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I'm so tired

It's the first day of the year and I already wanna kill myself 🙃

Meh

I'm honestly so tired. Some days I just wanna end it. It's past midnight so I survived another one. I don't know how long I could hold it.

Biiiiitch. Idk how i'm still holding up but i'm still alive after wanting to leave this earth almost everyday.

"Jesus Christ, I'm so blue all the time.

And that's just how I feel.

Always have and I always will"

Hospitals are depressing. I don't know why it feels like it's my home already.

I'm so tired of everything. Can't wait for my life to be over

I'm so tired of everything. Let me sleep in peace.

Gusto ko na mamatay.

Me: *is suicidal and craves support and attention*

Also me: *never reaches out for support or attention because of a massive fear that I’m being or will be perceived as being manipulative and needy*

I'm back to hurting my self and i can't stop. Somebody do me a favor and shot me now.

It's 3:30 am and I am tired of being awake.

Imagine being able to afford therapy.. can't relate.

I'm so tired of having to wake up without looking forward to anything but my death.

Hi, I wanna die. I'm not even joking. I've been in this state for as long as I can remember and I can't stop feeling this way.

listening to a sad song that has a nice beat

Me listening to Paramore's "After Laughter"

I can't wait to be dead tbh. I think there is no umimportant nonsense thing left for me to do.

Smile and look alive :)))