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i tend to move blogs after hitting a certain number of followers, so i’ll be doin that tn & droppin a bunch of things on my end!!
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lines taken from various albums & unsorted songs by xylo . feel free to change pronouns ( he , she , they , i , etc ) & tenses as you feel necessary .
“ the nights never ending ”
“ go off the deep end ”
“ i’m bad luck , baby ”
“ i don’t need your sympathy ”
“ i need a fuckin’ miracle ”
“ i just want your love , not your money ”
“ leave me here , i’ll be fine ”
“ i’ll wait for the stars to align ”
“ i’m waiting for the afterlife ”
“ i just wanna be loved ”
“ the news fuckin’ scares me ”
“ we’re still young but we got older ”
“ real life is make - believe ”
“ all that glitters isn’t gold for me ”
“ don’t say anything ”
“ you look perfect in this light to me ”
“ i’m sick of listening to everyone ”
“ i just want you ”
“ this will all be over soon ”
“ the nights are longer than i’ve ever known ”
“ come get me now ”
“ there’s a black cloud hanging over my head ”
“ there’s a bad taste in my mouth ”
“ when did this bed get so uncomfortable ? ”
“ will you heal me ? ”
“ if you have the answer let me know ”
“ it doesn’t feel the same as it did before ”
“ you slip like sand right through my hands ”
“ the battle never ends but you won the war ”
“ i’m sinking like a stone ”
“ we’re all livin’ in the gutter ”
“ live fast , leave a pretty body ”
“ is this love ? ”
“ i think that i love you ”
“ you know i tried to warn you ”
“ are you alive or are you just living ? ”
“ the pain i feel makes me feel real ”
“ everybody’s let me down ”
“ give me a little time to un - fuck my mind ”
“ i’m ugly when i’m jealous ”
“ i’m so used to being sad ”
“ you’re my bad influence ”
“ i don’t know if i should stay or if i should go ”
“ i don’t have the answers you need ”
“ i think i’m dying ”
“ are you thinking about me ? ”
“ would you take back all the things you said ? ”
“ am i enough ? ”
“ you’re turning me into somebody that i didn’t wanna know ”
“ i knew you were trouble when i met you ”
“ tell me you love me ”
“ tell me i’m pretty ”
“ i made this life ”
“ guess i’m the one to blame ”
“ you know i can’t take this ”
“ i know you’re not changing ”
“ at least i know it’s all said and done ”
“ i don’t wanna go to sleep alone ”
・゚゚・ iv. MUSE IN MY STYLE . ‘ accepting , @tryalsyn .
VINDICTIVE SUGGESTIONS
starters / memes taken from the blog vindictive-suggestion . feel free to change pronouns & nouns as necessary .
“ wash your mouth out with holy water ” “ maybe you can pretend to be holy ” “ i’m terrified of becoming the monster i sought to destroy ” “ the voices in my head tell me to run ” “ they tell me i don’t belong ” “ become the monster they expect you to be ” “ when was the last time anyone came to rescue you ” “ will they sing my hymns long after i’m gone ” “ regicide has always had such a nice ring to it ” “ everyone dies in the end ” “ do you feel closer to god yet ” “ meet every sunrise with a middle finger salute ” “ life’s too short to give a fuck ” “ if my life isn’t constantly at stake, then what’s the point ” “ who said i’m going to die ” “ strength has nothing to do with fearlessness ” “ do not die quietly ” “ the wolf in you demands blood ” “ i’ve learned to bare my teeth and bite back ” “ the gods have abandoned you ” “ i have no story ” “ you deserve no softness ” “ i regret and mourn but is that not enough ” “ do you regret what you did to get here ” “ the burning in your chest demands blood ” “ will she save you too ” “ does the rain ever stop ” “ you fucking deserve this ” “ your skin tastes sweet and your blood is wine ” “ i condemn you to death ” “ i cast my heart out of bronze ” “ can you tell i did this for you ” “ I’ll save you ” “ what makes you run so far away from home ” “ spell your name with bonfires and riots ” “ history will remember you ” “ maybe you can reconsider that statement ” “ i’m only mortal, no matter how invincible i try to seem ” “ i wasn’t built to last under the weight of the sky ” “ i’m not feeling very divine tonight ” “ take them down with you if you have to ” “ if we must burn , we can burn together ” “ sometimes it’s okay to stop ” “ i’m not meant for anything less than perfection ” “ if you are meant to go to hell , then take the throne ” “ sometimes you won’t get a second chance ” “ revolution is built on blood ”
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+ how syn looks at her dear beloved @sihlvr.
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mo caught me snoring i can never sleep again.
Project Broadway : Week Three | Stage and Screen | 30/7 - 2/8 (3)
Favourite Character | Mamma Mia!
。 . ♱ ▫ › @sihlvr. ◟ - ☼ [ stare ] your muse staring mine down. + [ beckon ] your muse beckoning mine to them without speaking. + [ invite ] your muse inviting mine to sit on their lap. + [ direct ] your muse taking mine by the chin and telling them to look yours in the eye.
the night littered with colours. the reds & pink flowered tones, golden shimmers & pale blue sparkles that exploded & erupted within their blanket sky. black: the tone of a cloudless night, every star visible from their place on earth —– NO LONGER STRANDED IN THE EMPTINESS OF SPACE —– no longer empty in her spacious heart. white: elegant halo that beamed down upon syn’s features with the spectacular survey of a starry night & fireworks. innocent pale —– shared with him upon ancient bench of grand piano, leather band of rosemal divan & now there. where they stood to observe a voice in the air —– follow your dreams & embark your journey. syn remembers the tender kiss planted atop the crown of her head; how his thumb brushed the soft skin of her arm & reminded her of assurance. similar to the hand upon her thigh, many years ago. ARE YOU ALRIGHT? / NOW WE ARE ALRIGHT.
such is remembered sweetly. as she stands in front of the lit mirror in the open bathroom. wash cloth removing remnants of the day: sunscreen, candy kissed air & her beloved’s kiss pressed on the round of her cheek. his shirt, infamous ———- dark shade, quarter sleeve ( proving full on her form ). it is bunched beneath the squeeze of her arm against her side. saved to be worn as a successor to sunny dress.
❛ that was simply, the most beautiful thing i have ever seen! ❜ she calls from the separate room. figure over the sink as final rinse falls to the marble bowl. tap turned / silence from water, & from her beloved in the next room. perhaps he was nose-deep in his horror literature once again.
( MAY YOU READ ME SOME. she requested on the plane. YOU WON’T ENJOY IT. but her insisting had granted her a chapter’s worth of eerie descriptions & unlawful suspense. later on their flight, she had slept timidly with her arm curled neatly under his & her head buried against him as a result. THIS IS FICTITIOUS, RIGHT MY LOVE? )
so the goddess leaves the bathroom with a gracious exit. fiddling with the shirt she had stolen from him years ago. ❛ loki? ❜ calm calling, she is met with his gaze. his feet planted on the carpeted floor; sitting at the edge of the mattress; elbows to knees, & fingers tented. glance becomes stare —– it is most thoughtful & asking. syn shifts, ringing his shirt between her fingers before sweet features begin to brighten. like the white innocent tone had returned. another colour, red: scarlet creeping upon the base of her neck, swirling over cheekbones & crossing across the bridge of her nose. suddenly the hotel room falls passionately silent. the only sounds that decorated the atmosphere, were the shuffling of his posture; regal hand wavering —–
WAVING FOR HER COMPANY. the next sound are her feet. bare, against pale carpet. a new colour: canary. painted upon coloured toenails. small feet travel towards him, subtle tanned knees intruding between his own. her hands; soft & slow, scale his shoulders tentatively. they are careful around his collars, palms behind the nape of his neck ———- FOREVER A SENSITIVE AREA / FOREVER SCARRED. thumbs run along the line of his jaw; her eyes at their roundest.
admiration over his familiar features. his missed features. her fingers split with strands of his hair in between them, cradling his face beneath her lips as she presses a kiss against his hairline. syn hums something quiet, dragging lips to meet his temple before tender arms coil around his head. her beloved close to her heart, rested against the sunflowers’ fabric printed upon her chest. cheek now atop his head.
they stay like this for a moment. wrapped & rapt with one another. large hands are felt behind the small of her back, just above curve. she steps into him, HER KNEES TOUCH MATTRESS WALL. he too shifts forward —– now closer. back straightened as his hand drops, hooking beneath her thigh & drawing her forward. SHE CANNOT BREATHE WHEN HE IS AROUND. but just this once, can she exhale as the invitation is accepted. she descends in height once more, lips brushing over his nose when she drops. their closeness is unmatched —– chest to chest, & syn hugs him tight. a warm embrace, crossing arms over his shoulders & her cheek to his ear. ❛ tonight was beautiful. ❜ she repeats. nothing more than a whisper, thin & gentle. his one hand upon her back can steady her still; as his other leaves to call attention to the back of her head. drawing back to catch glimpse of her face, finger & thumb pinching beneath her chin with one request. LOOK AT ME. & she does with emotive eyes. glistening with knowledge & all that is curious. for a moment, she expected to hear a following statement. lovingly patient with him, AS HE HAS BEEN WITH HER. but loki’s silence speaks volumes sometimes, like her. a shift in her position aligns the way bent knees press against the mattress, beside his thighs. she leans in, letting soft lips match his with a tender kiss. inhale through her nose, exhale when heads tilt,
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loki reacts to dis-clouded heat in his eyes the way most skittish cats react to burling strangers , twisted features and shielding palm . ❛ well , it just might . i don’t doubt it , ❜ / he stood beside his partner , and inspected the change in her . SHE SEEMED THRILLED , set aside and radiating in her element ! the immaculate appearance of a freely - given heart . and he follows her line of sight , a shrug of his shoulders . ❛ you see , i’d offer the satisfaction of more than one , HOWEVER i’m not prepared for the pure RUSH of energy i’d have to bare from you as a result . ❜
oh! dear loki. syn begins with a familiar glance. peachy grin, cheekbones rounded. sunscreen kissed skin still beams under the shade provided by her hand. another beautiful day they were gifted to share together. under someplace magical. shielded from sun, AS SHE LOOKS UP TO HIM. ❛ bare from me? ❜ funny curl to features, playful in the way she blinks at him. ❛ my love! stop that----- ❜ gentle touch to his torso. VIVACIOUS LAUGHTER / CHEEK PRESSED AGAINST CHEST. they move together when the line shortens, anchored to him with the most joy.
❛ do not be so sour. perhaps when it is our turn, i should ask if the man could make a green candy cloud----- just for you. ❜
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@tryalsyn shares a table at Disney with Eddie…
“Am sorry,” Eddie murmured under his breath. He wasn’t really known to keep his elbows at home when eating…
her attention drawn away from the man at her side. their conversation previously paused for MOMENTARY COMMENT said in the past. pulled loki back from CASUAL PYROMANIAC CONVERSATIONAL THREAT. but syn smiles kindly to the new friend, ❛ no need to be! eagerness is a form of flattery to the chefs, is it not? ❜ she looks to her partner, his stare burning holes into his plate. another soft glance back towards eddie. HER EXCITEMENT RADIATES! ❛ have you ever been to a place as magical as this?! ❜
・゚゚・ @tryalsyn sent; ❛ you will always be a monster . ❜
he thinks of the FOUNDLING LOKI with dark - eyes and heavy - heart –––– a stumbling paradox unlike any you’ve ever seen . – , –––– and , in bold contentments , he held a piece of himself out to such BEAUTIFULLY TRUSTED COMPANION with shaking fingers and wavering faith . perhaps she’s something he’d protect . and then in the blink of an eye , the likes of tornado wreckage , she’d cast it aside , UTTERLY FORGOTTEN AND DOUBT . crushed and mutilated ‘neath a knife in a ribcage . –––– and so , he decides he will protect what’s left of that piece , instead. the sea concurs , its kindred tug a disarming thrum in your LIFEBLOOD; just as the flame answers to his breath , the water rises within the confinements of his cell , ice crackling beneath his feet . HE’S DROWNING . and the way she looks to him now , CORRUPTING PORCELAIN FEATURES IS RAW ANGER AND RAW FEAR , MIXING IN ALL IT’S CANDOR it’s bitter , he determines . bitter and biting and yet all the same rich . and he hates the taste . wishes so to spit it up and forget it . but , he doesn’t allow himself . SHE DOESN’T ALLOW HIM , HIS DEAR SYN . you will always be a monster . his shock doesn’t linger quite as long as the statement does , however .
she says it so easy , the way it rolls from her tongue . hardly above an whisper . glacial eyes watch her , searching for any signs of TRICKERY , perhaps even love . and he finds neither . her glare summoning forth the phantom of a memory ; GENTLE PALMS / GENTLER WORDS . ) it’s funny to believe he had something , something he wanted to hold dear . something of his own . for loki and not the trickster god . AND NOW HE HAD NOTHING . perhaps that was his fault , though . she was right . so , in that case , he smiles . a curl of his lip , the squint of his eye . she’d finally caved . LOST THE HOPE IN HIM MANY OTHERS HAD LOST LONG AGO . so he nods , scoffs . but makes nothing of the beginning watering of his eye . ❛ AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE A FOOL . now , i believe we deserve an ounce of respect for consistency , DEAR SYN . don’t you ? ( and makes a simple , wordless gesture to the stairs . ) … NOW , KINDLY FUCK OFF . ❜ ・゚゚・ i. god of war sentence starters . ‘ accepting .
2024 , MONDAY 9:25PM , MAGIC KINGDOM’S HAPPILY EVER AFTER FIREWORKS FINALE , @avengersgotodisney / @tryalsyn . - META .
gold and pink and lilac and red pyrotechnics against a black obsidian sea is truly a sight to MARVEL AT , and he’s lost in their world . / their secret world of GENTILITY and NEARNESS . sweat - licked and washed from the BARING HEAT ; ( THAT OF THE BEAUTIFUL SUNSHINE STATE ! ) , now tame where the day has died . and it’s just out of arm’s reach , it’s magic . he hears them sing of HOPES and WONDROUS DREAMS , mimicking reformed trickster’s thoughts . …. “ REACH OUT AND FIND YOUR .. a new adventure there in your eyes ! ” , it’s BRILLIANTLY BURNING . though nothing burns brighter than that of the form tucked ‘neath his chin . eyes shift from decorated castles and down , where she’s wide - eyed , SMILE FROM EAR TO EAR ! , breathing that of dreamy sighs , gripping against his arm with honest wonderment . he’s never been a dreamer : distancing from worlds of slain dragons, miraculous rescues from even the TALLEST towers , HAPPILY EVER AFTERS thoughts that drifts into fantasylands . ( TALES OF ENCHANTMENT , BEAUTY AND ROMANCE ‘ LEADING TO STRANGE AND WONDROUS THINGS . ) , a journey beyond your wildest imaginations . REACH OUT AND FIND YOUR he watches her as the show comes to it’s close , in blasts of color and vocals . THOUGH THAT SMILE BLESSES HER PALE FEATURES , perhaps he notices a tear .
and perhaps he doesn’t say anything about it . but he knew . THE ENDGAME WAS OVER , they were both alive . they were both here , the happiest place on earth , by the most gracious and giving force . and she requires much of him . this including her smoother verity and mere presence requiring the unlearning of a lifelong skill ; GUARDING . setting yourself behind walls , solid and angry brick . requires so much . and all of it , he would willingly give to her . THAT AND SO MUCH MORE . he loved her . HE WAS IN LOVE WITH HER . loki knew that much , now . so did she . and he said it as a massacre took place , SPACE 2018 . ( “ the tesseract ? am i simply not enough for you , loki ? trade our lives , trade your brother for this .. this toy ? your growth for something so absurd ! SO RECKLESSLY SELFISH ! ” ) she hadn’t understood then . she does , now . recounts the way he holds at the base of her neck . he knew he’d never be able to touch her again . HE KNEW HE WAS GOING TO DIE . ( “ i love you .. syn .. alright ? ” he says . and she altogether ceases her ventings . “ I ALWAYS HAVE . now , go . ” ) five years in the dark . and now they were here , she was within his grasp . GOLD AND PINK AND LILAC AND RED HIGHLIGHT HER FEATURES as the final chord sings . …. reach out and find your happily ever after . , it’s positively cliche . but it’s the matter of where they are , now . watches that tear finally FALL , flushing nose and rounded cheeks . his lips press , then , to the highest point of her head , in efforts to gain her attention . THUMBS AT HER ARM , a silent we’re alright . she reached out to him , SO LONG AGO , SO MANY YEARS AGO and god , did he find it .
and he’s never letting it go .
Amanda Seyfried by Sebastian Faena for Elle UK, July 2018