my best

22 year old college senior. sometimes recovered sometimes not so much. really trying to keep at it tho. height: 5’8” (173cm); sw: 176lbs (80kg); cw: 119lbs (54kg); gw: I don’t fucking know anymore man 🙃 I am not pro anything this is just for me please don't hurt yourself if you can

[truulytrying]

honestly nothing fills me with more pure terror than the idea of ever going back to the way I was. I worry that fear is never going to completely go away no matter how long it’s been since I’ve reached my goal. it petrifies me. sometimes it feels like being skinny is all I have still

[thinspirationgirls]

The whole ana community: Never skip breakfast! You'll be Fuller for longer

Me: did you mean...tea?

[georgialexandros]

Fun little eating disorder things:

• feeling like shit after one meal the entire day!!

• fatigue!!!!

• self hatred!!!!

• thinking you’re not sick because you’re a fat fuck!!

• caffeine addiction!!!!

• insomnia!!!

• depression!!!

• anxiety!!!

• pushing the people that love you away!!!

• wanting to jump in front of oncoming traffic!!!

[ventining]

it’s the exclamation marks that really got me

[aestheticthin1]

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

[just-a-chaotic-mind]

my fav thinspo

[bulimicbunnny]

[thinandfeeble]

Hello everyone! I have decided to create a small tag to stay motivated during the month of October, with ed as well as Autumn- themed questions to answer! I’ll be posting my answers every day for the entire month!

Feel free to join in, and tag as #skeletober2019 so I can see your answers as well! :)

Please stay safe this spoopy season and try to enjoy Autumn as much as possible! ~Daniel

[todrire]

kids who watched supersize vs superskinny now have an ed

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

what if we... fell in love... and it worked out... wow

[stop-it-anxiety-deactivated2022]

Haha just kidding....... unless?

[jadedjudith-deactivated20180922]

Yeah, I may be ugly and stupid and awkward and annoying- *starts crying* and worthless and useless and disgusting and

[theunbecomingofnovablair-deacti]

* Me and my eating disorder debating on how we should ruin my body next to lose weight *

[skiineee]

WITH THE DIET COKE LMAOOOO

[starvingdarlin]

active ana blogs in october

please reblog if ur an active ana blog as of October 2019!!! I’ll check u out I need more ppl 2 follow please

[falea0]

me: *enters target*

ED: *cue battle music*

me:

ED: (you have to be the prettiest and skinniest out of all the people here)

me:

ED: (look at your passing reflection, you’re so huge)

me:

ED: (look at all this delicious food and snacks you can’t have)

me: LET ME SHOP IN PEACE FOR FUCKS SAKE

[starvationistheperfection]

[delicatetendancies]

Do I have an eating disorder? Yeah... Would I do anything to be skinny including starve til I black out every time I stand up? Yes. But does this scare the shit out of me knowing it could also kill me at any moment? Also yes. I fucking love-hate this disease. I wish I was normal, but I just wanna be thin. Guess that's part of this disorder. Please recover. It ain't worth it.

[satansgayassistant]

No one:

Really, no one:

Me: HEY SIRI! How many calories are in ONE m&m?!

[truulytrying]

such a weird and specific mood to be giving advice to a friend about self worth or something and Knowing its good advice but in the back of your head still like wow I am liiiterally so full of shit