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Ain’t nobody higher than me. I might just die about it.

[gravedigwhore]

[l-0-st-1]

hehe fent make brain go brrrr

[uncristalitoroto]

suffocation, crystal castles c. 2010

[truest-bluest]

I bet y’all don’t get these no mo’ aha

[truest-bluest]

This shit don’t seem to be with hood

[truest-bluest]

I never wanted to quit

I just wanted the pain to go away

[shards4breakfast]

[truest-bluest]

I never wanted to be like this. I wish I never went into recovery. The availability was a façade.

[truest-bluest]

Aw fuck!

[truest-bluest]

So close

[scottishstoner]

When you realise you’ve been taking morphine almost daily for an entire year

[truest-bluest]

Someone send me drugs

[truest-bluest]

Sometimes I wonder why I’m still here. And by here I don’t mean alive I’m perfectly content on why I’m still alive I’m happy to be on earth I mean the position I’m in. What I do makes me extremely paranoid. My career and the company I work for, I love the company I’m with I know I’m young and there’s always options but idk I get paranoid. And then it trails off and I sound weird.

[truest-bluest]

I’ll be able to stop in the heat hahahaha I’ll tell myself this now and look back and say to myself how much of a liar I am

[truest-bluest]

I’m actually really deep in this shit and I’m actually really afraid of how bad withdrawals are gonna be because I know I don’t have the willpower to slowly decline my usage and I’m gonna have to do it cold turkey I remember I did it for a week before but I don’t think I can do it again. I’m scared of who I became I’m scared of who I am. I really wish I could talk to this girl I feel like I’m talking to her behind bars.

[truest-bluest]

I been goin through bullshit wit my family

[truest-bluest]

How come every time I can finally like nod off I gotta do something like right after ugh smh fml