We're All Flawed

" I'm a good man; I'm a good cop. I'm a good father, which is something you know nothing about. You don't know what it's like to fight for someone that you love; you left." Independent roleplay blog for matt parkman from the NBC series Heroes

[twoonefifty-blog]

Of Debris

[biblxcal-archive]

“It has everything to do with Janice and you know  it.”

It’s a sneer that comes from him as he stares at Matt. This guy was every level self conscious and it would have been pathetic had Sylar not known the core reason. His father. Universal problem. Shared frayed thread. He wouldn’t mention it though.

“You’ve got a soft spot for women like her.”

[twoonefifty-blog]

He was tired of hearing his wife’s name coming out of Sylar’s mouth. Why he allowed himself to stand here and listen was beyond him. Or was it? Did he think that he might deserve it? Deserve to hear all this, all his faults, his insecurities on display before him? Was that it? Punishment by default was something that happened a lot. Punishment by psycho serial killer? Now that seemed stupid.

“You’re a sick son of a bitch. You’d say anything to tear me apart. But I’m not breaking, Sylar. I won’t.”

[gxdsend-deactivated20190921]

“Matt, there’s difference between professional help and having family pester the truth out of someone. Maybe with time a psychiatrist will be helpful to her, but not you bugging her every five minutes about what’s wrong. Molly doesn’t need that, okay?”

[twoonefifty-blog]

He let out a heavy sigh but nodded. He knew she was right. But he was reluctant. “Can’t she have a friend instead? Couldn’t you be her friend? I mean, I don’t trust a lot of people with Molly. And I’d rather have her talking to someone that I can trust with her.”

[inviisum-deactivated20170904]

“I have a friend - well, more like an acquaintance - who’s in some trouble. He’s like us and is in a tight jam. If we don’t get to him soon, it’s not him that I’m worried about. It’s the people around him. Specifically old friends of yours in the force.”

[twoonefifty-blog]

That startled him. And he was already standing. But not agreeing. Not yet. He knew he wasn’t lying. Was he lying?  “What is it? And what am I going to do about it?”

[noonexdies-blog]

She knew that was a possibility that they wouldn’t come and why would they? Coming down here was dangerous with the Haitian nearby. But still there was that hope that maybe she meant so much more to Peter than this war did. That was selfish thinking. “They won’t come- and they won’t be frightened away. Ever think you’re on the wrong side, Parkman?” 

[twoonefifty-blog]

Maybe he had thought about it. A while ago. Because they had gotten his family killed. Before everything he had had turned to ash in his hands, staining through his skin. No, he wasn’t on the wrong side. He had learned to reason with himself. The winning side was never the wrong side. “You think I’d rather be hiding, running from my life? Having my face plastered all over the world as a wanted criminal? You think I’d rather be like you, meaningless? No, Niki, I don’t think that I’m on the wrong side. I know I’m not.”

[sylar-tumbleweeds-deactivated20]

Molly & Matt / Molly & Mohinder

[megandithor-deactivated20211228]

Heroes 30 Day Challenge

Day Seventeen » A Character You Wanted Less Of

Janice Parkman

[twoonefifty-blog]

no offense but i want to set you on fire

[biblxcal-archive]

❤ twoonefifty

meme

I would kill for you. • I would make love to you. • I would fuck you. • I would protect you. • I would hurt you for a selfish cause. • I wish we had more in common. • I want nothing to do with you. • I want to see you cry. • I want a future with you. • I want to destroy your future. • I do not care what you do. • I am indifferent towards you. • I want children with you. • I love you ( platonically ) • I love you ( romantically ) • I love you life family. • You are my family. • I could fall in love with you. • I would lie for you. • I would fight by your side. • I will never let you go. • I would hold you while you cried. • I would hug you. • I want to kiss you. • I would stay by your bedside if you were ill. • I want to fall asleep with you in my arms. • I want to forget you. • I will never forget you.• I only want to make you proud. • I wish I could make you happy. • You deserve nothing. • I will never forgive you. • You confuse me.

[citydin]

[disillusionedhumanityarchive]

   Overall it’s one of her better conversations with a stranger.    She had a tendency to make  more  enemies  than friends    some days. Not that  he  can be considered either one just    yet. It’s  too  early  to  tell. “I don’t mind. I’ve always found    anonymity to be freeing. You can’t speak the same way to    your friends or family, with a stranger it’s easier.”

[twoonefifty-blog]

It was funny he had never considered that. But it was true. Family, friends they came with expectations. And he was always barely skimming the line. He knew when he was letting down and was in constant fear when he wasn’t that he was about to. “Don’t have to worry about feelings getting hurt.”

[savexourselves-blog]

“Basically, yeah. And if they’re innocent? I fly them out. Pretty simple.”

[twoonefifty-blog]

“And when someone finds out a US senator and a cop are breaking people out of jail? You go on TV and make some fancy speech about justice?”

[noonexdies-blog]

‘Yeah, I was part of it for awhile but just another person in the mess of others. Besides you captured me then, didn’t get anything did you?” She challenged. She just wanted to go home- tomorrow was the anniversary and she could feel her emotions wrecking her insides.

[twoonefifty-blog]

“Right now you’re our best bet at getting one of them down here.” he said, wanting to sound more confident than he was. But he knew that he was feeling more flighty than steady. He leaned forward. “And if no one comes, if not even your boyfriend Petrelli, looks like we’re going to have make you an example. Collateral damage.”

[inviisum-deactivated20170904]

“You don’t. I suppose giving me some rope and hoping I don’t hang myself with it is in order.”

[twoonefifty-blog]

“What exactly is it you want?”

[twoonefifty-blog]

Of Debris

[twoonefifty-blog]

biblxcal:

He saw his mother again, saw the innocence, the childlike clinginess that she operated with. Sometimes he burned with hatred towards her, that feeling that she had kept him on a leash his entire life. He wondered what sort of man he could have been had she just let him go. And yet other days he wanted her near again, he wanted to be able to hear her voice again.

His eyes turned away from Parkman and he drew in a breath and shook his head.

“Well at least she didn’t rub her filth off on her son like Janice does- having random guys in here all the time when you weren’t home.”

Sylar wants it t cut deep. And it pisses himself off. It does, of course he does. Janice has always been open sore someplace on him. Even before they were married he was worried. Worried that he just might not be enough. Turned out he wasn’t. Never could be. And then she was back, gone again. Mistakes made but he never knew where to fix it. Open sore.

“You’re covered in some kind of filth. Can’t get it off of you. Janice has nothing to do with this.”

[regenerable]

"Have you ever been afraid like this?"

Claire shook her head, unable to find words for a moment.  There wasn’t much that could really threaten her, but if those agents outside captured her… she hated to seem dramatic, but her life would essentially be over for the foreseeable future.  

“No, I haven’t,” she murmured finally, eyes wide as she glanced over at Parkman.  "We can’t let them find us, Matt.”

[regenerable]

Claire was relieved when Matt offered to use his ability for this, at least.  It couldn’t take that much to confuse the agents enough to let the two of them pass by undetected and get to safety.  From there, she’d figure out her own way, and Matt could get back to his family and protect them.  It was a win-win.

She nodded, then paused by the door to listen.  Heavy footsteps approached. “I think someone’s coming,” she whispered.  Other doors in the hallway opened and closed.  

“They’re checking all the rooms, and they’re getting closer to this one.  Now would be the time to act, if we’re going to get out of here.”  

[twoonefifty-blog]

He knew this was the least he could do for Claire after refusing. He had handed out his abilities too much to the people around them. And it always ended up getting him in hot water. He helped Angela Petrelli and that had nearly gotten him killed. He knew it wasn’t fair. Claire hadn’t been apart of the bad things. Claire had never gotten him into any sort of trouble.

He gave her a nod of his head and then looked at the door. They’d see an empty room. Once they had looked inside then they’d move to the next. And he and Claire could slip out, unseen.

“Once the door opens count to five and then we can go. Okay?”

[citydin]

make me choose; ventimigrillo asked: nathan petrelli or matt parkman?

[twoonefifty-blog]

biblxcal:

“Are you seriously bringing that up again?”

“I just want my five grand.”