Twenty Something.

A day in a life of a twenty something.

[twentysomethingbook]

The truth is, I miss you. I miss our laughs and I miss your friendship, but missing you isn't enough. In life we grow and while I spent some of that growing with you, I need to grow without you now.

Twenty Something

[mylovergoesbythenamejasper]

I promised myself I wouldn’t feel, but then I met you.

(via dasrema)

[twentysomethingbook]

They meant a lot to me, as a friend. However one morning I woke up and I realised that they were just full of shit.

20 Something

[twentysomethingbook]

Sometimes you don't realise the wrong you are doing until you step back and look at the mess you have made, and by that point it's too late and all you can do is put your hand up and say "Yeah it was me"

Twenty Something 

[twentysomethingbook]

They always talk about the crazy ex, but never about the crazy new girl

Twenty Something

[twentysomethingbook]

I wasn't sure what was worse. The fact I fell in love with him, or the fact he loved me back

20 Something

[twentysomethingbook]

We’re making our own story, I think we forget that.

(via twentysomethingbook)

[twentysomethingbook]

Other things they fail to mention that they don’t tell you in movies, how messy sex is without a condom.

 20 Something.  (via twentysomethingbook)

[twentysomethingbook]

then you start panicking.. you get invited to engagement parties and baby showers and you’re sitting there still listening to N’sync in your room while stuffing your face with cake and crying at video’s of cats online.

(via twentysomethingbook)

[twentysomethingbook]

I wanted to write about him, desperately. But he is worth more than other peoples paper.

[mylovergoesbythenamejasper]

Things I have learned in 2015.

- Its okay to change your mind on how you feel about people. - Don’t broadcast a relationship on social media, it can ruin it.  - Don’t date somebody because you think they can help you, you can only help yourself.  - You will loose people, brace yourself.  - People will talk, let them. - The world doesn’t need to know about your happiness.  - Patience is worth it.  - Change is good.  - Its okay to cry and it is ok to feel like a victim.  - It’s ok to mess up. - Certain people are dicks, however some people just act like dicks. There is a difference. 

[mylovergoesbythenamejasper]

..x..

From sharing our favourite quotes from books, to giving each other the weirdest looks, from staring at statues while waiting for the train, to meeting each other outside in the rain. From drunk text messages and wishing you were here, to leaving you notes not written very clear, from going to museums in the middle of the day, to staying around your house and not having to part ways. From holding hands, to kissing your face, to getting butterflies in a weird place. From being strangers, to something more, to telling you, you’re what I care for.

[mylovergoesbythenamejasper]

xo

you are the sweetest poision to kiss, you are the the most painful thing to miss, you are my beautiful bliss, but you are the pain in my ribs, the ache in my soul, the constant wanting,  I am greedy,  I am needy. I am a mess, but I wouldn’t want you any less.

[twentysomethingbook]

Life is too short to be bitter, so have some cake and be quiet.

[twentysomethingbook]

He went to leave but he hesitated “do me a favour” he said. “Learn to fucking love yourself, for gods sake” and like that he was gone. Completely.

[twentysomethingbook]

When someone dies, it's so numbing, because you know they will never walk through that door or be on the other line, you've spent your whole life having them there only to learn to live again without them.

[mylovergoesbythenamejasper]

Decay

Tell me forever And I’ll tell you I’m dying. Tell me you love me And I’ll tell you, you’re lying. Tell me I’m yours And I’ll tell you I’m not. Take the gun And I’ll stand and take the shot.

You can shoot my chest dearest, But it will go right through. My heart has decayed darling, long before you. So throw me your love and throw it with force but believe me when I tell you, That I’m a lost cause.