TrickyPussy

~ My own works ~ poetry in progress ~ Dystopia Now

[trickypussy]

No one should have to dodge bullets to get a basic education.

[trickypussy]

Pimples for Men

That black-head destroyer video for men looks like roof grade blackjack imho

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[trickypussy]

You know why he does what he does...he is an abuser, he makes an outlandish hurtful statement and then makes the victims defend themselves with gaslighting techniques...or turns himself into the victim - look up classic abusive behaviors

[trickypussy]

Mostly I just Can’t Right now Words Like vomit Choking back Why should I even have to say Words Ridiculous

President Donald trump

[trickypussy]

I’m homeless

Been living in a Red Roof Inn Scrambling Eating from the 99cent store I drink the hot coffee in the lobby Pass on the doughnuts Celiac Sprue

Wash my clothes The few I have left In the sketchy washing machines Used by junkies - travelers - highway-men - people looking for a quick fuck

Arguments erupt at night Doors bang People working it out

I am homeless Not hopeless Today he got a promotion To middle management

We scramble Trying to balance Bus fare And 99 cent store meals

Today I had six bites of cheese While the world argued about Donald Trump while sitting In the Red Roof Inn eb

[trickypussy]

Poem

[trickypussy]

I'm homeless Been living in a Red Roof Inn Scrambling Eating from the 99cent store I drink the hot coffee in the lobby Pass on the doughnuts Celiac Sprue Wash my clothes The few I have left In the sketchy washing machines Used by junkies - travelers - highway-men - people looking for a quick fuck Arguments erupt at night Doors bang People working it out I am homeless Not hopeless Today he got a promotion To middle management We scramble Trying to balance Bus fare And 99 cent store meals Today I had six bites of cheese While the world argued about Donald Trump while sitting In the Red Roof Inn eb

[trickypussy]

I wish sleep would come and lay its hands upon me Does she ache like the turning of the moon in your palm Pale and sleepy half lidded lover if the night Her soft embrace and soft breath

That warms you in the night Sleep is my moon my satellite just falling past my grasp How I wish she would hold me again eb

[trickypussy]

I hate it here Steel bus stop seats In 120 degree heat It's 1a.m. I'm wandering Sweating I hate it here The disposability of it Build a strip mall Use it like a dish rag Abandon it They sit hollow Empty shrines Gif of lost commerce

[trickypussy]

Art sky project

[trickypussy]

Ariz on ha

[trickypussy]

Last phone

[trickypussy]

When I think about The fire

You are all there You The warm embrace Of a thousand buckshots Ripping You Laden me with wounds Shredding You That divide my mind

You Every time Wait

You are there Not walking through But creating the fire

When I think about the fire I think about love Consuming Blaze orange eating at The edges The totality of consumption You The warm embrace Consumed Exploding from within The warm embrace Every time Eb

[trickypussy]

It was 10,000 Jackals Howling at the speckled Moon

Calling in the night Mouths curled Curved up Longing

to abandon self and yield into love they lean into the howl

Drowned in sound it was an ache in the heart

1,000 Grimalkin remind you of the cage - where your heart resides - remind you of the fractured feeling for the loss of you - 

Grimalkin whispers when everything in the world depends upon your heart beating - your thoughts - on hearing his approach - the gratitude of his presence

That is what love is the gratitude of presence I was grateful for your presence you live inside my memory

She turned and ran with the Jackals 

eb

[trickypussy]

This is what happens

this is what happens when you know you fucked it up can’t go back can’t go forward

trapped between words and time

if I could tell you that every day every day my heart was beating only for you if I could tell you of the pain that I know I caused and how I reaped the whirlwind with arms and heart that ached for you

that ached for you only

this is what happens when you know you fucked it up trapped between words and time if I could tell you of the stones in my gut each marked sorry swallowed hot guilt weighing me down but love broke my heart and I know I broke yours

i am sorry

i am sorry  -  ashamed

a hollowed out boat on the sea that cant go back that cant go forward

eb

[trickypussy]

[trickypussy]

غداً

tomorrow

i found the letter that you wrote long strokes of black night on crisp paper reading from right to left

written only once the curve and pressure of letters expressions swirling in language

how you took the pen and the cup written only once in swirling drifting letters reaching for love

eb