take yourself out of the dark

Hi! how can i help you? :)

[suspend]

You make lists in your head about what you want in a lover, like brown hair and a sweet voice. A sharp mind and a soft heart, a sense of humor that actually makes you laugh like you mean it. This and that. And it’s all bullshit. Because people aren’t lists. And I’ve always wanted to be the person who made someone realize that. I want to come across someone with a list in their head that is nothing like the person I am, and I want to show them what they didn’t even know they were looking for. People who think they know what they want are fooling themselves. Nobody really knows what they want. Not until it’s right in front of them.

Anonymous (via suspend)

[just-shower-thoughts]

Making fun of a fat person at the gym IS like making fun of an addict in rehab; making fun of anyone going through ANY struggle is just plain wrong - it’s easy: don’t be an asshole to anyone, period.

[eastafriqueen]

[mstheda-deactivated20190827]

Me as a parent lmao

[shantisheaan]

[actuates]

i miss you and summer and july also may 18 2014 also falling into an abyss that i thought looked like love and  i miss calling you at 3 am to tell you that i forgot him because of you because you  loved me. loved me. i miss you you taught me  a lot of things important things. like love like fingers up my spine like arching my neck back perfectly just so you could learn something about the way i looked completely vulnerable completely yours. i miss that feeling like i belonged to something bigger. strange how quickly i let myself  become something  that was not me. strange how quickly i let myself miss someone that was not mine.

Just because. |(Morsus Engel)| (via actuates)

[mohtz]

wish you were here / background practice pieces

-ps these are drawn!

[satrialespork]

[hellish-daddy]

[thvnderkat]

[timbllr]

via weheartit

[writing-prompt-s]

Your phone rings. The number looks familiar. You pick up to hear your own voice asking you for help.

[asom-broso]

“i need your help”

“bitch me too the fuck”

then hang up

[actuates]

love yourself so good you don’t need anybody else. let your self love be everyone else’s relationship goal. romanticize self love again. learn to be whole on your own. prioritize you. write yourself a love poem. massage yourself back together. you are not broken, you are just forgetting that your skin will heal. you are not broken, your heart just got lost on the way. you are not broken, your heart will come back home. you could be loving yourself right now.

a gathering of my many self love poems. |(morsus engel)| (via actuates)

[quynhs-deactivated20170917]

[girlwithamole-blog]

[20aliens-deactivated20200625]

[tsoyenko]

[actuates]

July 20th 4:01 a.m- So the sun is about to come up soon and I know I’m not getting a good morning message from you. I stayed up all night remembering those seductive messages and sweet thoughts. I’m too lazy to romanticize this goodbye with pretty words and trailing ellipses. I waited a year to say this goodbye, I waited this year hoping that you’d come back. I guess you’re too busy with better people and a brighter world. They all said to “just say goodbye.” They never knew that it wasn’t that easy. I know you’ve moved on, so I’m sorry for holding on to little pieces of you to keep what we had alive. I’m greedy I suppose. Now; here I am, giving back everything. Deleting messages and waiting for a sunrise. For now, this will be the last thing I write to you. I know I’ll miss you for a long time. I guess it’s about time I leave our memories behind. I hope they all see the brilliant parts of you, I hope they realize what a gift you are. We never forget our first love, but our first love isn’t our only. I’m so fucking thankful to have had you in my life. Yet, this is it. This is my goodbye. If you ever wonder about me, I’ll finally be doing okay. Thank you for showing me love. Thank you for showing me pain. I don’t need you anymore. Goodbye. -July 20th 4:32 a.m

The Final Goodbye |(Morsus Engel)| (via actuates)