I Am No Jedi

Indie Timeline Flexible Ahsoka Tano Written by Hiro Read Rules and other pages before interacting, please.

[twilitapprentice]

*screams in ahsoka*

[snips-and-skyguy]

Some post Order 66 Anakin & Ahsoka headcanons, please!

anon im so sorry i took so long to reply you, i’ve been extremely busy this past week, but im here now! i know you said post order 66 but i need to give some context to the heartbreak you know, so i added a few more headcanons 

(i got very angsty writing this, and also it’s very very long, you have been warned)

[part 1]

it’s exactly one year after she left the temple when ahsoka calls anakin

she’s calling partially because she has a bad feeling that something big is going to happen and she needs to talk to someone about it, and also because she’s feeling a little lonely out here in open space

anakin picks up (of course) but instead of sounding happy to hear from her, he sounds a little… distracted

naturally, she asks him what’s going on

“dooku kidnapped the chancellor”, he says grimly, “obi wan and i are going to save him now”

the force is ringing with alarm now, warning her something is going to happen something bad is coming

before she can voice her concerns, anakin interrupts her thoughts

“sorry snips, gotta dash off now, i’ll talk to you when i get back ok?”

he hangs up after that, and ahsoka is left with a silent line and a growing dread of what’s coming next

she immediately sets off for coruscant, if something terrible is going to happen, she’ll face it with anakin together

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[thegunslingerletmedrop]

[forgedinglass-archive-blog]

@twilitapprentice

HOPE LOST; everything shred into oblivion. She could count what gave her happiness on one hand these days, & Wyndel ripped it away in seconds. WYNDEL. She saved his life. She made a PROMISE to Anakin she shouldn’t have kept.

She looked up from the several reports on the datapad in front of her, tears filled her eyes. The SILENCE hung in the air waiting for one of them to make the first move. “You were right — we should’ve EXECUTED him,” she choked. The words sharp, & painful. She didn’t want to be like the Empire, she didn’t want to break another promise, & she didn’t want anymore DEATH. Ahsoka had the right to say ‘I told you so’ now. The darkness took it’s chance to creep up through Kara’s body — though she brushed it away as if dust on a high shelf no one used anymore.

Statistically, Bretnic Roswil was just a pilot, but to her he was a FATHER, a LOVER, a LEADER. & in that moment — she finally understood why the Code forbid attachment. Not because the Jedi were supposedly selfless, but because it got innocent people slaughtered.

[twilitapprentice]

Ahsoka's heart was broken. She had no way of knowing what the other was feeling, but seeing her friend like this, mere shambles of the once proud person, tore her heart to bits.

The Togruta wanted to gloat. She wanted Kara to be told 'I warned you'.

But who would that help?

It wouldn't bring him back. It wouldn't stop Wyndel's terrorism. That's what it was now. Terrorism. The same terrorism Ahsoka and her friend fought against. The terrorism that took so many lives that had more potential left.

She closed her eyes and nodded at Kara. Funny, she didn't think of Kara's name until that point. Most days, Kara seemed like a warrior and nothing more, but while Ahsoka never saw her as anything less, it was easy to forget Kara had a name and wasn't just a tool.

The Togruta's hand took Kara's and cradled it gently. Then, a sentence escaped Ahsoka's lips. One sentence, one promise she wasn't sure she'd be able to keep- but for Kara, she was willing to take the risk.

"I owe it to you to execute him myself for this the next time I see him."

[snips-and-skyguy]

“jedi part-timer”

[forgedinglass-archive-blog]

@twilitapprentice

Ajax tugged on the Togruta’s pant leg, “Auntie Soka…I’m worried about Mommy.”

[twilitapprentice]

Ahsoka smiled down at the small child and knelt to stare into the eyes of the other. "I am too, Ajax..." She was about to cry until she hugged the child. "I am too..."

[twilitapprentice]

I was looking through IRL faceclaims for Ahsoka and decided that a black woman would be best because it fits with my headcanon that Ahsoka is essentially someone from Africa in like a modern verse or something. Or at least African-American. I just can't see her as white. Rebels changed her thick lips and overall characteristics to resemble a white person even more and that didn't sit right with me (even if I love her design). So yeh. Zendaya is my Faceclaim for Ahsoka. Also a note, URL change is coming soon. Now that stuff happened I think it's hightime for a new URL.

[twilitapprentice]

Hey all, Just wanted to come and make this hiatus formal. I already didn't know where I wanted to go with Ahsoka's muse, and I wanted to wait until Twilight of the Apprentice to see exactly where she'd end up going and I'm just... Super upset and disappointed and angry at the results. If you've known me for any time at all, you'll know how attached I am to Ahsoka. As a person who's been wrongfully blamed many times and betrayed by friends many times, I related to her in so many ways. The hope, the optimism... It was all there for me. And now I'm expected to believe this is where her story ends? Where she's got so much more potential? It's unfair to me and it's super unfair to Ahsoka because of how much help she could have been in the future. Even Darth Maul outlived her? I like Maul as much as the next guy, but come on... The whole ordeal has just destroyed my Ahsoka musing and neither she or I particularly wanna come back right now. It's just so heartbreaking that this is where she ended up. I firmly believed the whole time that Anakin had good in him and wouldn't do it, but... It's just so clear to me that I was wrong. He did it and that upsets me. Is it because Ahsoka's gone? Is it because Anakin is just gone forever? I don't know. Whatever the case, I'll try to be back on or around April 4th. I'm really sorry for this and I hope you all understand. -Hec

[anisokatrash]

Love doesn’t discriminate Between the sinners And the saints It takes and it takes and it takes And we keep loving anyway

[wearethegenesis-deactivated2016]

FIRST THREE IN MY INBOX GET KISSES

[forgedinglass-archive-blog]

‘SOKA.

Ahsoka gasped at that. “I can’t believe you! You seriously think I’m responsible for that!?” Ahsoka stood, angrier than before. Tears welled in her eyes.

“What was I supposed to do, Kara!? The Jedi Council didn’t trust me! He could have left just as easily as I had! He wanted to leave!” She balled her hands into fists, wanting to hit something, not even Kara, just SOMETHING.

“I never asked for this, Kara!” A sob escaped her lips, “I never asked for my BEST FRIEND to bomb the temple. I never asked for her to blame me. I never wanted any of this!”

‘ I — ’ her voice broke. She didn’t MEAN to blame Ahsoka, not in the slightest, but her ANGER blinded her, && it just SLIPPED out. ‘ I’m sorry — I don’t — I don’t blame you. ’ In reality, she blamed herself more than anything, && the failure to admit it to herself almost destroyed an entire friendship by using Ahsoka as a live punching bag. The COUNCIL should be blamed for Vader. They BUILT him ground up; his Padawan merely an instrument in his FALL — Kara knew that. She was better than this. By placing the blame on Ahsoka, she only succumbed to the level of them.

She attempted to swallow her broken sobs, ‘ I just miss ANAKIN so much, && I regret not doing anything different. ’ She slumped into one of the cushions on the Ghost, pulling her knees to her chest, && burying her face in her hands — hiding her guilt above all us. ‘ I love you Ahsoka — I don’t know why I — ’

[twilitapprentice]

" Well that's just wonderful, Kara, " Ashoka said in an incredibly bitter tone.

" You think I don't miss him? You think I wanted to see him turn into this... this... This monster? "

It took all of what Ahsoka had to not shove her into the wall and leave. She just wanted to break free of this torment. This pain was too much.

" I love you too, Kara... But let's face it. This is the council's fault. They're the reason I'll never be the aunt his kids deserve..."

[forgedinglass-archive-blog]

@princessetogruta

‘ You’re my WHAT ? ’

[twilitapprentice]

“ I’m your Padawan. Master Yoda sent me to help you out! ”

[snips-and-skyguy]

ahsoka is afraid that anakin blames her for leaving him when he needed her the most, she feels like it’s her fault that he turned to the dark side, she isn’t his padawan anymore but she still doesn’t want to fail him

[twilitapprentice]

@herowithmuchfear

“Look, if you don’t like the name, I invite you to choose something else so that I can continue to provide for your pregnant wife and my very distraught girlfriend.”

[herowithmuchfear]

Anakin let out a sigh and shook his head, “Fine.” He crossed his arms. “If that’s what you really want to name it, I wont stop you.” He’ll just silently protest, maybe not so silently some times.

[twilitapprentice]

"I'm glad you see it my way." Ahsoka said, smiling and looking at him. "I was just kidding about providing for Padmé though. That's all you, Skyguy."

[twilitapprentice]

@sabinespectrefive

“Hera would disapprove.”

“Let’s do it.”

[sabinespectrefive]

“Hera always disapproves of my plans.”

“She just doesn’t have creativity.” 

[twilitapprentice]

"You know, Master Kenobi would tell me and my old Jedi Master that one day he'd end up dead, either from some idealistic fool crusades or from his own ego. We just liked to think this was his way of saying 'you're more creative than I.'"

[forgedinglass-archive-blog]

‘SOKA.

@forgedinglass

“I hardly think it’s fair to act like I wanted to lose Talia and Ashe. You don’t know what I went through, Kara. I may have kept in contact with you and Master Skywalker, but that doesn’t mean I told you both everything,” she swallowed, a lump in her throat as her heart broke. Such accusing words from her friend, “For all I know, Ashe is dead. She could have died in the warehouse’s explosion, and Talia could be dead too. They were my family, and you calling me out on stuff like that hurts.”

‘ You could’ve TRIED, ’ the ‘Saber cried out. She knew, of course she knew Ahsoka loved Talia && Ashe as she did — likely even more. It was IRRATIONAL to accuse Ahsoka of not, but her RAGE && MELANCHOLY overwhelmed her ability to think straight. Since the RISE OF VADER, her emotions became harder && harder to control with each passing day. She was SICK of WAITING, && watching over LUKE for the IDEA he would ( someday ) save the galaxy. Her HOPE faded. But — this wasn’t just about Ashe or Talia, was it ?

‘ You — you LEFT ! When ANAKIN needed you the most ! ’ She BLAMED the Council for everything but if his Padawan had STAYED, her wielder might not have STRAYED. ‘ I have to live with myself EVERY DAY, && you don’t even know the truth ! ’ she yelled.

[twilitapprentice]

Ahsoka gasped at that. “I can’t believe you! You seriously think I’m responsible for that!?” Ahsoka stood, angrier than before. Tears welled in her eyes.

“What was I supposed to do, Kara!? The Jedi Council didn’t trust me! He could have left just as easily as I had! He wanted to leave!” She balled her hands into fists, wanting to hit something, not even Kara, just SOMETHING.

“I never asked for this, Kara!” A sob escaped her lips, “I never asked for my BEST FRIEND to bomb the temple. I never asked for her to blame me. I never wanted any of this!”

[kickfliptano]

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