Okay, so I had a lot of thinking before making this post because I could/ can get so much hate for it.
It's been a while since I had my other post about my Paypal for the concern, on that one I think I told you all some of the problems I was going through and that I would share it with a friend, which I did. Now things are different, I still have the tickets and plane tickets to pay which are actually late because I don't have the money to do it.
I also have a bill of my bank to pay which is so late that I have to pay much more than I should because of the taxes. not even mention the rent of the apartment and the bills and food.
how did this happen?
So you all know my parents died a long time ago and then I was left with a pension since I was 3 I couldn't take care of it so my grandmother did, let's say that most of my aunts took the money and when I moved away I was allowed to take care of a part to vice, to pay for the bills, transportation for university and internships and for uni and food and all this basic stuff, when I turned 21 they stop sending me the money and I was still studying but my grandmother had got me an apartment when I was 8 and I had the rent of the house my parents bought and one part of the money my father left that I used to pay for university and to pay for the bills to keep up with life, then it was over because other people were also using it
it was a mess, 2 of my aunts wanted to put the other on justice as they were taking my money without me even knowing and I couldn't study anymore.
So the husband of one of these 2 aunts decided to buy one house from me so he would pay off my university and help me with the house and the bills, I was living in his place in another city but then after helping some friends in need he got mad at me and then and basically kicked me out... that was pretty unfortunate and after that, he started to pay me half of the things I needed and since I couldn't pay both rants (+bills) and buy food, my friend started to help me, now the situation is worse as he is not paying me anymore because (he is in a bad financial situation as well) and the only rent I have is for me to pay for my rent and the bills, I have finished university but still couldn't find a job. Once again I sent my resume to hospitals since the coronavirus situation started here in hopes they were going to hire more nurses but no calls for job interviews or anything like that, my next rent payment is coming up and I don't have the money to pay for it or for the bills or to even buy food and I don't know what is going to happen I pray every day but I am getting desperate now because of everything that is going on.
I know that something good will happen because I have faith and I pray that things will get better but at the moment nobody (from my family) can help me as they have their own kids and payments to do and as I don't actually have someone to rely on.
I also need to keep my treatment because of my Borderline Personality Disorder that is getting really bad since I haven't had any professional help for a while now and my head is a mess. I hope you all can understand me
I am not expecting anything from anyone, I promise. Thank you for reading this, it means the world to me. I am sorry for asking for help, I wouldn't if the situation wasn't so bad.
I’m sorry that the English here is not so good either, it is not my first language.
Here you have my PayPal link if anyone want to help me 😊
Thank you once more,
-Tri 🌳💜
