Finnick Odair

District Four. Maybe you've heard of me. ( ᵒ ‿↼ ) "If we see something sweet, we better grab it quick." Indie Finnick Odair RP|| Semi-selective|| F.C. Sam Claflin Sideblog to flint-smith

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And when there’s nothing 

                  left to live for,                                     we exist out of spite.

         Semi-Selective Hunger Games and Harry Potter OC - Caspian Odair - Rules - Bio

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PSA: Semi-hiatus

Hey all, School is getting to that super busy part of the year #gross. So I’m gonna officially hiatus my blogs until sometime mid April

I may be around periodically and reblog some shit or potentially do replies, memes, inbox stuff but no guarantees. Sorry bout it but #realLife

(also imma reblog this on most of my blogs so I apologize if you have to see it a thousand times)

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Home Again

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caspian-odair:

For the rest of the game Caspian hardly knew what was happening, practically dissociating. Thinking only of survival. It hit him hard when he was pulled out. Watching the world around him continue wile he could feel everything falling apart around him. He was lying in a bed while people were rushing around him trying to help him, his chest hurt but he had forgotten why. After they had left the room Finnick had rushed in but he didn’t really realize it was him until he was pulled into an embrace, finally coming too. 

“I killed her… Finn. I killed her” he said wishing he was able to cry. He looked blankly past him. In shock from it all.

Finnick continued to hold him close, as though by hugging him he could block out the world, could take away what he was feeling. He knew, oh god did he know, how it felt. To be pushed back into the world, with everyone congratulating you; yet feeling like the shell of a person. His brother’s words seemed to stab at his very heart. 

“I know, Cas... but it wasn’t your fault. It wasn’t your fault, okay? You did everything you could. And you’re back.. and you’re safe.”

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Home Again

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Finnick had been counting the seconds, as they turned to minutes, unsure of how long he was going to be able to wait. He couldn’t bring himself to sit down, pacing around the room instead. How long did it take them to heal someone?! They had all their fancy equipment and shit. 

He had watched the whole thing with a sort of fascinated horror wanting to look away but not being able too. The past week had been hell, he had watched Caspian falling apart; to everyone else he looked strong, but Finnick knew, he could see it in his brother’s eyes. And yet... there was the nagging guilt that he felt...almost relieved. Of course he hadn’t wanted to see Eathelyn die, much less in front of Caspian... and yet, he knew that was the only reason his brother was still alive right now. 

Finally the door opened, and Finnick was rushing forwards, pulling his brother into a hug, not letting go even though it wasn’t returned. He tried to not care, Caspian was broken and it would take time for him to heal... all that mattered was that he was here, and he was alive. 

“I was so scared for you, Jellyfish.”

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You will never ever annoy me if you

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allblackobsessed:

Send me random anons.

Reply to my posts.

Send me an ask.

Reblog me.

Talk to me.

Say hello.

Give me random love.

“Bother” me.

So please stop thinking otherwise.

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𝔦 𝔞𝔪 𝔫𝔬𝔱 𝔪𝔶 𝔟𝔯𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔯   —

          Caspian Odair

Independent       semi-selective               Hunger Games OC 

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If you tear a hole in a fishing net, the net has fewer holes.

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“I’m not afraid of ghosts. I’m not afraid of sharks. I’m not afraid of cancer. I’m just afraid of snakes. They really creep me out. Where are there arms and legs? IT’S NOT OKAY!” (tridentsandsugarcubes)

Caspian stared at his brother for a few moments wondering if he was serious and then answered when he realized Finnick wasn’t playing around. 

“You can’t seriously be afraid of snakes… Their cute! They don’t even blink and that’s cool… I mean it may just be me being biased because of the whole Slytherin thing but I mean a lot of things don’t have any arms or legs” after he said it he couldn’t help but laugh. 

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“And why can’t I be? I don’t trust them! And they have their nasty fangs that are like death needles to come along and hurt you and kill you. And they are like ribcage tubes that wiggle along but like.... have you seen how fast they can move!?” 

Finnick couldn’t help but raise his voice, he really didn’t like snakes and he had thought Caspian had known. But obviously not. “Like what?! Name 5 other land animals without arms and/or legs.”

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The Reaping||caspian-odair

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caspian-odair:

Caspian frowned slightly. He knew it wasn’t what his brother wanted but could he do it? He had started to be this way for a long time. Was he not strong? It was hard to wrap around how being emotional made you strong. ‘Boys don’t cry. Ever’ his dad had said. 

“I mean, I can try my best but .. I, well I don’t know. I’m sure I will be alright after all, I am not gonna let the games change me. Are you gonna be okay? I don’t want you to be wiggin out or anything” he said smirking a little bit, trying to ease the tension. 

Finnick couldn’t help but turn and pull Caspian into a proper hug. The thought that in just a few hours his brother could possibly walk to either his death, or the most horrifying experiance a teen could endure. It was too much. 

He felt the edges of his mind start to drift to the setting that so often haunted his dreams and he forced himself to push it away. Now was not the time for weakness. 

“We can get through this. We don’t even know if anything bad will happen.” It was true. He was trying to convince himself that this was no different then any other year, but he couldn’t help the feeling that something was different. Maybe he was just being paranoid. 

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Chaos & Children||vvolfhearted

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vvolfhearted:

“I’m not quite sure that just anyone would have done that… You’re different, after all, only a handful of people actually care about the wellbeing of the people inside district thirteen.” Teddy murmured, almost defensively as she holds Ivy closer to her, the little girl hugging her mother’s legs tightly. It was overwhelming, the fear she felt upon coming so close to losing her daughter. Whether or not anyone else would have done the same, the mother would rather not wait around to find out. It was too much of a risk. “I’m glad you tried to keep her safe without telling her too much.” The last thing she needs is Ivy knowing the true horrors of their world, the constant fear and the rebellion that was taking place. Instead she’ll whisper soothing words of content as she strokes the young girl’s hair. “—Finnick, would you mind coming back with us?” Now that everything is calm and settled down as it once had been, it meant that the people would return to their places, rooms or work places.

Finnick shrugged at her words of his ‘difference’, perhaps it was true. He had seen too much bad happen to too many children, teens... there was just too much bad, to much negativity to not try and do what he could to rectify it. 

With a small, but curious smile he nodded. “Uh sure?” It wasn’t like he had anything better to do, and company was always a good thing. After all being trapped inside all day, socialization was the one positive thing of the days. 

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I’m not an adult yet//Closed

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caspian-odair:

Caspian looked down at his feet. Guilty that the conversation had turned to be about him. It was about Finn and it would only make him feel worse. 

“I..” he looked up at his brother, his heart racing “I have a C-drug problem” there, it was out. He had been the first person that now knows and the pause before his words felt like an eternity. 

Finnick fought to keep his facial expression neutral, though the words hit him like a train. He should have known. Should have been able to guess, pick up on it, help, do anything but stand here like an idiot. 

“W-” he paused, he knew why. It was obvious, instead he changed his questions. “What? And, can I help?”

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Brotherly Breakdowns//Closed

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caspian-odair:

Caspian saw his brothers emotion change in front of him and it pained him, he shouldn’t have said it. He shouldn’t have brought her up. Caspian realized he was shaking, though he didn’t know what caused it. Him not eating, the anger? the sadness? he didn’t know. 

Finnicks words took him back. He never thought he would hear his brother ever say that. He was more the, let’s make sure everything is okay and everyone can be saved kind of guy. He wasn’t too sure how to exactly respond he just knew it pained him. “W-what?” was all he could say to that, he kind of agreed but he wanted to know where Finns thoughts took him.

Taking the next words he knew how to respond to that, with violence. “Well then I will go up to the people in charge and I will make them fucking do something! I will do whatever it takes! This isnt fair!” he said, fuming. “We have the right to know what is going on it is there fault this is happening in the first place. They are what caused the games, they are why we are fighting.” 

Finnick saw the change in his brother and wasn’t sure how he was supposed to feel about it. Happy that he actually seemed willing to do something? Or responsible for causing his brother anger and disappointment, and a pointless mission. 

Whatever it was he knew he had to pull himself out of his own head, if only to stop Caspian from doing something stupid. “Caspian stop. You aren’t thinking. You know it’s not their fault the games happened. You’ve lived your whole life learning the story of the uprising. It just so happened that they got to escape it by hiding and acting as a scare story. But you can’t act like being trapped underground is a good way to live either. 

Annie’s face still seemed pasted on the insides of his eyelids. as though taunting him. “Besides, what are they supposed to do? It’s not like they can just walk into the Capitol and walk out hand in hand, like a schoolyard game.”

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Family Reunion||caspian-odair

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caspian-odair:

Caspian didn’t care about the logic of it all, that his brother probably had no idea who he was. He didn’t care. He pushed him hard against the chest. He was so angry he wanted to cry. His life could have been different. Maybe Eathelyn would have been okay. Maybe he wouldn’t have anger issues and here this guy was. His brother… they had similar faces…

“Yes I’m ‘the one’ that they threw away like it was nothing!” he shouted, uncaring of the people around him. He wanted to be visible. He wanted to be visible so bad so his brother could see him as he hurt him, possibly kill him. Without knowing Caspian flickered from being invisible to visible and back, finally staying visible.

Finnick stumbled backwards and listened to the words. He knew his parents had had another child. Knew that they had sent the kid to an adoptive family, or the system.. he wasn’t sure. The pieces were fuzzy, hardly memories at all. Mostly he remembered his mothers sadness. before....

As the other came into view he couldn’t help but feel surprised. He really did look like he belonged in the family. “I - I’m sorry.” it was a ridiculous thing to say. “I was four. They couldn’t afford you. We would have starved, they were only trying to do what was best for you.” 

He wasn’t sure why he was excusing their behaviour, it wasn’t like he owed his father anything. Though he didn’t want anyone mad with his mother. She had deserved more. 

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I don’t remember/Closed

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caspian-odair:

Caspian smiled when he realized she was okay. Everything was okay. Well besides him, but he wasn’t dead. “Yea, sounds like her, get ready for a talk”\

Caspian tried to remember the rebellion. He closed his eyes. It was hard for him to remember, he knew some pieces though it felt like some kind of a dream instead of a memory, though he figured it must have been real. 

Caspian opened his eyes “I don’t remember much, screaming, fighting… and saving your ass” he said with a smile. Caspian did remember them fighting off the monsters that had grabbed at Finnick and then helping him up the ladder as Katniss made the machine explode on them.  

Finnick felt his heart leap slightly at the words. At the fact that he hadn’t actually been completely forgotten. That maybe there was hope for the rest of Caspian’s memories. even if the other couldn’t remember their childhood, he at least knew that he was worth saving. But Finnick had learned one times to many that hope was a dangerous thing.

“You- You remember saving me? You remember... me?”

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The 72nd Hunger Games ||aridanemalfoy

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aridanemalfoy:

Wrapping an arm for comfort around the younger man, Aridane let out a saddened sigh. She had heard of his brother’s relationship with his now fellow Tribute, as Finnick often spoke of the two. She knew how much they meant to him… Especially Caspian, of course.

“Your sure of that…?”

Finnick leaned further into her embrace, not caring who was around or what they may or may not think. All that mattered was Caspian and whether or not he was going to make it home. At her words he moved back away, any threat of tears mysteriously gone. 

“Yes. He told me. Before they took him he told me that he was going to do everything to make sure she won. Even if it meant killing himself.” The words were painful and he was sure that a thousand spears to the chest would have been preferable. 

“I can’t lose him.”

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Peeta: Well now you know your grandma found the wigs your family gives you tumours every year, we're crazy for lovin',  crazy for cats Katniss: Get up shorty! Peeta: you can find me on the floor tripping kids, Novocain is your friend

Katniss:get up shorty! Peeta: foot crust! Katniss(talking): my arches were scaly. Peeta: foot crust! Katniss: Dude they get it!

Katniss: Cry baby right before you drown yeah, uh uh get down! Try a muffin dropped on the ground yeah, uh uh get down! (rapping) Got a feather in my pocket tied to my ponytail And I threw out my fresh eggs to help my friend Laverne Feel popular instead of doing puppet things I remember she liked a guy with a baby bird

I say oh oh ey ey choo choo go! Peeta: No one hock a loogie in my cup Katniss: Yeah this cool song got cha dancin' til' dawn Peeta: (rapping) foot crust! Katniss: I say oh oh eh eh choo go! Peeta: No one hock a loogie in my cup Katniss: Yeah this cool song gotcha dancing' til dawn

Katniss: (rapping) Yeah I found this old note in my creepy house Peeta: Like that star trek when they found those tribbles Katniss: (rapping) I think I hurt my cooter bump Peeta: what? Ew? Why is it funny when I poke you in the chin?

Katniss: I can't love him if he bought an album for my birthday at the dollar store! Peeta: (rapping) musical reply *flute solo* Peeta: killed it, come on!

Katniss: Oh oh oh eh eh choo choo go! Peeta: (talking) Wait don't go into that room! Katniss: Oh oh oh eh eh choo choo go! Peeta: (talking) Everybody raise your hand if you like this song Katniss: Oh oh oh eh eh choo choo go!  Peeta: (talking) Raise your hand if you want us to leave. Katniss: Oh oh oh eh eh choo choo go! 

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caspian-odair:

Somehow you always have me CARING

              there is something about you to be ADMIRED 

even if you weren’t with my brother 

                                    I’ll always consider you FAMILY.

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