Insomniac Monarch

You can call me Cheshire! Twisted Wonderland blog with a bit of Obey Me! and Kuroshitsuji. Expect OCs and fangirling, you've been warned.

[twisted-monarch]

It has been a little while, but finally… The Twisted Wonderland Discord server is opening its gates!

This is a project developed by @kemona-a and I: A place where everyone can join and roleplay both as canon and original characters freely, and also talk about Twisted Wonderland. All we ask is to be civil, follow the rules and have fun. If you want to join, feel free to send a PM to Kemona or myself, and we’ll send you the link. You can also ask any question or concern you need answered, we promise we won't bite 🖤

Thanks for reading! We, the Chaos Trio, will be waiting for you 🖤

Btw, this art was made by @kemona-a. The white haired girl is her OC Penina, and the boy with the eyepatch is my boy Bjorn. They are just two of the many OCs that are waiting to meet you all in the server 🖤

[inkskinned]

ive been on tumblr a long time and i remember when everyone said “oh don’t romanticize mental illness” and it was agreed that doing that was gross and a good way to kill people indirectly

but somehow we’ve come full circle and there are people who legit defend their right to be anti-recovery there are people who don’t want to get better and spread the idea that you can’t get better as if it’s gospel and it’s fucking frightening to me bc nobody seems to want to say “hey? this is toxic and untrue and is your disease speaking, and it’s not something you should accept.”

and i feel like every recovery post gets about 500 of these people saying “this isn’t something that will work” “cool karen i’m depressed” “maybe it worked for you but it won’t work for other people” and that’s… just… im so sorry if you’re 15. i’m sorry if you’re in high school and watching grown adults tell you it doesn’t get better. that nobody says that with time and help and patience the world stops being so heavy, that accepting your illness as a fact is one thing but accepting it as the only way to be is just wrong, that you can learn to live with it and still find some degree of “happy”…. if i had seen this shit back when i was … oh god starting at 12 when i was already self-harming …. i think i’d have actually honest-to-god killed myself. not a joke, not a funny tumblr punchline, i would have actually just killed myself. 

i’m saying this right here and right now to the adults on this site. if you for any reason shoot down positivity that’s causing no harm - you might have indirectly worsened someone else’s condition, and you should try and do better in the future. if you find it necessary to tell people “recovery is a lie”, you need to do better. i know everyone has different circumstances, but i also know that mental illness behaves in such a way that everyone thinks they can’t recover.  if you feel like you should be spreading the Word Of Relapse, you are causing toxic language to be normalized and you need to do better. 

im team “cool karen ive got depression and that means i’m going to try this because i’ve got to try something” i’m team “romanticize recovery” i’m team “it isn’t working now but it might in the future and it’s worth staying to find out” im team “hey this didn’t work for me but it might help somebody else out”

fuck guys it shouldn’t be an unpopular opinion to say “i don’t want any of you to die”.

[stephrc79]

Oh thank fuck someone finally said it!

[animepopheart]

★ 【雨宿里-】 「 Tītania (FFXIV) 」 ☆ ✔ republished w/permission ⊳ ⊳ follow me on twitter

[silvester269]

The bond.

I’m a totally dog person. :)

[thewritingrealm]

If you're reading this...

go write three sentences on your current writing project.

[ezzydean]

# my favourite part about this post # is that nowhere does it say to reblog this # but we’re all reblogging it # because if we have to suffer # so do other writers

[cargopantsman]

Every Time I see this post I’m getting prepped for beddy bye time

[elentori-art]

[illyasfeel]

Bungou Stray Dogs Wan! anime babies

[thevampireconnoisseur]

I think twisted wonderland is so fucking funny cuz people are thirsting over hot anime boy versions of disney villains. Oh you like Jamil?? I hope you realize you’re really thirsting after an old creep who called a 16 year old “pussycat.” You like Vil? That means deep down you have the hots for the evil queen, I hope you’re ugly, for your own sake. If you’re a Idia fan then, just, what the fuck dude he is the lamest version of Hades ever, he’s got none of the charisma, he can’t even turn to smoke, and he doesn’t even have sharp teeth. Riddle your type? Just admit you’re into a big woman with anger issues and go. And if you like Mal and/or Azul you’re just too much of a coward to admit that Maleficent and Ursula are hot as-is and you need a buffer to excuse your attraction to one/two of the most attractive animated women of all time. Twisted wonderland fans just admit you have the hots for the real version of the disney villain you’re crushing on challenge. 

[twisted-monarch]

I have never denied that Maleficent is prime Goth Girlfriend ™️ material (and I have a massive crush on her), though.

[eliminated]

[akutagawah]

太宰治

[theveryworstthing]

the fight is harder each year.

[theveryworstthing]

gotta keep going because nothing ever stops.

[theveryworstthing]

you deserve to be new and whole.

[anxietyproblem]

[anxietyproblem]

[animepopheart]

★ 【狂zip】 「 判決 」 ☆ ⊳ diluc (genshin impact) ✔ republished w/permission ⊳ ⊳ follow me on twitter

[angerinet]

Emet Selch from FFXIV . The main story questline for Shadowbringers is so good and I don’t want to leave it 😭

First time using shaders in Unity. I still don’t know how it works 😩 It’s all sorcery to me.

[twisted-monarch]

I still haven't recovered emotionally from this.

[kurakimitsu-deactivated20211008]

12月12日

夜空の星数えて🌌

リリアちゃんの誕生日まであと20日！

[sleazeburger]

Reflections = Paintings