DEAR ANYONE:

5’3. cw: 120-121 gw1: 118 ugw: 113-115 not pro, this is a side blog

[mosteuphoricstateofmind]

““Time to get skinny so I can show him what he’s missing””

— - My ED

[try4skinny]

so sad so empty so fucking lonely

[try4skinny]

ooofff and poof just like that it ended, all the months gone. the last two are really going to hurt the most. we were so close and still nothing. wasn’t enough for him but I am enough for me and that is what matters.

[try4skinny]

well .... I’ve done in this time... made a complete fucking absolute fool of myself... and it’s funny because I wish I felt the same hatred for him as I do for myself in this moment... there are barely enough words to describe it ... just pure self loathing every inch I had of self worth has just evaporated... don’t lurk you’ll get hurt

[quietbabe]

I don’t chase,

I attract.

What belongs to me,

Will simply find me.

[livingwithbodydysmorphia]

And just when you start to think that maybe things are going to get better and that you’re special, it turns out that it was all a cruel joke and you’re nothing more than that.

[bddiaries]

my room mirror makes me look different from my bathroom mirror which makes me look different from my bf’s mirror which makes me look different from my work bathroom mirror and i’m over here like

[missingvibrance]

[missingvibrance]

[ohmywildheart]

“She hated her life, not because it was bad, but because when you hate your brain and your body, it’s hard to enjoy the rest.”

— Euphoria (2019)

[90lbdreams]

Dear love

I want to be the skinniest angel you ever saw

                                                                          -me

[try4skinny]

so fucking fat all the fucking time

[try4skinny]

god I’m gonna miss him so much

[try4skinny]

there is nothing worse than looking back at old photos and noticing how much better u looked

[try4skinny]

been so inactive but here we go :)

so stupid to think I wouldn’t gain any weight with all the fucking drinking and eating whatever I wanted LOL now looking at my body in the mirror feels like a slap in the face

trying to stay positive and make healthy eating choices but I’m obsessing

I know it’s all being extremely triggered by the impending spring / summer and my Florida trip which is going to be hell for my body issues

Hopefully one month will be enough to get back on track to where I was before. Gonna hit the gym even harder, eat healthier and for fucks sake cut back on the drinking

[luxxxury-deactivated20181014]

I asked for mental chillness but they forgot the ch

[thebootydiaries]

(bad thing happens)

me: wtf i don't deserve this

(good thing happens)

me: ...

me: wtf i don't deserve this