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Hello, i just discovered this blog and i really want to read your work more. If you don't mind can i request malleus x reader where reader feeling empty or brunedout due to study and overblots. You can edit it as you like or write as headcanon or one short it depends on you. Well have nice day/night.
ā Tea for the Prefect : Malleus Draconia
tags: hurt/comfort, fluff, burnout, reader is the prefect, gn! reader, ch.5 spoilers!
desc: upon noticing your growing distress, malleus takes matters into his own hands and bestows a gift of relaxation upon you. sleep well, dear prefect.
a/n: finally being more consistent with posts!! thank you for the request! I thought this was a lovely concept and a great opportunity for some lovely stress comfort fluff! also, I love writing for malleus! the reader in this is the prefect, but the reader is not explicitly yuu! with that, enjoy! ā winnie <3
Time is fleeting, whether he likes it or not.
Such is a fact that Malleus is painfully aware of. Every day that passes is but a fraction of his extended lifespan.
That is until he met you.
Most people talk about time flying when oneās having fun, but for Malleus, time slows when heās with you. Being in your presence reminds him of all the little things life has to offer. Despite his extended lifespan, he chooses to live in the present nowadays simply because youāre a part of it.
That being said, heās still able to pick up on things when they happen so suddenly.
Like your fatigue.
Malleus is unaware if your fatigue slowly built up in terms of a human lifespan, but to a fae like him, it seemed almost immediate. However, he knows full well that it isnāt without reason.
After Ashengrottoās overblot, he conversed with you out of curiosity, questioning how you used the advice heād given you earlier. Thatās when he learned that youād been handling student overblots since your arrival on campus. Lilia further confirmed this fact, noting your involvement in Kingscholarās overblot as well.
He didnāt realize how emotionally taxing it mustāve been until recently.
After Schoenheit was pulled from his overblotted state, Malleus appeared. He witnessed the aftermath firsthand.
More importantly, he could see the exhaustion in your eyes. He noticed the way you tiredly limped backstage once heād repaired the stadium, and saw the way you brushed off your situation.
When he asked you about it, you insisted that it was nothing.
After that conversation, many things clicked into place for him. Not only did you deal with these treacherous battles without the use of magic, but you did so in tandem with your studies and other responsibilities. You had an incredible amount on your plate and everyone seemed content to continuously pile more and more atop it. He had to wonder if you truly ever allowed yourself the opportunity to rest.
Malleus, in good conscience, cannot sit by and allow you to remain in a perpetual state of stress and exhaustion. Youāre precious to him, his dearest treasure, and if he can prevent you from losing your luster, he will.
Given your mortal lifespan is already so limited, he refuses to watch you crash and burn out.
So, he decides heāll lend you some much needed assistance.
After a week of testing and schoolwork, the weekend finally arrives. The first thing Malleus does is convince Grim to stay at Diasomnia for the weekend. Silver (and, begrudgingly, Sebek) agree to watch over the small feline. A promise of food is all it takes.
Then, Malleus gathers various things he remembers that you like from your various conversations: tea, biscuits, warm blankets, and a book about gargoyles that youād wanted to borrow from him.
With that, he sets off to your dorm, announcing that heāll return the following morning. The fae certainly hopes you wonāt mind him spending the night. Either way, he merely wants you to relax. Surely, you wonāt turn him away.
Upon arrival, he knocks curtly on the door. While he typically preferred strolls around the quiet forests of Ramshackle, he didnāt mind having a day in at your request. You seem to enjoy cozy things when stressed, so he hopes this is enough.
You soon answer the door, a panicked expression on your face. āTsunotaro! Have you seen Grim? He ran off earlier, and he didnāt say anything!ā you insist. Malleus gives you a simple smile.
āHeās spending time with Silver and Sebek at Diasomnia. My apologies, I thought he left you a message. Heāll be there for the weekend,ā Malleus explains. You heave out a relieved sigh, leaning against the door frame.
āThank the Seven! He really needs to tell me before he runs off⦠but wait. Really? Heās staying at Diasomnia? Are you sure you donāt mindā¦?ā you ask nervously. Malleus chuckles and shakes his head.
āLilia is in charge for the weekend. I assure you, he can handle a few unruly creatures. He quite likes the challenge, actually. He doesnāt mind,ā Malleus starts. āActually, I was hoping youād allow me to stay with you. Iād enjoy your company.ā
You regard him with wide eyes for a moment before stepping aside. āSure, I donāt mind. Come in,ā you say. āAh, but itās a bit of a mess. Iām sorryā itās been a hectic week.ā
Malleus walks in and glances around. Sure enough, itās a bit disorganized. Papers are strewn across the floor and judging by the mess of blankets by the table, heās certain that youāve been sleeping while studying.
āNo need to offer apologies to me, Prefect. Actually, itās fitting for the topic of conversation I wanted to bring up.ā Malleus continues, āfrom what Iāve noticed, you seem overwhelmed. Iāve even heard that youāve been falling asleep in class. Are you resting properly?ā
He watches as you deflate, walking over to the couch and sinking down into it. With a sigh, you respond.
āIām glad someone noticed. Iām exhausted, Tsunotaro. Our useless Headmage doesnāt help with overblots or money, so Iāve been working at the Lounge on top of everything elseā
āNot to mention, I need to help Grim study so he doesnāt get caught in any dealings with Azul again. With everything going on, I hardly have time to sleep! Iām so tired⦠Iām really sorry, Malleus. Iāve been so busy that Iāve hardly had time to spend talking with you,ā you mumble sadly. Malleus walks over and seats himself next to you.
āWhy apologize to me, dear Prefect?ā he questions. You huff and lean against him, shutting your eyes.
āI actually enjoy your company, but Iāve been so busy. Iāve skipped so many of our usual late night walks. I miss spending time with you,ā you express. Malleus canāt help but give a fond smile in response. He gently runs his fingers through your hair as he hums.
āIāve felt deprived of your company, but Iāve never once blamed you for such a thing. Donāt you think youāre the last person who owes anyone else an apology? Youāre an unwilling participant in all the messes you find yourself in,ā Malleus mentions. You sigh quietly.
āThatās true, but if I donāt take care of the overblots, who will? We both know Crowley wonāt do a thing,ā you mutter, a tinge of bitterness in your tone. Malleus chuckles lightly.
āForgive me if it came off in this manner, but I wasnāt suggesting that you change your ways. I quite like you the way you are now, even with your needless prying into dangerous trouble,ā he teases lightly. āAll Iām requesting is that, when you find itās too much to bear on your own, you allow me to take care of you.ā
You pause. Met with silence, Malleus turns to face you, shocked to find your face red with fluster. You let out a shaky breath and smile, looking down.
āDonāt say things so cryptically like that, Tsunotaro. If you do, someone might mistake it for a confession, yāknow,ā you mumble under your breath. Malleus regards you with a gentle expression, placing a finger on your chin and lifting your head to meet his gaze.
āPerhaps I wish for it to be taken in such a way. Have you considered that? If youād prefer me to properly court you in order to be convinced, I donāt mind. Though, I thought itād be best to inform you of my intentions at the very least,ā he says with a smirk. You find yourself speechless, unable to tear your eyes away from his gaze.
Malleus awaits your response patiently, and once you find your bearings, you sputter out a response.
āI-Iāve never considered that, but Iād be happy to accept your feelings,ā you whisper. āOh, but no courtingā please, I can only handle so much embarrassment. I donāt wanna know how far youād go if I let you court me.ā
Malleus smiles, leaning in to peck your lips softly before pulling back. āIād only go as far as fae tradition allows. Alas, Iāll respect your wishes. If you accept my feelings, will you allow me to take care of you?ā he asks. You return his smile and nod.
āPlease. Iād appreciate it, Tsunotaro,ā you say. With your permission, Malleus quickly gets to work.
A quick spell organizes the disarray that was once your lounging area. Then, he steeps the tea and prepares the snacks that he brought. He refuses to let you lift a finger to assist, insisting that you remain seated.
Once he pours you a cup, heās happy to see the way your tense frame relaxes as you take a sip. Your dull eyes regain their shine as you both chatter away about whatever you please.
When he notices you yawn one too many times, he carries you to bed, much to your embarrassment. After changing into more comfortable clothing, he joins you in bed.
Sitting up, he allows you to wrap your arms around his waist and lay in his lap. In one of his hands, he holds the book youād wanted to borrow, reading the contents aloud to you. With his other free hand, he gently runs away the knots in your back.
Malleus glances down every couple of minutes. Your expression of bliss and comfort brings warmth to his heart. Itās a far cry from your exhaustion earlier, the bags beneath your eyes slowly fading away.
āMm⦠Tsunotaro. ām gonna fall asleep soon,ā you mumble tiredly. Malleus hums in acknowledgment, shutting the book and setting it on the nightstand.
āThen sleep, my dear,ā he insists, idly running his fingers through your hair. You shift your body to look up at him.
āWill you stay here? Please?ā you ask. Malleus smiles, leaning down to kiss you gently.
āAs promised earlier, Iāll remain by your side. When you awaken, I will be here to greet you, so fret not,ā he assured gently. You grin, leaning up to steal another kiss before laying back down.
āAlright then. Good night, Malleus. And thank you for helping me.ā
Malleus smiles.
āOf course. You neednāt thank me. Youāre my dearest treasure, and these simple things are merely proof of that,ā he says. He watches quietly as you quietly drift off into slumber, your built up exhaustion finally catching up with you. Smiling, he leans down and kisses your forehead gently, whispering one last thing before falling asleep by your side.
Oh gosh I just stumbled on your writings your writing is so nice!, and I loved in a relationship with jamil and floyd they were so good š,im sorry if your getting a buncha these now may I request in a relationship with azul if thats ok?
ā With You ~ Azul Ashengrotto
summary: the highly requested in a relationship with Azul! usual three categories! crushing, confession, and dating!
a/n: I adore azulā this just took me forever bc of writerās block! but!! here he is! iāll probably spin a wheel for who I do next, but if youāre curious, the current requested are: jack, epel, sebek, kalim, riddle, jade, and vil! so if you were looking out for them, theyāre coming soon! also, iāve been considering making a tag list, so yeah! anyway, enjoy azul!! ā winnie <3
ā starry - eyed !
Ā» Azul is the type to vehemently deny any feelings he may have towards you. When you first met, he assumed that his interest in you was nothing more than seeing you as a potential business prospect. He kept a close eye on you, but as time went on, his excuses became feeble in the face of what he felt.
Ā» Heād keep insisting that your meetups are ābusiness research,ā even going as far as taking notes after every meeting in hopes to convince himself that thatās all it was. However, as time goes on, he finds that he doesnāt even think about finances or his business when heās with you. He becomes entirely invested in conversations with you and the happenings of your life.
Ā» Upon realizing that he isnāt doing the āresearchā he foolishly told himself he was doing, his avoidant tactics only increase in strength. He didnāt like youā he couldnāt.
Ā» He wants to convince himself that itās bad business to get emotionally involvedā that thereās no room for romance in his world, but deep down, he knows itās all an excuse. Truth be told, Azul is terrified at the prospect of liking you.
Ā» With his history of bullying, Azul doesnāt have much of a positive self-image. The people close to him know that his confidence is fragile, and the bravado he hides behind is built on a foundation of power. However, when it comes to the romance world, Azul is playing on an even field with everyone else that may like you.
Ā» In such a world, Azul fears that he has nothing to offer you.
Ā» Youāre kind and generous in a way no one else is. Azulās underhanded tactics arenāt a suitable offering for you. And if power and money doesnāt appeal to youā what then? What can Azul possibly offer to you? What did he have that made him the most suitable option out of the countless people vying for your hand?
Ā» Nothing. Thatās what. Thatās why Azul cannot like you. Because if he did, itād be futile.
Ā» There is no contract. Heād be giving his whole heart to you with no guarantee that youād give anything in return. Heād leave himself vulnerable to being positively crushed by rejection. He could handle losing in businessā such losses came with the field, but in love? Tell himā what proven strategies can be put in place to prevent pain or heartbreak? What insurance is there when your heart is tattered with the pain of rejection?
Ā» There is none, and Azul knows this for certain. However, as time goes on, he finds himself unable to deny his feelings any longer as he spends more time with you.
Ā» You happily listen to his business ramblings, propose event ideas for the Lounge, and youāve even mastered the art of reigning in the Leech Twins. You fit in so perfectly into his life, but that only terrifies him more. He finds himself scared of losing you, but unable to commit himself to the idea of being infatuated by you.
Ā» In response to this standstill, he draws away from you. This way, he becomes used to your absence instead of your presence. Then, should you learn of his feelings, the rejection wonāt feel as harsh.
Ā» What he doesnāt anticipate, however, is that you take notice. You recognize this behavior almost immediately. Not only that, you call him out on it.
Ā» āAzul, why are you avoiding me?ā you ask as you walk into the VIP room. Azul pauses, surprised at your sudden presence.
Ā» āIā well⦠What gave you such an idea?ā he questions, attempting to play oblivious. You roll your eyes.
Ā» āAshengrotto. I know you better than most. I can see through that farce of yours. Iām not mad or anything, Iām just worried,ā you say as you sit in front of him. āIs it the lounge? Studying? Do you need my help with something?ā
Ā» The gentleness in your tone warms his heart. His face flushes red involuntarily. āWhat would you want in return?ā he questions. You laugh.
Ā» āThis again? Nothing, Azul. I just want to help you because I like seeing you happy. So? Did something happen?ā you ask, tilting your head curiously. Azul looks away, biting back a fond smile.
Ā» He supposes that, if youāre offering, he might as well get clarification on his situation. Of course, he does so without telling you itās about you.
Ā» After he explains everything, you hum a bit.
Ā» āWell, why are you so hung up on what you bring to the table?ā you inquire. Azul halts.
Ā» āPardon?ā Azul tilts his head.
Ā» āWell, what I mean is that a relationship isnāt transactional, yāknow? Itās not about if you can bring āpowerā or āmoneyā to a relationship. In fact, Iād say that thatās useless,ā you insist. Azul hums.
Ā» āThen, what do you suppose is the most important quality?ā he asks.
Ā» You smile softly. āAside from being a decent person? Whether or not the person you like likes you back. I know you donāt like things being out of your control, but thatās the truth. I meanā you like this person because you simply enjoy their company, right? Not because they bring anything to you,ā you explain. Azul nods.
Ā» āThat⦠is correct,ā he mumbles.
Ā» āExactly. So, whoās to say itās any different for them? If they like your company, thatās more than enough. They wonāt need power, fame, money, or any of that. In a relationship, you and your effort are enough, Azul.ā
Ā» Azulās eyes go wide as you explain that to him. While yes, itās a simple concept, itās something an over thinker like him easily forgets. He canāt help but smile softly and thank you for your advice.
Ā» Itās then and there that he decides he must confess to you. Not only did he already like you, but the way you approached his problem with a level head and a kind demeanor only solidified to him that you completed him. When he approached a situation with logic, you reminded him that sometimes, it was better to be emotional. And when he got too emotional, you grounded him with logic. Above all else, though, you support him through so much.
Ā» And Azul is nothing if not competitive. He refused to lose to someone else. He had to show initiative and confess to you first. If he does, youād know how serious he is about you.
Ā» With that, he quickly starts drafting up a few ideas.
ā say the words !
Ā» In the journey to come up with the perfect confession to win your affections, Azul faces many obstacles. The biggest one being his competition.
Ā» Azul tasked Jade and Floyd to keep tabs on people who also sought your companionship. This resulted in the knowledge that, apparently, you were getting confessed to on a near weekly basis. Jade mentioned a few names, but they were all faceless students that he didnāt quite remember.
Ā» While Floyd, with a strangely giddy expression, would always report that you rejected the potential suitor, Azul still became nervous. Would the next confession be a rejection, or would you accept? How would his confession stand out amid so many others? Were you even interested in romance, or did you already have someone else in mind?
Ā» Eventually, Azul decides that collaboration is the best way to go about it. Attempting to find an idea himself is like talking into an echo chamberā it results in no progress. Initially, he turns to the twins for assistance, but they both give him eerie smiles. Instead of helping, they insist that itās āfun to watch him figure things out,ā thus denying any assistance.
Ā» Azul knows he wonāt be able to convince them otherwise, so he seeks help elsewhere. He considers a few options: Jamil, Riddle, and Ruggie, but ultimately decides that those are people heād rather not be open and vulnerable with. Eventually, he settles on discussing the matter with Idia during their club hours. While he was certain the other lacked romantic knowledge, he at least knew that heād receive brutal honesty in regards to the situation.
Ā» āIdia. I have an inquiry regarding a personal matter,ā Azul starts. Idia narrows his eyes at him.
Ā» āUh⦠I have no interest in your shady dealings,ā he mumbles. Azul huffs.
Ā» āIt has nothing to do with my perfectly sound business practices!ā Azul shakes his head. āActually, it has to do with romance.ā
Ā» āHuh?! Romance?! Whaaat⦠so even a shady antagonist can have a heart,ā Idia mumbles before continuing. āUhhh my knowledge doesnāt extend beyond video games. Why bother asking me?ā
Ā» āBecause I know youāll be impartial. Anyway, I have a⦠friend that Iām rather fond of,ā Azul starts, but Idia quickly cuts him off.
Ā» āNot to ruin your moment, but I know who youāre talking about. Youāve got low-tier stealth stats. Itās obvious you like them,ā Idia mentions with a sigh. āI mean, theyāre oblivious to it, but still. Iām guessing you want some s-rank confession to woo them?ā
Ā» Azul pauses, shutting his mouth and huffing. āYes, I want to⦠āwooā them. I have no idea how, though. Iāve drafted countless ideas, but all of them seem plain. During lunch hardly seems romantic, and the beach seems cliche. Iām at a loss,ā Azul admits. Idia stares at him for a few moments.
Ā» āPlease tell me this is some weird joke. Are you being real right now?ā Idia deadpans.
Ā» āWhat? Iām hardly joking! Iām truly at a loss. Why else would I request assistance?ā Azul mutters. Idia groans.
Ā» āThis is like grinding hours for a total OP secret weapon, then not even using it in the final battle,ā Idia mumbles. āYou have your glitzy lounge, right? Close it for a day and confess there. Seriously, Iām a newbie in romance and I could even think of that.ā
Ā» Azul goes silent as he thinks about it. Heād always viewed the Monstro Lounge as nothing more than a business prospect. Though, the atmosphere was certainly ideal. He made sure of it himself. You did quite enjoy studying there, too.
Ā» Azul let out a long sigh. It was so obvious that he almost wanted to slap himself for not seeing it sooner.
Ā» āThat is a great idea, Idia. Thank you. Iāll close it down early Friday night, then. Now, if youāll excuse me. I have many preparations to make. And a lifetime of embarrassment to work through for not realizing such a simple solution,ā Azul insists, quickly leaving the club room.
Ā» With that, his plan is in motion. Jade and Floyd, while not willing to help him previously, are now willing to help put his plan into motion. They ensure that the Lounge is fully closed that night and pass on the invitation to you. Floyd cooks a specialized menu Azul put together, and Jade helps decorate for the occasion.
Ā» After everything is ready, Azul awaits your arrival nervously. Floyd and Jade keep him company, though mostly tease him for being so clearly anxious.
Ā» āAzul. At this rate, Iām afraid youāll break the seat with how tightly youāre gripping it,ā Jade mentions. Azul straightens, pulling his hands away from the chair heād been leaning on.
Ā» āEh? To be fair his nervousness could be faaaaar worse. Imagine if we told him what we saw earlier~ā Floyd teases. Azul tenses.
Ā» āOya, Floyd. We said we wouldnāt mention that to him. Now look at him. Heās even more fearful than before.ā Jade smiles simply. Floyd laughs a bit.
Ā» āAh, well. Too late~ You know, they got confessed to earlier. It was another random bottom feeder, but~ figured itād be better that you knew,ā Floyd sings, smirking. Jade chuckles.
Ā» āIt shouldnāt be an issue. Iām certain,ā Jade says. Before Azul can pry for details, footsteps echo through the lounge. āOh? Seems our guest of honor is here. Good luck, Azul.ā
Ā» With that, Jade leaves, Floyd following him out. Azul lets out a shaky sigh and turns to face you, putting on his usual expression as you walk over, eyes wide as you take in the decor. Dainty lights were strung overhead and gentle flowers decorated the tables.
Ā» āWow, this is pretty. I knew you were closing early today, but I had no idea it was for this. Whatās the occasion?ā you ask with a bright grin. Azul smiles, pulling out your chair for you.
Ā» āThereās no occasion. Itās simply a gift to you,ā Azul states, seating himself after you. You give him a teasing smirk.
Ā» āWhatās this? Azul Ashengrotto giving me a gift with no strings attached? Color me surprised~ā you hum. Azul blushes and rolls his eyes playfully.
Ā» āYou're speaking as if this is a one-time occasion. Iāve gifted you plenty in the past, you know. Or have you forgotten my generosity already?ā Azul asks, faking a pout. You laugh gently.
Ā» āOf course I havenāt forgotten. I could never forget the generosity and kindness that rivals that of the Sea Witch. I dunno⦠I guess it almost makes me feel special!ā you mention. Azul pauses for a moment before looking at you.
Ā» āItās because you are special,ā he blurts out suddenly. Your eyes widen and you go speechless. For a moment, the silence weighs heavy between you both before he clears his throat.
Ā» āForgive me⦠I know youāve already leant your ear to another for a confession today, but could you listen to one more?ā Azul asks softly, vulnerability lacing his tone. You wordlessly nod, keeping your eyes on him. Azul shifts a bit under your gaze but persists.
Ā» āIāve felt this strong affinity for you for quite some time now. At first, I thought it was just a mutually beneficial friendship, but then⦠I realized it was more than that. I tried to distance myself out of fear, but you managed to stop me before I could get far. Youāve always been good at recognizing when somethingās troubling me.ā Azul gives you a fond smile before continuing.
Ā» āYou reminded me that relationships donāt need to be transactional. That Iām enough. I greatly enjoy your company. I know you donāt want my money or my power, but it feels wrong to confess empty-handed. So, instead, in this verbal contract, Iād like to offer you two things.
Ā» āFirst, a promise. I promise to do all in my power to make you happy, and to be a suitable partner. But more importantly, Iād like to offer you my heart. I cherish you more than any other. All I ask for in return⦠is an answer. Will you accept my confession, and the terms of my verbal contract?ā Azul looks at you with bated breath. The air is tense and you donāt say a word, but soon, a few tears slip down your cheeks. Azulās eyes widen and he rushes to your side.
Ā» Before he can inquire about your well-being, you wrap your arms tightly around him, nuzzling your face in his neck.
Ā» āDo you have any idea how long Iāve been waiting for that? Great Seven, Iāve rejected so many people just hoping that you might eventually say something. Yes. Of course Iāll accept. Iād love to be with you, Azul,ā you express happily. Azul lets out a relieved sigh, embracing you and reveling in the feeling.
Ā» āIām sorry to have kept you waiting. You have my sincerest apologies,ā Azul mumbles. You shake your head, pulling back to smile at him.
Ā» āYouāll always be worth the wait, Azul.ā
ā at last , with you !
Ā» Unsurprisingly, given that they were eavesdropping the entire time, the Leech twins are the first to learn about you and Azulās relationship. Now that you two are together, they reveal that theyāve known the feeling was mutual the entire time.
Ā» Azul gapes at them, angrily asking why they hadnāt said anything sooner. Naturally, they respond that itās far more interesting to let these things play out without interference. As irritated as he is at the notion, Azul feels grateful. He feels much more sound in his decision since he had time to truly think it over.
Ā» However, that brings up more curious questions to him. How long have you liked him? Who else knew of your feelings? Was he the only one kept in the dark?
Ā» With a laugh, you express that youāve liked him for quite some time now. This shocks Azul beyond words, but it also makes him feel elated and secure in his relationship with you. He canāt help but feel just a tad cocky. All of these people were confessing to you, yet you still chose him? Itās quite the phenomenon!
Ā» Of course, as usual, you insist that heās the phenomenal one. You waited for him because you loved him, and thatās a fact he should never doubt. Azul knows itāll be a struggle to get past his insecurities fully, but when heās with you, it feels like that goal is far more manageable.
Ā» As your relationship develops, you two eventually find a nice balance. Azul is still running a business in tandem with his studies, so he gets incredibly busy, but you have your own obligations, too. Youād think that youād have no time to spend together, but Azul goes out of his way to make time for you.
Ā» Whether youāre silently reading in his office while he works, or heās going over paperwork in your room while youāre studying, you two always find ways to spend time together. Even if itās just being together in silence while youāre both working, Azul feels at home. Being in your presence is enough to soothe him.
Ā» However, every so often, your schedules align and youāre able to go on a proper date together. Azul plans these as far in advance as he possibly can. The moment he notices that your free time lines up, heās planning a proper date with you.
Ā» Azul is (secretly) a hopeless romantic, so he adores having romantic dates with you. When caught up in a cold world filled with emotionless business decisions, it feels nice for him to be able to step away into the warmth of your company. So, his dates reflect that accordingly. Whether it be a private dinner or a stroll beneath the stars, he makes sure every date is one to remember.
Ā» You allow Azul to be himself when heās with you. He isnāt trying to run a business, make deals, or keep his grades up. There is no facade for him to upkeep when with you. Heās the same, sensitive octomer that he's always been ever since he was young.
Ā» At first, Azul is still weary of being vulnerable around you. After all, youāre his beloved partner! He canāt stand to show a shameless side of himself to you. He wants you to think highly of him. He wants to show you his best. He canāt imagine what you might think of him if he were to show you that younger, weaker side of himself, let alone his merform!
Ā» This all changes after his overblot, though. You easily notice the build-up of stress and the increase in contracts, given that youāre always by Azulās side. In the beginning, you turn a blind eye to it all, but once your friends get involved, itās hard for you to play clueless much longer.
Ā» You assist in the plan to take him down, fully expecting Azul to hate you for it. Azul expects much of the same. He took things too far, and he hurt you. When you tried to get him to stop on your own, he didnāt listen. Instead, he pushed himself beyond what he was capable of and showcased the ugliest parts of himself to you.
Ā» When he wakes up, you expect him to be angry. Instead, youāre met with a look of sorrowful shame. Azul canāt meet your gaze, face flushed red and eyes glossy with tears.
Ā» āI-Iām sorry⦠Iāve shown you something so unsightly and I nearly hurt you,ā he mumbles. He mentally braces himself for the breakupā for you to turn away and leave him behind. The worst part about it? Heās powerless to stop you. Heās lost all of his contracts, but he doesnāt care about that anymore if it means losing you, too.
Ā» However, heās surprised to find that you donāt leave. You let out a relieved sigh, smiling at him warmly.
Ā» āAzul. Iām hurt that you went that far, but Iām more hurt that you didnāt tell me you were struggling so much. I love you. All parts of you. You didnāt show me anything strange. In fact, Iām glad I saw everything,ā you explain gently, leaning your head against his.
Ā» Azul regards you with a fragile expression, eyes wide. āYou⦠arenāt leaving? Why? Why stay?ā Azul questions. You hum gently, running your fingers through his hair.
Ā» āBecause one mistake doesnāt define who you are as a person. Youāre still my Azul, even with your past, present, and future mistakes. I love you as is, good and bad. Iām just glad youāre okay,ā you mumble. Finally, in such an intimate moment, Azul fully lets his guard down and allows tears to slip.
Ā» āI thought I lost you, too. I donāt care for those petty contracts if it means youāll no longer love me,ā Azulās voice cracks as he speaks. You gently wipe his tears away, smiling as you pepper his face with gentle kisses.
Ā» āYou could never lose me, Azul. My heart is yours. Nothing will change that. Now, come on. You still need to heal, so rest. Iāll be here when you awaken again.ā
Ā» Throughout his recovery, you remain dutifully by Azulās side. He feels incredibly grateful to you for it. You saw the things he tried so hard to erase and accepted him in his entirety. His true form, his pain, his pastā none of it phased you. If anything, it gave you a better understanding of him.
Ā» Azul gradually returns to his usual, slightly arrogant self, but you can see the change clear as day. He still uses his usual dealings and business practices, but he no longer uses it as a means of coping with his perceived weakness. Instead, when he does feel that lingering doubt, he turns to you for support.
Ā» And when heās resting in your arms after a hard day of managing the lounge, he knows that he has no need to hoard power for the sake of protecting himself.
Ā» After all, his heart is in the most capable hands possible.
Ā» Heās yours. And thatās all heāll ever need.
desc: after realizing your potential as a leader (and seeing how much his dorm likes you), a certain housewarden asks you to be his vice leader.
a/n: AH. Iām really trying to work on requests but these sets are super long, but I wanted to get smthn out, so hereās a little gift! Something cute that I had in mind for a while! I hope you enjoy it!! ā winnie <3
Leona grits his teeth as he attempts to nap. No matter how hard he tries, the yelling in the dorm lounge is too loud for him to sleep through. His ears twitch and he rolls his eyes.
āRuggie. Go deal with them,ā he demands. Ruggie narrows his eyes.
āIām not your vice. Youāre the Housewarden. You do it. Iām in the middle of doing your laundry. Which, mind you, I get paid to do! Sorry, Leona~ā Ruggie snickers in response. Leona clicks his tongue and hauls himself up, skulking towards the dorm lounge.
Before he can speak up and tell the unruly few to pipe it down or take their fight elsewhere, another voice speaks up.
āOi! Whatāre you fighting about, huh? Whatās so important that youāre making it everyone elseās problem?ā a familiar voice demands. Leonaās brows raise curiously and he leans against the doorframe of the lounge. Smirking, his eyes follow you as you walk out from the kitchen towards the two Savanaclaw students whoād been fighting.
He watches in amusement as their heads immediately turn down at your arrival. Your presence was certainly something. You had an aura of power and intelligence that other Savanaclaw members lacked. Their athleticism was no match for you. It was clear in the way you carried yourself.
āItās nothing!ā one of the students insists. You cross your arms.
āClearly it isnāt. You arenāt fooling anyone,ā you mutter. āBesides, if itās gotten to the point that Jack had to get me, then clearly itās getting out of hand. So tell me. Are you done? If not, settle your spat outside.ā
āWeāre done. We donāt need to fight it outā it was a stupid argument anyway,ā one of them mumbles.
āYeah, weāre⦠ugh⦠sorry for causing this much of a scene,ā the other says. Leona watches as you give them a satisfied smile.
āHey. Cause a scene outside all you want. The dorm lounge isnāt the place for it, especially at this hour. Itās Leonaās nap time and surely, youād rather I be the one to tell you to pipe it down?ā you remind the pair. They both grimace at the reminder.
āWe forgotā youāre right. A scolding from the Housewarden would beā¦ā one of them trails off before shaking their head. Both of them scurry off rather quickly after that. Leona smirks before glancing back over at you.
You watch the pair run off before chucking softly. āLeona. I know youāre watching me,ā you say as your gaze settles on him. He gives a smug smile before walking over.
āThanks for dealing with that headache for me. Youāre right, I wouldāve been harsher. You shouldāve been harsher, too,ā Leona mumbles as he hangs his arm off you. You laugh and gently swat him away.
āIām used to dealing with them. And thereās no need to be harsh. Anyone couldāve handled that. Theyāre rowdy, not unruly,ā you state simply. Leona hums.
āSame shit. But I doubt theyād listen to just anyone. You know how Savanaclawās pecking order is. They wonāt listen to someone they donāt respect. Clearly, youāve made a name for yourself while I wasnāt looking. Planning on taking my place, herbivore?ā Leona questions teasingly. You bark out a laugh.
āAnd take on all that extra work? No thanks. I have enough on my plate. Iāll let you keep your title, Leona,ā you respond with a smirk. The lion shakes his head.
āYou sound like Ruggie when you say that,ā he mentions. You glance at him.
āHm. Makes sense. Only difference is that he gets paid to do shit for you,ā you comment. Leona raises a brow.
āOh? And why do you do shit for me, herbivore? Lookinā to get paid like Ruggie does?ā Leona asks. He almost expects you to respond in the affirmative, but you donāt. Instead, you give him a small smile.
āI happen to like you enough to do things without payment. Iām not struggling for money, either. Maybe I just wanna help out and take a few things off your plate~ā you say knowingly. Leona puts on a smug expression, but he canāt help the way his heart warms at your response.
Heās so used to having you around the dorm and putting the more rowdy brats in their place. Honestly, youāve done more for him than necessary. He questioned it at first, but now he knows that itās because you care about him. You take on a few extra tasks around his dorm so he can rest that few extra minutes.
The thing is, though, is that he knows you donāt do it because you think heās an incapable leader. You do it merely because it lets him put his focus on his other responsibilities. Your presence makes him a better leaderā a better king. Heād never say that openly, but maybeā¦
āOi, why donāt you become my vice?ā he asks. Youāre taken aback by the sudden question. You narrow your eyes at him for a moment.
āI thought you didnāt want a vice. Didnāt you say itād make someone feel second to you, and you didnāt want that?ā you inquire. Leona huffs out a laugh.
āIām asking you because I know you wouldnāt be second place to me. Youāre the only one capable of being my equal. It has to be you, herbivore. So?ā Leona looks at you expectantly. You close your eyes and hum for a moment in contemplation.
āIf thatās the case, then what reason do I have to deny? Plus, Iāll get a room upgrade out of it, wonāt I?ā you reply with a mischievous smirk. Leona rolls his eyes.
āAn opportunist, just like Ruggie. Why donāt you just move into my room? Weāre supposed to be equals, yāknow,ā Leona mentions.
āNow this just sounds like a ruse to get closer to me. Are you sure youāre not an opportunist, Kingscholar?ā
Leona smirks. āWho knows, herbivore? Either way. You agreed to it knowing that was a possibility, right? Youāll be a great leader regardless of my intentions.
āThereās no backing out now, Vice Housewarden.ā
Idia is in the lounge with a group of his dorm members and you. All of you are working together to do some basic maintenance on Orthoās systems. While this was usually something he tackled on his own, Ortho insisted on getting help from others, so it became something of a dorm project.
Idia narrows his eyes as he works on a small circuit. He glances over in your direction. āHey, can you hand me theāā
You quickly cut him off. āAlready got it. Here,ā you say as you hand him the tool he was about to ask you for. He canāt help but smile a bit. Itās like you could read his mindā¦
Someone else calls you over, and Idia watches as you walk off in their direction. He pauses for a moment to admire you.
You have a focused expression on your face. You know what youāre talking aboutā so much so that even the members of his dorm willingly turn to you for advice. Somehow, youāve gotten a dorm full of shut-ins to open up to you.
Naturally, Idia includes himself in that list.
Initially, he was weary of you, but you always showed interest in his games, technology, projectsā everything. You could easily follow along with his, admittedly, nerdy conversation topics. Eventually, you started helping him with smaller projects until it became you being invited to help with just about any project Ignihyde became involved in.
He was a little jealous because sometimes youād get asked to assist with things that had nothing to do with him, but you always seemed to prioritize his projects over others⦠It made him wonder.
Was it because he was the Housewarden? Or⦠did you prioritize him because you liked him?
The thought makes him blush and he quickly pushes it away. There was no way someone like you liked someone like him.
āNii-san? You seem distracted,ā Ortho pipes up from where heās sitting, awaiting the completion of his upgrades. Idia flinches and coughs awkwardly.
āI-Itās nothing, Ortho,ā he mumbles hurriedly. Ortho follows where his gaze was before his eyes brighten.
āYou were watchingā!ā Idia quickly cuts his brother off.
āA normie like them? Yeah, right. I wasnāt watching them,ā Idia insists, sounding almost dejected. Of course. Someone like you wouldnāt like someone like him.
Before he can continue on that train of thought, you approach him with a smile.
āIdia, are you done? We finished up the rest of the components. If you and Ortho are ready, we can start installation and diagnostics,ā you say with a kind smile. Idia jumps a bit before turning to you. The tips of his hair go pink.
At this very moment, he hopes you canāt read minds, considering you showed up right when he was thinking about you (though, he thought about you all the time, so maybe it wasnāt that much of a coincidence).
āY-Yeah! Iām ready. Ortho?ā Idia asks as he turns towards his younger brother. Ortho beams.
āAll set!ā he chimes. You return a bright smile and help Idia install the new components. All of it feels so natural to him. You, by his side and helping him with Ortho. He can tell that his brother adores you just as much, too.
āInstallation complete! Iāll start running diagnostics with the others,ā you say softly, turning back to the screens and typing away. Idiaās eyes linger on you, sighing as he watches you.
āTheyāre kinda like Ignihydeās Vice Housewarden, right?ā Ortho pipes up from where heās sat, wires attached to him as you run tests.
āHuhā¦? What do you mean?ā Idia asks.
āThey make your Housewarden duties easier! They help with Ignihydeās projects, make sure you show up to meetings, and deal with the other forms for you! Plus, the rest of Ignihyde seems to like them! They have a 99.9% approval rating, according to our dorm!ā Ortho explains. Idia sighs.
āWhy would they want to work with me, though?ā Idia mumbles.
āAccording to the data Iāve collected, thereās a high chance that they work with you because they enjoy your company, nii-san!ā Ortho insists. Idia feels his face flush red, pink creeping up his blue hair.
āWhat?! Thereās no way! Iām a total shut in! Thatās like saying the protagonist falls in love with some meaningless side character! It makes no sense!ā Idia sputters, but before his brother can respond, he hears a soft laugh from behind him.
āOrthoās right, yāknow. I enjoy your company,ā you say from behind him. Idia lets out a soft yell as he turns around to face you.
āWHā are you some ninja? Howād you sneak up on me like that?ā Idia asks. You shake your head.
āI called you a few times. You seemed distracted, though. The tests are done, though. Everythingās working properly!ā you chime happily. You approach Ortho and remove the connectors and wires. āHow do you feel, Ortho?ā
āI feel great! Thank you for the hard work!ā his brother responds brightly. Idiaās gaze softens.
Youāve always been so kind to Ortho, too. Most people donāt bother with his brother, but you⦠youāre different.
You said yourself that you enjoy his company, and Orthoās words from earlier lingered in his mind. Would it be so bad to have you there by his side all the time?
āHey⦠I have a questionā if you think itās total cringe you can just pretend I never asked,ā Idia mutters. Orthoās eyes sparkle knowingly as he looks between you both.
āI doubt itāll be cringe, Idia. What is it?ā you ask curiously. Idia wrings his hands together nervously.
āDo you wanna be Ignihydeās Vice Housewarden?ā Idia asks quickly.
āSure! Why not?ā you chime.
āI knew I was a loser to ask, Iām so sorry for exposing you to that criā Wait. What?!ā Idiaās eyes widen in shock. You laugh a bit.
āDid you really think Iād say no? A bunch of other people were bringing it up. Ortho asked me, too, so I figured it was a matter of time before you did. Plus, Iāll be like your player two!ā you insist. Idia gives a small smile and sighs.
āOkay, what I said was pretty bad, but that player two bit was S-Tier corny,ā he mentions. You hum.
āGuess Iām lucky you like me, then?ā you tease. Idia feels his breath hitch.
āWho told youā I didnātā!ā He watches as you laugh and shrug.
āIām just saying~! You must like me if you made me your vice, right?ā you say with a small smirk. Ortho stifles a laugh beside you. Idia rolls his eyes at your antics before giving a faint, fond smile.
āUh-huh. Donāt get too cocky and make me regret it,ā Idia insists.
summary: in a relationship with Lilia! usual three categories: pining, confession, and dating! while this should be a given, Iāll say it explicitly here: the reader is an adult in this given Liliaās age <3 whether theyāre a third year like Leona, or the prefect, is up to you as the reader!
a/n: OK SO. this was a request from the comments (I do read those!) also, i was inspired to write for Lilia because I have a friend who really loves him, and i too love the bat boy! so, consider this a sort of love letter to Lilia as a character! For requests, Sebek is likely next, though feel free to lmk what yāall wanna see in asks/comments! enjoy!! special thanks to my beloved Lilia lovers for giving me inspo xx ā winnie ā„ļø
ā starry - eyed !
Ā» Unlike many other students at NRC, Lilia is one of few whoās fully aware of how he feels about you. Heās been alive long enough to recognize the signsā a quickened heartbeat, his eyes lingering on you for a few moments too long, even the way he seeks out your company in his free time.
Ā» While, yes, heās aware of his feelings, heās stopped dead in his tracks by fear. Itās such a silly thing to him, really, but he canāt help it. He finds himself afraid that his lifespan might scare you off. Sure, heās probably not got very long left, but in comparison to your human lifespanā itās still quite a bit longer. Would you be alright with that? Or would his practical immortality be a dealbreaker?
Ā» He knows that you accept him despite your difference in species, but would that translate if he was romantically interested? He hasnāt a clue, and so heās bitten his tongue about how he truly feelsā hiding behind a mask of teasing and jokes for the time being.
Ā» Yes, teasing. No amount of reservations towards confessing could ever stop Lilia from teasing you. If anything, it only causes his teasing to increase, eventually evolving into something a bit more flirtatious.
Ā» When youāre engrossed in any type of study at the library, heāll appear in front of you, floating upside down with a wide grin on his face. When you jump back, startled, he merely laughs and comments on how cute you look when youāre focused.
Ā» Sometimes, when youāre walking to class or back to your dorm, heāll jump out and hug you from behind, near-tackling you to the ground. And though youāre always startled, you always know itās Lilia hugging you. Youāll just let out a laugh, turn around, and hug him right back. The first time it happened, Lilia couldnāt help his shocked expression, easily melting into your warmth. Now, itās exactly what he wants and expects when he does this. After all, hearing your laughter and gentle tone as you return his hug is always worth it to him.
Ā» Despite all of this, though, he canāt find it in him to confessā convinced that you two are better off as friends. Who knows what the future holds? Human lives are already so delicateā would it truly be worth it for whatāll feel like a flash of happiness?
Ā» This point comes up when heās playing online games with Idia. Honestly, he doesnāt quite expect the conversation to take such a turn, but it does.
Ā» āRed, youāve been a lot less active lately. Kind of an L⦠but I guess itās to be expected since youāve got that partner of yours. Meh. At least you seem happier,ā Idia comments. Lilia audibly hums, hands pausing on his keyboard.
Ā» āAh, youāre mistaken, Shroud. They arenāt my partnerā just a friend! Much like you!ā Lilia chimes. Idia lets out a quiet, disgruntled sound on the other end.
Ā» āUh, yeah, pass. We arenāt friends like that. Iām not blind, Lilia. Everyone sees how you look at them. If you were like that with me Iād be weirded out⦠but uh, why havenāt you told them anyway?ā Idia idly questions, and Lilia sighs.
Ā» āWell, us fae have prolonged lifespans. I can imagine thatād be a dealbreaker for most. Iām fine just being their cutest friend!ā Lilia hums, but he can practically hear Idiaās eyes roll from the other end.
Ā» āThatās a load of BS. Look, Iām not good at IRL romance, but from what Iāve seen in games, love interests get totally peeved when you try deciding things for them! The, uh⦠fae-immortality thing. Have you ever even talked to them about it?ā
Ā» That made Lilia pause. Well, he supposed he hadnāt really mentioned it to you⦠but heād always assumed based on what heād heard from so many others that youād believe the same. Before he could respond, Idia continued.
Ā» āAnd like, OP immortality stuff aside, that last line is a total lie. Are you really fine being stuck all friend-zoned? Can you handle someone else sweeping them away from you? And in the future, what if you arenāt even close? I doubt losing the route is better than, I dunno, trying?ā Idia mumbles. Lilia takes a moment to process before letting out a bright laugh.
Ā» āYou should speak your mind like this more, Idia,ā Lilia mentions.
Ā» āIn person? Uh, yeah, no way.ā
Ā» The conversation sticks with him, though. Idia is right. Lilia can never possibly know how you feel unless he confesses to you. Even if the future may be uncertain, the thought of losing youā of no longer having you by his sideā wasnāt worth it. If confessing meant heād have a chance to stay with you for the rest of your life, then heād risk it.
Ā» Heād never met anyone as kind, caring, and understanding as you. Not only did you listen to his many stories from his lifespan, you never doubted any of it for a second. You always give his cooking a try even though you know itāll be less than edible, but you never judge him. You give him pointers, help him in the kitchen, and dutifully support him in his improvement. Sometimes, youāll cook for him when heās a bit too tired to give it another shot.
Ā» You happily joke with him, tease him, compliment him, and spend time with him without a care for what his status used to be. When people warn you of āDiasomniaās Powerful Vice Housewarden,ā you look the other way. You donāt see his titles, his powerā you just see him. You adore him not because he could crush you in an instant, but because youāve become friends with the playful fae that he is.
Ā» In his entire life, heās met very few people as kind as you. However, youāve been the one of the only ones to see and embrace all sides of him. Whether heās fighting for his loved ones, or on stage with the rest of the Light Music clubā you accept him.
Ā» In the past, heās made the mistake of letting go of the ones he loves. Because he thinks itās better for themā because he feels that heās dangerous or a dealbreaker. This time, heās determined to do things differently.
Ā» He wants it to be your choice. Youāve respected him and his choices, so he owes you the same treatment. This time, itāll be different.
Ā» Heāll confess to you properly and hear your answer. He just hopes itās the one he also wants to hear.
ā say the words !
Ā» Lilia hasnāt properly confessed to someone in ages. He isnāt above asking for help should he need it, but itās more of a matter of who to ask. Surely not his fellow Diasomnia membersā they didnāt have as much romantic experience. Idiaās knowledge extends only to virtual games, so eventually, he settles on asking his clubmates.
Ā» When he presents his issue, heās surprised to find Cater gaping at him, Kalim equally as shocked. Just as Idia had, they assumed that you were already dating him. (Just how many people thought this?)
Ā» After their shock subsided, Cater was more than happy to assist, along with Kalim. Liliaās courting knowledge was vast, but much of it was outdated. He didnāt want to scare you off, so he wanted to learn some of the more modern methods of courtship.
Ā» Though, both of the suggestions he received fell flat. Cater suggested a very Magicam worthy date, while Kalim suggested a carpet ride of sorts. They both offered to assist with their respective ideas, but Lilia couldnāt accept. None of it felt right. While he was sure both ideas would impress you, it didnāt feel authentic.
Ā» As much as Lilia loved to tease, he wanted this confession to be seriousā to be personal. He didnāt want to pretend to be someone he wasnāt. Eventually, he asked Silver for help. Surely, heād have some insight considering how well he knew Lilia.
Ā» āHave you considered just using one of the methods you already know, father?ā Silver asks with a tilt of his head.
Ā» āIām afraid all of my methods are rather outdated for this day and age, Silver,ā Lilia muses. Silver responds with a small sigh and shakes his head.
Ā» āSo? They know who you are already, right? Even if the methodās a little outdated, itāll be true to yourself. Theyāve gotten to know you, so I doubt theyād expect something modern anyway,ā Silver finishes. Liliaās eyes widened and he smiled. Of course, how could he forget?
Ā» You already knew of his vast experiences across countless years. Perhaps, trying to adapt to a modernity he was unfamiliar with simply wasnāt right. Heād confess to you in a way that felt true to him. He was certain youād understand.
Ā» Eventually, Lilia settled on something true to his Briar Valley roots. Rather traditional, but it was still romantic to him. Heād enchant a briar rose, wrap it in the twine from a spinning wheel, and seal it in a glass case. Then, when the moon was high in the sky, heād present it to you. Should you return his feelings, the rose would live on. If not, it would wilt away.
Ā» The story such a tradition originated from resonated with him. Someone beautiful and bright falling for someone considered a monstrous outcast. It was quite touching. He wasted no time in gathering his materials, going as far as to travel back home for a moment to find the most beautiful rose for the confession.
Ā» Once finished, he enchanted the rose, imbuing it with his magicā his wish to be with you for the rest of your eternity. Then, the briar rose was tied with twine and sealed away into the glass case. With a smile on his face, he waited as night fell, then sought you out.
Ā» Luckily, your light was on, though dim through your window. Tapping lightly on the glass, he tested to see if you were awake. The sudden noise startled you, but you knew only one person who could possibly visit you this late at night. And enter through your window, no less!
Ā» āLilia? Itās late, why are you here?ā you question in a hush tone, moving to the side to allow him entry into your room. He slips in, grinning as he presents you the rose.
Ā» āAs is Briar Valley tradition, I can only present this to you at night. I hope you donāt mind the intrusion,ā Lilia says, watching your expression carefully. Your eyes widen as you take the encased rose, observing it closely.
Ā» āItās beautiful. Whatās the occasion? Did something happen?ā you ask with a light laugh as you scan the flower. Before he can answer, your eyes widen as you seemingly put the pieces together.
Ā» āWait⦠youāve mentioned this. This is a Briar Rose, right? The string wrapped around it⦠the glass⦠Briar Valley traditionā ah! Are youā¦?ā your voice trails off as your face flushes. Lilia merely grins, eyes glinting with mischief.
Ā» āAm I what, dearest?ā he questions with a teasing tone. You shake your head and laugh, covering your face a bit.
Ā» āIs this⦠a confession?ā you whisper. Liliaās eyes soften and he approaches you, placing his hands over yours as he peered into the glass at the rose.
Ā» āHow observant. You really do listen to me! This is a confession. Iām terribly in love with you. Youāve invaded my every thought before I could think to stop you! So Iāve decided to tell you. I know my nature can be a bit⦠alarming, but I wanted to tell you anyway. Silly, isnāt it?ā Lilia says softly.
Ā» āIt isnāt silly, Lilia. And of course itās mutual. For as omnipotent as you tend to be at times, youāre a little clueless, arenāt you?ā you respond with a warm laugh. Lilia looks at you and tilts his head.
Ā» āWhat do you mean?ā he asks.
Ā» āIāve liked you for a long time now. Have you ever noticed my advances? I donāt treat you like I treat my other friends, yāknow! Plus, the whole immortality thing doesnāt scare me⦠no part of you ever could,ā you say. Lilia processes for a moment before beaming with a sharp grin.
Ā» āOh really? Youāll be stuck with me for quite some time? Are you truly ready to have such a cute, wonderful partner for the rest of your life?ā he teases. You merely smile, placing the rose to the side. Pulling him into a tight hug, you gently nod.
Ā» āIāve been ready for quite some time now. Iām more than happy to call you mine.ā
Ā» Lilia melts into your embrace and lets out a breath he wasnāt aware he was holding in. All of his memories of you come flooding into his mind. Heād been too afraid of judgment to notice at the time, but now he could see itā the way you reserved your brightest smiles for him. The way youād gently lean into his side when sitting togetherā even the way youād watch after Silver on his behalf.
Ā» Youād loved him for quite some time, and now he could finally say that you were his. Heād have you by his sideā and he could look towards the future with no regrets, knowing youād be there.
ā at last, with you !
Ā» After you two officially start dating, Lilia acts more or less the same, however, in addition to his usual teasing, he becomes a lot more comfortable being openly affectionate with you.
Ā» Are you walking beside him? His hand is intertwined with yours, then. Just sat down with your friends for lunch? Expect him to hug you from behind and kiss your temple as a greeting. Are you having a study session? Well Liliaās there, leaned against your side and resting against you as you work. Lilia loves affection, so he gives you plenty of it.
Ā» While he usually initiates any affection, if you ever initiate it first, it makes him incredibly happy. If you reach for his hand first, or greet him with a kiss, he always gets a wide grin and teases you about it. Heāll joke that you actually do love him, and that you must be head over heels for him to initiate such sweet affection. Once he manages to get your face to flush under his relentless teasing, heāll let up and ask you to do whatever affection you initiated again.
Ā» With how touchy he is, itās only natural that people find out that you two are actually dating now. Because of your increased presence in Diasomnia, Silver, Malleus, and Sebek are quick to find out.
Ā» Silver and Malleus are entirely supportive. Silver can visibly see how happy you make his father. Lilia spends less time alone nowadays, so Silver doesnāt have to worry about him as much anymore. He knows youāre a great match for Lilia given how much you care for him. Plus, your cooking is easily much better than his dadās, but hey! Your presence has also made Liliaās food more tolerable, so Silverās content.
Ā» Malleus is glad that Liliaās found someone who respects him, but also accepts his more peculiar aspects. Itās something Malleus often struggled with himself, typically only having Lilia to turn to. In you, Lilia has found a partner, but Malleus has also found a cherished friend. You respect him, invite him out, and listen to him just as you do with Lilia. With such a kind soul, itās only natural Lilia was drawn to you. So long as you two take care of one another, Malleus is certain that itās a bond thatāll last a long time.
Ā» Sebek is a different story. Heās at war with his internalized hatred against humans. He wants to respect Liliaās choice, but he struggles to understand why at first. So, at the beginning heās wearyā closely watching your every move. Instead of finding flaws, he comes to realize why Lilia chose you. You donāt use him for his power, you engage with him and his hobbies, and you even watch after Malleus and Silver. With time, Sebek warms up to you. Of course he does! Perhaps, not all humans are bad. Youāve certainly proved that to him.
Ā» His dormmatesāā well, familyās approval is all that Lilia needs to know heās made the best decision possible for himself. You fit right into his small family, as if you were always meant to be there. You fit right into his life, actually.
Ā» Youāre always in the crowd during his Light Music club performances. During the Magift tournaments, youāre in the crowd, cheering his name. Even when he finds himself busy with schoolwork, youāre thereā sitting across from him as you work on your own assignments. Heās become so used to your presence in his daily life, but he does love dates with you, as well.
Ā» Designated time to spend with one another. Naturally, he very much enjoys spending time alone with you. More often than not, you two have date nights in. Playing games, watching movies, staying upā itās all a bit juvenile, but Liliaās proud of his childish side. Plus, as long as youāre having fun, then itās worth it.
Ā» He loves those nights so much. Laying side by side after the movies are over, curled up together and having hushed conversation. Itās his favorite. Youāll share your dreamsā your aspirations in the dark of the night. Lilia shares his experiences, the things heās seen that he canāt wait to show you. It helps him visualize the vast future you both have ahead of youā the experiences he has yet to have. It makes him excited, but as much as he wants to see it, heās content with time passing slowly by your side. As long as heās with you, heās happy.
Ā» However, for as much as you two play around, for as much as you both cause chaos togetherā it isnāt all bright and sunny. Lilia is prone to painful nightmaresā memories of his past dredging up and meshing with his recent memories. Heāll dream of losing Silver, Sebek, Malleusā even youā to a war much like the one heād experienced. During those nights, heās lucky if he gets even a single hour of sleep.
Ā» You always seem to notice, though. In the morning, youāll see his tired expression. No matter how much he tries to cover it with a grin, you see right through him. You never judge him or pity him, though. You merely guide him back to his roomā school forgotten in favor of a day of healing. Youāll lay him down, remaining by his side as you run your fingers through his hair.
Ā» āIām here, and you arenāt gonna lose me. Weāve still got a lifetime ahead of us. You can rest. Iāll be here by your side when you wake up.ā
Ā» Your soothing words always put a smile on his face. Heāll hold you a little tighter as he drifts back to sleep, knowing that youāll be there to comfort him should his nightmares wake him up again. On the days that his terrors do startle him awake again, youāre right thereā gently rubbing circles into his back as he tells you what he saw. No matter how horrifying the nightmare, your smile remains as you comfort himā assure him that it wonāt happen. Lilia will not lose you.
Ā» Youāll always lighten the mood after, teasing him and insisting that he cannot be rid of you that easily. It always puts a smile on Liliaās face, causing him to quirk a brow and question as to whatever couldāve possessed you to think thatād heād want you gone?
Ā» After some shared laughter as well as a few playful fights, Lilia manages to relax, night terrors long forgotten in favor of your warmth and comfort.
Ā» Your comfort is so important to him. Of course, he loves being reassured that you wonāt go anywhere, but it goes deeper than that.
Ā» At NRC, Lilia is regarded as a terrifying fae with extensive abilities. Though he frequently jokes about his age, there are very few who actually believe him. Most think heās merely jokingā thus his struggles often go unnoticed. After all, someone that powerful couldnāt possibly be affected by loss after experiencing so much of it, or, he must be lying! He looks far too young to have been in any sort of war!
Ā» As much as he tends to laugh it off, it gets to him. Heās forced to hold backā unable to express that emotional side of him. All people see is the conniving, teasing third year. If he ever expressed his painful experiences from his past, heād likely be called a liar. In truth, he isnāt. And loss doesnāt hurt any less just because heās strong. The sting of loss hurts just as much the first time as it does countless times after.
Ā» And you understand that. You believe him. With a gentle smile and soft affection, you show him that while his experiences have made him stronger, it doesnāt mean he has to be immune to pain or fear. You show him that he doesnāt need to always hide away behind a facade of playfulness around you. Youāre always there to listen, should he need the space to talk.
Ā» For that, Lilia is grateful. Youāre willing to share his best and worst moments, and you do so without pitying him or doubting him. You love him dearly. Teasing, serious, even a little scaryā all are sides of him that you adore.
Ā» For Lilia, thatās important. Because he knows he has a limited amount of time left, and that your time is limited, as well. For you to be so willing to dedicate that time to himā itās quite beautiful.
Ā» And with whatever time Lilia has left, he plans to do just the same.
Ā» For you are the very embodiment of the future he hopes to live. And so long as that briar rose he confessed with remains bloomed, he knows that you feel the exact same.
Hi I absolutely love the way you write and Iāve been sorta stalking your page. So I decided to ask a request something similar to the Rook request you did but with Ruggie instead ofc you donāt have to and hope you have a good day <<<3
hereās the other anon ask for Ruggie! finally completed! for you, lovely! || āļø
holyyyy shhhh i found ur acc and i LOVE LOVE LOVE the way u characterise all the characters š i was wondering if you could do the relationship headcanon's (like the one for jamil) but for ruggie š„ŗš„ŗ
āļø With You ~ Ruggie Bucchi
summary: in a relationship with Ruggie! The usual categories: pining, confession, and dating!
a/n: aaaa finally back! Iām so sorry for the delay, darling readers. Iāve been having a tough time irl, and have to put on a smile n tough it out despite being sick n such since Iāve got a lot of people relying on me !! I havenāt been able to catch much of a break! But Iām back, my lovely humans. I miss you allā youāre my absolute favorites. Iām happy to be writing again! After much requests for Ruggie, heās finally here! Thank u anon, Iām glad you enjoy this seriesā enjoy Ruggieās content! ~ winnie ā„ļø
āļø starry - eyed !
Ā» Ruggie is a bit conflicted at first when he meets you. You spend a lot of time around him, help him out with small, menial tasksā surely you want something from him? You must be doing it to get some sort of favorā thatās how most people in this world are. However, as much as he persists and asks, you always respond the same.
Ā» You merely do it to make his life easierā to help him. He doesnāt believe it at first, but that doesnāt stop you from assisting him where you can. Slowly, Ruggie starts to trust you. With that trust, he slowly opens up.
Ā» Before heās even aware of it, youāve become someone Ruggieās able to be completely honest with. Youāve become someone he can rely onā and thatās a lot for him.
Ā» Heās used to being self sufficientā used to doing things for himself. This is the first time heās ever found another person to truly rely on. No repaymentā no underlying motiveā just⦠pure trust and friendship. Yesā friendship.
Ā» The word is strangely foreign to him. Heās used to his relationships being contractualā mutually beneficial in a way thatās tangible. Money, favors, choresā thatās what serves as the basis for many of his relationships. However, with you, itās different.
Ā» He doesnāt get anything⦠yet he still finds himself happier by your side. There is no contact, no money, no exchange⦠but he gets so much from spending time with you. He just canāt quite explain what it is.
Ā» Heartbeat quickening in your presence, going out of his way to help youā slowly, he begins to understand what you said to him originally. Doing things purely to make someoneās life easier. Ruggie begins to realize that⦠seeing you smile is enough payment for him. The fact that youāre happy? The fact that you thank himā give him a warm hug and light kiss on the cheek as thank youā it fulfills him in a way that other forms of payment never do.
Ā» At first, heās insistent that itās nonsense. Heās reading too much into it because itās his first friendshipā! But that doesnāt hold up. It was a hell of a flimsy excuse to begin with, after all.
Ā» However, he isnāt the one to actually take notice. One day, heās in the kitchen cooking himself dinner for the day, but thereās two boxes of tupperware on the counter. Behind him, Kalim walks in, presumably searching for Jamil. He spares a glance at the hyena and says something that shows how scarily observant he can be.
Ā» āOoooā are you cooking for your friend, too?ā Kalim questions, gesturing to the two tubs on the counter. Ruggie tenses immediately. Usually people brush it off as him making extra food for himselfā how did Kalimā¦?
Ā» Ruggie lets out a small huff. A little embarrassed at being caught, he sputters out an excuse, āItās only because I accidentally made extra! I usually donāt do this for free, ya know!ā
Ā» Kalim simply smiles. āYou smile a lot when you think about them while youāre cooking. Plus you keep looking at your phone! Waiting for a text? Iām sure itāll come, Ruggie!ā Kalim chides and trots off. The hyena beastman is left in complete shock. Kalim read him like a bookā or rather, he was being⦠a lot more obvious about it than he thought.
Ā» Finally, that question breaches his mind. He does prioritize spending time with you. You help him study, treat him to a meal when he does well on testsā you attend his magift practices and games⦠Hell! You even visit him at work! He spends so much time with you, yet his heart still beats faster at the thought of spending even more time with you. Outside of school functions and workā he wants to spend every minute he has free with you.
Ā» He feels heat rise to his faceā immediately, he realizes just how deep heās in this.
Ā» Ruggie adores you. Not just as a true friendā but something more. Heās grown to love you dearly, but how is he meant to breach that subject with you? Would you consider him⦠at all? Could you feel the same?
Ā» Well, Ruggie does know one thing. He has to try. Nothing will happen if he sits around. At the very least, he has to put the work in and confess to you properly.
Ā» He can only hope now that youāll accept his affections. Because heās never felt this way with anyone before.
āļø say the words !
Ā» Given that this is probably Ruggieās first serious crush, heās woefully unprepared. How should he confess? Should he set up a date? But wouldnāt asking you on a date be equivalent to confessingā he was absolutely lost.
Ā» For a while, he questions if he should ask for advice. But then follows the questionā who? Who should he ask for advice from? His peers? Surely not. Let that information slip and heās positive people are going to try using it against him! Leona, maybe? Well⦠something tells Ruggie that advice from the lazy lion probably wouldnāt be the most thoughtful. Heād probably just say something general to get the hyena off his back.
Ā» He ponders on it for a bit, but then he realizes whoād be perfect to ask. His grandma. Sheās been aroundā and he values her opinion more than anything. Maybe then, heād be able to get her approval and a good way to confess!
Ā» The moment he has the time, he calls her. Itās a bit hard, since he spends most of his time with you, but he manages to find time when youāre off studying with some of the other second years. Ruggie is completely nervous. His grandmother is all he has. And Ruggieās never felt this strongly for anyone before. It was all new to him.
Ā» Despite his craftiness and his many talentsā this was not one he had experience in. Admittedly, it left him a bit⦠flustered. Regardless, he was ready to learn the ropes for you.
Ā» When she finally picks up, what happens next is a mix of an interrogation and a heartfelt conversation. She asks for just about every detail possible on you, and Ruggie becomes really nervous for a secondā whatāll she think? Is he in over his head?
Ā» But then, she laughs; says that Ruggie āpicked a keeper,ā and that makes his heart swell in pride and joy. Her advice to him is simple:
Ā» āDonāt do something just because you think itās the right way to confess. Itās dishonest. Do what you will, but you better make damn sure itās you.ā She explains. Ruggie takes the advice in stride, insisting that heāll make sure he stays true to himselfā to who he is. Because putting on a false act to impress youā¦? His grandma was rightā thatās dishonest.
Ā» Of course, heās used to bending the truth for his benefit, but things are different with you. Lying feels like poison if he ever has to direct it your way. So he wonāt do that to you. Because youāre friends with who he truly isā confessing as anyone other than himself would be unheard of.
Ā» As much as Ruggie enjoys small luxuriesā the flashy lifestyle just isnāt who he is. At his very core, heāll always be the boy from the slumsā the one who grew up with a tight-knit communityā the one whoās a lot softer than he lets on. Thatās who he is, and who you know him as. So, with that, he settles on something simple.
Ā» Heāll invite you to cook with him. Then, when you both sit down to eatā both an absolute mess from working in the kitchenā heāll confess. He doesnāt even bother to script out what heāll say. He wants every second of it to be genuine.
Ā» As the day approaches, pretty much everyone notices the extra pep in his step. Leona mumbles that heās āsunnier than usual,ā Azul gives him a questioning glance when heās working the lounge that afternoon, even Kalim (so scarily observant) gives him a knowing smile when he sees Ruggie humming happily to himself.
Ā» Then, the night finally comes. He strikes a deal with Leona to keep people out of the Savanaclaw kitchen for a few hours and invites you over. He meets you at the Mirror Chamber and canāt help the way his heart flutters. You greet him with a warm smile, sticking to his side as he leads you into his dorm. Once youāre in the common kitchen, all hell breaks loose in the best way possible.
Ā» You work wonders alongside him in the kitchen, but ingredients are still playfully flicked at one another. You get flour on your face, and Ruggie laughs as he simply smears it more across your cheek. The kitchenās atmosphere is nothing short of warm and fuzzyā absolutely loving.
Ā» Once your meal is finished, the kitchen is a mess, but youāre both in high spirits, laughing and snickering alongside one another. You begin to eat, humming at the spiced, flavorful fish before you. Ruggie smirks widely in prideā boasting about how it's a recipe from home. Casual conversation floats between you both, but soon, Ruggie grows quiet as he observes you.
Ā» Before he realizes it, the words just come out.
Ā» āItād be nice for everyday to be like this, yāknow?ā He whispers. You pause, scanning his features with wide eyes. Ruggie blushes, averting his gazeā quick to clarify his⦠rather vague confession.
Ā» āItās because I like you! Jeez, do I really need to spell it out for ya?ā He mutters. Your silence unsettles him, but then you burst into bright laughter, hiding your mouth as your shoulders shake.
Ā» āSorryā Sorry! Iām just⦠I was literally just questioning if now would be a good time to confess and then you pull that out. Iām happy, really. I like you too.ā You respond. Ruggie canāt help the smile that rises to his face.
Ā» āReally? Finally! I can call you mine!ā He chides teasingly. You smile playfully and let out a dramatic hum.
Ā» āActually waitā whatās in it for me?ā You tease in return. Ruggie rolls his eyes and leans against you dramatically.
Ā» āMy loyalty, love, and attention! Is that not payment enough?ā He sighs in feigned dismay. You nudge him playfully and shake your head.
Ā» āItās absolutely priceless. Now eat, my loyal hyena.ā You insist and he smiles and digs in.
Ā» Idly, he reaches over and intertwines his fingers with yours across the table. As the night slowly comes to a close, the weight of it all finally settles.
Ā» You're his, and Ruggie, yours. The warmth he feels is indescribable, but he knows one thing for certain. He wouldnāt trade it away for the world.
āļø at last , with you !
Ā» When you two finally get together, you donāt really have to tell anyone for people to take notice. Youāre both two peas in a podā spending plenty of time with one another. Of course, it isnāt all the time, but certainly enough time in public for your peers to notice.
Ā» Unsurprisingly, Leona is the first to notice. Ruggieās doing his daily tasks on Leonaās behalf, but when the hyena walks into his room, he notices him snickering, presumably conversing with someone in the hallway. His ears flick, and he barely picks up the sound of your voice. When Ruggie walks in, he raises a curious brow.
Ā» āSo thatās why youāve been so sunny recently. Explains a lot.ā Leona casually comments. Ruggie, at first, takes it negatively, but the lion closes his eyes and smirks a bit.
Ā» āNice to know youāve got someone taking care of you too, Bucchi.ā Leona states. Ruggie is left speechless, clearing his throat and covering his fluster the best he can. He jabs back that he can take care of himself, but itās hard to ignore the fact that heās smiling. Leona approves, of course. He knows that the hyena runs himself ragged, and he cares a lot more than he lets on. Heās relieved that it happened. He knew it would eventually, but Leonaās glad it happened sooner rather than later.
Ā» Aside from Leona, the Leech twins and Ashengrotto also take notice. You seem to only come in when Ruggie is working, and although you donāt distract him, Azul canāt help but notice the extra work Ruggie puts in when youāre around. Heāll work faster and harderā almost always managing to get things done an hour earlier. Then, he leaves with you. Unlike Leona, though, Azul doesnāt comment on it. Neither do the twins.
Ā» However, Azul has learned that itās a good idea to schedule Ruggie on particularly busy days⦠then sends you a coupon. Almost like magic, those days become a lot more manageable. Despite his work behind the scenes, he knows that both yourself and Ruggie are aware of what he does, but simply donāt mind it. You know that Ruggie appreciates the job, and he appreciates having you there to motivate him to work harder. Though your relationship isn't contractual, it does have mutually beneficial moments, naturally. This just happens to be one of them.
Ā» Beyond work and school, you and Ruggie spend plenty of time together. Playful, fun dates running aroundā you cheering him on at his magift gamesā plenty of fun is had. Especially cooking together in the kitchenā Bright and early to make breakfast together, and later at night to make dinner. Typically, you spend lunch with your own friends, howeverā you do make exceptions from time to timeā unspoken, yet much needed exceptions.
Ā» On those days that Ruggie has heavy bags under his eyes, a little hunched over from a late night either spent studying, or failing to sleepā no matter the cause, those are days you spend lunch together. Ruggie never wants to pull you away from your friends (as boastful as he is, he cares for you deeply) so you always have to initiate these momentsā and that you do.
Ā» Youāll gently tug his sleeve, lead him out of the cafeteria after heās finished eating. Then, you both go to a secluded part of campus and rest beneath a tree. Ruggie lays his head on your shoulder and catches up on sleep while you run your fingers through his hair. Sometimes, heās entirely silent. Other days, he divulges his deepest worries and insecurities.
Ā» Heās worried he wonāt make enough money to bring food back home. Heās worried that his community is strugglingā that he isnāt enough. Behind his prideful, boastful mask, he worries for the well-being of those he loves most. Heās scared of losing them. Naturally, he grew up with so little in the slums. Community is incredibly importantā and heās always so scared of losing that. Sometimes, he loses sleep over it.
Ā» Ruggie has never had anyone to share his worries with, so he quickly realizes just how grateful he is to have you. Because on the days where he struggles, you whisper sweet reassurances. You tell him that heās enoughā offer to help him in any way possible. You help him make more money just to quell his worries, offer to sleep alongside him at night to fend off late-night anxietiesā anything for him. You never expect compensation or apologiesā just Ruggieās love. Thatās it. And heās happy to oblige.
Ā» You support him in ways no one has before. You visit home with him, meet the people who molded his very being, and help care for them in the same way he does. Because if Ruggie cares, then so do you. Of course, his grandma teases him and vocalizes her approval of youā but he canāt find it in him to complain when you just⦠meld right into his community.
Ā» Ruggie is forever grateful for you. Not only do you love and accept his most well-kept worries, but you do all in your power to help him. Of course, he helps you in return, but even so, you never expect anything in return. For once in his life, he has something defined beyond mutual exchange or moneyā a relationship filled purely with love.
Ā» With you, he doesnāt need to work hardā or be weary with his trust. He can just⦠be with you without worry. He can share his passions with you, confident that heāll have your utmost support no matter what. You take care of him when he tires himself out taking care of others. Youāre the one that cooks for him when heās too tired to do it for himself.
Ā» You do so much for him, and every day, Ruggie realizes more and more that he absolutely adores you. That warmth in his heartā finally, finally, is defined.
Ā» At NRC, you are Ruggieās home. Youāre his warmth, security, and community. Everything he couldāve ever wanted and more.
Ā» And every time he playfully asks youā what do you want in return?ā insisting that there must be somethingā heās confident that youāll respond the same way every time.
I just discovered your blog and loved the 'in relationship headcanons' for the characters!!! It's written so well omg. Can I request for Ace relationship headcanons? <3
a/n: Iām so glad you enjoyed the headcanons with Jamil! Thank you for your request! Honestly, I feel like Ace doesnāt get enough love sometimes, so Iām glad someone requested him! I adore him. I hope you enjoy! **Also, apologies for the delay! I have a writing job, and work has been a little hectic, but!! That will never stop me from writing for yāall āwinnie ā„ļø
ā„ļø starry - eyed !
Ā» With Ace, itās incredibly obvious to onlookers that he has a crush on you. However, Ace is in denialā unable to recognize his own feelings as affection, as being an actual crush. He insists that he just likes your company! Youāre a good friend. He just admires youā thatās all!
Ā» Obviously, no one believes him. Aside from himself, of course. His words are more for convincing himself, rather than convincing others. However, if others try to convince him of his own feelings, heās incredibly resistant. Someone could directly tell him he has a crush on you, and Ace would still somehow find a way to excuse itā deny it. Though, even if heās unaware of how he feels, the way he acts around you still noticeably shifts. Because he becomes more self aware that, at the very least, he feels something warm and fuzzy around you. It only seems to make his affections more obvious, though.
Ā» In class, he gets reprimanded by just about every teacher for staring off in space. In reality, his eyes always settle on you. The way you look when youāre focusedā the kind smile on your face when you help your peers with understanding the assignmentsā itās all incredibly endearing. He canāt help but smile every single time. Occasionally, you catch his gaze and offer a little wave, laughing softly to yourself when Ace is caught completely off-guard, sheepishly smiling and waving back.
Ā» And if you ask him why he was staring at you, heāll always excuse it. Insisting that it was just a coincidence. He spaced off and just happened to be looking your way! You never pry for more answers, and heās grateful for that. However, when someone else catches him staring, heās rarely let off so easily. Heās been made fun of plenty of times by the likes of Epel and Deuce for how much he stares at you. Theyāve told him countless times that he has a longing expression on his face, but he always insists that theyāre reading too much into it.
Ā» But the thought definitely lingers. Does Ace like you? You were a great friend⦠was there really something more there? You were greatā he wasnāt denying that, but you were just friends⦠right? He didnāt feel more, did he?
Ā» Ace kept thinking about you. Your kindness, your patience with him when youāre doing schoolwork, your support at his games for his clubā the way you always cleared your schedule any time he invited you to an unbirthday party. You cheered him on in croquet games, had fun with him, caused a little bit of trouble with him as your partner in crime, yet, you also stood by him when things were difficult. Without question, youād lend an ear and be a shoulder to cry on when he needed it most.
Ā» When he was afraid to show anyone the vulnerable sides of him, you welcomed him with open arms and promised secrecy. When Riddle punished him, you comforted him with a distraction and sweet words. Hell, some days Ace would feel like he canāt meet the expectations that everyone puts on him. His false bravado crumbles away, and he expresses that sometimes he chooses to be a troublemaker because it seems to be the only way that he can be his own person. Youāre the only person heās told about his struggle with living in so many peopleās shadowsā and you never once judged him.
Ā» You never once saw Ace as a shadow of another personā or just one half of someone else. You recognized him for who he was, for his talents, and for his accomplishments. He never has to worry about being good enough to be by your side. You accept him happily on his best and worst days all the same.
Ā» Ace thinks that maybe he does like you. Just maybe? He isnāt certain, though. Likely due to his own fear of your solid friendship changing in any way, he seeks out his upperclassmen for advice. While he was sure the other Heartslabyul students would have great advice, the conversation just came up naturally during basketball club.
Ā» You had entered the gym, waving Ace over with a smile. He excused himself from Jamil and Floyd, quickly trotting over to you without a word. Ace questions why youāre there, and it turns out, heād forgotten his water in your last shared class. Youād remembered that he had practice, so before you even thought about texting him to get it himself or even checking in with your club, you delivered it straight to him. It made Aceās heart warm, unable to prevent his smile as he watched you run off with a wave.
Ā» Ace returns to Jamil and Floyd, the two taking a breather, and he seats himself beside them, staring at the door you left through before finally asking that fated question.
Ā» āHow do you know when you have a crush on someone?ā
Ā» Jamil deadpanned at him and Floyd just gave a wide, entertained smile. Ace immediately blushes, becoming incredibly flustered at the response, trying to justify himself, but Jamil just groans.
Ā» āYouāre kidding, right? Ace, look in a mirror. Have you seen how you look at them?ā Jamil muttered and Ace tries to sputter out some excuse, but then Floyd pipes in.
Ā» āHey hey~ Think about it this way! If you donāt like them, then you wonāt mind me asking them out, right~? They look squeezable and fun to be around~! You donāt mind, right?ā Floyd egged him on and Ace felt a deep flame light in his heart in that moment as he imagined that sight. Floyd and you together? He canāt let that happen and soā
Ā» āAbsolutely not!ā He blurted out without a second thought. Jamil and Floyd paused and Aceās eyes widened with realization. Floyd smirked and laughed as he walked off, seemingly satisfied by his outburst. Jamil just huffed a sigh and offered Ace a small smile.
Ā» āYou have your answer. Floyd may have just been messing with you, but you should keep it in mind. Iām sure youāre not the only one with a crush, Ace. It took you this long just to realize. Decide what youāre gonna do about it.ā Jamil suggested.
Ā» Ace takes the suggestion to heart. He adores youā you treat him in a way that makes him incredibly happy. He refused to let someone else overshadow him againā he couldnāt lose you to someone else. Sure, it wasnāt a competition, but Ace wanted to win your heart fair and square. He wanted to treat you in the way he knew you deserved.
Ā» And so, Ace finally decided that he needed to tell you how he felt. Because now that heās realized how much heās adored you all this time, he doesnāt think he can handle staying quiet about it for very long.
ā„ļø say the words !
Ā» Ace decided that he had to plan something for you. A normal confession wouldnāt be enough! Sure, it wasnāt a necessity, but he wanted to impress you. He wanted to blow you away with a cute and creative confession! However, Ace doesnāt consider himself the absolute most creative person out there, so he asks for advice from his dormmates.
Ā» A few ideas are thrown out there, but the one that really sticks in Aceās head is a scavenger hunt around his dorm. He has plenty of memories with you around Heartslabyulā so why doesnāt he send you on a trip down memory lane, with him confessing as the final goal? It was perfect! Simple and cute, but memorable. Plus, it included a bunch of your shared memories together. What could be more special than that?
Ā» He quickly realizes that he needs assistance with this, though. To make sure you were kept on the right track, and to make sure he didnāt make the scavenger hunt too hard! He thought about approaching Riddle⦠but he felt like heād be a perfectionist about it. Ace felt like his confession didnāt need to be absolutely perfectā just an honest effort. Because thatās what you liked him for. Ace always gave a genuine effort when he was determined. You always seemed to notice that and comment on it. So no, his dormhead would not be involved. Neither would Trey since he would just tell Riddle.
Ā» So, Ace settled on asking Deuce and Cater for help. Luckily, the two agreed happily, though, not without plenty of teasing from the both of them. Cater noted that it was āabout time that the little card soldier got some guts,ā which earned him a strong glare from Ace. Deuce just snickered, but the three were quick to put their plan into action.
Ā» Ace wanted you to be able to reflect on some of his favorite memories with you. Tending to the hedgehogs together, painting the roses, attempting baking togetherā hell, even the days where you two would just chase each other through the rose maze, using a silly game of tag as an excuse to learn about the nooks and crannies his dorm had to offer. Spending time with you was his favorite part of the day. Ace wanted to show that to you with his confession.
Ā» As the day approached, Ace grew more and more jumpy around youā making it quite obvious that he was hiding something. You just smiled, grabbing his hand gently and assuring him that you wouldnāt pry when he got too nervous. You assured that you were always there, but you werenāt gonna pull it out of him. It made his heart warm, and as you both walked to your next class together, he stole a few glances. It settled himā reassured him that he was making the right decision.
Ā» And so came the fateful day. He invited you to Heartslabyul on the weekend when it wasnāt hectic or busyā most being out with their own plans, and he ran off when he got confirmation that you were on your way. Ace waited beneath a gazebo within the rose maze, and when you got ti the common room, Deuce would give you the first clue and youād be off.
Ā» He glanced at the scenery around him, grasping a bouquet of red roses in his hands as he waited for you nervously. After a few minutes, he got a text from Cater, who had several clones out to watch you.
Ā» āThe rose has left the garden with the first clue!! Good luck, Ace!!ā
Ā» You smiled at the first clue. Where you and Ace cared for small friends? Clearly the hedgehogs! You trotted there happily, reflecting on the way that the hedgehogs seemed so naturally drawn to Ace. You laughed a bit, seeing a small note tied around the neck of Aceās hedgehog, gently untying it and reading it. You continued on, unaware of where this was leading exactly, but happy nonetheless.
Ā» Ace kept waiting⦠and waiting⦠and soon about an hour passed with no sign of you. The hunt wasnāt that hard, was it? Did you⦠realize what this was and left? The pit in his stomach grew, but then his phone ringing snapped him out of it completely. He quickly picked up his phoneā only to be met with Deuce attempting to stifle back laughter, but miserably failing.
Ā» āAce! Aceā oh my god youāre an idiotā you forgot the final clue! Theyāre so confused!ā Deuce cackled and Aceās eyes widened as he reached into his pocket, feelingā oh noā the final clue, a heart-shaped wax seal on the cute little envelope, was still in his pocket. How could he mess up that bad? His whole plan wasā! No! He couldnāt give up now!
Ā» āShut up dunce! Justā bring them here! Please!ā Ace demanded and hung up.
Ā» Within a few minutes, there you were. Running over to him with a smile on your face. Ace couldnāt help the grin that rose to his face as he presented you with the bouquet of flowers.
Ā» āAce! What is all this? You sent me on a wild goose chase and now flowers? Whatās the occasion?ā You asked teasingly. Ace felt his face flush red and he hid his face, crouching on the ground. He practically crumpled in complete embarrassment. You tilted your head and knelt down beside him.
Ā» āThis was⦠it was supposed to be a scavenger hunt that led you here, but I forgot to put the last clue down⦠and it messed it upā¦ā Ace groaned and you laughed and wrapped an arm around him.
Ā» āAce⦠itās the thought that counts. I still got to relive some of my favorite memories with you! It was cute. Iām really happy.ā You insisted and Ace looked at you. Now was the time.
Ā» āBut⦠this was all set up so I could tell you that I like you. As in like-likeā a crush! I have a crush! On you!ā Ace stumbled, only flushing a deeper red at stuttering so badly. Your eyes widened for a moment and you tackled him into a full on hug, tucking your face into his neck.
Ā» āAce! Thatās so sweet! Donāt be so embarrassed. Iāve liked you for a long time⦠I had a feeling, but I wanted to wait until you were comfortable. Now Iām so glad I did. It was worth the waitā youāve always been worth the wait, Ace.ā You hummed and Ace felt his heart melt, leaning into your embrace and pulling you close.
Ā» Finally. Finally he had youā and you liked him. You told him he was worth it.
Ā» Ace couldnāt be happier.
ā„ļø at last , with you !
Ā» Of course, being that they were directly involved in Aceās whole confession scheme, Cater and Deuce find out immediately. Immediately as in, they watched the final confession from nearby and bursted out after you two had your moment. Cater wore a proud smile, having recorded the entire thing. Despite their relentless teasing of Ace, they congratulate you both.
Ā» As Deuce puts it, you keep Ace āshort from going mad.ā You keep him less⦠angry? Less spiteful? Either way, you make Ace a lot happier. And at the end of the day, thatās Deuceās best friend. If you make him happy, then Deuce approves. However, he does threaten Aceā insisting that he must treat you well or heāll face a beating. Ace doesnāt appreciate the threat being directed at him, but he appreciates that theyāre looking out just as much for you as they are for him.
Ā» Cater insists that, with you, maybe Ace will get into less trouble with Riddle! You were a positive influence. You had no intentions of changing Ace by any means, but Cater soon explains that he means it in a different way. Cater knows that Ace will focus too much on being a good partner and making you happy, so he wonāt focus as much on getting into trouble. That made you laugh and Ace simply flushed red, vehemently denying Caterās claim, but not really convincing anyone. Not even himself.
Ā» Well, it was true. Ace wanted to make you happy. That absolutely did not mean he was bending to Riddleās will after all this time! Nope! You were just⦠more of a priority than being a thorn in his dormheadās spine. Thatās all. Though, speaking of, in your early relationship, Ace is adamant on not telling Riddle or Trey. It isnāt that he doesnāt trust them, or that he doesnāt think theyāll like you, rather, he knows thereās probably a rule about dating somewhere in his dormās rules. Proper courting, courtesyā he doesnāt want that to take over his relationship with you.
Ā» The relationship you both share is authentic because Ace is just⦠going with the flow. Like he usually does. And youāre right alongside him. He doesnāt need fancy rules about what he can and canāt do with you. If youāre happy and heās happy, what more do you both need?
Ā» Eventually, later down the line, Riddle does find out. Because Ace tells Jamil and Floyd, who insist that theyāre glad he finally did it, but Floyd then goes off and tells Riddle. And what Ace expects is a long lecture from Riddleā but instead, he learns of the only rule regarding dating in the entire Heartslabyul rule book.
Ā» āRule 763: Do right by your partner, and make sure they do right by you. Prosper together.ā Thatās all Riddle told him. And Ace felt himself relax. Thatās⦠a lovely rule. And for as much of a rule breaker Ace tended to be, thatās a rule he never intended to defy. He gave a grateful smile to Riddle and nodded, telling him as much. Riddle returned a small smile, wishing you and him the best. Ace feels⦠happy. Even in dating you the way heās chosen to, heās doing well by the Queenās strict rules. He didnāt have to worry, did he? Heād be okay.
Ā» And that proves true. He would be okay. Because then he spends more and more time with you. You two grow closer and your relationship grows stronger.
Ā» Dates are lots of fun with Ace, and when you two grow closer, they become more frequent. It ranges from something as simple as a walk through the rose mazeā to things as complex as the scavenger hunt he confessed to you with. Heās always thinking of new ways to entertain youā to make you smile. That doesnāt mean he doesnāt enjoy simple dates, though. In fact, theyāre actually his favorite.
Ā» His favorite dates are late nights staying in, where you two are spending the night together. Whether he snuck you into his dorm, or snuck out to yoursā it doesnāt matter. Because youāre in his arms as he shows you a few card tricks. You always respond with such child-like wonderā he canāt help but learn more and more sleights of hand to impress you with. Eventually, he gives you the absolute privilege of letting you in on his secrets, but that never stops the awe you show him. Because you know it takes a lot of effort and precision to pull off. Thatāll never not be impressive to you.
Ā» Ace also enjoys making dates out of Unbirthday party preparation. He has plenty of memories of the both of you chasing the hedgehogs around the dorm, nearly spilling paint all over yourselves while painting rosesā just many memories that he adores. Because itās essentially his normal day to day, but youāre there. And you make his mundane chores and tasks enjoyable. Plus, heās always able to convince you to run off into the maze with him to enjoy a few moments alone during the actual party itself. Heāll tuck a rose behind your ear, and youāll both sit side by side, whispering softly while the party goes on. So whatever the date may be, heāll enjoy it solely because itās always you and him together. Thatās all he needs.
Ā» As you talk more, Ace slowly reveals more and more to you. He has a deep insecurity regarding living up to his familyās expectations. His brother is an NRC graduateā an honor studentā could he ever hope to become something like that? Then, you swoop in. You remind him that he is not his brother. He is fully capable and able to do what he prefers. He doesnāt need to be his brother. He doesnāt need to live in his shadow. Ace can make a name for himself. Whether that be becoming an honors student or something else entirely. Youād be there. Ace canāt help but smile, leaning his head against your shoulder as he hugs you tightly. You always knew just what to say, didnāt you?
Ā» As he opens up, Ace becomes increasingly comfortable telling you about his frustrations and his struggles. Whether it be mere complaining about Riddle scolding him, or him being absolutely silent after being told something particularly hurtfulā you were there and you listened. Heād spend the night in your dorm room, leaned into your arms as you run fingers through his hair, relaxing himā distracting him from all of his stress. He never has to worry about disappointing anyone when heās with you, because youāre so needlessly proud of him. Heās talented. That wonāt change even if others donāt recognize it.
Ā» Hearing you say as much is always incredibly soothing to him. Your touch is always soothing. The warmth you show him is his favorite form of comfort. Sure, you and him cause trouble together sometimesā you pull small jokes on others, but the fact that you stick with him even when he canāt keep up the jokester personality? When he isnāt being fun and troublesome⦠youāre still there. When the dust settles and itās just him and his thoughtsā youāre there. No unrealistic expectations. No scolding. No ridiculous rules. Itās just you and him.
Ā» You love Ace for who he is. You encourage him to be who he wants to be. You stay with him no matter what, and you help him when heās a bit too prideful to ask anyone else. Most importantly, you never view him as an extension of anyone else. You view him as, well, himself. The boy who likes card tricks, the one who cares a lot for the dorm animals, the one who has one hell of a sweet tooth, the boy who sucks at memorizationā but hell, heāll remember every little thing you tell him because itās important to you.
Ā» You love Ace Trappola. And youāve never wavered in that choice. Youād stick with him through fighting off overblots, or a bad grade that made him upset.
Ā» And for that, Ace could never be more grateful.
Your writing is so beautiful! I really enjoy the love languages series you have been doing. Thereās something really soft and warm about them all š Thank you for sharing your craft with us!
ah, you do not have to thank me! I absolutely adore writing for yāall! thank you for the support! itās much appreciated, and Iām glad youāre enjoying the love language series! Iāve got four more installments planned, so thereās plenty more to go! <3
Your writing is just soo good! The way you write the characters (especially floyd and rook). Can i ask something similar to the floyd relationship headcanons but with rook? Also, can I be šÆ š¹ anon?
ā With You ~ Rook Hunt
summary: in a relationship with Rook Hunt! As per usual, we have our crushing, followed by a confession, then relationship stuff and reactions!
a/n: hi! thank you so much for your request! and ah, tysm for the compliment thatās so sweet! and absolutely! anons are free to label themselves and Iāll give you a special little tag for your requests! Itās lovely to meet you, šÆš¹ anon! I hope you enjoy this specially curated Rook content! ā winnie ā„ļø
ā starry - eyed !
Ā» Rook, surprisingly, is the type to not truly realize how he feels about you until some time has passed. At first, he feels as if he just appreciates your beautyā as he does with Vil. That he wants to be in your presence to appreciate said beauty more often. Heās content with that excuse for a while because it makes sense. Who wouldnāt want to be around you? You were amazingā surely, this was a natural thing to feel.
Ā» As time passes, the excuse becomes less viable. While typically, heād be content just watching you from afar, hanging out only occasionallyā he starts longing to be by your side more. He wants to hear your voiceā hear you talk about your passions. He wants to divulge his own interests with you. He wants to share, with you, his private hobbiesā just because he knows you wonāt judge. He knows youāll show interest because youāve never said anything cruel or off-standing like so many others had.
Ā» This isnāt how he feels towards Vil, he realizes. This isnāt even similar to how he feels towards people that interest himā like the Leech twins or Leonaā no⦠what he feels for you is something he never thought heād be able to experience. Something he once thought that someone like him was never deserving of, or was too strange to even dream of. Longing, adoration. He had a crush and you were the subject of his affections. Heās a little hesitant at firstā would this end like some sort of Shakespearean tragedy? Would he really get the romantic ending he was hoping for?
Ā» Rook was fully aware of how others felt about him. āCreepy,ā āStalkerish,ā and āWeirdā were all words he heard to describe him, whether directly or when they figured he couldnāt hear. In the face of such unsavory rumors, would you truly ever view someone like him as a romantic prospect? Was liking you worth potential heartbreak? Would it not be safer to just admire your beauty from afar like an untouchable jewel? Away at a safe distance?
Ā» But he canāt. Because when that thought sneaks up on him, you smile at him warmly. You insist that the rumors mean nothing to you. It brings him back to the many times youāve watched him draw a bow with absolute awe, asking him to teach you the moment his arrow hit his target. He remembers the time he revealed his photo album to you, and instead of judgement, you smiled and complimented his photography skills, asking him to teach you. He quickly realizes that youāve had plenty of opportunities to reprimand him for his hobbies but you never did. Instead, you wanted to take partā to understand him. It was a sentiment that truly touched his heart.
Ā» Everyone else heād met had been so quick to judge him. They saw his title as a hunter as an excuse to be strangeā saw his demeanor as startling and irritating. They automatically assumed that his appreciation for beauty was shallow at best and just another flimsy cover. But you⦠you never thought that. You ignored the biased, cautionary comments and in him you found a truly good person. You saw Rookās true colors and showed him warmth and openness in return. You never showed him unfair judgment based on surface level assumptions. Youād taken the time to get to know himā to appreciate him.
Ā» It shouldnāt have been surprising to Rook that he developed an undying adoration for you. After all, heād opened up to you in a way that he had for no one else before. You learned things about him that heād never told anyone else before and you always responded so enthusiastically. Of course heād come to enjoy your company more than anyone elseās. He could just be himself around you. He didnāt have to always be the unbothered, flamboyant hunter with you. He could admit that hearing such ugly things about himself got to him. He could admit such things knowing that youād show genuine understanding. Youād always reassure his worries and it warmed his heart.
Ā» But Rook was observant⦠he knew that with how kind you were, it was impossible that he was the only one who was fond of you. Could he truly size up to any possible competitor? Sure, Rook appreciated beauty but sometimes he⦠struggled to find that beauty within himself. Would he be enough to charm and enchant you? Could he sweep you off your feet and cherish you in the way a gem like you deserved? He wasnāt quite certain.
Ā» With how observant he was, he couldnāt get a read on how you felt about him. Heād overheard conversations where youād mentioned him and itād been nothing but praise and approvalā but nothing that signified a romantic interest. The uncertainty of it all only made him more weary. It had even seeped into his day to day routine! He wanted to handle it swiftly lest he develop bags beneath his eyes.
Ā» But he couldnāt find a solution. He was in his club, idly staring into the concoction in his cauldron, entirely spaced off, deep in thought about you as per usual. He softly sighed and soon enough, Trey walked up beside him and cleared his throat.
Ā» āThatās the third sigh in ten minutes. Mind if I ask whatās wrong?ā He pushed his glasses back up his face. Rook snapped out of his thoughts and gave a bright smile before his expression fell just a hair.
Ā» āAh, merci, Chevalier des Roses. Iām sorry that my stupor has distracted you, but I could appreciate some sound advice. For a while, Iāve found myself entirely smitten with someone, but I fear Iām not enough to become the one they can rely on. I want to be with them, but I find myself hesitating as I am unable to get a read on them despite my status as a hunter.ā Rook explained with an exasperated sigh before looking back to the other. Trey gave a sympathetic smile before humming a bit.
Ā» āWell, if Iām being honest, I donāt think you can make that decision for them. And if Iām correct on my observations, I know exactly who youāre talking about. Theyāre the only one who can truly decide whether youāre enough for them or not. So, you shouldnāt let it stop you. Tell them. You might find yourself surprised, you know.ā Trey explained with a small, knowing smile. Rookās curiosity was piqued, but he didnāt pry, instead taking the advice to heart.
Ā» Beauty was in the eye of the beholder, no? Youād always called him beautiful, so who was Rook, as le chasseur dāamour, to deny you the ability to make your own judgment? He owed it to you, yes? You never made unfair judgements of him, so who was he to assume what you would want in a partner? He had to tell you, to let his feelings be known to allow you to make your own decision.
Ā» Besides, perhaps Trey was right. Maybe heād be surprised. Maybe there was something he couldnāt see that others did? Either way, he snapped out of his thoughts with a renewed determination.
Ā» Heād tell you how he felt with beautiful words of his own. And perhaps if he was lucky, youād be able to see him in a romantic light. Maybe youād see the beauty in him that he saw in so many others. Maybeā just maybeā youād decide he was the one you could rely on as a partner.
Ā» Only time could tell, and it was ticking away! He had a plan to make.
ā say the words !
Ā» Rook wants to be honest about the emotions he feels for you. He wants to be able to have that conversation because thereās a certain beauty to the pure love and adoration he feels towards you. Scripting his confession would be abhorrent! Though, setting the stage on the other hand, thatās incredibly importantā an absolute must! If the stage isnāt set to be an absolutely beautiful setting for his confession, thatād be unheard of! You deserved the absolute best and he planned to give it to you.
Ā» As much as he wanted to do something showy and flashy in public, he was observant enough to realize that youād likely want it to be a private affair. Besides, he doesnāt want to pressure you by putting you in the public eye for something so intimate and vulnerable. Rook didnāt think he wanted to show that side of himself to others, either. Eventually, he sought out Trey for assistance once more. He seemed to be knowledgeable and insightful enough, and right he was.
Ā» Trey recommended a dinner in the botanical gardens. Magnifique! Simple, yet touching! How had he not thought of it himself? Plus, the gardens were gorgeous at night timeā and they were secluded enough where heād be able to enjoy the privacy with you. It also helped that in such an enclosed space, as a hunter, heād be privy to any potential watchers. Heād make sure it stayed between you and him alone. He didnāt want an audience.
Ā» With a plan set, he began to prepare. Admittedly. It was quite obvious to Vil what was going on. Rook had a bit more pep in his step and was genuinely smiling a lot more than usual. Instead of smiling out of obligation or smiling ājust because,ā there seemed to actually be a reason. It was only natural after spending so much time together that Vil would take notice and comment on it.
Ā» āI must say, Rook. Youāve been glowing recently and I know it isnāt due to any magic of mine. What has you expressing yourself so radiantly as of late?ā Vil questioned and Rook couldnāt help but smile in response, his thoughts immediately flying him you.
Ā» āAh, Roi du Poison. Iāve just finally decided to take action regarding something. This radiance⦠itās a product of romance. Iām finally sharing that with someone I hold dear to me, and Iām simply looking forward to it.ā Rook explained, a soft expression flashing across his face at the thought. Vil hummed in thought.
Ā» āLove, hm? It suits you well. I wish you the best of luck in your pursuit. Thereās a unique beauty to it all that Iām sure youāll find yourself pleased with.ā Vil expressed with a rare, kind smile. Rook felt his heart skip a beat. To think that even someone as critical as Vil gave his approval? He mustāve been taking the right pathā doing the right thing.
» Rook had more confidence going into the confession after his brief encounter with Vil, plus added encouragement from Trey (who seemed to know a lot more than he let on⦠always the quietly observant that Rook had to watch out for). When it came time to invite you out to dinner, he kept most of it a secret from you. It was a nice surprise, given that he seldom kept secrets from you these days, but he truly wanted the experience to be breathtaking. He wanted to blow you away.
Ā» So he just vaguely invited you out, insisting that heād pick you up and take you to your destination himself. Youād gotten ready and as promised, Rook escorted you to the botanical gardens, having you keep your eyes closer to increase the suspense. When you arrived and open your eyes, you were absolutely taken with the sight before you.
Ā» He had prepared a small table with your favorite foods and desserts, as well as a bouquet of your favorite flowers. The gardens were decorated with soft fairy lights, candles and embellishments that painted such a gorgeous picture. In your awestruck state, he led you to your seat, pulling out your seat for you in traditional Pomefiore mannerisms. Once you were settled, you both ate, having joyous conversation over the meal.
Ā» Rookās nervousness built up, though. He couldnāt help but think back to the countless comments from his peers. He was a stalker, a creepā could he truly make you happy? He needed only to glance at your expression to quell his fear, though. The genuine smile you wore spoke volumes. He could make you this happy. You adored him for who he wasā so he should trust that youāll make the decision thatāll make you happy. And thatās all he wants.
Ā» He takes your hand in his, kissing your hand gently before looking at you.
Ā» āMon ange, I must admit⦠I had some underlying motives in inviting you out and creating such a beautiful display. For a while now, Iāve found myself smitten with you. Iāve always been taken by your beauty⦠but your kindness, honesty. Your understanding⦠itās made me feel a deep adoration for you. You see beauty in me that others do not. I wanted to finally expose these pure feelings of mine to askā will you be mine?ā Rook questioned, allowing the question to hang heavy in the air. Your eyes widened at such a genuine confession and Rook could hear the way your heartbeat picked up in pace.
Ā» Patiently, he waited for you to find the proper words, a little nervous for the response, but eventually you laughed and smiled brightly, hugging him tightly before pulling back to cup his face in your hands. You looked at him with a fond, adoring expression that left him speechless. But then your wordsā¦
Ā» āOh of course Iāll be yours. Youāve absolutely enchanted me, Rook. Youāve positively stolen my heartā Iām so happy you asked.ā You chimed and he laughed joyously, leaning his head against yours as he enjoyed the closeness.
Ā» The feelings blooming between you both created a comfortable, warm atmosphere that Rook had never experienced. Hearing such fond things that he once only dreamed to hear from youā it was surreal. And Rook thought that Vil was right.
Ā» The beauty of requited, pure love was unique indeed. Something that he had never experienced beforeā but was elated to share with someone as angelic as you.
ā at last , with you !
Ā» Once he is finally with you, Rook finds it far easier to deflect the comments of his peers. After all, he knows you donāt care for such nasty rumors and your opinion is the one he values most. You always reassure him that the comments are absolute nonsense. You love him, adore his hobbies and interests, and would never view him in such a negative light. He trusts you over them since you know of his true natureā and despite knowing his true self, you still chose him over so many others. It gave him comfortā confidence. But you always seem to have that profound effect on him. And he adores it.
Ā» Youāre both quite good at keeping your relationship private for a while. Rook is able to brush off his touchiness and kisses to your cheek as his normal, forward demeanor. No one bats an eye, however, when people start asking why you hang around him so much, you take personal offense and expose the truth. How dare they assume that it isnāt entirely mutual? You adore Rook just as much and you tell them such.
Ā» Of course, rumors fly. People insist that the hunter must have something on youā that there must be some underlying scheme at play. Rook doesnāt even have to defend himself because youāre quick to retaliateā to insist that it isnāt strange in the slightest. Rook is beautiful, kind, reliable and incredibly thoughtful. He sees beauty in everyone when they donāt even try to do the same for him. Itās only natural thatād youād fall for his charming nature.
Ā» Luckily, you have plenty of supporters. Vil was the first to learn before anyone else. After all, Rook knew he couldnāt keep it from his dorm leader, so he just told him. And Vil responded with a kind smile, insisting that you two were a beautiful pair. Honestly, Vil was just happy that his vice had found someone so kind and caring. Vil was never able to get Rook to open up as a friend, at least, not about his more unsavory feelings. So he was happy to see that the hunter had found you. You were compassionate, and you never judged Rook by his cover like many others did. Vil appreciated it and knew he wouldnāt have to worry. You both complimented one another perfectly, and grew radiant in each otherās presence. Truthfully, Vil saw it as ridiculous that many strangers found your coupling to be unlikely. Did they not see the way you both looked at each other? It was pure, mutual fondness and adoration. They were a bunch of rank amateurs if they couldnāt see that.
Ā» Following Vil, Trey soon found out as well. He wasnāt shocked in the slightest and Rook soon learned that it was because you had confided in Trey about your own feelings towards Rook. Things suddenly clicked for himā no wonder Trey had been so encouraging. He had the entire truth the whole time. Trey laughed, apologized from keeping it from both you and Rook, but he never needed to say sorry, Rook thought. It worked out and the result was everything he wanted and more. Trey knew it would work out and heās not incredibly romantic, but he does think that if true love exists like in the fairy tales, then you two are the picture book definition of it. Plucked straight from a childrenās book⦠the love between you both was clear as day. He knew you both would be able to face whatever obstacle came your way. He was happy it had worked out.
Ā» Rook is grateful that his friends are so supportiveā and that yours are as well. Though, how could they not be? Rook greeted you every day with compliments, a kiss on the hand and a look that expressed his pure devotion. He often got you flowers, wrote you poems, made you small treatsā heās gotten you various gifts, as well. Some pertain to your own hobbies, but he even got you your own bow and arrow so he could make a date out of teaching you archery. He kept you smilingā kept you happy. Itād be a crime for any of your friends to disapprove.
Ā» Rook loves spending time with you, so dates are frequentā specified days of the week are date nights, and making it a regular part of your schedule is a must. Some days, Rook takes part in your hobbies, other days, you take part in his. He begins to teach you archery, gives you pointers on huntingā but both of your favorites is when he takes you out to enjoy theatre performances with him.
Ā» His eyes light up as he rambles before the show. During the show, heās absolutely taken by the sight and you find yourself splitting your attention between enjoying the performance and watching your awestruck hunter with a smile. Then, after the performance, he gives you his feedback, asks for yours, and engaging conversation ensues. Performance nights always end with you spending the night with Rook because you both just⦠never want the conversation to end. In all honesty, you never do on any date night, but that feeling is especially prominent when you get to see that excited, rambling side of Rook that he rarely shows others.
Ā» So you spend the night by his side. He talks to you about various shows that you could watch next timeā all whilst you lean against him, happy to just listen to him talk about his passion. Rook is always incredibly appreciative that you let him rant and rambleā itās rare that he gets the opportunity, even more so that someone shows genuine interest like you do. It only makes him adore you more, if thatās even possible.
Ā» Of course, with all of the fun comes the less desirable topics. Namely, Rook discloses how big a fan of Neige LeBlanche he is. At first, you donāt think itās a big deal, but are quick to realize that his status with Vil essentially makes it a betrayal of sorts. He expresses that itās conflicting to be a genuine fan of them bothā that itās hard. You reassure him as you always do. You tell him that heās an appreciator of beautyā he cannot be asked to pretend not to find something beautiful for someone elseās sake. But you understand that he doesnāt want to anger Vil and offer him a space to talk about any of his interests with you. Any of them includes things like being in Eternal Snow. That sort of thing doesnāt phase you anyhow. It never has.
Ā» Rook smiles and thanks you, happy to have someone else to share his interests with. It only proves why he chose you in the first placeā you were always so understanding of him. In the face of his fears and insecurity, you never once bat an eye. You never hesitated to assure himā to insist that he was loved. Heās never once felt shame, abhorrence, or upset about who he was when with you. Heās able to push other peopleās judgments aside because you love him. You see his kindness, his vulnerabilityā and love him truly for it.
Ā» In you, Rook finds someone heās finally comfortable sharing his life with. He finds someone whoāll support him unconditionally despite what others may view as āstrange.ā He doesnāt have to worry about you prying if he doesnāt want you to because youād never cross any boundaries with him. Youāre just⦠incredibly respectful and loving towards him in a way that heād never experienced before. Itās warm, happy, and he must say, it makes him shine brighter than ever before.
Ā» As an appreciator of beauty, heās able to find it in even the most imperfect of situations. You helped him find beauty in himself. Perhaps itās a little biased to say, but Rook thinks that the beauty you hold is his absolute favorite.
Ā» Pure, undying love and affection. Coming from one of the kindest, most genuine people he knows. Really, does it get any more beautiful than that?
Oh goodness the emotions Iāve felt reading Jamilās part in the Scarabia love languages HCā¦oh how I wanna hold him and kiss his forehead,, if you have any more ideas for him Iād love to see them!! Not pressuring you or anything, I just completely adore how you wrote for Jamil <33 have a great day!
mwah, for you : ā„ļø
I do also have more things planned with Jamil! so hopefully more content for him soon! <3
a/n: thank you so much for this request!! And Iām glad you enjoyed the Floyd version of this! Iām really glad yāall are enjoying these! I wanted to do one for Jamil, so Iām really happy someone requested it! I hope you all enjoy this one! spoilers for book 4 ahead!
ā starry - eyed !
Ā» If you want the picture perfect definition of denial, Jamil is it. It takes him incredibly long to actually realizes that he has a crush on you. So long in fact that pretty much everyone else realizes it aside from you and him. Itās clear as day though. The way he looks at youā treats you. Itās clear that he adores you.
Ā» However, itās not as if his denial comes from a refusal to admit his feelings. Rather, they come from a place of self-preservation. Jamil has never been granted the things he wanted in life. Heās always used to giving up what he wants to serve Kalimā to stay in the shadows. Thatās how his life has always been, so why would it be any different with you? Wouldnāt he be a fool to give himself that false hope? To think for a second that maybe he could be with you?
Ā» He doesnāt want to disappoint himself, so itās better for him not to face his feelings. Though, that proves to be very difficult.
Ā» At first, he can get away with claiming that he just enjoys your company. That he likes being around you because you donāt expect him to act a certain way or do things for you. He likes spending time with you because itās a break from realityā itās a break from being a servant. Though, as you two steadily spend more time together, he finds less and less excuses to justify spending time with you.
Ā» He could study on his own, yes, but he chooses to walk with you to the library to study instead. Why? Well⦠he doesnāt have an answer. He lines up his schedule so that he just happens to be free after your club activities so he can walk you back to your dorm, or maybe spend time with him. Jamil may claim itās because he wants to keep you safe, but in reality, he doesnāt have a solid answer. He could spend his weekends having time to himself, but before he knows it, heās texting you, asking if you have any plans.
Ā» Eventually, he canāt deny having an answer as to why. He knows why. No longer able to run from the truth, he just admits it. He adores you. Absolutely smitten with you. The way you always help him without a wordā the way you make time for himā the way you treat him not as a spectacle, but just as a normal personā he canāt help it. Youāve made his life easier, given him more reasons to smile. Occasionally, you even help Kalim study or keep him distracted just so Jamil can have a few hours to himself.
Ā» Youāve done so much for him. Isnāt only natural that he develops such strong romantic feelings towards you?
Ā» Once he finally comes to terms with his crush, thatās when his behavior starts to change. Heāll go out of his way to ask you if you need assistance and take pride in being able to help you, no matter what it is. If youāre worried youāre giving him extra work, heās quick to reassure you. If itās you, heās more than happy to help out.
Ā» With his crush, your compliments start to take more effect. If you watch his basketball practices and compliment his skills, heāll immediately pull his hood up and hide his face to conceal the raging blush on his cheeks. Seeing you in the crowd at his games always makes him incredibly excited and motivated, and it shows in the way he always searches for your eyes after every point he makes. He has more fun when youāre there watching him.
Ā» Although you do see him when heās having fun, he also knows that he can talk to you about his struggles. You never bat an eye, and youāll give him your full, undivided attention as he vents about his frustrations. You never judge him, always quick to reassure that youāre there. If you can make his life easier, you will do anything to help. It always makes Jamilās heart flutter. You already make his life worlds better. He wishes so badly that he could just⦠tell you.
Ā» Being friends is nice, but he finds himself envisioning what dating you would be like more and more. Holding hands, hugging, kissing you, having you spend the night in his dorm, no longer having to worry that youāll be swept away before he knows it⦠for the first time, he longs so badly for something and knows that he has to do something about it.
» But⦠would confessing ruin what you two have? Would he lose you? He thinks about that one day while gazing at you from afar during lunch. After one longing sigh too many, both of his clubmates groan, having joined him for lunch that day.
Ā» āSea Snake, just say something to them! Sittinā here whininā gets you nothing!ā Floyd insists. Ace nods in agreement.
Ā» āI have to agree, Viper-senpai. I meanā staring from afar wonāt do you any good! Pretty much everyone aside from them knows that you like them! If you never say anything, theyāll never figure it out! If you want something, then take the leap! Itās only a matter of time before someone else does and you lose your chance!ā Ace insists, a rather annoyed expression on his face. Jamil deadpans at them both and theyāre quick to change the topic, but he keeps their advice in mind.
Ā» He knows theyāre right. He doubts heās the only one that adores youā that wants to be with you. Jamil is used to losing for other peopleās sakeā not showing off or flaunting. You always insist he should, but understand his circumstances. However, he knows that this is something he doesnāt want to miss out on.
Ā» Jamil cannot miss his chance with you. So he will do whatever it takes to confessā to finally take that step forward and have the honor of calling you his.
ā say the words !
Ā» Jamil wants to go about his confession carefully. Heās always been the type to plan things far in advance, and admittedly, heās a bit of a perfectionist. He wants to impress youā to show you just how much you mean to him. He canāt just⦠be impulsive and spew out a confession without another thought. He was sure if he tried, heād stumble over his words and back out due to embarrassment. He wanted to do this right.
Ā» He scraps many ideas. He doesnāt want to be cheesy, or go with something too fake feeling. It has to be genuineā he wants to be able to portray his feelings in the most honest way possible to you. Being too flashy, overly romantic⦠it just isnāt him. He could shower you with gifts and flowers, cook you a large feast and write you a beautiful confession to boot, but none of that feels true to him. Itās far too out of character.
Ā» Eventually, he settles less on scripting the confession, and more on giving himself the proper opportunity and atmosphere to confess. He decides that heāll invite you to the next party at Scarabia, pull you aside to the balcony for a moment alone under the desert skies, then heāll just let the words flow. A genuine, intimiate conversation alone, away from the fray. That feels more comfortable. More like himself. So it quickly solidifies as his plan.
Ā» The next party comes quickly and he invites you as planned. You insist on helping with party preparations, but Jamil manages to convince you otherwise. He needs the time alone. He comes up with a bunch of excuses, of course not wanting tu admit that he needed some time to mentally prepare and rehearse what to sayā how to open up the conversation.
Ā» The entire school day before the party heās incredibly nervous. He knows that he wants to do this, but isnāt quite prepared for how you might react. His fellow classmates notice, and his club members are quick to realize heās out of it when a ball hits him square in the face. Floyd and Ace tease him to no end about it, knowing exactly why heās in the state heās in. Itās not hard to conclude given his fluster, but he denies it anyway.
Ā» Soon, heās preparing for the party and stumbling over things he usually wouldnāt. Heās grateful though because his dormmates are quick to assist himā showing him sympathy and wishing him luck. Jamil has no idea how him confessing became such widespread news, but he figures that maybe itās best not to question it. He needs all of his focus on you.
Ā» When the party comes around, he enjoys it with you by your side for a while. As the night progresses, things get more lively and heās quick to notice you getting a bit tired. The perfect moment. He invites you to join him outside for a breather and you agree with a smile, following him out onto the balcony into the cold desert air.
Ā» At first, itās silent. Youāre both staring up at the stars, enjoying a quiet moment away from the bustling celebration indoors. Jamil canāt help but look over at you. His heart fluttersā seeing you underneath the starry sky, bathed in the moonlight. You look amazing, and that longing sings loudly one more. Itās now or never.
Ā» āHey⦠can I tell you something?ā He starts, a bit hesitant as he stands beside you. You hum in response.
Ā» āSure. Iām always here to listen, Jamil. You know that.ā You glance over at him. He takes a deep breath, placing his hand over yours on the railing before finally meeting your gaze.
Ā» āI⦠like you. I have for a while, now. You donāt have these crazy expectations that everyone else does. You know who I really am. You know how much I have to downplay my own abilities because of my job as a servant. Youāve always been so understanding and I⦠Iām not used to getting things I want. But I want to be with you. I donāt want to give this up. I canāt give this up. I like you. Will you go out with me?ā He averts his gaze, afraid of your response.
Ā» After a few moments of silence, he finally looks at you, feeling his face flush upon seeing your wide eyes and bright smile. You nod excitedly, intertwining your fingers with his and leaning against him as you laugh softly.
Ā» āAbsolutely. I thought youād never ask.ā You respond joyously. Jamil feels waves of relief, leaning his head atop yours as he enjoys your warmth by his side.
Ā» This time, he doesnāt try to hide the smile adorning his expression.
ā at last , with you !
Ā» As private of a person as Jamil is, news of your relationship spreads like wildfire. Why? Because Jamil isnāt subtle at ALL with how happy he is to finally be with you. He can brush it off with people like Kalim, who wonāt bat an eye, but then club time rolls around. You stop by to drop something off for Jamil, and the way he smiles as he watches you walk away speaks volumes for his peers.
Ā» Floyd and Ace are the first to find out because of this. They tease him endlessly, but he canāt find it in him to care because for onceā for once in his lifeā he got to have something he wanted. A genuine relationship with a person he loves so much. Admittedly, as much as the pair tease, they think itās nice. Ace looks up to you with how kind you are. You always lend a hand and occasionally, youāve tutored him when he was too scared to ask Riddle. Heās glad Jamil found you. Floyd finds you just as intriguing as he finds Jamil. Seeing you both together is very fitting, he things. But additionally, itās nice to see Jamil have a sort of genuine happiness around you. Maybe others donāt notice it, but he usually fakes how happy he is. Floyd thinks you must be fun if you can make someone as serious as Jamil genuinely joyous. So heās happy for you both.
Ā» However, Floyd and Ace have never been ones to keep quiet, so the news spreads. Floyd tells the others at Octavinelle, Ace tells Heartsabyul, Cater tells Kalimā and oh boy if anyone is excited, itās one Kalim Al-Asim. Heās wanted Jamil to find someone to make him happy for a while now, and you? Youāre exactly what Kalim had in mind for his friend and more. Youāre always so patient with Kalim when you tutor him. If he asks, you come to his Light Music club performancesā plus, you always help him out when heās having trouble! Heās so happy that Jamil has someone like you tu rely on.
Ā» So happy that he insists on throwing a celebratory party on Jamilās behalf. He tries to insist otherwise, but eventually laments and tells you about it. You both laugh about it because itās so unequivocally Kalim. You help Jamil with the party preparations, so he canāt find it in himself to mind too much. Cooking with you feels so⦠natural in a way. Having you there, in perfect sync with him, not having to worry about you messing up or anythingā itās enjoyable. You two finish pretty quickly and enjoy a rather upbeat party.
Ā» Honestly though, you both sneak away to spend some time alone. While the party goes on Iām the background, you stay with Jamil in his room, laid next to him, curled into his side. You two talk about whatever to pass the time, laughing together, getting a few hours of privacy to enjoy just⦠being together.
Ā» Moments alone with you are Jamilās favorite thing. So many of your dates will reflect that. Theyāre always private, intimate. Movie nights in, star gazing together in the woods, sometimes even late nights spent in each otherās arms. You donāt need an excuse to spend time together anymore. You both plan out dates when your schedule aligns and do whatever you feel fits best for how youāre both feeling.
Ā» A lot of the times, you two will go off to isolated parts of campus and sit together. During lunch, before clubsā whenever possible. Jamil will lay his head in your lap as you gently run fingers through his hair. He enjoys the attention, and youāre happy because it gives him a break from the countless stresses of his day to day life. Youāre more than happy to indulge him.
Ā» Though, your relationship changes after his overblot. Jamil fully expects to lose you. He mentally prepares himself, but you stay. Admittedly, youāre hurt. Of course you are, but youāre able to recognize that Jamil was pushed to this point because he was hurting more. An unimaginable amount. Itās from that day forward that Jamil absolutely trusts that he can tell you anythingā even his most venomous thoughtsā without judgment. He wonāt scare you away. And thatās relieving to him because he couldnāt bear the thought of losing you.
Ā» With you, heās able to recognize that his hatred for Kalim isnāt that at all. That itās a projection of his hatred for his circumstancesā a desire for things to be different. His relationship with Kalim has to slowly be repaired, and you help with that. You help ease his fears and worries, take care of him when things get roughā hug him tightly when he cries. When he becomes too overwhelmed, when heās heard people call him a monster one too many times, you hold him, whisper soft reassurances to him, make him food and keep him company.
Ā» You make sure heās taken care of. You make sure he knows that heās loved. With you, Jamil feels like himself. He feels like he doesnāt have to face his issues alone anymore. Because in the face of an overblot, betrayal, distrust, and lies, you didnāt turn away. You stood strong and embraced him after he snapped out of his overblot. You stayed by his side during his recovery, and loved him even stronger in the wake of the event.
Ā» Youāve always had him in mind. And Jamil is incredibly grateful to have you. You keep him in check, warm his heart, but most importantly to himā
Ā» You show Jamil that he is more than the circumstances of his birth. That he deserves to be praised for his accomplishmentsā that he can do as he desires. To you, Jamil isnāt someone elseās shadow.
Ā» Heās your partner. And as much as Jamil hates titles, even he has to admit that being called āyoursā is a title he will always be proud to have.
a/n: I love this idea! Typically Iām a huge angst fan, but this idea is just so cute! Thank you for this headcanon request! Extra fluffy as requested, hereās some hand holding with the first years! enjoy! ā winnie ā„ļø
Ā» Ace is a very affectionate person, so he holds your hand any chance he gets. Honestly, he loves the feeling. Having you by his side with your hand in his is something he grows used to after being in a relationship for a while, so itās weird if he isnāt holding your hand when with you.
Ā» Donāt be fooled, though. If you forget, he will NOT be quiet about it. He will loudly and dramatically sigh, insisting that his dearest partner is deserting him and that youāre walking way too fast for him to keep up! Heāll keep at the dramatics until you lament and intertwine your fingers with his. After you do, he always gives you a triumphant smile in return.
Ā» When you two hold hands, he always insists that you hold his right hand. Why? Because thatās the hand he doesnāt wear a glove on in his school uniform. And Ace is very particular with that. He likes to feel the warmth of your hand against his and he claims that with the glove it just āfeels weird.ā Heād never openly admit that he just likes the feeling better, but if you point it out, heāll get flustered and respond with a simple āso what?ā Because it isnāt exactly strange that he likes the feeling of your hand against his, right?
Ā» Either way, when you first start dating, Ace is quite the fan of flaunting. When he gets to hold your hand through the halls of NRC, he always makes sure that people notice, wearing a bright, confident smile as he strides down the hall with his hand in yours. He just likes showing off that youāre his, honestly. And what better way to do so than a little bit of tasteful PDA?
Ā» Though, as mentioned before, he just likes the affection. So even in private, his hand will slide into yours naturally. The contact, for him, is a simple reminder that he isnāt alone. So hand holding happens often and sometimes is completely spontaneous.
Ā» If youāre sat next to each other in class, his hand reaches for yours beneath the desk. If youāre eating together in the cafeteria, heāll reach for your hand the moment itās free. If you attend an unbirthday party with him, or help him with preparation, somehow, in some way, his hand finds yours. Ace is touchy, but sometimes is embarrassed to do more than just hold your hand, so of course heāll make the most of what he is comfortable doing.
Ā» His grip is always firm, yet still gentle. When heās in a bad mood, he squeezes just a bit tighter and you squeeze back as a silent reassurance that youāre there for him. A lot of the times, he likes it when you idly trace shapes into the back of his hand. It makes him feel fuzzy and he always has to hide a smile when you do.
Ā» Overall, for Ace, hand holding is a must as often as he possibly can. He loves how itās just⦠a simple gesture of love between two people. And hey, after all.
Ā» It shows off to anyone else that might like you that you chose Ace Trappola to be your partner in crime. And if Ace likes to do anything, itās show off things heās proud of. And being yours is probably his proudest, best accomplishment yet!
Ā» Deuce is definitely nervous to hold your hand at first. Just a little, though. Mostly because he doesnāt have a lick of relationship experienceā so heās a little intimidated. Should he just go for it? Should he ask to hold your hand? Would you be okay holding hands in public between classes? He hasnāt the slightest clue.
Ā» Youāre quick to notice his conflict. Paired with the blush on his face and the way heās looking at your hand, itās pretty obvious what he was debating about. You simply laugh a little and intertwine your fingers with his and hold his hand. Deuce immediately feels relievedā though admittedly a bit embarrassed that he was overthinking it. Sure, he can be headstrong sometimes, but he wants to make sure youāre happy, so he tends to get a little lost in his head!
Ā» When heās comfortable and knows that youāre okay with it, heās quick to hold your hand whenever he feels like it. Admittedly, he tries to be sly about it, tries not to make a big deal, but he always does. He canāt help but smile when he feels the familiar warmth of your hand in his. He thinks your hands fit perfectly with his, so he canāt help but get excited and a little flustered.
Ā» At first, he only really holds your hands with his gloves on. Deuce is a little insecure. He has his fair share of scars on his hands from his days as a delinquent, rough skin from the many fights he picked during his younger years. Heās worried that itāll throw you off, or that youāll think less of him for it, but eventually he gives in after you ask. Hesitantly, the gloves slide off and he holds your hand in his. You examine the scars on his hands before smiling, kissing them gently before trailing your fingers along them. Deuce feels his heart swellā of course youād never mind something like that. But seeing it makes him feel that much more loved.
Ā» After that day, heāll always remove his gloves to hold your hand if heās wearing them. He enjoys the feeling a lot more, and the way your fingers automatically begin tracing his scars is probably one of his favorite sensations in the world. It makes him less ashamed of that part of himself. You embrace it so openly and willingly and itās comforting for him to see. So it becomes a natural happening every time you two hold hands.
Ā» Deuce doesnāt need that affection element like others do, but that doesnāt mean he doesnāt enjoy it. In fact, so long as you both arenāt doing anything that requires you to use your hands like eating, or riding magical wheel together, he prefers to hold your hands in his. A lot of the time, if you two are just idly conversing, heāll have both of your hands in his as he faces you and talks. The more comfortable he gets, the more his hands naturally gravitate to yours whenever they can.
Ā» Deuce is definitely also the type to kiss the back of your hand if youāre walking together. Heāll raise your intertwined hands to his lips and place a gentle kiss on the back of yours as a quiet, loving expression. He always gets incredibly flustered afterwards, but such a simple gesture conveys so much emotion for him and you know that. Itās his way of telling you that he loves and appreciates you being there.
Ā» For him, being able to hold your hand makes him happy. It reminds him that heās gotten betterā closer to his goal of being a better person, but that even if he wasnāt quite there yet, youād accept him wholeheartedly. When he twines his fingers with yours, he knows that whatever he faces, he will never have to face it alone.
Ā» Jack isnāt incredibly open, he never really has been. Though, heās definitely the affectionate type. Heād never admit that so easily, but he is. So when you two first start dating, it comes as a surprise that he seeks out your affection and touch. But itās something you happily embrace. Jack likes to be in some sort of contact with you when he can be, but he definitely loves holding your hand.
Ā» His grip is always firm, holding onto your hand tightly. Itās a reassuring, grounding feeling to hold hands with him. Jack is always willing to do so, but he can get a little embarrassed in public. Heās not big on PDA as a general concept, but he has to admit, holding your hand in public, letting people know that youāre his partner⦠itās an oddly satisfying feeling. It shows people that youāre off the market. And mixed with Jackās rather intimidating demeanor, it keeps people from trying to flirt with or bother you. Itās a benefit that he enjoys.
Ā» Even if he seems hesitant when holding your hand in public, itās a guarantee that his tail will be swaying behind him at the affection and a small grin will find its way onto his expression. A small, proud smile. He enjoys the closeness and the affection. Sure, itās not always⦠fun to have so many people stare at you both in curiosity, but he canāt help but feel happy anyway. Your affection has that effect on him. Itās comforting, warm, lovingā and a perfect excuse to stay close by your side.
Ā» Itās pretty easy to tell when Jack wants to hold your hand, but doesnāt want to initiate it himself. It typically happens when youāre both in public. Heāll linger by your side, shoulder against yours, nudging you gently until you get the hint. Once you do, his mood immediately shifts to be a bit brighter. Even if his expression doesnāt change much, itās clear as day that heās pleased.
Ā» When youāre alone together, itās a different story. Heās happy to take your hands in his, sometimes palm to palm just to admire the different sizes of your hands. Then, heāll grip onto your hand tightly as you lean into his side, a comforting, solid warmth in the way he holds your hand in his. Heāll squeeze your hand gently, a quiet, affectionate gesture.
Ā» His hands are on the more rough, calloused side from years upon years of training and playing sports, and heās worried that itāll bother you at first, but is happy to see that you donāt mind one bit. The roughness of his skin is just⦠so incredibly Jack-like that you canāt find it in you to mind. It just reminds you that heās a diligent, hard-worker. One of many things you love about him.
Ā» Plus, itās a nice sensation to feel when he gently rubs his thumb on the back of your hand when his fingers are intertwined with yours. Its a soft, reassuring show of affection on Jackās part. One that he shows idly, often not even realize that heās doing it until you return the gesture back. It always gets him a bit flustered, looking away as his tail sways a bit more. Even in his slight fluster, he doesnāt stop, happy to continue running his thumb along the back of your hand.
Ā» Overall, Jack loves the affection, whether it be in public or private, holding your hand is one of his favorite things to do. Itās just⦠comfortable for him. Natural, instinctual, even. Wanting some form of contact with you at any given moment is just normal for him. So when he holds your hand, leans in a little closer and gently caresses the back of your hand, you can be absolutely certain.
Ā» Jack absolutely adores you and the affection you give.
Ā» Epel is the type to hold your hand even if you both arenāt dating yet. He doesnāt mind it in the slightest, and besides, if he gets the opportunity to get a little closer to you, then so be it. For him, when he holds your hand, it feels like heāll be able to protect you in a way. With you close by, he can fend off anyone that may try bothering you. Plus, it shows that you trust him enough to stay by his side and hold his hand in yours.
Ā» At first, though, heās a little insecure about it. I mean, its a little conflicting. The hand cream that Vil insists he uses makes his hands a little softer and youād like that, right? But his rough, calloused hands are a product of his life on a farm⦠does he want to get rid of that? He isnāt entirely sure, but when you glance at his hands curiously, holding them in yours, asking what jobs on the farm he did that made his hands the way they were, he realizes that heās worried for nothing. Youāre holding his hands because you want to be close to him, like he does with you. Obviously you wonāt mind.
Ā» So Epel relaxes, happily rambling about various stories on the farm that got him certain scars or callouses, practically reliving every experience as he recounts them to you. Seeing your interest and having your attention makes him happy. It becomes a bit of a normal thing. Every time you hold his hands, you ask about a different scar or mark and get a different story in return. While telling his stories, Epel plays with your hands a bit, a small smile on his face.
Ā» When you two start dating, he doesnāt cease the hand holding. Heās almost positive that thereās some sort of rule in Pomefiore regarding affection in public, but he does not care at all when it comes to you. He wants to be able to show people that youāre togetherā he wants them to see how lucky he is to have you as a partner. So every time he sees you, he happily slides his hand into yours.
Ā» He particularly enjoys when you intertwine your fingers, then place your other hand on his arm, attaching yourself to his side. It makes him feel stronger, like you trust him to protect youā and thatās a feeling he wants to feel whenever possible. Every time you do it, he smiles a little more, face flushing just a tad as he squeezes your hand a little tighter.
Ā» When youāre both alone, walking together, he likes to swing your hands between you both when you hold hands. Itās fun, cute, and allows him to let loose a little away from the public eye. He always laughs a little as he swings your hands, eyes glittering with pure joy. Itās moments like these that he really gets to be himself and let go of his worries for a bit. With his hand in yours, he doesnāt have to think much about expectations or being beautiful. He can just be himself.
Ā» Epel absolutely loves to take walks just to do that. Spend time alone with you. Heāll hold your hand throughout the entire thing, content to do things one handed if it means not having to let go of your hand. He just loves the feeling of your hands in his. If you complain about your hands feeling dry, heāll always offer to rub some of his hand lotion into your skin, always insistent to do it himself rather than let you.
Ā» For him, holding your hand is a must. Heāll do it when youāre alone, in publicā whenever he can. Even if itās just playing with your hands, holding them idlyā he likes that contact. Because itās a silent reminder that someone loves him for himā that someone out there isnāt holding him to some ridiculous set of expectations.
Ā» Youāre someone happy to be by Epelās side, regardless of what everyone else expects. So when you hold his hand tightly and lean against his side, itās a break for him. A time for him to just stay in the moment with you.
Ā» Sebek is definitely the type to be super nervous about any type of affection at first. Heād blame it on his views on humans in general, but in reality, heās just scared, inexperienced, and has NO idea how to go about the dating and affection thing. Even with something as simple as holding your hand, heād overthink a lot about it. He wants to be honorable and respectful, lest he sully his title as a knight! So, he spends a lot of time consulting with Silver, Lilia, even Riddleā just to make sure heās doing things right by you.
Ā» Starting off, he really only holds your pinky with his, hooking them together as you both walk side by side. Itās subtle and he still gets to enjoy that small act of love and affection. It isnāt too daunting, and when he wants to, heāll let his fingers brush against yours when you both walk side by side. When you hook your pinky with his, heāll give a small, smug smile at his āplanā working. Mostly, heās just elated that youāre happy to be with him and that thereās no complaints on your end.
Ā» With time, he progresses into finally holding your hand. After all, he doesnāt want to be pushy, and he wants to keep you happy. He has to take these things slowly in a relationship so he can keep courting you properly as a knight should! But heās absolutely overjoyed when heās able to hold your hand and it quickly becomes one of his favorite things to do. If he isnāt busy and you arenāt either, his hand will reach for yours naturallyā heāll automatically reach for that warmth.
Ā» However, even if itās an automatic reaction on his part, he always asks if he can hold your hand, even if he knows youāll always agree. Itās a precautionary measureā just in case for some reason you donāt want to. You reassure him that youāll always say yes, but his desire to be chivalrous overrules any of that. He couldnāt just⦠grab your hand out of nowhere! What would Lilia and Malleus think if he acted so brashly? You think heās being dramatic, but admittedly, itās very sweet.
Ā» Every single time, without fail, when he holds your hand, before he intertwines his fingers with yours, he brings your fingers to his lips. Heāll kiss your hand like youāre the royalty he serves, then heāll gently take your hand in his. In truth, he wants to make sure you know youāre appreciated and that he enjoys the affection. Heās happy knowing you donāt mind holding his handā that you donāt mind being by his side even if heās part faeā even if people find him a bit much to handle.
Ā» His hands are on the colder side, likely due to being partially of fae blood. Itās one of many reasons he likes holding your hands. Theyāre always significantly warmer than hisā so feeling his hand in yours is always a comforting feeling. Typically, he wonāt remove his gloves unless you ask. And you do every single time because you know that itās what Sebek wants, too. Heās just not exactly the type to be open with that.
Ā» Heās not super big on PDA and gets pretty flustered when you hold his hand in public. He squirms a bit, moving his hand against yours in an attempt to get comfortable, but he typically struggles to hold back a smile. He pretends to scold you, especially when in front of the other Diasomnia dorm membersā but the blush on his face speaks volumes, and the way he holds your hand so gently shows that he truly doesnāt mind. He just pretends for the sake of his knightly pride.
Ā» For Sebek, holding your hand brings him a warmth he seldom experiences. It reminds him that yes, humans really arenāt as bad as he insists, and that thereās even one out there that loves him more than anything. You remind himā reassure him that heās doing great work as a knight, and that his fae origins could never scare you off.
Ā» You, to Sebek, represent undying love, devotion, and dedication. And when he holds your hand in his, heās elated. Because for once, he doesnāt feel like just a normal knight. With you, he feels like the knight in a fairy taleā the ones that protects and rescues their partner. And you are his fairytale dream partner. He truly couldnāt be happier.
Read your Floyd piece about him in a romantic relationship ā that anon wasn't kidding, the characterization is richā!! Got me kicking my feet back and forth as I lay on my bed, ahsiwjxjwisoa Your writing is like... the only images in my head when it ckmes to describing it is glitter and sparkles but its just very!!! Lovely!!! Very??? Dreamy romance book you'd reread whenever??? Your pink colour scheme fits it very well, just very dreamy and sweet once again.
you guys are so cute pls ;; im happy you enjoyed it! i love the way you describe it, i think dreamy is such a nice way to say it and I very much appreciate it! and Iām glad the aesthetic of the page fits, too! thank you, I appreciate it a lot, lovely anon! <3
I just read your scarabia love languages post and AAAA you're so good at grasping the characters??? I love the way you describe and word things I normally don't read kalim things and even that got me blushing sifbdvsh
man. you're so cool thank you for feeding us content muah
youāre so sweet, thank you! Iām really glad you enjoyed them! I always hearing yāallās reaction and feedback! and awe, feeding yāall content makes me happy. im glad you guys are enjoying it xoxo <3