Castle's Spamtenna Selfshipping blog

Mostly here for two idiots that have taken over my brain and will sometimes post about my selfshipping with them here too. 3 idiots stuck together. He/Him 26

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~Hi! I'm the MissingCastle and this is my Spamtenna and my selfshipping with them blog.

~You can call me Bri, Brinnen, or Castle. He/Him age 26

~I primarily reblog stuff related to Tenna, Spamton, their ship, or sometimes just Deltarune related if I like it enough. I will also post my relating to the two and my self insert when I feel like it sometimes and will link things about that here if interested. But most of the art I post will be of just them or even other Deltarune characters.

~~SelfShip Stuff~~

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I'm not going to tag this as shit or I will and just block people who yell at me. cause I know so many will just say I'm saying this for shipping and shit and that I don't actually care about what Tenna wants and blah blah blah. But I fucking hate the people who give Tenna to Mettaton and think they are better than if you are someone that kept him. They genuinely act like you are terrible person for keeping him in castle town. I frequently see post saying that anyone that keeps Tenna in Castle Town are heartless and only doing it for the yaoi and other bullshit. It's come to the point I block people cause it's genuinely hateful when in reality, I want to see Tenna get better and I don't think Mettaton is where he's meant to be by the end of the game.

This gets very fucking long and I'm just posting this for me.

Sorry, not Sorry. I don't think running away from his problems without solving anything is good for Tenna. Hell I don't think it's good for Mettaton either. Tenna's issues are that he sees no worth in himself if he's not entertaining someone, he fears he's getting old and that he'll get replaced and throw away and die, his terrible treatment of his employees and he needs to apologize, and that he is so deep into the guilt over what he did to Spamton that he feels like he's just playing pretend the whole time.

Him begging to go to a new place is him trying to run away and/or find the quick solution to his problems without fixing anything really. Yeah Mettaton is a new viewer and that's what he wants on the surface. He needs to reflect and understand that he's whole being shouldn't be self destruction in order to fit a purpose. Yes he loves entertaining especially ones that love him but he needs to do it for his own term, not because he's a TV and that's what he's meant to do. Mettaton doesn't need a TV. He needs to find a reason to go outside. Everyone sees him recording the parade to put on Tenna as a good thing but I don't. Mettaton should be seeing the parade and seeing that as a reason to want to go outside and meet people but instead, he's finding ways to entertain himself with the things he wants and needs to do. With Napstablook working and now Pink moving into Castle Town, Mettaton needs connection with other real* people and not a TV just to entertain him. *Yes we know Tenna is a real person with feelings, wants and needs but even with the extra care Mettaton give him, to Mettaton Tenna is still a TV. What Tenna needs is to sit a reflect and rethink what he wants out of his life.

Plus I just see him going to Mettaton's as resetting the clock. Tenna is an old TV. Tenna knows this. And he knows that one day he will be thrown away and replaced. Us giving him away to Mettaton, someone who was just bored because the Internet is down, will probably unfortunately replace Tenna with the Internet when it gets back. Tenna probably knows this too. I'm not saying Mettaton is some heartless monster that is go to throw him out moment one the Internet is back but it's not like Mettaton was asking for specifically a CRT TV, just something to entertain him.

Now before I get on to the next point, I know someone is going to get pissed that I didn't bring up Mettaton finding himself because of Tenna. Listen as a trans guy, I get it. It feels bad that we are essentially keeping Mettaton from "cracking his eggs" as we often put it. But did y'all forget about the Neo body? His egg is cracked, he just hasn't had any reason to transition and locking himself up in a house won't help that. With Pink in the picture and most likely talking about how she can be a cool cat girl in a figure body in these cool things called dark worlds. That's probably going to do more good as that would give Mettaton a reason to leave and find a body that fits him. While the Neo body is gone, y'all have Darkners that can make those kinda things come to life. While it won't be a permanent change, I see Mettaton having a place to try a body work better than just watching hot music videos the whole time. No I don't think they will fuse. I don't think Mettaton would possess Tenna. Not only would that be a weird repeating of a concept that was used for a important character like Pink, to establish a theme about loving you body and that it's meant to reflect Kris, and to use it again for what is a random side character now would make what happened there feel less important. I think there's better ideas like, I don't know, Swatch the program that most like help make the body in the first place be able to recreate it. Like the fusing has cute fan art potential, but as much as it hurts to say this. I don't the dark worlds will get to stay open forever. Mettaton would have to find a new body anyway to move and unfortunately so will Pink. I don't know it feels like the quick answer for Mettaton too like why does it take Tenna showing him music videos when he's had the Internet up until two days ago.

Also something doesn't sit right with me that Tenna instantly starts showing Mettaton hot music videos the moment he's at the ghost house. I can never say for sure as we can't see his thoughts then but it feels like he's trying to be modern. Does this make sense? Like all of chapter 3, he's shown loving video games and quiz shows and minigames and that's what he puts on for the fun gang. He mentions hot alligators in bikinis as something Dess put on that got blocked by Toriel. The moment he's in a house with Mettaton, without his input, Tenna plays them like he's offering up something he thinks young people are into. I wish to know what Tenna is thinking there cause that's how I read that.

Back to actually important things I have to fight against is Tenna really needs to apologize to his employees for how he acted. Like people make this a debate too like we didn't see that the employees talk about how Tenna took over the land years ago when he was bought from Shuttah, how his employees are all under predatory contracts that keep them in his control, and how he actively yelled at them and treated them like shit when he was stressed out of his mind. I do think he was beyond what he usually is but his usual before that is still not great. He needs to apologize for that. He needs to own up to that. And he's not going to own up to it when he has 3 people lying to him pretending to be one of his best friends and helping make his reality feel wrong. Yeah I also think many of them need to apologize to him too. It's going to be messy but the Mikes should come clean so Tenna can maybe start feeling like he's not pretending anymore. It's going suck and hurt and seem like everything is worse for him but Tenna needs to not spend his life not knowing the truth while also not knowing that they did all that because they care about him and feel bad about him. In chapter 5, we see the beginning parts of the recovery that I want to see from him. He's genuinely talking about he feels like he's just pretending and his employees, the mikes mostly, are standing up against him. Yes Mike goes back to feeding into his issues but he needs to fight back more. That's what we need him to do more. We need Tenna to experience more of that.

Now the one all these fuckers get mad at cause they all think it's for the yaoi. Yes. Tenna does need to reconcile with Spamton properly or at least get over his guilt. I would prefer that they both have a moment to talk it out cause both of them deserve a moment of proper closer on their past but I had to get one. Tenna going through the guilt he feels for what he's done is the minimum he needs. He's making the Addisons pretend to be Spamton and sell products from pipis. That's not healthy. He needs to get over him or know Spamton is alive and face what he's done with that contract. Yes. Yes. Yes. I know the shippers are fucking annoying. I'm annoyed by them too at times and I fucking love the ship. Some people are just fucking annoying and refuse to play the game. We just have to get over it. Migratory Slash Fandom or whatever you call it just jumping on popular ships. We just got to beat them with hammers at times. Some of y'all also just have a hate boner for Spamton, some justified and others not so much. But can y'all put that shit aside and actually look at what Tenna is really needing? Guilt just doesn't go away. Not to the levels he is at. Giving home to Mettaton just doesn't make that go away. Spamton is an important person to Tenna to current game day that he constantly talks about because he misses him and feels guilty over what he did to him. We need Tenna to move on with or without him for his sake. He's miserable.

Also personally, this is for all the Spamtenna shippers, I really don't think y'all are going to end up liking how I predict them reconnecting will go. Toby Fox has set up an ass joke for it and I hope that he follows up with it. I think it would be really funny. They aren't going to make out or have some grand romantic reconnection. I think at most we'll have one line confirming that they used to be together, them saying they'll work on their relationship after the kids get done saving the world, and Tenna is going to make an ass joke. They aren't going to make out sloppy style guys, chill.

Now don't read this and think I want him to stay in Castle Town forever and ever and never give him away. No I do think once he's on the way to being better, we'll give him away. I don't think we'll see the end of his journey. He has a long time to recover from everything. And I hate to point this out but y'all, he's only been in Castle Town for at max two days. Like he isn't in there for years like we have between chapters. As of chapter 5 he has been in there for two days if you put him in there first thing in chapter 4. It's two days. Not two years. Two days. Yes he is begging for a new home, people beg for stuff they don't need all the time especially when they don't want to come face to face with their issues. Also it's not like he's actually sitting in a normal closet doing nothing. This is castle town and we have already seen him trying to entertain King to find a pass time. He's literally is surrounded by tons of Darkners to befriend. He needs to make friends. Also... I don't think Mettaton is his end game home.

Chapter 4 and 5 has had way to many moments to say that Noelle wants Tenna. Well it's only 3 times but they are so explicit in "Noelle wants Kris's CRT TV" that it hits you in the face. Noelle says Berdly says she should get a CRT for retro gaming in chapter 4 and Noelle says she wanted Kris's TV in chapter 5 if you give Tenna to Mettaton in front of her. Tenna also says Noelle wants a CRT before getting mad and jealous of her having a flat screen. I don't know guys but these are very in your face to me that Tenna will have an option to go home with Noelle at some point. She specifically want a CRT, the specific type of TV Tenna is, for retro gaming, something Tenna already like doing as of all the boards being retro games, and she wouldn't want to replace him since his age is what she looking for. It just seems like it's setting up for that. If Tenna and Spamton reconcile then they can continue to rebuild and hopefully become friends again. And that would give him time to repair the relationship with his employees since I don't think she'd take home until the end. And while yes he doesn't need the Dreemurrs to watch him anymore as they don't want to watch TV much, he could at least be able to keep up with Kris and Susie since he does care about them both and would love to see them again. I'm more excited about this being a possible home for Tenna than him and Spamton reconciling in canon at this point.

If you're read this, uhhh thanks. I wrong this really quickly and very pissed cause I'm actually tired of people talking about anyone wanting Tenna to stay in Castle Town is evil and should feel bad. I think Tenna is going to feel bad cause recovery can feel bad and that's ok. It's ok guys. It's been two in-game days. He'll be fine. He'll go to a new home eventually but let him sit and realize some stuff first before he does.

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THESE GODDAMN FREAKS

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I need to change my name on this blog. I love their ship. I love Spamtenna and I think about them constantly but part of me is annoyed at most of their shippers. Spamton is always off character in most of the works for it. Tenna gets a lot of it too but Spamton's character is such a hit or miss for me when it comes to it. I almost don't want to associate with their main ship even though I literally selfship with the both of them. I love them literally. I have exceptions to stuff of course not everyone (including myself) can write them in character perfectly 100% of the time. The only one that can is Toby Fox. I just can't help but get so annoyed at the fact that Tenna's best characterization by fans is ones that rarely draw the ship or almost don't at all. Spamton gets so oc-ified by most of them (or in general by this fandom) that I just give up a lot on finding good content of him. I don't know what I would rename this blog but it's something that goes through my head.

God... I think about these losers way to much. I should beat them with hammers. Both of them.

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This thing keeps getting longer and longer and now this is only the first half❤️

Full thing on YouTube coming eventually:)

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the distance between

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I decided to animate that part of the Fangamer ad too, months late.

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Tumblr successfully destroyed the video quality, so here's a Youtube version as well

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I'm have malicious thoughts of putting my theories and headcanons out on a big post but I fear I would piss off so many people. I don't care about pissing people off, I fear dealing with dumb people and how easy I am to anger. I have so many thoughts about this game and it's characters (especially Tenna and Spamton and how the fandom treats them) that the wave of people I would make upset it to many for me to enjoy it.

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GIF created from the events of TV Time at Dashcon

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hmmmmmmm

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Home away from home - Deltarune fancomic.

Despite hiding it well, Susie's anxieties catch up to her.

Read the full comic below!

And here it is! Thank you for reading! Hope you enjoyed it!

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Revisited this animation to test a new way to animated his face.

I decided to replace the 3D face topology with a flat panel, and drawing the face with grease pencil. It was soooo worth it, this is way more freeing and fun.

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Projecting onto my comfort character :P

Bonus under the cut:

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Tumblr Sexyman Contest 2026 Final Round

Senshi (Dungeon Meshi)

Ryland Grace (Project Hail Mary)

Mr. Ant Tenna (Deltarune)

Voting ended onJul 20

Tenna art by @9Aaaalt29 on twt

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“And if you’ll give me 40% of the MOST POPULAR VOTE, I’ll give you my SPECIAL REWARD... A year’s supply of NON-GLOOBY SLIME!!! Never or BARELY used!!!” Tenna concluded his speech with a huge smile, jetting his hands up in double peace signs.

The crowd roared in confused enthusiasm as Tenna gave a gracious flurry of low-FPS bows, pausing only for the occasional stink-nose at his audience plants who weren’t throwing enough 3D roses.

Eventually, the room fell silent. It was Senshi’s turn to speak.

He puffed out his chest, took a long, sweeping look over the audience… and shook his head.

“I can see not all of you are eating properly.”

The crowd murmured with embarrassment.

“I don’t know who needs to hear this, but it’s time to take the turkey out of your icebox. I have seen the ingenious technology with which your people store food... and I have also seen the waste which results from such convenience.

“The food you take had a life. Beasts grew fat on the grass of the field, plants grew from the sun’s rays, and mushrooms grew from minerals in the cracks of caves. And yet, it sits in your iceboxes, collecting moisture until it perishes.

“Eat what is given to you. Because its life will make you stronger, too.”

Without another word, Senshi left his podium and stepped away from the stage. The crowd murmured in confusion. “Is he really like that?” somebody said. “I only remember reblogging the photosets of him tripping and showing ass.”

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Back in the Green Room, Tenna wrung his antennas nervously.

“Y-y-you think they liked me!? They HAD to!! I mean, I don’t know what Asgore was thinking, getting that weird haircut and running that food waste campaign, but… YOU thought I did good, didn’t you, Kris?”

Laios nodded aggressively, a streak of blue face paint peeling from his forehead.

“You did AMAZING, Tenna! By the way, now that we’ve seen all your insider campaign secrets, do you have any more videos of Susie? Especially her tail... If I could get a look at that, I could finally tell if she’s a dinosaur or --”

THWACK. Fake antlers butted Laios’s head.

“LAIOS?? Weren’t we dressed up to help SENSHI???” Marcille hissed, gesturing awkwardly with her hooves.

Suddenly, Tenna turned to the two adventurers.

“Hey, WAIT a second. SOMETHING’s not right here...”

Laios and Marcille held their breath.

“Where the heck are my POINTS!?”

Just then, the door opened. Chilchuck took one step into the room, whistling and holding a large bag.

Everyone turned to him.

Chilchuck paused, took a step backwards, and closed the door.

“CHILCHUCK!!!” yelled Tenna.

“How come Chilchuck got to stay Chilchuck!?” yelled Marcille at the same time.

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Meanwhile, in outer space somewhere, some guy was making out with a rock.

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I hope Tenna knows how loved he is ♡

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Congrats to the Lord of Screens!