more so than Piper, i think a lot of my headmates find her to be a more comfortable safe haven.
I guess having a manic, panic attack riddled dissociative spiral spurred on by losing my job and fueled by SSRI withdrawals had a severe and lasting effect on my psyche. i’m curious to see what this “headmate goo” will form into.