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@tweakerforthesoul
Convince me to drink too much, persuade me to get a little too high to think straight, make me unable to defend myself as you push inside me. Make me vulnerable. Tell me just how weak and pathetic my attempts to struggle against you are and the little whimpers and cries I'm letting out are just adorable. Tell me you're too strong for me and it’s so easy to pin my body down in my drunk, high and oh so vulnerable state..
Maybe I shouldn't have been so easy to convince..
i want you to get me high, high enough that i dont question why your hand is on my thigh, sliding under my skirt. high enough that, as you start kissing my neck from behind me, you’re hands groping me everywhere, i dont think about pushing you away. get me so dumb that all i can do is moan as you use me for your entertainment. i know you want me to be a brainless fuckdoll, so make me one
Southern ONTARIO peeps where u at ? Let’s hook up
What addicts want normal people and those who love us to know
1. We are not stupid, we’re well aware of the damage. We know that what we are doing is killing us. We know that we are hurting people. We are aware of how society sees us. We know.
2. ADDICTION IS NOT ENJOYABLE. We are not “partying” or having a good time. The party ended a long time ago. We’re fucking miserable. Many of these drugs were never party drugs to begin with. It might seem fun and exciting the first week or month, but it quickly becomes a chore.
3. We don’t keep using just because we want to get high all the time. We use to not get sick and just to function normally in our daily lives. After awhile, we’re not thinking “how am I going to get high today?” We’re thinking “how will I be able to get to work today?” And then the reason we relapse is because we can’t remember surviving without it.
4. We have massive amounts of guilt, shame, and low self-esteem. We don’t need to be called “pieces of shit” and “scum junkies” because we already feel that way about ourselves every day!! The disease tells us not to care when we lie to and steal from friends and family. The disease makes us selfish. But we are human and we feel terrible about it. We aren’t psychopaths and are more than capable of feeling remorse. The more selfish acts we engage in, the worse we feel about ourselves. But we compulsively keep dragging ourselves through dirt.
5. It has absolutely nothing to do with you or anyone else. You didn’t cause it, you can’t control it, and you can’t cure it. It is no one’s fault and you did not fail as a sister/brother/mother/father/aunt/grandpa/best friend. When we lie to or steal from you or choose drugs over you, it is nothing personal. It does not mean we don’t still love you. When the disease takes over, it doesn’t necessarily want to hurt you. It just assigns everyone the same value so they are neutral/irrelevant. Someone in active addiction is stuck in a completely internal thought process that completely blocks out the existence of other people.
6. The drug is stronger than love and values like family and friendship and that’s why we’ve chosen it over you. That is the unfortunate truth. That’s why we find a higher power in recovery, because no human power or emotion can fight off the drug on its own.
7. While addiction makes us choose the drug, we NEVER chose the addiction over you. Addiction is miserable and we don’t want it. The addiction chose us.
Anyone wanna help me get my next fix? Please? I can send something worth your while in return 😉😉 Even if you can only send $5 or $10. Anything helps.
things nobody tells you
• it’s not the towering monster you were told about in D.A.R.E.
• it’s not a swan dive into addiction, before and after photos they plaster everywhere
• you don’t have to smoke or shoot up to get results, eating it lasts longer
• how normal you feel for once in your life, look at how productive you are! people just don’t understand….right?
• it gets expensive. fast
• “you’ve lost weight! you look great!” never sounded better
• on that note, you’re spending less on food so is it really that expensive?
• the reasoning will always sound good to you
• “just to get through ____” is the biggest lie you’ll tell yourself
• the supply WILL dry up and nobody prepares you for that
• the shady things you’ll do to score are things you can never take back. and believe me, you won’t realize just how bad those things are until it’s too late
• withdrawals fucking suck
• you can stop after the withdrawals subside…
…but you won’t
drugs use doesn't have to destroy a person.
small reminders for harm reduction :
keep an eye on yourself. *make sure it's one that gets at least 3/4 hours of sleep a night*
drink some fucking water. shits good af
eat! watch your weight, it drops quickly and without notice. weigh yourself one every 3/4 days and jot down the date & your weight. if you're already a smol bby, fuckin' watch it
don't overexert yourself, spend some time resting. read something, research some dumb shit, watch some shit, play video games, etc
most importantly: listen to yourself when you are sober. if you are concerned about your wellbeing when you are sober or coming down, look into getting help. if you are concerned about addiction, reach out if you can.
Once again my friends. Know it, Live it, Love it and eat a fucking meal.
^^^
now go drink some fuckin water- bet you a dime you've been scrolling tumblr with breathing all heavy through ur mouth for an hour lmao
Missing someone to smoke with. Ran out and looking for more. In the 704/980 area.
Moved to the 704/980 area. Finally home with the people I love most.
Nobody would ever SAY they hate someone for being mentally ill. Of course not!
-They hate them for being ‘immature’
-For being ‘needy’
-For having ‘outbursts’ or ‘tantrums’
-For ‘being depressing’ or ‘bringing the mood down’
-For being ‘flakey’ or ‘disorganised’
-For being ‘weird’ or ‘awkward’
But if you judge people for:
-Displaying childlike features
-Fearing abandonment or being unable to function independently
-Being unable to regulate emotion
-Openly discussing their mood disorder or depressed thoughts
-Having memory or concentration problems, dissociative problems or disorganised thought
-For being eccentric, experiencing paranoia, or struggling to recognise social cues
You’re basically saying ‘I don’t hate mentally ill people, I just hate the way that their disorder affects me’
FUUUCKXKXKXKXKX
Been a while since I had a tweaker buddy to smoke with here in CT. Anyone willing to share? I can make it worth your while. ;)
Reblog if it’s ok for people to give you $599.99
Please don’t hesitate
1 penny below reporting limit for the IRS… I see what you did there
(Don’t give me $599.99)
That’s not the right IRS rule.
$599.99 is the amount below which a business does not need to issue a 1099 to a contractor who provides business services. The contractor still needs to report the income on their taxes.
The correct number for the IRS rule for money that is gifted rather than received in a business transaction is $13999.99–more than that, and the recipient has to pay tax on the gift and report it to the IRS. Less than that, and there’s no taxation or reporting requirement.
If we’re choosing amounts on the basis of IRS limits, give these people $13,999.99.
Go. Do it.
Reblog if it’s ok for people to give you $13,999.99
Lost and alone wondering where to go. Maybe someday I will find my soul. Until there there are drugs and books.
distortionly:
“that is the problem. if she wanted to dance i would let her wreck the furniture. if she wanted to cook i would let her burn down the house. and if she wanted to scream i would let her deafen me. I’ve never loved anyone enough to let them destroy me but God, she could take me by the throat and my eyes would sparkle at the mere inches between us.”
Fuck that’s beautiful.
this, is art
I seriously will always reblog this, damn
Pay attention kids, one day you’ll break your pipe and this will be very handy.
@motorheadz is a master of the foil runner, aka The Devil’s Dope Gutter.
It’s not a bad way to smoke. You don’t lose as much from this method as you would a normal oil pipe. Foil won’t shatter either. PRO TIP: You can fold up a preloaded/partially smoked foil and tuck it in your wallet to take with you on the go. Foil smokes almost instantly with just a BIC too, for those times you need to be fast and quiet.
@motorheadz as always, I’m a fan of your work. Very precise with lots of attention to detail. I suspect you’re like this with most everything, because I do the same.
I think I’ll be good lol
Calling all hoodrats
I need more drug(not weed) blogs that aren’t filled with porn to follow, so reblog this if you’re one of those.
Stay woke, trippy or whatever you’re into bb’s💛
Definitely need more blogs. 🖤🖤
