I'VE BECOME A MONSTER

"Some days I may express myself in curious ways" Micah. Experiment. Werewolf. Victim. Mute. +Indie Fandomless Werewolf OC+ +Loosely based on Patrick Stump from F.O.B.'s YBC+ +est. Feb 2016 - moved Oct 2017+ +Read links before interacting please+ +follows from ᴘʟᴀʏᴇʀᴇɴᴛɪᴛʏ+ #triggeredbysound

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Send "Can I kiss you?" for my muse's reaction!

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❥     𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒    [   𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙳 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙿𝚃𝚂    ]   .

headcanon prompts with questions based on plants   &   what they represent in flower language .  happy roleplaying !!  ♡

abatina :   is there anything in life your muse has changed their mind about over time   (   due to becoming more educated on the topic ,   certain experiences  ,   etc .   ) ,    or that they   would   change their mind about under certain circumstances ?  

acanthus :   is your muse deceptive ,   or willing to lie or deceive to achieve certain means ?   why or why not ?   

aloe :   how does your muse handle grief ?

amaryllis :   what is something or someone that your muse takes pride in ?   how do they express that pride ?   

anemone :   how does your muse view the world ;   as a cruel   &   unforgiving place ,   a land full of wonders ,   or something in - between ?  where does that world view come from   (   what experiences ,   life lessons ,   etc .   ) ?  

angelica :   where does your muse draw inspiration in life ?   what motivates them ?

apple blossom :   how does your muse go about expressing or not expressing their sexuality ?  

bachelor’s button :   does your muse actively seek romantic companionship ,   or cherish the liberties of being single ? 

basil :   does your muse have a love - hate relationship with anyone or anything ?

bay tree :   does your muse seek glory   &   accolades ,   or do they favour a simpler ,   more personal life ?  

begonia :   how cautious is your muse ?   are they prone to noticing red flags ,   or paranoid to the point of untrusting most everyone ?   why or why not ?  

belladonna :   how does your muse respond to silence ?   do they take comfort in soundlessness ,   or seek to fill the void with noise ?   

bluebell :   does your muse learn from their past ,   or are they prone to repeating the same mistakes ?  

carnation :   what is your muse’s relationship with their gender ?   how do they express or not express this relationship ?  

chamomile :   what is your muse likely to take away from a painful experience ?   are they one to be haunted by adversity ,   or to use what they’ve gone through to become stronger ?  

chrysanthemum :   how does your muse express romantic love ?  how do they feel about love as a concept ?  

daffodil :   is your muse one to be loyal in relationships ,   or are they likely to quickly move from one bond to another ?

daisy :   did your muse ever feel as though their innocence had been lost ?   what moment in their life could be described as the end of their innocence ?  

edelweiss :   what was the bravest moment in your muse’s life ?  are they known to be courageous from then on ?  

fern :   does your muse believe in magic or cosmic forces ,   or are they more likely to think their life is ultimately a matter of their own control ?  

forget - me - not :   has your muse ever forgotten something that is or was important to them ?   are they afraid of forgetting things like that ?  

gardenia :   is your muse one to confess romantic feelings early on ,   or to conceal them for long periods of time ?  

gladiolus :   describe a moment from your muse’s life that they will never forget .

goldenrod :   does your muse believe in luck or fortune ?  why or why not ?   where do they believe these things come from ?  

heliotrope :   does your muse believe in soulmates ?

hibiscus :   how does your muse view the gentler ,   daintier things in life ?   as things worth preserving   &   caring for ,   or things only bound to wither   &   disappear ?  

holly :   how strong is your muse’s sense of intuition ?  are they aware of it ?   do they ever fear that it is only paranoia ?  

hollyhock :   how strong is your muse’s sense of ambition ?  what’s something they strive for in life ?  

hyacinth :   is your muse athletic ?   does it come naturally to them ,   or have they had to work for their physique and/or skill ?  

hydrangea :   how much does your muse value communication in their relationships with others ?  are they prone to being misunderstood ?

iris :   if your muse could convey one last message to someone they have lost or left behind ,   what would it be ?  

ivy :   what are your muse’s views on marriage ?   do they believe it is something strictly for love ,   or an institution rooted in business   &   social benefits ?   do they desire or have they desired to be married ?

lavender :   how easy is it to gain your muse’s trust ?  once their trust is broken ,   how might one go about mending it ?  

lilac :   what was your muse’s childhood like ?   how has their upbringing affected them as they’ve aged ? 

lily :   how does your muse view their mother ?  

lotus :   has your muse ever felt as though they’ve been reborn ?  have they ever desired the feeling of a fresh start ,   or a better understanding of themself and/or the world around them ?  

magnolia :   describe your muse’s relationship with nature   &   the natural world .  

marigold :   is your muse prone to jealousy ?  how might they handle envious feelings ?  

mint :   does your muse view themself as virtuous   &   moral ?  what do these words mean to them ?

nasturtium :   describe your muse’s relationship with their birthplace ,   or homeland .  

oak :   who would your muse consider the strongest person they know ?  

pansy :   does your muse often reflect on their own actions ?   do they ever think a lot about the past ,   and what they could have done differently ?

parsley :   describe a holiday your muse enjoys ,   and why they enjoy it .

peony :   what would a   ‘  happy life  ’   look like in your muse’s eyes ?

poppy :   what comforts your muse ?

rhododendron :   is your muse receptive to warnings   &   advice given by others ?

rose :   how much does your muse value other people ?   do they wish to have many friends ,   lovers ,   and/or associates ?   are they an easy person to love ?

sage :   what is your muse’s legacy ?   what do they want to be remembered for   &   what might they actually be remembered for ?  

salvia :   is your muse possessive over people or things that matter a lot to them ?  how do they express that possessiveness ,   or lack thereof ? 

snapdragon :   is your muse merciful ?  why or why not ?

southernwood :   how seriously does your muse take themself ?   do they prefer a solemn   &   intellectual atmosphere or do they delight in jokes   &   banter ?  

sunflower :   what brings your muse the most joy in life ?  

tulip :   how does your muse view people in general ?  

violet :   how does your muse respond to betrayal ?

willow :   how does your muse handle sadness   &   depression ?

zinnia :   how has the loss of fallen comrades and/or loved ones affected your muse ?   has it taught them anything or given them any new perspectives ?

[belladoesrpmeme]

𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 ♡

For the fluff and soft hearted, here is another lists of sentence starters that has the highest potentiality to turn into a soft scenarios. Feel free to change any pronouns / sentence structure according to your muse’s preference!     TRIGGER WARNING:   N/A.

“I never noticed your eyes were this [colour].”

“Your heartbeat’s really loud.”

“You asleep?”

“I like this, being so close to you.”

“Your hair keeps falling into your eyes, do you know that? Here, lemme just—”

“You’re so, so, so pretty.”

“I just — I’m breathless, okay? Whenever I’m with you, it happens.”

“You make my heart beat so quick.”

“You always know how to make me smile.”

“You’ll always be safe with me.”

[Kisses the other on the cheek]

“Always.”

“I can’t imagine being anywhere but here with you.”

“All my choices lead me to you.”

“I’ll never give you up.”

“I sleep better if you’re around.”

“You snore in your sleep. But… it’s adorable, okay?”

“I like this. A quiet breakfast with you.”

“There’re billions of people on this planet, and I love you. How incredible is that?”

“I trust you.”

[Holds the other’s hand when they think the other won’t notice]

“You keep staring at me instead of watching the film. What’s up?”

“Let’s push all of these stuff away. I wanna dance here right now with you.”

“Are we really doing this? Are we really slow-dancing?”

“When you laugh like that, it just — you’re so beautiful, you know that?”

“No, sorry, you laughed. I … I never saw it before. It’s — pretty.”

“You haven’t laughed in a long time, and I guess I was staring ‘cause I forgot how that looked like.”

[Puts head on the other’s shoulder]

“I will never let you go.”

“You’re the best thing to have ever happened to me.”

“You wrote me a song?”

“You’ve got a fever. Of course I’m not going anywhere.”

[Suddenly feels around the bed to search for the other’s hand / body when they’re sleeping]

[Extends a hand when they see the other was searching for it while they’re sleeping]

“I just feel calmer. When I’m with you.”

“You’re not in bed. I came looking for you.”

“What are you doing up? Come to bed.”

“It’s weird. I never thought I could feel like this, but you showed up. Now, it’s like I don’t wanna go on knowing I might lose the feeling.”

“I don’t mind sharing the blankets with you.”

“You’re cold. Come here.”

“You always do that. You always warm me up.”

“Stay.”

“It’s getting crowded. Here, hold my hand.”

[Hugs for a very long time]

[Puts feet on the other’s lap]

“I’m so proud of you, you know that?”

“I love you.”

[wondermemes]

Tame Impala lyrics - Sentence Meme

“I don’t care, I’m in love.”

“Stop before it’s too late.”  

“It’s gonna stay with me, I’ll let desire be.”

“I will not vanish and you will not scare me.”

“Oh, dare I face the real world.”

“Why I ever tried, I don’t know.”

“It’s been so long since I held your hand.”

“You don’t know how hard it can be.”

“I’ve let too much of it slide through my fingers.”

“Wondering what I’ll say when they want the truth.”

“I would speak up but I wouldn’t know what to say.”

“Don’t make friends for friendship’s sake.”

“Decisions are approaching, reality in motion.“

“The only one who’s really judging you is yourself.”

“You will never come close to how I feel.”

“It’s way too real, I’m way too sober.“

“Everything you ever told me could have been a lie.”

“There is time. Go to sleep, you’ll be fine.”

“Are you too terrified to try your best?“

“I caught a glimpse, I’m going after it.”

“If only there could be another way to do this.”

“It feels like murder, to put your heart through this.”

“I felt the strangest emotion but it wasn’t hate, for once.”  

“I know it’s hard to describe, so how will I know that it’s right?”

“I just don’t know where the hell I belong.”

“Better late than never, just don’t make me wait forever.”

“Oh my love, can’t you see yourself by my side?”

“Don’t suppose you could convince your lover to change his mind…”

“There’s a world out there and it’s calling my name.”

“But if I never come back, tell my mother I’m sorry.”

“I was still unsure, but it’s something I’m used to.”

“I can tell by your face, no one’s ever been rude to you.”

“I had no idea, what that feeling could do to you.”

“I know I always said that I could never hurt you…”

“I’m just pathetic, that’s the reason why.”

“I was doing fine without you, until I saw your eyes turn away from mine.”

“I can just hear them now, ‘How could you let us down?’”      

“They say people never change, but that’s bullshit, they do.”

“If you don’t think it’s a crime you can come along, with me.”

“Put your arms around me, I can sense you doubt me.”  

“They’re all doing so well. What I would give, to be under that spell…”

“Then I heard they slept together. Oh, the less I know the better.”

“I’m playing a part, as somebody else. While trying so hard, to be myself.”

“I know you don’t think it’s right. I know that you think it’s fake, maybe fake’s what I like.”  

“Said you wouldn’t be home late tonight, I gave up waiting at seventeen past midnight.”

“I thank god I’ve been blessed with a patient mind, because what I want to happen won’t happen in a very long time.”

[horrificmemes]

Send my muse a word and they’ll tell you something about their past related to that word (Angst Edition).

For starting angsty, sometimes difficult, conversations. The words can be taken in any loose way the mun/muse can use them. Trigger warnings apply.

Nightmare Loneliness Forget Heartbreak Luckless Anger Confusion Neglect Fear Illness Death Loss Monster Misunderstanding Loveless Dark Painful Cold Disloyalty Abandonment Escape Break Injury Dissociation  Panic Cruelty Lost Misfortune Lies Abuse Emotionless Blood Goodbye Incomplete Hollow Evil Noise Threat Unrequited Change

[sphinxmemesmusings]

Bombard my muse with questions! Anything you would like to know about them, ask!

[rpmemestm]

send  “you’re not a monster.” for my muse’s reaction

[triggeredbysound]

Just so you know, it’s completely impossible to read your blog description with red text + gray background. I could scarcely make out the word Micah but that’s it.

I fixed it but you’re quite literally the only person to have a problem. Then again I set up this whole blog with all that information on it, so maybe that’s what they did or maybe it’s your screen.

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The Rules&Info Page has been updated. Please go have a look at the mentioned updates.

[memesforu-blog]

Send “Upsy Daisy” for my muse’s reaction to being carried bridal style by yours

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Micah couldn’t tell you if he had ever been into comics or anything of the sort before he’d been taken and experimented on. However, he was always up for new things, and it seemed to make Rey so happy to share this with him, so of course he’d jumped at the chance to continue seeing his beloved friend happy.

He’d agree though, they must have both been tired to have conked out as they did. He vaguely remembers the other sort of drifting off before him, and naturally he curled against the other. There was a sense of security in Rey’s presence.

When Micah finally woke up, he didn’t really move much, content to continue laying there; on the other’s chest and under his hoodie, wrapped in the comforting scent. He lets out a breath before he slowly turns his head a bit more into the other wolf’s chest and lets out sound. Micah wasn’t always entirely a morning person.

@feveredbcnes〖✘〗

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Rules&Info Update

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feveredbcnes:

“I…–as long as you’re sure, buddy, ” Reynardine prompted once more, removing the cigarette from behind his ear and retrieving his lighter. “Let me know if it starts gettin’ too much, ‘kay?” he reminded, worried about the young wolf inhaling the harsh smoke. Despite his permission, Reynardine did his best to light the cigarette away from the other and twist his body in such a way that there wasn’t as much smoke headed his way. It was slightly uncomfortable, but it was better than burning the blond’s eyes. At least the wind blew a lot of it in the opposite direction. The taste was euphoric, and Reynardine released a sigh of relief; it’d been a while since he’d had his last one, and the lack of nicotine had slowly been getting to him. 

“Don’t follow my example,” the werewolf advised, “Smoking is bad.” An amused chuckle came from him, wisps of grey smoke swirling around him for a second before dissipating in the air. “I should have quit years ago.” The latter was mumbled more to himself, but he obviously never listened to his own advice as he took another drag of the thing he was meant to be giving up. He didn’t have much else to reduce his nerves, any way. Alcohol was far too expensive, and most of his cigarettes came from strangers; it was quickest and cheapest, sometimes free, option.

Reynardine removed the cigarette from his mouth to speak once more, but faltered immediately. His free hand grasped Micah’s upper arm instinctively, eyes changing to a murky yellow as he caught wind of another person in the vicinity. A low growl rumbled in his chest as he recognized a metallic scent, getting stronger and stronger; it was no mistaking a hunter. Removing his and Micah’s earbud, Reynardine shoved his Walkman into his backpack and crushed the cigarette against the ground. “We need to go,” he stated, holding onto the blond’s hand as he made them stand, yellow eyes scanning the trees for any movement. “I thought…fuck, I thought this place was safe.” 

Micah nods again, doing his best to reassure the other wolf that it was fine for him to smoke around him. When he shifts and situates himself in an odd way, the little wolf rolls his eyes before moving to push Rey back into a comfortable position, silently chastising him. The blond actually laughs a little at the advisement to not smoke and he’s just all smiles at his friend.

It wasn’t often he ventured too far away from the safety of Amos’s grounds, but he had Rey here with him, so he didn’t feel too paranoid. It wasn’t till the other grasped his arm and then he smelled the hunters. Instantly his eyes are an eery and haunting gold and he looks around. He slowly gets to his feet and in spite of his fear, he smells the air. None of them smell like the men from the compound, they all wore the same uniforms, used the same guns, and they all just had this smell that everyone from the compound did.

That’s when Rey would hear a small growl rumbling in the smaller wolf’s chest as he looked at the tree line. His grip tightened on his friend’s hand and the claws were already coming out. For so long the only threat he had to worry about was the people who made him finding him again. Micah didn’t know why but he felt angry. He didn’t want to run, he wanted to make these people go away and leave them alone. Micah had worked so hard to find security and safety and rebuild who he was. He never hurt anyone since leaving the compound... he wasn’t about to live with the reality of being hunted like the animal. There is a little snarl and Micah’s teeth are bared now, eyes fixated on the tree line.

[triggeredbysound]

throwtothewolves:

Curiously the woman continues to watch him, leaning in slightly when he takes out a small pad of paper. So he was a mute, huh? That was going to be interesting. She could probably get away with being chatty. However she was more interested in the fact that he was close to one of her kind without the mutant tossed in. 

“Micah, eh? I’m Keegan,” she holds out her hand. “Nice t’meet you, dude.”

She smelled different as well, but he couldn’t place it. He could tell she was a wolf though... just a different kind of wolf. It made him curious, want to stick close and learn about her. She didn’t seem like she was going to hurt him, and that made things easier for him. As for the language barrier, or lack-of-language barrier, he was used to having to find other ways of communicating.

He smiles, and his face lights up. He looks at the hand for a moment before taking it and shaking it, conveying the sentiment was returned.

[patrickstumpgifs]

[triggeredbysound]

UPDATE

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RULES UPDATE

Alrighty folks, I have updated certain sections of ᴍʏ ʀᴜʟᴇs, please go give them a read through. The parts that have been updated are listed right at the top.

Thank you.