haruko.

20 anni | inguaribile sognatrice | raccogli-ricordi | buona forchetta | passione carta e penna | fotografia, scrittura, disegno | Giappone e Corea. RitaBernardi - 17aprile2014

[fyjjong]

산하엽 (skeleton flower) - translation (song located here) you’re a flower that grows more transparent the wetter you become; the white petal between us is dampening with regret. although it’s transparent, it doesn’t disappear, and when obscured from view, it at least doesn’t hurt. but being unable to grasp it despite knowing this hurts as if i’m being torn apart, as if i’m dying. now that it’s drenched with tears my obvious mistakes can be seen no longer. (refrain) ah, they’re getting scattered by the wind; ah, they’re growing wetter with dew. dear petal before me bearing the thick scent that deceived me so that i wouldn’t be able to find you, you imprisoned me in the room of eternity, and now you smile guilefully and snowy white. (refrain) ah, they’re getting scattered by the wind; ah, they’re growing wetter with dew. as time passes the white petals, too, will wilt away with no memory of having been translucent. (refrain) ah, they’re getting scattered by sorrow; ah, they’re growing wetter with tears. time passes, time passes, time passes, if time passes. time passes, time passes, time … – s/n: there appears to be a slight distinction between the skeleton flower as a whole and the single petal that comes between it and the speaker. in the first half of the song, the pronoun “it” is referring to the petal. in the line, “so that i wouldn’t be able to find you (그대), you (넌) imprisoned me in the room of eternity,” the speaker uses two different words for “you.” “그대” is a formal word that would be used to show both love and respect, while “너” is an informal word used to address the petal. this seems to imply that the petal imprisoned the speaker so that he wouldn’t be able to find his lover, who is represented by the whole flower. the petal acts as the antagonist, so to speak, throughout the lyrics. it’s common for pronouns to be omitted in korean, which is the case for the refrain, “ah, (they’re) getting scattered by the wind / ah, (they’re) growing wetter with dew” – so it’s open to interpretation who or what is actually being referred to in those lines. i added the pronoun that seemed to flow the most naturally. (source: sullaem)

[fyjjong]

blue night radio- 150518 jonghyun: we had our concert today. please join in with us today since all five of us are here~. (…) this is your first time on blue night, onew-ssi, how do you feel? onew: i feel really great. jonghyun: it feels like a concert. onew: yeah, because our fans are watching. minho: we made two goals for blue night tonight. one: is to tease jonghyun hyung and two: is to make jonghyun hyung cry. (source: omhgminho)

[trepertreallazero]

Mino :’’

[cutiecheol]

Taemin should decide if he’s a 2 year old boy or a pornstar

[trepertreallazero]

Per me rimane sempre una prostituta parigina.

[fivegems]

[fyjjong]

[trepertreallazero]

for anyone curious, i’ve finally finished transfering over all of the dates pages into a new format! (you can also find them from the main page by hovering over “events” at the top bar.) i also finished reformatting the tags (and adding a few new ones) and i’m currently in the process of...

[taerickster]

150226 Blue Night

J: There are people who think, ‘it’s better that I’m the one who’s in distress’ (…) Isn’t it interesting that the words ‘loneliness’ (외로움) and ‘distress’ (괴로움) are just one letter different? Cr: cosmicsticks

[trepertreallazero]

Per la serie: "deduzioni linguistiche" de "L'imbarazzante disagio degli utenti di Tumblr Italia di Kim Jonghyun". Non. Iniziare. Pure. Tu. Plz.

[agrodolcesarcasmo]

[noinonsiamoinfinito]

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA RIDO MALE

[occhicolmididemoni-deactivated2]

Aiuto

[welcometothefamilybae]

Fantastica questa ahahah

[armonia-e-caos-deactivated20171]

Ahahahah

[perlabionda-deactivated20210716]

Ehh

[trepertreallazero]

. . .

[trepertreallazero]

La mia vita è un pendolo che oscilla tra "ho molta fame" e "ho troppo sonno", e si conclude col finirci inevitabilmente a sbattere contro con la testa.

trepertreallazero

[fyjjong]

blue night radio - 150221 jonghyun: when people who do music don’t do music it seems like we just stare into space. i remember laying down for more than twenty four hours. i didn’t eat, i didn’t watch tv. i was just listening to music on my handphone, then sleeping and then writing lyrics. then my mom came into my room all of a sudden and went, “eat something! come down!" but i said, "no, mom, i have to stay like this. i have to recharge myself emotionally." (source: cosmicsticks)

[trepertreallazero]

I know this feeling bro.

(I think not space, but into the limbo)

[electricalice]

Hey, would you mind clearly explaining the vandalism happening in Rome right now? (Also, I'm so sorry. >_< )

Basically yesterday evening there was a match for the European League (football/soccer, how you want to call it) with our city team, AS Roma and Dutch team Feyenoord. Feyenoord’s hooligans from what I’ve understood have the fame of being really violent in their country as well and if the results are those… meh. 

Anyway, everything started the 18th when about a thousand fans in Piazza Campo dei Fiori (another historical piazza by the way) started throwing bottles at our police officers and panic ensued.  about 30 people were arrested and several people were wounded, the shop owners all had to close their shops and hid inside for fear, it was a mess.

To avoid ulterior mess the feyenoord fans were escorted to the match with private buses by the way, they destroyed those as well.

The 19th was when the match had to happen and there was another “disturbance”, this time in Piazza di Spagna, when another riot broke out, 13 police officers were wounded, a fountain by Bernini that our government spent SO MUCH MONEY to restaurate just recently was damaged and other people were arrested. this not counting the other damages to other less important but still historical buildings, people pissing on the streets, trash everywhere, trashcans burned, cars destroyed, explosions that wounded police officers… 

Feyenoord team gave half assed apologies that really weren’t enough while Netherland’s ambassador of course apologized profusely. In the end a bunch of fans were arrested and condemned to 1 year of prison, others were fined 45000€ each in what I believe is the fastest sentence ever happened in italy which means people must be really really pissed

I don’t know it’s not like italian football hooligans are much better, there have been stabbings and other extremely terrible things happening in our country between the fans of our teams but I don’t recall an instance when our teams ever went to a foreign city and our fans did THIS kind of mess.

[trepertreallazero]

Lo schifo.

[humansofnewyork]

“Manners do matter, but I’d prefer that she not be too sophisticated at a young age. When we’re making art, I try not to show her any techniques. If she wants to draw a purple frog with curly legs, I don’t correct her. That’s her imagination and I don’t want to damage that part of her nature.”

[fyjjong]

a compilation / masterlist of videos related to jonghyun’s “base" solo promotions spanning from january 2nd, 2015 to february 15th, 2015. all videos that are subbed are labeled as so, otherwise they’re all "raw". if any videos have broken / dead links please don’t hesitate to send me a message so i can fix that! (note: because promotions officially ended on the 2/15 this list s going to be lacking in two specific appearances: jonghyun’s appearance on tablo’s dreaming radio on february 18th and the airing of the chuseok special, “game of thrones" on february 20th. it will also not include younha’s guest appearance on blue night radio, also on february 20th but all can be found on fyjjong in seperate / related posts! ) (double note: for direct access to a specific date or photos from a specific date, or translations from episodes of blue night that aired throughout the promotional period, you can find a frequently updated index of events here!) enjoy! » official videos • base - teaser video (released: january 2nd) • crazy (guilty pleasure) - mv teaser (released: january 5th) • base - highlight medley (released: january 8th) • crazy (guilty pleasure) (released: january 9th) • déjà-boo (released: january 11th) • fortune cookie (released: january 13th) (english sub) »»»» was originally aired on “4 things” • hallelujah (dance practive) (released: 150114) • onminkeytae’s surprise party for jonghyun - (released: 150202) (english sub / spanish sub) » music show performances in chronological order • déjà-boo + crazy (guilty pleasure) (with iron) - music bank, 150109 (debut stage) »»»» déjà-boo (mr removed ver.) • hallelujah + crazy (guilty pleasure) (with iron) - music core, 150110 (debut stage) »»»» crazy (guilty pleasure) (with iron) (mr removed ver.) • déjà-boo + crazy (guilty pleasure) (with iron) - inkigayo, 150111 (debut stage) • déjà-boo + crazy (guilty pleasure) (with iron) - music bank, 150116 • déjà-boo - music core, 150117 • déjà-boo + crazy (guilty pleasure) (with iron) - inkigayo, 150118 • déjà-boo + crazy (guilty pleasure) - mtv the show, 150120 (debut stage) • déjà-boo + crazy (guilty pleasure) - show champion, 150121 (debut stage) • déjà-boo - m!countdown, 150122 (debut stage) »»»» official fancam ver. • déjà-boo - music bank, 150123 • déjà-boo - music core, 150124 • crazy (guilty pleasure) - inkigayo, 150125 • déjà-boo - mtv the show, 150127 (recorded on 150120) • déjà-boo - show champion, 150128 (recorded on 150120) • déjà-boo - m!countdown, 150129 (recorded on 150122) »»»» official fancam ver. • déjà-boo - music bank, 150130 • déjà-boo - music core, 150131 • crazy (guilty pleasure) - inkigayo, 150201 • déjà-boo - mtv the show, 150203 • déjà-boo - m!countdown, 150205 »»»» official fancam ver. • crazy (guilty pleasure) - music bank, 150206 • hallelujah - music core, 150207 • crazy (guilty pleasure) - inkigayo, 150208 • crazy (guilty pleasure) - m!countdown, 150212 (recorded on 150205) (goodbye stage) »»»» official fancam ver. • déjà-boo - simply k-pop, 150213 (recorded on 150209) • déjà-boo (with zion.t) - music bank, 150213 (goodbye stage) »»»» ending of performance (via shinee’s official facebook) • déjà-boo (with zion.t) - music core, 150214 (goodbye stage) »»»» ending of performance (via shinee’s official facebook) • crazy (guilty pleasure) - inkigayo, 150215 (goodbye stage) • déjà-boo (with zion.t) - picnic, 150215 » music show wins (note: all wins were for “déjà-boo”) • first win - music core, 150117 • second win - inkigayo, 150118 • third win - mtv the show, 150120 • fourth win - show champion, 150121 • fifth win - m!countdown, 150122 »»»» official encore stage (of win) • sixth win - music bank, 150123 • seventh win - music core, 150124 • eighth win - mtv the show, 150127 (note: jonghyun was in china for an event with shinee so he was not able to accept the award himself.) » radio appearances • shim shim tapa - 150107 (note: jonghyun visited jung joon young during a song break.) • blue night radio - 150117 (guest: iron) »»»» crazy (guilty pleasure) (with iron) (live radio ver.) • mbc fm4u’s noon song of hope - 150122 (english sub) »»»» speed quiz (english sub) • fm date - 150122 »»»» déjà-boo (live radio ver.) • idol true colors - 150131 (recorded early january) (english sub) • call in to jonghyun - kiss the radio, 150201 • fm date - 150210 (english sub) (note: jonghyun visited yonghwa during his appearance on the show.) • kbs world radio - 150214 (recorded early january) (english sub) » variety appearances • 4 things - aired 150113 (english sub) • hello counselor - filmed 150111 / aired 150119 (english sub) »»»» filming of “fortune cookie" mv (english sub) • yoo hee yeol’s sketchbook - filmed 150113 / aired 150124 (english sub) »»»» 우울시계 (a gloomy clock) (jonghyun’s ver.) »»»» black or white (michael jackson cover) »»»» juliette (acoustic ver.) (+ mr removed ver.) »»»» crazy (guilty pleasure) (with iron) (+ mr removed ver.) • 1 vs. 100 - aired 150203 » events (fansigns, ect.) (note: there were eleven fansigns altogether but only two allowed photos and videos to be taken openly.) • base of jonghyun (showcase) - 150108 »»»» sixteen fancams (playlist) • coex atrium fansign (second fansign) - 150118 »»»» two fancams (playlist) • lotte world happy concert - 150124 »»»» sixty four fancams (playlist) • time square atrium fansign - 150130 (sixth fansign) »»»» fifteen fancams (playlist) » behind the scenes / interviews • section tv - 150111 • #hashtag - 150113 (english sub / spanish sub) • bts of “crazy (guilty pleasure)" mv filming + jacket shoot - pops in seoul, 150120 (english sub / spanish sub) • elle, february ‘15 issue (bts) - 150123 • idol zoom in - pops in seoul, 150205 • the celebrity, february ‘15 issue (bts) - 150205 • entertainment news - 150211 » everything else / misc. • interview - music bank, 150109 (english sub / spanish sub) • interview - inkigayo, 150111 (english sub) • t.s.i / bts - mtv the show, 150120 • baidu king (support) (english sub) - 150121 • backstage / bts - show champion, filmed 150121 / aired 150124 • backstage / begins - m!countdown, 150122 • interview - music bank, 150123 • ending stage - inkigayo, 150124 (interactions with mad clown) • interview - m!countdown, 150129 (with ze:a’s dongjun and nine muses’ kyungri) • ending stage - music core, 150131 (interactions with davichi, minho and cnblue’s yonghwa) • ending stage - inkigayo, 150201 (interactions with yonghwa) • mpd’s valentine’s day mission - m!countdown, filmed 150205 / aired 150211 • special mc - music bank, 150206 (with g-friend’s yerin, crush and zion.t) • ending stage - music core, 150214 (interactions with crush, minho, yonghwa and zion.t) » bonus! • english / hangul / romantization of the lyrics of each song from the “base" album • full, high quality scans of the “base" album (scanned by fyjjong) (imgur album, tag (all the scans are mixed into this tag along with other album related information / news)) • support from various celebrities / idols for jonghyun’s solo promotions • a list of accolades, achievements and awards jonghyun brought in during promotions (includes sales information)

[trepertreallazero]

L'arte è parassita lo spirito l'ospite debolezze, drammi umani il cibo.

{Se fossimo nati su misura per gli altri, l'arte non sarebbe sopravvissuta.} _RitaBernardi

[trepertreallazero]

Le emozioni fasulle si smascherano facilmente: non ti arrivano dentro.

[trepertreallazero]

Quando tutti i miei impegni tutte le mie cose, tutta la monotonia e le fatiche della vita Quando tutti questi pensieri a cui mi dedico completamente stanno per risucchiarmi in un vortice senza fine Ecco, è proprio allora che tu sei lì, accorri in mio aiuto, pronto a riportarmi su. E mi dimostri la fragilità che condividiamo e di cui non dobbiamo portare vergogna. E mi convinci che non si smette mai di desiderare né di aver bisogno d’amore, contro tutti i malcelati tristi pianti contro tutte le parole degli adulti. E mi faccio piccola, come sono in realtà quando fingo di poter tenere tutto sulle spalle, quando mi ergo con tutta la mia forza caricandomi tutto e rifiutando la mano. E tu mi tiri su e ti fai grande per coprire la distanza: quella tra l’angolo dell’occhio e l’angolo della bocca, con una carezza.

_RitaBernardi

[inneresaugeworld-deactivated201]

[trepertreallazero]

Are these the weird photos Jonghyun was talking about?