viladoe

warm & cozy, caramel & vanilla 𓂃

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The sun has risen it's bedtime 🛌🛌

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On some Bateman music obsession shit ✌️

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Am I the only one who unknowingly watches a show or a movie right before the new season/movie gets published and now you look like a poser even though YOU DIDN'T KNOW THERE WAS ANOTHER PART THAT'S COMING OUT. it always happens to me fuckkk my fkn fkn fkn fknchungus life 😳✌️💔😳

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Guess who still didn't watch the new Spiderman movie hoping they could see it in the theater but it's 95% not possible since they have strict parents and they already went to the theater 3 times this year..so just me? Okayyyyyyyy

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Letterboxed mutuals? I feel like an outcast there

Username: twistedevildoe

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When they tell me to go to sleep but I had unrestricted internet access when I was younger.

[camilleflyingrotten]

In its right place

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Bought a new Spiderman shirt from the little boy's section at Primark. I'm so happy

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Im slowly becoming obsessed with spider man

My obsessions get really bad, guys.

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I wanna be the cool kid at school who has blue hair since no one has dyed hair except for a few girls who only dyed a small strands Blonde like wow you're so brave for that (not hating)

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I want to have blue hair with no bleach UGH

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To all the #undiagnosed people out there

I deal with really bad anxiety, I live with it every day, and i can't pass a day without being anxious. I also think I might be having ADHD but I'll check a doctor once I grow up because my parents don't believe in seeing a therapist. I spent all my 11 years at school struggling with it, and I don't want to deal with it for my last senior year, I want this year to be my most normal year because I never got to experience one, so I'm thinking on skipping the therapist part and buy some medications, Anti depressants/anxiety or 600mg+ Ashwagandha

Yesterday, I went to the pharmacy with my mom to just check and compare the prices with online pharmacies, and the pharmacist told us that I should be above 18 or ask a doctor if we're being honest here I don't really care at all. But this might make my mom hesitant to whether buy it for me or leave me living like this, if she didn't let me I will get it behind her back, I told her I want 600mg, but if I will get it without her knowing I will definitely get a higher dose lmao.

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A thing i wrote yesterday in the morning about daydreaming of things that you can't have called "The Need" because I couldn't sleep.

The Need

Look around... watch the world pass by.

Like open windows, can't just jump out of it.

But oh, those years you're spending here, a fake vacation.

Honey, don't you see? You're on a fake vacation...

No, tell me, what is it you wanna see?

Does it change your reality, or does it give what you lack?

No, tell me, what is it you wanna feel?

A change of emotions, or the silence of a brain?

With no lectures coming from your own soul. Quiet household living in your hush skin.

To grow a sound, must get strong to feel it all.

Could be too fool to catch the moon and guid it through.

But oh those years you're spending here, a fake vacation.

Honey, don't you see, you're trying to catch the moon.

No, tell me, what is it you wanna see?

Does it change your reality, or does it give what you lack?

No, tell me, what is it you wanna feel?

A change of emotions, or the silence of a brain.

With no lectures coming from your own soul. Quiet household living in your hush skin. Heart resting under your heavy bones. Loud noises leaving shadows on your ears.

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I got kicked out of a community for being a pedo? I dont even know what I posted and it wont let me see it, besides im 16 why would I want to be one ew?

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I made this account for fun there is nothing more to it stop asking me in private about my intensions I just wanna have peaceful fun im not going to give you what you want don't even try and I'm not here to call random men on the internet daddy okayyyyyyyy? Gosh ❤️