When I went to my psychiatrist to get my T letter, the guy told me that I was one of the most informed people about HRT that heās had a visit with. He told me that heās had people like me(referring to other trans people) or identified otherwise, trying to get him to give them a T letter, but not many were informed on what it would do. He was explaining how appointment after appointment, he still wouldnāt provide the letter because they didnāt need it. They WANTED it, but had no need for it. They didnāt have dysphoria, thus they didnāt need the medication needed to treat it. If you donāt have dysphoria, I want you go think long and hard before you decide to get in HRT. Do your fucking research man. Cause testosterone wonāt make you a pretty boyā¢, it will make you a man with a hairy butt and deep voice and hair, everywhere. And I mean everywhere. You will stink, your face will chance and will be a man, not a boy. Think of yourself when you are 50, is this really what you need? Do you feel so out of place in your body that this is the way you know you need to go? If so, then go forth, but be informed. Donāt go in blind. Iām not saying this to make you feel bad, Iām saying this because I am genuinely concerned, and do not want you to be upset when your doctor wonāt allow you to get on hrt when you donāt need it, or when you do get on hrt and it does more than you expect. If the changes are too fast and too much, thatās understandable, but if the changes arenāt things you want at all, then maybe you arenāt trans and werenāt meant to transition buddy. Thereās a reason you need to visit a psychiatrist for a T letter, itās so you donāt make a mistake. Really do think about what you are doing, cause this isnāt a choice of life, it is a need of treatment, and if you donāt have the condition, then you donāt need the treatment.