okay due to irl reasons i'm in a bit of a contemplative mood because like, at the end of the day, i do want to say thank you. i think i post a lot of positivity post / ooc chatter / things that may be somewhat unrelated to my blog and moreso related to me but sometimes it's nicer to take a step back and just, honestly be grateful.
thank you to my friends / mutuals who have stuck around with ever since i stepped back into the rpc circa era 2021 as a danganronpa rp blog. everytime i see you in my notifications, i feel delight in knowing you're still here.
thank you to my friends who have literally been the backbone of my 2021-2024 era of being in the rpc by supporting my one fixation on a vampire manga / anime that i still think about till this day, the same couple of friends who liked my every rant / description / thought on such a case. i have never, ever forgotten what you've done for me and because of it i hold so much appreciation and love for you guys in particular.
to the rp partners who are still here, or on discord, despite the fact i crumble away or - more aptly putting it - disappear without too much explanation - who are still more than happy to talk and interact, despite such a fact. there is never a day i'm not grateful for seeing that +1 notification.
to the people who will wait a long time for replies but still reply with as much enthusiasm as they can, whether that'd be days, months or years later themselves. people who are comfortable enough to do that with me, knowing that i will still be there as constant as i can. i owe you immensely.
to the people who are still here and we haven't interacted yet, or don't have too much going on, and join me in wanting that little bit more. we will find the possibility, neither of us are too greedy!
to those who have developed things with me, despite everything, and still hold to that, despite everything. i value everything we have made from the bottom of my heart.
to my friends, and my best friend, because even if it's not seen i cannot even describe how much you've done for me, how much joy i have in the knowledge of even being on the same platform as you, to even see you shine and interact and just flourish. i am one of the most luckiest human beings alive.
and to you, for reading me pour a little more of my heart out on the dash again. thank you for sharing this moment with me <3
these have been thoughts that have ran through my head for quite a few weeks and writing them down has made me feel more relieved. i might be just one mun and a very slow writer at that, but i am incredibly grateful for what i've received over the years throughout that. at the end of the day, it's about helping everyone else feel as appreciated as i do when existing all the same.
