"sure," kavi said, as if they'd ever been able to surprise anyone in their life. they moved from fridge to kettle, reaching for the plain black tea, though the spiced masala blend kept looking at them from the shelf. safe, or interesting? kavi hesitated, then snatched the masala tin and went through the motions of heating water and dumping the spices into a mug. "this one's got, uh, cinnamon, cloves, cardamom. and a bunch of other good stuff, but don't get any on your towel or it'll stain," kavi said, then immediately regretted drawing attention to diego's towel situation. which was still… somehow happening, still diego, all of him, right there, tanned, glistening, and lean. that made it hard to focus on the measurements, resulting in them spilling a teaspoon of the blend on the counter, scattering flecks all over the laminate. kavi swiped at the mess with the cuff of their too-long sweater, but the spill left a constellation of spice on the pale countertop. very suspicious. very obviously spilled. "not what it looks like," they said, wincing already at his own defense, "just, the spoon's slippery. and my hands are, uh—" kavi held them up, palms splayed, as if on trial for attempted tea manslaughter. "—nervous, or something. not, like, a hygiene thing, just, you know how it is sometimes."