18 Things I, Draco Lucius Abraxas Black Malfoy, learned at the ripe age of Eighteen:
CW: Mild Angst, Parental Issues, Scars, Implied handjob | Rating: M
Mother is the bravest woman I’ve ever known, and the best friend I could ever ask for. She is far from perfect, I hear the others say, but I don’t think she has to be.
Father is a very complicated man with unattainable expectations.
I fear to disappoint Mother. I am already the son my Father didn’t want; my Mother is the only one who truly loves me. How could I ever repay the sacrifices she made during the war?
The second best spot to study constellations is by the Black Lake. I don’t go up to the Astronomy Tower anymore.
Muggle art is rather interesting. I learned about them from a book I found at the library; I would’ve liked to be friends with Monsieur Vincent (Van Gogh). I think we are alike in more ways than one.
Severus is more pleasant to talk to as a portrait. I will always miss him, though.
When did Potter become so hot? Potter has grown to be decent-looking. He’s taller now, and his hair is longer. His eyes shine like emeralds in the sun, I’ve noticed.
Apparently, I now need glasses. Mother has ordered some thin-wired frames for me. The first time I wore them, Potter looked at me for an unnecessarily long amount of time when he passed by me in the hall.
I can’t remove the Mark, no matter how hard I try.
I want to play Quidditch professionally after I finish with my N.E.W.T.S. Hopefully, they’ll look past the Mark that I bear, and the part that I played during the war. Although, I won’t blame them if they don’t.
My Sectumsempra scars still hurt sometimes. It’s okay, Pansy brews this rosemary balm that helps with the pain.
I still get sad sometimes for who I could’ve been if I weren’t my miserable self.
Both Blaise and Pansy are attracted to Potter’s now ex-girlfriend. Good Merlin have mercy.
Potter has nightmares too. We don’t talk about them, but we like to sit from a safe distance by the Whomping Willow to watch the sun rise in the horizon.
I quite like the idea of Muggle tattoos. I have seen photographs of them and I’m interested. Hopefully, Potter will tell me more.
I am, in fact, very attracted to men. And not just because they’re exciting to look at.
Potter is a rather good kisser. He does this thing with his tongue where— nevermind. He’s peering over my shoulder as I’m writing this. I don’t want to stroke his ego, I’m already doing that with another part of him.
Now that I’ve shooed Potter away, I can finally say that I’ll miss him when we finish this school year. I don’t know when I’ll see him again, or where to find him after all this. He doesn’t want to be an Auror anymore, and I’m the only one who knows. I hope I can see him again, preferably in the Summer. I already have a birthday gift for him.
I am NINETEEN today. What the hell. Anyway, I hope you enjoyed my very self-indulgent 18 year old Draco. He’s much more exciting than I was at 18, though.
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