I ask Too Much.
I ask too much.
I do.
I ask for respect
While trying to earn it.
And when I do try,
I walk away.
Empty.
I ask too much.
I do.
Honesty.
It’s fucking hard
To be brutally honest
But even a dribble of it,
Would be welcomed.
I ask too much
A response
A whisper
And crickets appear.
I ask too much
Because I
Just want to give all of me.
To someone who asks too much.
I think I will be done,
Asking
Too much
And live.
What will be will be
What will surface will surface.
I will no longer ask for anything.
I ask too much?
No,
I ask for honesty.
I ask for trust
I ask for truth.
I ask knowing already knowing,
The Answers.
I don’t ask too much
I ask for someone
Willing
To do the same
For me.
You aren’t too much.
I am not afraid to prove it.
You won’t
Inherit my demons
Those are mine
But I will
Gladly
Take yours
Too much.
Try me.
Yet.
I ask too much
Because I assume
Too much.
So I will stop
Asking, assuming
anything.
No more assuming.
No more asking.
Show me.
I ask,
For an equal.
I will stop
Assuming
That
Even
Exists.
Not because
I am special
But because
I want to give
Everything
I have.
And more.
I ask too much.
Know that
About
Me.
-troutbum, 06, 26.
