Trick Or Treat!!

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> {{ is this thing on? :0 }}

“…oh! I think it’s on!! Hello there, new friends!! I’m sure…you’ve heard of me? I think! If not, then hi! I’m Chelsie!! I can’t wait to spend time with you guys!!! It’ll be a blast, I’m sure if it!! ^_^

I’ll mainly talk about things that have been on my mind, things that I do, and even more on here!!

I hope I’m greeted with open arms!! Bye bye for now!! ^0^”

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> { Journal entry 1# }

06 / 19 / ####

Dear diary.

Have you ever felt so much, that you didn’t want to… feel anymore?

Well, of course not, your a book. But, I do.

I know others might say that, I’m too young to feel this way, that I should be living happily by my own rules and happiness, and I’m trying- I really am! But happiness doesn’t last forever.

I do have trusted people I could tell this too, like my dad and brother, the star hub, the very little amount of friends i have, and even Mr Stu… but, if I’m going to be honest, I really don’t think I can trust anyone.

I remember, my dad told me I was allowed to express myself to him and the ones who I heavily trusted. But even that seems like a danger to me.

I could be- uh… what’s the word again-? Paranoid-?

…I like the word. Paranoid. I dunno what it means, but sounds fitting for this conversation- haha!…hah-

Sometimes, I wish I had the ability to go back. To go back to the time where I had faith in people, to the time where I was still happy, to the time where I felt more… alive.

I really hope no one finds this. I don’t wanna get in trouble… not that I already do! Haha-

Yours truly, Chelsie

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Someone once told me I should grow a back bone, but when I DID, suddenly they act like THEIR the victim! It peeves me off!! You wanted me to defend myself, and I’m trying my hardest to do so! So stop acting like it wasn’t YOUR suggestion!

Aside from that… my day went okay.

The guest started picking on me, as per usual, but luckily they left earlier, which I’m HEAVILY grateful for. Accardi took me to visit Bonnie and Mr. Stu again! So I guess that cheered me up a bit ^_^U

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If I had a nickel for everytime someone looked surprise when I say Accardi isn’t my actual dad, I’d have a lot of nickles! But can you blame them? XD

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It does make sense!!! Is Accardi a good dad figure for you? :]

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He is!! He even helped me get comfortable here in Starr park! <D

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If I had a nickel for everytime someone looked surprise when I say Accardi isn’t my actual dad, I’d have a lot of nickles! But can you blame them? XD

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yknow, I've been thinking...

is there anything beyond Starr park? I mean, I'm not too sure of...where I actually came from, maybe I grew up here or... I came from somewhere else.

My mom always told me I was a stray who washed up on the shores of star park, and decided to take me in. Almost everyone I know tells me that. At first, I went along with it... maybe it's true. But, something tells me its not.

That's what led me to these thoughts. I've... never actually seen the world. And, I'm not dumb to believe everyone was born and raised here. Obviously, I'm ten, not an idiot. People have backstories here; lives they've lived and stories to tell. I know they do.

I don't know where I came from. The last thing I remember from my past is meeting kaze for the first time.

I might be brainwashed, sure. A lot of people tell me that, i'm just being paranoid. Too paranoid for a ten year old. I have a feeling that they're lying to me, but again, i'm just ten. I can't be thinking about this...can I?

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To whoever made me drop my ice cream, count your days.

Someone’s getting bombed.

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’Oh dear…Chelsie. It’s not nice to threaten others..’

-Amanda

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But they made me drop my ice cream!! :(

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‘Who did, dear..? I can get you a new one..!’

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one of the guests... and Okay... :(

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To whoever made me drop my ice cream, count your days.

Someone’s getting bombed.

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’Oh dear…Chelsie. It’s not nice to threaten others..’

-Amanda

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But they made me drop my ice cream!! :(

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To whoever made me drop my ice cream, count your days.

Someone’s getting bombed.

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Today was a weird, yet good day!!

I met this weird star guy today, his name was…uhh… I can’t really remember, I think it was…Sirius? I dunno! But he said he was my uncle! And he even gave me ice cream!! He even said I was his favorite niece!! I’m so happy!! ^_^