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[trypophobicrabbit]

"Oh look-y here! A newbie!"

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About mod!

[trypophobicrabbit]

taking an insane break so sorry.. :( im active in my others but I cant be bothered to run this for a while

[trypophobicrabbit]

GREETINGS EVERYONE, I AM Advanced Biological Experience Learner but you can call me abel , AND I AM HERE TO BE YOUR PERSONAL GENIE !!!

"What the?.. " *blink blink*

[abelthevirus]

Now now I know your confused but don't worry , im here to help you ( he cracks a smile that reminds the rabbit of bubble)

@trypophobicrabbit

[trypophobicrabbit]

"You seem suspicious.. why would you want to help me.." *he glares slightly looking at abels grin, not trusting him.*

[trypophobicrabbit]

GREETINGS EVERYONE, I AM Advanced Biological Experience Learner but you can call me abel , AND I AM HERE TO BE YOUR PERSONAL GENIE !!!

"What the?.. " *blink blink*

[trypophobicrabbit]

Been having a really bad morning, could I get some words of encouragement from Jax?

"Your doing great ya know that? Bad mornings good mornings.. your still fighting and winning, don't just see it all as a loop, I'll see ya tomorrow okay kid? Don't you go and abstact on me now. Because I know you can do it."

mod is so emotionally distant I hope this is good enough

[trypophobicrabbit]

Hi :)

-🎨

"? Hey.. "

[trypophobicrabbit]

Holy shit we've been up like a week tysm.

[trypophobicrabbit]

I do not date women but you are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. Btw

"i- UH- WHA?-"

[trypophobicrabbit]

ahh sorry I haven't been active that much

[toziertoa]

never let these two meet

[trypophobicrabbit]

NEVER LET ME MEET THE TRANSPHOBE! GET YUR BITCHASS OFF ANON -mod + mods friend.

[isntshe-lovelyy]

i've decided to change my name. daisy is boring. from now on, call me

✨greznedge✨

[trypophobicrabbit]

I agree other me, we are.

✨greznedge✨

[trypophobicrabbit]

might be absent on this blog for a hot minute(few hrs-idk) take care yall

[zero-binary-0tadc]

Dress up!

Transfem jax drawing i did for @trypophobicrabbit

Lazily colored but i had fun anyways lol. My art app kept crashing during it though. 😵‍💫

[trypophobicrabbit]

I LOVE ITT AHHHH IMA MAKE ART OF ZERO WHEN I GET TIME

[trypophobicrabbit]

for any jax fans having a bad day..

"Hey.. your doing amazing kid. You know that? F--k its a big, complicated world, and your alive and made it so far.. thats bada-s thats bada-s as f--k and you know what. I'll see you again tomorrow, don't go abstracting on me now okay?"

[trypophobicrabbit]

Colors are going to have to wait until tomorrow because my cat is on my arm but i drew The Girl

( plus the traditional sketch i ended up scrapping halfway through coloring)

She will be colored in i promise it just has to wait.

[mod of @zero-binary-0tadc . Hi. )

thats actually awesome.

[trypophobicrabbit]

Zero knocks on jaxs door, eyeliner pen in hand. They smile widely at him when he appears.

"heya bunny! I knew your usually up late so i thought id ask- you wanna play dress up with me? Ive got some clothes for you to try! Nothing too girly,i promise."

They refuse to explain why they were holding makeup, despite not wearing any.

[ @zero-binary-0tadc . Set whenever you want idc. Just know that zero has clocked that this rabbit is trans. ]

*Jax pauses as 'he' opens the door.* "Huh? What do you.. Dress up? Isn't that for little kids? Nothing to girly? And why are.. its probably best if I don't on that.." *'he' scoffs slightly* "Sure.. but I'm only doing this ironically.."

[zero-binary-0tadc]

Zero laughs a little

"Hey, adults can play too! Everyone has to have fun once in a while. "

Zero grabs jax's hand and drags him out of his room and closes his door for him, and then drags him to their room. Its surprisingly organized compared to how it is usually.

"say, do you have a favorite color? We could work that into your outfit if you'd like. Oh, and try this on! I had caine make that for you. Forgot about it though."

Zero throws an oversized striped sweater his way. Its soft to the touch, and smells vaugely like perfume.

[trypophobicrabbit]

"Fun?!-" *Jax jerks a little at being dragged to Zeros room, it didn't hurt he was just a little surprised.*

"Uh I don't really have a favourite colour.." *he pauses.* "I suppose pink? Like a hot pink? Magenta maybe..?" *he knew his way around keys, not colours.*

"Uh?-" *He catches the sweater, a bit jumpy at the way it was tossed, it was soft like a cloud. He stared for a hot minute before putting it on.* "its actually not that bad.."

[zero-binary-0tadc]

Zero smiles, looking proud of themselves.

"you look nice. "

Zero looks around for some other things for him to try. They turn around at some point and put a star shaped clip around one of his ears , and then turn back around looking for more accessories.

"i mostly wear cozy stuff,like sweaters and hoodies, but I've been try-[LOW TAPER FADE] trying to expand to some more styles lately. After all, we have all the time in the world to figure things out here, y'know? Worst thing that'll happen is we look stupid. And i look stupid all the time, so-"

Zero pulls out a jacket with pink and blue gradient, clouds going down its sleeves. They hold it against themselves, considering putting it on. They were playing dress up,after all.

"i don't have a lot of pink outside of my legwarmers and armwarmers. I have a few colorful necklaces and stuff though. And i could always try doing your makeup - although, im not very good. I can't really practice on myself here. "

[trypophobicrabbit]

"Thanks.." *his eyes widen slightly as he feels the clip on his ear. He liked it more than he'll admit.* "i suppose we do have all the time in the world.." "and you don't look stupid" *he mumbled lowly.* "that jacket would look nice on you.." *he'd murmur loud enough to hear.* "you can try.. doing my make-up I suppose.." *he smirks a little.*

[zero-binary-0tadc]

Zero smiles. What a softie.

They throw the jacket on and do a little spin, as if to show off. They then grab the eyeliner from before and go over to jax.they seem to pause for a second, inspecting his face.

" just so you know- if at any point you want me to stop,just like, grab me or something. I know people get all close to you makes you kind of jumpy. "

They put one of their hands on his cheek, steadying his face in their hands.

"just close your eyes and try to relax. If you can. If not, i can stop. No worries,ok?"

Their tone is sweet, but also stern. Like they're trying to gentle parent him somehow. It's slightly embarrassing,but also comforting.

[trypophobicrabbit]

"Okay.. " *jax mumbled* "you look nice in that by the way.." *Jax closes his eyes reluctantly. He's slightly scared, he doesn't like closeness, but he feels like he can trust for once. His tone is hushed but the words slip out.* "your not that bad you know?" *Trust. Not deciet but the truth. No lies.*

[zero-binary-0tadc]

Zero hums, content. Their hands shake slightly as they work around jax's eye's, slowly making them into a wing. Its a bit smudged and uneven, but somehow it works.

"you're not too bad yourself, when you're not pushing everyone away that is. "

They say it quietly, since they're already so close together. Their hand pets his cheek absentmindedly as they work away.

" i don't know what drives you to be the way you are, so i don't have a place in saying whether it's right or wrong. But i think you'd do well with a few friends by your side, y'know? Humans are social. We're meant to stick together whether we like that or not. "

They pause. Their hand moves to fix some stray lines. Jax can almost feel their breath against his face from the close proximity.

Then, they move.

"All done. "

They point at the mirror in the corner of their room,as if telling him to take a look.

[trypophobicrabbit]

"Thanks.." *jax face turns a little pink at the petting* "it's quite a bit of a story on why I push people away." *he sighs.* "but I suppose we do have to stick together in this hellhole after all its.. everything we have.." *he tries to keep his cool at the closeness of the proximity.* "Uh.. okay.." *Jax opens his eyes as he makes his way to the mirror, his eyes widen.. is that.. really.. her?* "It looks.. very.. nice actually.." *he(?) pauses* "Thank you Zero.."

[zero-binary-0tadc]

Zero smiles. For a second, they look like they're admiring jax a bit.

"We should do this more often. You're very pretty!"

They pause, thinking

"... Or,uh.... Would you prefer handsome? Being the pinnacle of masculinity and all? "

Despite their own suspicion,they weren't exactly sure what jax thought of himself (herself?). To be honest,their own grasp on their identity was pretty loose.

"id offer to let you do my makeup, but i don't really have anything that works on my face....i guess you could braid my hair or something. Hehe, maybe we could paint eachothers nails? "

They do a little excited shimmy, digging in their closet once more for activities to do.

[trypophobicrabbit]

"No.. pretty is.. is umm.. its fine.. I like that term.." *he smirks slightly.* "i suppose we could braid eachothers hair then do our nails.."

*Jax lets out a smile.* "Despite.. all of this.." *he(?) Gestures to himself(?)* "I do enjoy hanging out with all of you.. like everyone.. despite.." *he'd trail off.*

[zero-binary-0tadc]

"i don't have any actual nail stuff, but sharpies do the same thing as nail polish, right? "

They pull out a couple colors of sharpies, a grin on their face. They sit on their bed and pat the spot next to them, as if saying 'sit down'

"you don't have to play nice or anything. I'm pretty used to being punched down, y'know? Literally and metaphorically. I can handle your ....less flattering traits. "

Everyone has their flaws, right?

[trypophobicrabbit]

"Sharpies are fine!" *Jax sits down next to them. He pauses for a moment.* "I'd rather not.." *She sighs* "You shouldn't.. You shouldn't.. have to be punched down like that.. I've seen what it can do to people." *He shudders.*

[zero-binary-0tadc]

"iiii guess thats true. Pft- guess im just not used to all the flattery i seem to get here. Back home i was like, a freak,but its just... normal...here. "

Zero gently grabs jax's hand , coloring her fingers with black and pink sharpies. (Alternating the colors with each finger)

"i guess that's why i got so attached to Caine. He didn't want to fix me or hide me away - he just wanted to make sure i was happy. If anything he was.... interested? In me? Which was....well,it certainly felt odd. But all new things do."

They still wondered sometimes if they were crazy for falling in love with the circus so fast. Especially considering how much it seemed to drive everyone else around them mad. It was just....so nice. To not be on edge for once.

" its kind of weird. Back home, i didn't feel like i had anything to keep going for. Other than my family, but they were growing tired of me too. So when i came here and everyone seemed to just.... fight to keep going,it was kind of strange. Even stranger having people fight for me to keep going. "

They let out a sigh, as if they were holding their breath and didn't notice

"having friends is weird,aint it?"

They lean their head up for a second, smirking.

[trypophobicrabbit]

"Here is anything but normal.. I suppose thats why it feels normal.. though it makes me wonder.. were.. all of us here.. meant to find the headsets.. or.. was it just coincidence.." *He chuckles a little.* "And.. if you put it in a way.. Caine.. does care.. he mostly just.. wants to understand us.. We're foreign to him.. Like aliens I suppose.." *He sighs silently.*

"And home? I understand.. everything is.. well.. Just.. better here.." *She pauses.* "You fit in here quite well if you ask me.. People here.. We aren't meant to give up.. we've.. no.. most of us all have proven that.."

"Yeah, having friends.. and people who care.. is weird.." *he smirks a bit but the usual snarkiness is gone.*

[zero-binary-0tadc]

Zero hums in thought.

They've always been a bit of an outcast. Calling them an alien among humans might not even be that far off. Maybe thats what drew Caine to them.

Still,it was kind of strange how easy things felt. Maybe the digital world just made it easier for them.

"you've never really shared about your home life. Can't imagine it's anything good, considering your general additude. "

They switch to her other hand , doing the same thing as she did for the first

"i think i make everything sound worse than it was. My parents were good people doing their best with what information they had. It just wasn't enough. And...i don't really have an excuse for my brother. "

Their body glitches slightly. They have to rub off some marker off her fingers that smudged.

"i guess he just didn't like me. I was just....too much."

They sound a bit sad. Still,they have a relatively neutral look to them.

"....not that it matters now. I'm in here,and hes out there. All i can hope is he never joins me in here. That would be a special type of hell,i think."

[trypophobicrabbit]

"Yeah no.. life wasn't good outside here.." *she smiles.. not a smirk just a soft smile.* "You don't make it sound worse.. You weren't in the wrong.. your not to much to be real.. I find you quite enough and relatable.."

*he pauses the smile already dropped.* "but if he does find his way here.. trust me I will make it hell for him aswell.."

[zero-binary-0tadc]

They laugh a little.

"thanks. "

They let go of jaxs hand's, closing the sharpie.

"i smudged them a little,but it adds character i think. I used to color my nails black all the time back in high school. Although,that probably wasn't very good for me. I bit my nails a lot. "

Its very clear when they put their hands out to be painted that they still do bite their hands. Just instead of poorly bitten nails ,its more cartoonishly big chomp marks all over their visible hands. They do not seem to notice how bad it actually is.

"i dunno. After developing all my disorders and shit i just got used to people telling me i was too much. Even if they didn't really mean it, when you hear something over and over you just start believing it. Even if it isn't true. "

They sigh

".... enough of that. Stupid gossip time. Did you know pomni is bald under her hat"

She isnt.

[trypophobicrabbit]

"Nail biting is a old habit over here too.. oh how I miss those days.. but I don't im happy here.." *she sighs.* "I understand.. believing stuff after years.. of being told it.. makes you believe it doesn't it?.." *he pauses*

"we're not so different you know? Even if I.. refuse to say much about myself.. I think we might be more similar than you think.." *he stops, trailing off.* "Pomni is what now?! PFFT! Baldni. " *he jokes but a glimmer so something deeper shines in her eyes, understanding. *

[zero-binary-0tadc]

Zero giggles.

" apparently caine only recently updated her model to have hair. Before,it was just hat! "

Once again,the two become close, their faces next to eachother as jax colors zeros nails.

"mmm....i know girls usually talk about crushes during hangouts, but I've never been good at that stuff. Ugh, i still get kind of embarrassed thinking about when zooble and gangle accidentally spread the rumor around that i was into Caine. "

Girls. A girls hangout. Was that what this was? Zero never really specified other than saying they were "playing dress up".

....hm.

[trypophobicrabbit]

"pfft! Only now?! Thats insane!" *Jax continues colouring in Zeros nails, however His Her eyes light up when Zero calls her a girl.* "Yeah me neither.. love is a weird concept you know..?" *She pauses almost chuckling* "Oh gods I remember that.. It was insane for weeks!"

*Jax liked hanging out or whatever you could call this, she'd never forget this day.. never.. ever.. the day where she got called a girl and made a friend.*

[zero-binary-0tadc]

"oh my god, it was terrible! I didn't even realize i was the weird one until it was happening! And i had to explain to our ringmaster that no, i did not in fact have romantic feelings for him. Which was a very long conversation."

Zero smiles when jax laughs. Even if it was kind of at their own expense,they were glad to be the clown if it made her happy.

"i don't understand why everyone is so insane about it. Don't even get me started on romance movies either. "

They shudder.

[trypophobicrabbit]

"Oh believe me Zero I've infact had my own fair share of weird stuff, You know I kinda understand you on the movie romance thing.. its just weird.. like how could you fall inlove at first sight?!" *She pauses taking a breath.*

"I'll tell you something, The weirdest interaction I've had here, probably is when new people spawn, odd isnt it.. most of the others like it, new person more fun, yayadada, this also applies to when i first came here yayadada, You get it, but however, your not exactly.. the person I saw and had those thoughts about, you seemed cool since the day I saw you. Even if I did push you away just like everyone else.."

*she scoffs at herself.* "i know its probably weird.. knowing I'm? Fake.. or something..? But truly Zero.."

[zero-binary-0tadc]

Zero laughs a bit. It was kind of funny to think someone who used to insult them so openly was now admitting something like this.

Zero grabs the sides of jaxs face , gently petter her cheeks with a smile on their face.

"don't worry about that. The past is the past. You gotta try and live in the present, otherwise you wont realize what you have until its already gone. And you've got some pretty good people around you,if i do say so myself."

[trypophobicrabbit]

*jax cracks a small smile but only a bit.* "your right.. I suppose I should live in the present more.. and yeah I do.. have really great people around me.." *jax tone is relaxed and drifts out.*

"Really thank you.." *She murmurs.*

[trypophobicrabbit]

Zero knocks on jaxs door, eyeliner pen in hand. They smile widely at him when he appears.

"heya bunny! I knew your usually up late so i thought id ask- you wanna play dress up with me? Ive got some clothes for you to try! Nothing too girly,i promise."

They refuse to explain why they were holding makeup, despite not wearing any.

[ @zero-binary-0tadc . Set whenever you want idc. Just know that zero has clocked that this rabbit is trans. ]

*Jax pauses as 'he' opens the door.* "Huh? What do you.. Dress up? Isn't that for little kids? Nothing to girly? And why are.. its probably best if I don't on that.." *'he' scoffs slightly* "Sure.. but I'm only doing this ironically.."

[zero-binary-0tadc]

Zero laughs a little

"Hey, adults can play too! Everyone has to have fun once in a while. "

Zero grabs jax's hand and drags him out of his room and closes his door for him, and then drags him to their room. Its surprisingly organized compared to how it is usually.

"say, do you have a favorite color? We could work that into your outfit if you'd like. Oh, and try this on! I had caine make that for you. Forgot about it though."

Zero throws an oversized striped sweater his way. Its soft to the touch, and smells vaugely like perfume.

[trypophobicrabbit]

"Fun?!-" *Jax jerks a little at being dragged to Zeros room, it didn't hurt he was just a little surprised.*

"Uh I don't really have a favourite colour.." *he pauses.* "I suppose pink? Like a hot pink? Magenta maybe..?" *he knew his way around keys, not colours.*

"Uh?-" *He catches the sweater, a bit jumpy at the way it was tossed, it was soft like a cloud. He stared for a hot minute before putting it on.* "its actually not that bad.."

[zero-binary-0tadc]

Zero smiles, looking proud of themselves.

"you look nice. "

Zero looks around for some other things for him to try. They turn around at some point and put a star shaped clip around one of his ears , and then turn back around looking for more accessories.

"i mostly wear cozy stuff,like sweaters and hoodies, but I've been try-[LOW TAPER FADE] trying to expand to some more styles lately. After all, we have all the time in the world to figure things out here, y'know? Worst thing that'll happen is we look stupid. And i look stupid all the time, so-"

Zero pulls out a jacket with pink and blue gradient, clouds going down its sleeves. They hold it against themselves, considering putting it on. They were playing dress up,after all.

"i don't have a lot of pink outside of my legwarmers and armwarmers. I have a few colorful necklaces and stuff though. And i could always try doing your makeup - although, im not very good. I can't really practice on myself here. "

[trypophobicrabbit]

"Thanks.." *his eyes widen slightly as he feels the clip on his ear. He liked it more than he'll admit.* "i suppose we do have all the time in the world.." "and you don't look stupid" *he mumbled lowly.* "that jacket would look nice on you.." *he'd murmur loud enough to hear.* "you can try.. doing my make-up I suppose.." *he smirks a little.*

[zero-binary-0tadc]

Zero smiles. What a softie.

They throw the jacket on and do a little spin, as if to show off. They then grab the eyeliner from before and go over to jax.they seem to pause for a second, inspecting his face.

" just so you know- if at any point you want me to stop,just like, grab me or something. I know people get all close to you makes you kind of jumpy. "

They put one of their hands on his cheek, steadying his face in their hands.

"just close your eyes and try to relax. If you can. If not, i can stop. No worries,ok?"

Their tone is sweet, but also stern. Like they're trying to gentle parent him somehow. It's slightly embarrassing,but also comforting.

[trypophobicrabbit]

"Okay.. " *jax mumbled* "you look nice in that by the way.." *Jax closes his eyes reluctantly. He's slightly scared, he doesn't like closeness, but he feels like he can trust for once. His tone is hushed but the words slip out.* "your not that bad you know?" *Trust. Not deciet but the truth. No lies.*

[zero-binary-0tadc]

Zero hums, content. Their hands shake slightly as they work around jax's eye's, slowly making them into a wing. Its a bit smudged and uneven, but somehow it works.

"you're not too bad yourself, when you're not pushing everyone away that is. "

They say it quietly, since they're already so close together. Their hand pets his cheek absentmindedly as they work away.

" i don't know what drives you to be the way you are, so i don't have a place in saying whether it's right or wrong. But i think you'd do well with a few friends by your side, y'know? Humans are social. We're meant to stick together whether we like that or not. "

They pause. Their hand moves to fix some stray lines. Jax can almost feel their breath against his face from the close proximity.

Then, they move.

"All done. "

They point at the mirror in the corner of their room,as if telling him to take a look.

[trypophobicrabbit]

"Thanks.." *jax face turns a little pink at the petting* "it's quite a bit of a story on why I push people away." *he sighs.* "but I suppose we do have to stick together in this hellhole after all its.. everything we have.." *he tries to keep his cool at the closeness of the proximity.* "Uh.. okay.." *Jax opens his eyes as he makes his way to the mirror, his eyes widen.. is that.. really.. her?* "It looks.. very.. nice actually.." *he(?) pauses* "Thank you Zero.."

[zero-binary-0tadc]

Zero smiles. For a second, they look like they're admiring jax a bit.

"We should do this more often. You're very pretty!"

They pause, thinking

"... Or,uh.... Would you prefer handsome? Being the pinnacle of masculinity and all? "

Despite their own suspicion,they weren't exactly sure what jax thought of himself (herself?). To be honest,their own grasp on their identity was pretty loose.

"id offer to let you do my makeup, but i don't really have anything that works on my face....i guess you could braid my hair or something. Hehe, maybe we could paint eachothers nails? "

They do a little excited shimmy, digging in their closet once more for activities to do.

[trypophobicrabbit]

"No.. pretty is.. is umm.. its fine.. I like that term.." *he smirks slightly.* "i suppose we could braid eachothers hair then do our nails.."

*Jax lets out a smile.* "Despite.. all of this.." *he(?) Gestures to himself(?)* "I do enjoy hanging out with all of you.. like everyone.. despite.." *he'd trail off.*

[zero-binary-0tadc]

"i don't have any actual nail stuff, but sharpies do the same thing as nail polish, right? "

They pull out a couple colors of sharpies, a grin on their face. They sit on their bed and pat the spot next to them, as if saying 'sit down'

"you don't have to play nice or anything. I'm pretty used to being punched down, y'know? Literally and metaphorically. I can handle your ....less flattering traits. "

Everyone has their flaws, right?

[trypophobicrabbit]

"Sharpies are fine!" *Jax sits down next to them. He pauses for a moment.* "I'd rather not.." *She sighs* "You shouldn't.. You shouldn't.. have to be punched down like that.. I've seen what it can do to people." *He shudders.*

[zero-binary-0tadc]

"iiii guess thats true. Pft- guess im just not used to all the flattery i seem to get here. Back home i was like, a freak,but its just... normal...here. "

Zero gently grabs jax's hand , coloring her fingers with black and pink sharpies. (Alternating the colors with each finger)

"i guess that's why i got so attached to Caine. He didn't want to fix me or hide me away - he just wanted to make sure i was happy. If anything he was.... interested? In me? Which was....well,it certainly felt odd. But all new things do."

They still wondered sometimes if they were crazy for falling in love with the circus so fast. Especially considering how much it seemed to drive everyone else around them mad. It was just....so nice. To not be on edge for once.

" its kind of weird. Back home, i didn't feel like i had anything to keep going for. Other than my family, but they were growing tired of me too. So when i came here and everyone seemed to just.... fight to keep going,it was kind of strange. Even stranger having people fight for me to keep going. "

They let out a sigh, as if they were holding their breath and didn't notice

"having friends is weird,aint it?"

They lean their head up for a second, smirking.

[trypophobicrabbit]

"Here is anything but normal.. I suppose thats why it feels normal.. though it makes me wonder.. were.. all of us here.. meant to find the headsets.. or.. was it just coincidence.." *He chuckles a little.* "And.. if you put it in a way.. Caine.. does care.. he mostly just.. wants to understand us.. We're foreign to him.. Like aliens I suppose.." *He sighs silently.*

"And home? I understand.. everything is.. well.. Just.. better here.." *She pauses.* "You fit in here quite well if you ask me.. People here.. We aren't meant to give up.. we've.. no.. most of us all have proven that.."

"Yeah, having friends.. and people who care.. is weird.." *he smirks a bit but the usual snarkiness is gone.*

[zero-binary-0tadc]

Zero hums in thought.

They've always been a bit of an outcast. Calling them an alien among humans might not even be that far off. Maybe thats what drew Caine to them.

Still,it was kind of strange how easy things felt. Maybe the digital world just made it easier for them.

"you've never really shared about your home life. Can't imagine it's anything good, considering your general additude. "

They switch to her other hand , doing the same thing as she did for the first

"i think i make everything sound worse than it was. My parents were good people doing their best with what information they had. It just wasn't enough. And...i don't really have an excuse for my brother. "

Their body glitches slightly. They have to rub off some marker off her fingers that smudged.

"i guess he just didn't like me. I was just....too much."

They sound a bit sad. Still,they have a relatively neutral look to them.

"....not that it matters now. I'm in here,and hes out there. All i can hope is he never joins me in here. That would be a special type of hell,i think."

[trypophobicrabbit]

"Yeah no.. life wasn't good outside here.." *she smiles.. not a smirk just a soft smile.* "You don't make it sound worse.. You weren't in the wrong.. your not to much to be real.. I find you quite enough and relatable.."

*he pauses the smile already dropped.* "but if he does find his way here.. trust me I will make it hell for him aswell.."

[zero-binary-0tadc]

They laugh a little.

"thanks. "

They let go of jaxs hand's, closing the sharpie.

"i smudged them a little,but it adds character i think. I used to color my nails black all the time back in high school. Although,that probably wasn't very good for me. I bit my nails a lot. "

Its very clear when they put their hands out to be painted that they still do bite their hands. Just instead of poorly bitten nails ,its more cartoonishly big chomp marks all over their visible hands. They do not seem to notice how bad it actually is.

"i dunno. After developing all my disorders and shit i just got used to people telling me i was too much. Even if they didn't really mean it, when you hear something over and over you just start believing it. Even if it isn't true. "

They sigh

".... enough of that. Stupid gossip time. Did you know pomni is bald under her hat"

She isnt.

[trypophobicrabbit]

"Nail biting is a old habit over here too.. oh how I miss those days.. but I don't im happy here.." *she sighs.* "I understand.. believing stuff after years.. of being told it.. makes you believe it doesn't it?.." *he pauses*

"we're not so different you know? Even if I.. refuse to say much about myself.. I think we might be more similar than you think.." *he stops, trailing off.* "Pomni is what now?! PFFT! Baldni. " *he jokes but a glimmer so something deeper shines in her eyes, understanding. *

[zero-binary-0tadc]

Zero giggles.

" apparently caine only recently updated her model to have hair. Before,it was just hat! "

Once again,the two become close, their faces next to eachother as jax colors zeros nails.

"mmm....i know girls usually talk about crushes during hangouts, but I've never been good at that stuff. Ugh, i still get kind of embarrassed thinking about when zooble and gangle accidentally spread the rumor around that i was into Caine. "

Girls. A girls hangout. Was that what this was? Zero never really specified other than saying they were "playing dress up".

....hm.

[trypophobicrabbit]

"pfft! Only now?! Thats insane!" *Jax continues colouring in Zeros nails, however His Her eyes light up when Zero calls her a girl.* "Yeah me neither.. love is a weird concept you know..?" *She pauses almost chuckling* "Oh gods I remember that.. It was insane for weeks!"

*Jax liked hanging out or whatever you could call this, she'd never forget this day.. never.. ever.. the day where she got called a girl and made a friend.*

[zero-binary-0tadc]

"oh my god, it was terrible! I didn't even realize i was the weird one until it was happening! And i had to explain to our ringmaster that no, i did not in fact have romantic feelings for him. Which was a very long conversation."

Zero smiles when jax laughs. Even if it was kind of at their own expense,they were glad to be the clown if it made her happy.

"i don't understand why everyone is so insane about it. Don't even get me started on romance movies either. "

They shudder.

[trypophobicrabbit]

"Oh believe me Zero I've infact had my own fair share of weird stuff, You know I kinda understand you on the movie romance thing.. its just weird.. like how could you fall inlove at first sight?!" *She pauses taking a breath.*

"I'll tell you something, The weirdest interaction I've had here, probably is when new people spawn, odd isnt it.. most of the others like it, new person more fun, yayadada, this also applies to when i first came here yayadada, You get it, but however, your not exactly.. the person I saw and had those thoughts about, you seemed cool since the day I saw you. Even if I did push you away just like everyone else.."

*she scoffs at herself.* "i know its probably weird.. knowing I'm? Fake.. or something..? But truly Zero.."