one wish ;

"for all the things that you're alive to feel, just let the pain remind you hearts can heal." ♔ ♔ ♔ ♔ ♔

[fuibaka]

[kimteyeon]

[kimteyeon]

[tsareum]

(/ snorts and looks at you with a displeased expression) Welcome to the club. I believe my parents have already removed every photo and all of my stuffs from the house. They are waiting for me to get cured and I guess they’ll wait for me with open arms after these fuckers here succeeded. And as well as I know myself, I’m going to be so stupid to immediately return to them if given the chance. (/ shakes her head and sighs deeply) I respect you for that. I would’ve probably lied in your case, but you didn’t and that’s very honorable. (/ reaches out to pat your arm, flashing you a weak smile) Well, I just hope they won’t bother you here at least. I’m not sure if the staff would let them get in here anyways, but who knows… (/ shrugs) It’d be an advantage for them to introduce this program to everyone, hoping to find new patients. (/ shakes her head again) 

[tstaeyeon]

Ugh. Is that so? If it helps-- I'd do the exact same. If I was to hear my parents accepting me at all, I'd run back without hesitation. Hence why I'm so-- desperate. /the last word was barely audible as Taeyeon felt her heart drop slightly; I wanted to be a celebrity that was honest and loved for what I loved doing-- you know? I wanted people to trust what I say, and not think I was some lying, horrific idol. And maybe-- just maybe, inspire some. /her tone got lower with disappointment as it rang further in her voice. She peeked through towards the other, eyeing her softly; I'm hopeful too. If they try to bother me, my temper.. Might snap. I've held it up until this point. 

And yeah.. New patients. /Taeyeon's lips pursed as she thought of more patients coming in-- would it be an upside to meet more people like her? Maybe to see that she wasn't alone, though it was obvious enough with the other patients that she wasn't. She looked to the other once more, making sure to give a soft smile, no matter how little it looked; Well, I appreciate you. To give a proper introduction.. Kim Taeyeon, at your service. Call me any nickname you want, but Taeng seems to be the most common.. Uhm. Yeah. /the brunette shrugged her shoulders; Don't think of me as a celebrity from this point on.. But a fellow patient that's nothing more than an equal, working for the same thing. Yeah?

[tskyung-blog]

His glare only darkened. “Why can’t you just leave me alone then? Like all the others? Its not like you have a specific obligation to stay." Reaching into his bag, he pulled out a list of classes he had to take. “I’m only here ….because I made a promise to someone that I’d go here. That’s the only reason.."

[tstaeyeon]

"Maybe because I don't want to leave you alone. I'm not like the others. Kim Taeyeon, at your service." insisted the woman with a scowl. She didn't care how much he resisted against her, or denied-- she would stick around whether he liked it or not. It was like that back then, and it would remain that way. "I won't dig into your reason for being here. It's not my place to pry," muttered Taeyeon as she tilted her head. "What are you drawing this time? And can I watch? I bet you've at least improved by a whole lot since I've last seen your sketches."

[tsjiyeon]

{’ blinks } Well. That’s…certainly something to wake up to. A bit frightening though. Just a bit. {’ chuckles } And I see. Well, they wouldn’t be your true fans if they disliked you due to one, silly little detail, now wouldn’t they? I honestly wouldn’t be surprised if there were some crazy stalker standing outside right now, though. {’ grimaces at the thought } Anyways, how’ve you been doing here so far? 

[tstaeyeon]

I figured my face would always be something lovely to wake up to. /Taeyeon scoffed at her own remark, shaking her head; That is true-- but you never know. They're somewhere out there, and I bet the female ones are going, "I have a chance now". /a playful smile curled upon the lips of the short woman; And if there was a crazy stalker, I believe... I wouldn't know what to say or do. That scares me, actually. /though for a moment, Taeyeon felt as if she was to slide out of her shell-- she felt a tinge of fear bounce in her chest, and against her ribs. Her brows curved upwards as she shrugged; I've been doing okay so far.. Haven't fully adjusted yet. How about yourself? How long have you been here?

[kimteyeon]

[tsareum]

Don’t worry, I understand you perfectly. But oh well, my parents just didn’t have the same opinions as I do, that’s why I ended up here. (/ presses her lips together, twirling a few strands of hair around her finger) That’s bullshit. That means they don’t even have a ‘proof’ that you’re lesbian, do they? You could’ve just said you aren’t. (/ bites her lower lip) Though maybe you tried that, they just didn’t believe you. Ah, so frustrating. 

[tstaeyeon]

I can relate. Though, my parents have probably disowned me by now. /Taeyeon shook her head firmly, knitting her brows together; I'm not going to cover up or lie, though. I don't care how much my company were to tell me to hide it-- if I'm asked it, I will reply honestly. Yes, I do like girls. No, I don't have any romantic interest towards boys. /she shrugged her shoulders; Even if I had tried it, rumors would still continue to spread and my company at the time would have had to repeatedly say no. It wouldn't stop paparazzi, it wouldn't stop fans-- it's just... /Taeyeon buried her face into her hands to cover it; so much stress that I can't handle. 

[tsjiyeon]

All cardboard stand ups have always creeped me out, to be honest. But, wow, that’s, uh, certainly something to wake up to. {’ chuckles.} Is that so? So, have people keep stalking you here lately? Like, those weird stalker, fans, paparazzi, you know? 

[tstaeyeon]

Hm. Maybe when I'm back on track with being an idol, I can find out where you live or are, and just surround you with cardboard stand ups with me... /a small laugh slid through her lips; Possibly. And I haven't the foggiest clue. I haven't even bothered to look outside or do much. I don't know if I even have fans anymore-- I'm pretty sure paparazzi would be out there to cause trouble. Even if my career went down the toilet, they'd be interested to see where I'm off to.

[tstaeyeon]

tsareum said: (/ a grimace appears on her face and she snorts) Yeah, how unfortunate that you happen to be one of those ‘not normal’ people. (/ pouts) Sorry to hear your career go bankrupt because of that. How did they find out you’re lesbian in the first place?

I just.. I never found it to not be abnormal? I thought it was entirely normal, even if I wasn't like my friends or-- whatever. /a soft sigh escaped through the lips of the woman; And it's pretty obvious, I guess. Even I don't know how it really got out fully. One second, I had the world in the palm of my hands-- and the next, I'm getting mics shoved into my face, asking if I really do like girls, and then rumors spread-- and there goes everything I ever worked for.

[tstaeyeon]

Welcome to True Solutions, I'm Minha, a therapist here. If you need any help or want to ask a question, I'll be here to answer them to the best of my abilities. -smiles nonchalantly, her hand gripping a clipboard; You're Kim Taeyeon, I assume? The popular star that's quickly fallen due to this "homosexual" disorder -her eyes soften a bit, the practiced look of nonchalance turning into a more distant, if not colder, expression; It's a pity really, wasted talent for such a trifle matter.

Minha, a therapist? Alright. I’m sure I’ll definitely need your help to get to the quickest recovery possible. /Taeyeon’s brows knitted together as what ever confidence she had, sank into the floor. She bit down on her lower lip, her chocolate hues shifting elsewhere; Yes. That’s me. Though, wasted talent? I’ll get over this whole “homosexual" thing that isn’t supposedly normal and get back on track to my career. Simple as that. 

[redcookyy]

[tstaeyeon]

(/ almost bumps into you but luckily she notices you just in time) Uhm, sorry... (/ her eyes suddenly grow twice their size as she recognizes your face) Kim Taeyeon?! How... what... I mean, hello, I guess? (/ scratches the back of her head, an awkward chuckle escaping her) Sorry, I'm just really surprised you're here. How the hell did you ended up in this place?!

/with an attempt to move out of the way, Taeyeon flashed a smile; It’s alri— /her eyes widened as she blinked rapidly,  now awkwardly shuffling in place; Uh— hi? Yes, that is me. /a nervous chuckle escaped her lips as she nodded; No, no, it’s okay. You would think I’d get used to it by now actually. Uhm. I take it that you haven’t heard either. Apparently being a ‘lesbian’ isn’t normal and /she simulated an explosion, doing a whistling sound and then a ‘kaboom’ sound; career goes bye bye. So.. I’m a patient here. Yeah.

[tsjiyeon]

Oh, erm, sorry? {’scratches the back of her neck awkwardly} I guess I just didn’t expect to see a celebrity here. Especially not as a patient. Don’t really pay much attention to the media nowadays, also. I just remember seeing your ads on the television and those card-board stand ups of you at the store. {‘shrugs}

[tstaeyeon]

The card-board stand ups always creeped me out. /a small shudder was elicited from the thought; I had a friend who would always put a card-board stand up right at the door of my room so that when I opened it, it was just-- there. But anyway.. /she shrugged; I never really thought I'd end up here of all places. Company suggested it before I got kicked out, so yeah-- here I am.

[tstaeyeon]

tsjiyeon said: {‘remains silent again, trying to remember. It takes her a moment, but she eventually she gets it} Oh. You’re that singer girl. {‘she’s taken aback by her presence, but takes her hand and shakes it anyways} Question. What on Earth are you doing here?

/a light, nervous chuckle escaped the lips of the small woman-- barely an audible one at that. Her chocolate hues strayed down to the floor, and a look of discomfort covered her expression; Yeah-- I'm that "singer girl". What on Earth am I doing here you say? Why else would a patient be here for? /Taeyeon felt her heart sink slightly as she looked up with knitted brows; I would have thought most people who remotely know me, my face, or name, would see the downfall of my career on the tv, internet or phone, or what ever kiddos use these days. /the small brunette flashed a rather dim smile, obviously forced; 

[tstaeyeon]

{'stays silent for a while, eyes observing you. There's something familiar about you, but she can't pin-point what it is. She then looks up at you} You...look kind of familiar. Like, I feel like I've seen you on TV or something.

.. Ah! /a faint crimson covered the cheeks of the small woman as she nodded; You might have seen me on a few variety shows I was on. /she extended her hand for a handshake; Taeyeon. Name sound familiar at all?

[seo-hunnie-blog]