don't tell me you love me

Tanner Valentine || 27 || Grad- Med

[txnnervxlentine]

unknown: you should know that I think you're such a cutie and I rarely think people are like that.

“Of course you do I mean look at me.”

[jackson-falahee]

So, on this HumpR, do you have to be gay or is it breeders? Gay. You scroll through the photos until you see one that you want and then you set up a date, and that’s it.

[txnnervxlentine]

ofbekket:

Ladybug? A ladybug. God. Just a ladybug. Bekket sighed deeply, his entire body slumping with relief. 

 “Good. I need the luck. It’s finals.” He sighed, his body untensing as he got over the unnecessary panic from earlier. “Fuck. I thought it was a bee or something. Thanks, man.”

“Don’t we all?” Tanner said with a chuckle as a shoulder shrug as to say ‘no problem’. Only then he realized he probably couldn’t see that shrug. “Hey it’s no problem, though I will admit if it was a bee you probably would have heard a lot more cursing and probably a few screams as I got it off of you. I don’t do bees...or spiders.”

[txnnervxlentine]

ofcxlottie:

rolling her eyes, “if you have more material covering you, therefore you’d be warmer.” defending her argument as she shuffled closer to fit under the blanket, balling her bare legs up onto the couch as she got comfortable. “mmm you’re telling me. makes me think she got too drunk also.”

“so do you,” he said pointing to her clothes before she joined him, pleased that she listened to him. tanner scooted closer not to make a move simply to let his body heat help warm her up so she’d stop complaining on how cold she was. “most people at our parties walk away drunk to the point they cant remember.” he was one of them. “you think you had a good time at least?”

[txnnervxlentine]

ofcxlottie:

lifting her head back up, trying to stop the world from spinning. her eyes glancing beside her at tanner, blinking a few times to let them adjust to the light, “you’re wearing pants share the blanket.” the blonde was in a slight mood as he head felt like an elephant had sat on it. “ah charlie, but i don’t know where she went… she said she was gonna look after me.”

“that doesn’t mean i’m not cold,” he muttered to himself before scooting over on the couch so there was room for her. “you could always join me...” as he spoke tanner lifted the end of the blanket up inviting her to come closer. “charlie...well guess she didn’t do a good job at that. let me help now.”

[txnnervxlentine]

ofcxlottie:

shrugging her shoulders slightly, “i don’t remember it…” mumbling as she tried to recall even an ounce of memory from last night, pouting slightly when she didn’t. “is this still the party house?” lottie had her eyes closed as she held her head, not wanting to move to find answers just yet.

“this is the chi house,” tanner said before flopping on the couch, grabbing the nearest blanket and pulling it over behind his shoulders as he got comfortable. “so yeah it’s the party house.” a yawn escaped him as he covered his mouth with the back of his hand. “you remember who you arrived here with?” 

[txnnervxlentine]

ofcxlottie:

slowly lifting her head to look in the direction of the voice, furrowing her brows as the brightness hurt her head, “ ah loretta actually…” gradually she sat herself up on the couch, ignoring how her dress was completly wrong right now. resting her elbows on her knees and her head in her hands, “wow why do people drink if this is the result…”

“loretta,” he said letting his dry tongue remember the name as he said it. it was hoe he remembered things, saying them out loud and since he managed to forget the girl’s name before he didn’t want to forget. again. “to forget whatever they are trying to forget...rough night i take it?”

[ofcxlottie-deactivated20210122]

—groaning loudly as she lied face down on a couch, unsure who’s or how she even got there. “if you want me to move, you’ll have to do it yourself.” lottie grumbled into the plushy material not caring what could have been done on this couch at this point. her dress was all messed up along with her hair and the small bit of makeup she had attempted, “who even are you?”

[txnnervxlentine]

“tanner valentine, at your service,” tanner muttered his hang over just as intense. while he didn’t have make up running down his face, the gel that was once holding his hair in place perfectly was now letting the bits stick up all over the place. “though i believe we met last night...mary was it?”

[txnnervxlentine]

imessage - alessandra 💔

alessandra: yes for once! bc no matter how many times i try to avoid your pretty face youre always fucking there!

alessandra: and then the in my kitchen in just your boxers moment!

alessandra: like youre always there and you dont even know it .

tanner: it's not like i actively go out and search for you! like i try to be in your way every moment! i have a life outside of you now, you know!

[ofbekket]

One of Bekket’s favorite things was to walk around until he got bored, tired, or lost; whichever came first. That being said, he sure had gotten lost quite a lot lately, so he stuck to a route he knew, wandering around for a while before finding a park bench where he could sit and listen to his audiobook. It was peaceful and calm, and everything was pretty chill.

Until he felt something crawling on his arm.

Bekket immediately froze, his eyes wide. He couldn’t see to confirm what was on his arm, but it was certainly a bug. Ugh, this was why warm weather was awful! What if it was a bee? He was not ready to deal with a bee sting today. After a moment of quiet panic, he thought he heard the sound of someone walking nearby.

“Hey! Hey. Hey, I’ll literally pay you if you get whatever is crawling on my arm off of my arm right now.” he hissed out.

[txnnervxlentine]

With the gym bag slung over his shoulder, Tanner walked out of the gym and into the warm spring day. Letting out a small exhale he let the warm sun kiss his skin and let his eyes stay closed for a second just letting himself take it in. It was the small things lately, like the sun kissing his skin, that kept him going it felt like. When life wasn’t going his way he had simple reminders of how beautiful it all could be. 

His eyes were still closed when he heard the voice next to him. Opening a single eye he glanced over at the voice and saw the bug that was on the arm. “Oh fuck, yeah I got it.” Reaching over he gently picked the lady bug off of Bekket’s arm and helped it fly away. “Lady bug. Those are supposed to be good luck if they land on you.” 

[jordalinebyrd]

Vodka. Because 14 shots tasted better than thought of you loving someone that wasn’t me.

Jordyn Byrd — (The boy who stole my innocence)

[txnnervxlentine]

imessage - alessandra 💔

alessandra: i have a lot to be mad about tan, for once in the past couple months it isn't because of you

tanner: for once? what the fuck did i do!?

tanner: you know what, forget it. dont answer it.

[txnnervxlentine]

imessage - alessandra 💔

alessandra: mhmmm... because one of my best friends and ex joking around about hooking up is nothing to be angry at... youre so right

tanner: hey like you said, you have nothing to be mad about. im innocent here.

[txnnervxlentine]

imessage - alessandra 💔

alessandra: no my code for me being mad at you will literally be me saying im mad at you ..

alessandra: its not like i dont have anything to mad about.

tanner: exactly. you don't.

[txnnervxlentine]

imessage -alessandra 💔

alessandra: i mean i'm not mad at /you/ but yeah no probs.....

tanner: and that is your code meaning your mad at me. great.

[txnnervxlentine]

imessage - alessandra 💔

alessandra: hey...

alessandra: so like idk if you saw twitter a couple days ago

alessandra: but seriously wasn't mad at yours and olives interaction just to let you know

alessandra: like i shouldn't explain myself to you but yeah ..

alessandra: but just wanted to let you know...

tanner: you're right you shouldn't have to, but im glad your not mad then. thanks for letting me know.

[ephemeralxo]

JACKSON: i just saw my public relations prof at the liquor store and tried to buy his vodka JACKSON: he wasn’t feeling the bribe and revoked my extension on a paper that was due a week ago JACKSON: anyway i’m dropping out to become a full time contender on naked and afraid JACKSON: be my partner?

[txnnervxlentine]

Tanner: I have been waiting all my life for you to ask me this.  Tanner: When do we go? I guess I should start saying my goodbyes now unless I don’t make it back...