I want to disappear

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[tsaun]

It's like I want to talk to someone about how I'm feeling, but I don't want it to seem like I'm begging for attention. I have no one to talk to

[todostoast]

every year i reach new lows and wish i killed myself earlier

[tsaun]

All I want is to feel okay, and to be okay with being alive. I'm trying to seem like I'm doing alright, because I have to be strong. But all I want is to finally just crumble and rest. I'm so tired, I want to go somewhere and never come back. All these years being alive, and it's all just pain. I just wish I was okay.

I just feel so lost and confused. Idk what to do

I want to scream, I want to cry, I want to just keep driving and not look back

[deathgasmic]

i am losing my fucking mind actually

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[tsaun]

I'm scared that I'm starting to slip into my old ways of thinking. I've been doing so well, trying my best not to constantly think too negatively. But lately, it's been very hard not to think like that. I'm trying my best not to completely self isolate, but when I constantly feel like I'm bothering everyone I care about, it's hard not to feel that might be the best option. To just disappear from everyone's life

[thoughtkick]

“You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could’ve, would’ve happened… or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move on.”

— Tupac Shakur

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

Sometimes it's best to leave them before they leave you.

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

It’s really weird growing up, because now I don’t tell anyone anything as I know deep down no one wants to hear what I have to say.

[thehopefulquotes]

“Don’t let the concept of change scare you as much as the prospect of remaining unhappy.”

— Timber Hawkeye

[thoughtkick]

“You don’t know how little you matter until you’re all alone.”

— Frank Ocean

[1anonyymous1]

[belmasworld]

life goes on.

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

m going through a major depressive episode and I don’t know how to get out of it…

[thoughtkick]

“Sometimes it’s good to be scared. It means you still have something to lose…”

— Meredith Grey

[thoughtkick]

“If you were happy before you knew someone, you can be happy after they’re gone.”

— Unknown

[thoughtkick]

“I was quiet; but I was not blind.”

— Jane Austen

[thoughtkick]

“I need to stop imagining situations in my head that aren’t going to happen.”

— Unknown