Let's see if this works right? It's actually pretty amazing that I can actually type on my phone from a keyboard. This means that I can actually Blog and not have to worry about fat fingering the keys or misspelling something, for the most part. Maybe this can be a whole new world for me.
So what does a person actually Blog about? I am not comfortable enough to give your the juicy gossip in my life, but I know people feed on drama and struggle. Maybe Tao would be a good direction to talk about. I seem to be getting into the Tao more and more. It's not a religion, but a way. Tao means the way. I've been big into self-help and inspirational reading as of late, but the Tao Te Ching and The Art of war always seem to bring me back.
Not really. Maybe later., How about my inability to actually come up with something funny, useful, entertaining... Seems I haver no muse and no direction. I feel that I have ample ability, but limited time.
You know what?!? Fuck it. I say that the two are tied together. I also say that achieving my goals have left me with a sense of accomplished-self-righteousness. I have been able to purchase all my childhood goals and have not had to earn them through the discipline. That doesn't mean that I am bitter in anyway, but it can take the fun out of it. However, this is because my first love and hobby decided to blossom into a beautifully. However, I do have to tend to her as she has withered on me prior. Enough there.
I always wanted to be a photographer / special effects videographer. Always was interested in woodworking from Norm Abrham. But rather than paying my dues in those verticals, as I had with my original business, I bought in with the best gear and no idea. Little bit sad, but everything has basically became a collection of cool lights and buttons that do things that no one understands.
Today it's a vlog, tomorrow a documentary, at the moment - its evidently a blog or journal. point is that I feel as though I purchased my station in many realms versus earning it. In the mean time, I learn how to use the equipment to the best, but I still sit and am stuck with what to put on that track. Why is it so hard for me to be inspired?
I used to play music, was in a band, live a pretty interesting life, outside of a normal home life... I travel, I see things, meet people, but where do you begin? If this was a business adventure, I'd have a 100 page plan in your hand in about an hour. Am I not interested in the music or art as much as I thought, or intended? Am I actually attracted to the glow of a mixing board as a moth to a flame, but simply find rest in the trees; never fully satisfied?
I am not sure if am being greedy as I mentioned prior. I have enough, for now, but will need more to enact my plans. There is always something on the horizon with me. Something just out of my reach that you cannot see. Why not notes? I can make other things just "materialize" or have intuition enough to make you ask if I am actually psychic. Cool party tricks, but they take years of practice and study. It has made me skilled, though, in my field.
I am not in it for advertising or being some influencer. I just want to be a cool person you want to know or see what I'm doing next. I'm not looking to make stuff for the ability to build a personality around the lifestyle of "selling out". Doesn't mean I would turn something juicy down, but it is purely for the art.
So again, with endless direction, ability, and tools, where am I to focus my attention and look for that thing that I want to always write about, or think about? Especially when It's about balance sheets and driving long distances. I have a trip that will take 8 hours total and 30 minutes of it are actually work.
I've had many false starts and ideas that I quickly lost interest in, but I know media of ALL types is what I want to be in (aside from my first love and business). I want to use it to grow my core business and my personal brand (I know that I said brand, but the only thing I am trying to sell is myself). I've tried to make videos about my business, but it winds up being me in a hurry because I need to get the job done and not hold up the line. Went hiking! Once... Do have kids, but I don't know if I wanna put them on here, or really show you how my wife's and mine's personal life is. How many times can you hook up a stereo? And to be honest, didn't big subwoofers go out in like, 1998? Still get the occasional request for a system, but they're almost always my age,. LoL To each their own!
At the end of the day, am I really producing art 24/7 and just not taking the time to capture it? There's always my children smiling in the sunbeams of the midfall season. Cool yet warm wind blowing the curtains, just right. But... again, that's personal. I've tried the posting to groups, but everyone there is going for the same thing and it becomes a pit of trolls. I became a woodworker, but the drama to get to the actual woodworking part was the real story. Again, that is personal, though. I would love to show you how to run a business, but I don't want competition. Travel is out as I have many children and my wife prefers they stay near. Could you imagine the cost to send 5 people on a plane? These 'side stories' are, I feel, the real story that people would want to see and is relatable, but I'm not ready to open up that much out the gate. Where's the mystery?
This leaves music and making a business out of the actual A/V equipment. Maybe that's it. I can make a business out of it and actually document it? That would be awesome! I have no skin in that game and the realness of paying my dues would be awesome to see. I think that might just be it, Jim?!? Could you have just helped me?
My real interests are making money, but as if you were collecting all the coins in Mario, not so much as a status symbol. So the money that is made could be a point system. The first goal would be that the equipment needs to pay for itself. I would be able to show many of the processes while protecting my core business and home world. That's the only way that I will, but not actually sell out.
This is freaking awesome!!! Thanks for reading!!! I have finally figured out what it is that I would like to do that depends on no one, but myself. Whether I win or Fail miserably, It will make for a great story. All of my interests of writing music can be applied and all of my knowledge of equipment hookup and operation can be displayed. I can fulfill my wants of making art and present my actual self.
It's time to get started I have a lot to do to put this together. I hope to write more as I go through this journey. There is much preparation and planning. I will show how to plan for a business, build a business and report on how its going. I already have a core business, so I will start out as my first client for experience in the field.
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