𝐈 𝐂𝐀𝐍'𝐓 𝐄𝐒𝐂𝐀𝐏𝐄 𝐌𝐘 𝐅𝐀𝐓𝐄, 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆'𝐒 𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐋𝐋 ━━ private, independent and low activity multimuse blog for various GAMES & MANGA written lovingly by jupiter. ( she / they, of age. ) low activity and selective, crossover and oc friendly! all characters not affiliated with their fandoms and are primarily canon divergent. this blog contains darker themes of such as murder and horror related aspects, as well as heavier topics such as mental illness and grief. each thread / imagery / meme will be tagged as appropriate under the tag trigger /.
EXPLORING ━ legacy as nothing but a title, talent as a gift and yet a burden, truth being the only thing you don't believe in, death as a lover and a friend, despair as entertainment / despair as a lifestyle, sacrificing yourself for nothing, becoming atlas when the fault was never your own.
presenting to the trial; a-lhaitham. deathsmaidens. furiaei. heartsealed. noctaria. poswiecenia. redemptioninterlude. sortilegii. s-talking. yeonban.
happy pride to every single one of my beloved mutuals! i hope this month is full of nothing but kindness and good things for all and that everyone here knows im both proud and full of love for them and their muses ❤️
good morning! been thinking on it and will probably make all my bonds accessible on a post then link that to my pinned as well as have a page on my site + when each character profile is done, have the personalised quotes.
it may seem a lot but for someone who wants all bonds (romantic and platonic) recognised prooerly my end i feel its no problem at all!
thinking about varka and a lot about how, even though the reason he's a regular at places like the flagship or the angels share is because of his hobbies, he's that sort of guy who you can't help but like. he's never afraid to pick up conversation with anyone out getting a drink alone, and any conversation he does have are remembered - even to the point if he sees the patron again, he'll be quick to ask how x or y thing has gone.
i also think he's genuinely pretty good at comfort / understanding. probably gives some of the best hugs around in mondstadt because he holds people close and refuses to let go until they ask for him to. he's always there beside his friends, an arm around their shoulder or simply to raise a toast with them, it'd make him sad to think that anyone in the same space as him was sharing a drink alone whilst truly desiring company.
apparently youre supposed to perform. they love it when you perform. but it has to be authentic. they hate it when it's not authentic. but you have to perform.
i said it was coming, so a psa of sorts. with me gaining some free time in the near-future, there's possibly going to be more writing, some of which will be writing for - as you may have guessed - new muses. ever since i've started on my site / my last carrd update. 3 different events have happened:
i've started writing previous discord only muses on a tumblr setting
there's been a literal mandela effect with there being a muse a couple of my friends believed i wrote, but i genuinely cannot remember them on my muse list. i'm honouring wishes anyway.
i'm the sort of friend who listens to their friend mention a potential dynamic and write it down for a rainy day.
because of this, i'm venturing into the idea that i should be pretty open and say there's gonna be muses who pop up whom you're not going to have noticed there before, as well as not actually be added onto my admin. i try to keep my blog as up to date as i can, but these things may slip, i may simply wish to put the character out for a particular dynamic or simply i don't want to overwhelm people even further with the muse choice.
in a general sense, it should be noted that if i'm into something (and if we're close enough, even if i'm not) and you're genuinely looking for a particular character to interact a certain dynamic / aspect / view of your character(s). you can just shoot me a dm, request it or feel free to talk to me about it. i've written background characters before, so npc's aren't off limits here. some characters i may struggle with, but it's more of an open request, with various bits of evidence of this going to be showing through enough. however, in return i want to address something very quickly.
one thing i'm very aware of, and i'm very self-conscious of, is the fact i have a gigantic muse list. i'm working very hard on my site to make my selection on both this blog and my otome blog much easier to navigate. it's not the fact i have a lot of muses that leaves the sinking feeling in my stomach, it's more the associations that i've seen hanging round in the rpc following writers like me that i want to address, and hopefully, reassure others on.
multimuses with x amount of muses genuinely don't develop their muses / their dynamics / as much! me not posting about a muse doesn't mean i haven't developed them, and i have the most faith in my friends in the knowledge that if i went to them and asked about their experience plotting dynamics / settings / threads with me are quite detailed. my muses aren't 'throwaways', which is why it takes literal years for me to even consider moving them in some cases, and just because i bounce around on different dynamics doesn't mean you can't ever come back to me about others, even if i'm not vocally discussing them on the dash! my rules about shipping are set simply because of how much i feel for them in general, and aren't something i take lightly in general. which leads me onto ...
multimuses add a lot of muses on whim / on a fad and therefore there's no need to go further with developing things! not true, i really dislike the idea that people think i have muses that they may be interested in interacting with but won't explore further because they're worried about removal or a lack of interest. when i started this blog, it had 2 fandoms, danganronpa and your turn to die. now don't get me wrong, i rarely speak about either lately, but in my recent tomodachi save i worked on on monday, i made sure i added my favourite danganronpa character alongside my genshin and hsr one. these are the only 3 characters i have on my island, and making him left me with the same amount of joy. sure, interest may fluctuate but honestly? my love for anything i've gotten into does not, and this includes anything i developed with them. i have a lot of good memories and love for everything i develop, which is why i never give up on it or my rp partners, unless they physically tell me that it is enough.
i know i didn't have to justify this, and nor do i think anyone is thinking this way, but it felt a weight off of my shoulders to say and discuss these assumptions, because i'm sure a lot of people who have multimuses with large muse lists do feel the same and they should be heard and trusted all the same. know i never, ever, expect you to interact / develop something with all my muses (jesus that would be a LOT of dynamics), not even 75%, 50% or 10%, i want you as my mutual and friends to be able to pick and choose, but know that whatever you do, what i give in return is as much as i can when i get the time to.
and a small thank you to anyone who does develop multiple, or just one. it's an honour to have people interested in me despite my slowness either way.
