Rondo of Love and Hate

❝The world is such a tedium.❞ ✚ I won't repeat it so listen clear, my name is Kamiki Izumo. Don't dare to waste my time by asking for it again because I will not answer. Or are you too stupid to understand? GAH! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! ❬Affiliated with Citta Alveare.❭

[tsunbrows]

Avoiding everyone has been impossible since the very beginning, guarding herself indoors could only make her feel more sick as time flows-- is it truly for her safety? Regret is a sentiment that continues to assault her, little can be done in sake to prevent her own heart from rotting furthermore. She doesn't announce herself appropiately, head lowered whilst pair of crimson hues feel unworthy of facing that persistent classmate of hers' ...

Moriyama Shiemi, always so annoyingly positive and eager... Kamiki could have trusted her yet decided not to.

"I guess it comes to this... I didn't think it would be that bad. Don't think you'll hear this from me again, though." Now aware of how wrong her judgment has been, throat is cleared and ready to speak clearly despite she continues to face the ground.

"...I'm sorry. "

[tsunbrows]

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To: ShimaFrom: Kamiki

I thought of you as my friend too.

I didn't hate you back then but now...

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To: ShimaFrom: Kamiki

Are you happy with your achievements? How many more lies you must tell to be satisfied? You must be happy to be in this goddamn city, no one knows the shit you've done to me and everyone else except us.

Me and you were never alike, I can be a traitor but unlike you I am not proud of my actions. You thought I hated the world? Give me a break, you don't understand who I am or from where I come from so don't put me in the same despicable place.

I got to thank you, though... I realized that I can be better for MY friends and I will mend my error. I won't escape anymore from them.

Enjoy your fake reality, I could care less at this point what happens to you.

[persephoneslesbians]

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[tsunbrows]

plegiandarkmage said:

"Did the boy trick you?"

" He is tricking someone else when that bastard deserves to be shunned out from this but whatever. It's not my problem anymore. "

[tsunbrows]

" ... You have to be kidding me. " And despite she was honest it comes to this end sort of end, huh? Shima keeping his facade, himself intact from any harm while not bearing with the consequences of his actions ... even more, that bastard got luckier than before.

It is really not fair.

[r3d-pine4pple]

But… I thought of all of you as… MY COMRADES!

[stella-blondie]

"Stupid? I’m not the one trying to make enemies of everyone I meet. I find it hard to believe that someone like Shima even cares for someone so rude. My romantic fantasies? They certainly don’t include you, I simply want Shima to be happy and I hate watching people waste their lives from pure stubbornness." Somehow, the blonde doubted her words would get through to the younger, but it was Lucy’s nature to try none-the-less. 

"Is that why you look so relieved when I told you we weren’t together? Or why you tried to make me jealous by saying he has more interest in you than me? You’re words really don’t match your actions."

[tsunbrows]

And then she was the one who didn't listen when this woman had no qualms on creating a far fetched reality?

Enough is enough.

Caring not for the lies Shima has told to her neither taking in count what has happened between both all she achieved for was to prevent another disaster but there was so much her personality could let her to-- shoulders stiffened, body already shaking due all the stress induced through this nonsensical blabbering she was listening that had nothing to do with the truth.

" W..WHY CAN'T YOU SEE THE OBVIOUS ALREADY!? "  Face lifted at the end to face the woman, eyebrows furrowed and lips previously pursed were no longer capable of maintaining themselves sealed that dared to interrupt the other's emotional speech. Courage gathered to speak aloud something that truly didn't concern others but she can't withstand seeing others getting fooled by a person who doesn't deserve said trust. Everyone can keep thinking of the tamer as a villain, little she could care at this point when all the blame can fall on her hands after denying others a chance and she could understand how slim the chances were for others to listen. " I... I..."

There was so little she could do but trying for once to present a change won't be wasted all because this crude pride of hers' doesn't allow more.

" He betrayed me! "

" He betrayed his friends! No matter how much I say I don't care about them I always thought of them as my comrades despite how I act... !" Fist pumped on her chest, digits reached for the cloth of her white shirt as she continued speaking whilst doing her best to keep a hold on her gaze toward Lucy's.

" Yeah, I couldn't give a shit for what happens to you after you hear this...I am still doing this for myself and redeem my mistakes... but no one else deserves to get hurt, specially those who aren't involved..."

Despite considering herself a traitor as well for not revealing an important bit about her life to others she knew what to do now and how to mend the fact she wronged those who cared about her -- no matter how much she constantly pushed them away they will stubbornly make their way back, those fools that never gave up...

" That's why you have a right to know the truth about Shima. "

[tsunbrows]

" I no longer feel that bad for not trusting anyone. "

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[tsunbrows]

[stella-blondie]

"Yeah, but you know, if you keep up the Tsun act, it will eventually put him off, right?"

[tsunbrows]

" How stupid you can be? " Words traced with the sound of sarcastic laughter soon as the inquire finished, eyebrows furrowed yet a smile has been forced on Kamiki's lips. Her initial disgust on the idea of developing feelings for Shima has always been caused due his annoying persistence, nothing out of the extraordinary that eventually turned into what now had a justified reason due her weary demeanor toward the recently revealed illuminati. " To turn everything in your little romance fantasies you must be really desperate, I don't have any interest on that traitor. " Emotions were idiotic, a waste of time she knew since the beginning only can bring trouble and continued to prove her point with every new experience.

" Just a fool would fall for someone who stabs her in the back.  " Literally.

[stella-blondie]

"You’re blushing."

[tsunbrows]

" You are aware this can be caused due emotional stress? "

[seriousdemeanor]

勝×神 Ⅰ にわこ@よくミスする

[tsunbrows]

[stella-blondie]

"Shima isn’t my boyfriend. I don’t think you hate him as much as you say you do, if you did, you wouldn’t brag about how much he likes you."

[tsunbrows]

" H...he isn't?! " At the revelation of such truth she immediately was sent backwards, eyes peered nervously as if looking for a safe place to hide for a brief instance before giving up. Way to embarrass herself, it did not give a good impression and possibly created a bigger misunderstand.

" Ugh, this has to be a joke ...then you are just one of those stupid girls that believe the good in everyone... which is worst but whatever. "

[tsunbrows]

stella-blondie replied to your post“

*Snorts*

" Laugh all you want, your new boyfriend likes me better than you no matter how much I insult him. "

verfurdo replied to your post

"You mean those eyebrows aren't some sort of fashion statement?"

" SAYS THE UNDERAGE STRIPPER, LOOK AT YOURSELF FIRST AT THE MIRROR BEFORE COMMENTING ABOUT OTHER'S APPEARANCE! "

[tsunbrows]

" MIDGET WITH THE WEIRD EYEBROWS!? " Who cares about Shima?

[stella-blondie]

"I don’t know what your problem is and you can insult me all you want but I won’t just stand by and let you insult my friend."

[tsunbrows]

" I don't owe any explanation to you... "

With that being said she would turn around to leave behind the other woman who so blindly seemed determined to defend someone who didn't deserve it. While she found it unjust it was not her problem, Izumo had her share already and as long as it maintained that illuminati scum entertained who she was to complain?

" Though let me tell you...I am of more interest to him. " Adding before leaving fully, her bitter words were impulsed mostly to do harm...she was unsure how but certainly that would make anyone doubt and as long as she can ruin everything for those involved she can be satisfied.

She's horrible but at least not a liar.