on this blog, I go by Tyena (she/her). This is my main blog, dedicated to a sfw agere zoo aesthetic.
If you have a little “adult content” I don’t mind as long as it’s not in my DNI, that you don’t sexualize my content, and that you’re not interacting from an adult content blog.
With that out of the way, on this blog you will find sustainable sfw agere things. This includes handmade plushies and accessories made with reused clothing and fabric. Thrifted little treasures as well. There will also be my thoughts and opinions, all sfw agere related. Mostly, there will be reblogs from others.
I do not care for pacis or diapers in my regression, because I identify with my 5 year old and 11 year old selves the most. Sometimes I do reblog images with pacis, but never diapers. My opinion on them is that a lot of different people need them, like babies, older folks, people with urinary issues, etc. Therefore, they do not make me uncomfy but you will not find them on this blog either.
I discovered the sfw agere community on tumblr after having an LPS blog with 200 followers. A lot of my followers came from there, and I was glad I could make so many people happy with my photography. I later realized how fond I was of this community, since I’ve always liked acting in characters that were younger than me.
Explaining my little ages:
5 years old: I really enjoyed my time as a kindergartener. I met my elementary school bffs, I socialized more than ever, and life was very relaxing. Kindergarten work was very fun, just colouring, having an hour to play everyday. The next two years would be really stressful, as I was getting bullied by another kid. I would develop rashes on my skin, possibly from the stress.
11 years old: I was really lonely during this time. Two of my bffs ditched me for other people, and the last moved to a different country. I discovered animal jam, and made a great friend on there. I also made a new friend at school which lasted until I unfortunately went into psychosis, when I was 19. Anyways, the animal jam friend showed me warriors, which made me love cats. I spent a lot of time playing outside with my LPS, and I cherish this time I had to myself. Everything changed at this age, and things have remained an integral part of me.
I really love your Minecraft au, especially the Illagers, and was wondering what the Ravagers are/how they work in your au.
Ravager Lore! Also mentioned here.
The Raiders (and their Ravager) regroup after pushing back against the Piglins. After seeing the Ravager in action once more, Nil asks Wirt about it. And then they decide that maybe they don't need to know everything.
decided to redraw the elder phantom sheet since the last one was pretty old at this point. my bag of freaks, lore past keep reading
these are the elder phantoms - 13 godly beings created by accident as zios' tears mixed with the elements of the universe. besides zios himself, they were the oldest living things, predating even mira herself. zios was horrified and disgusted by what he had done, and shunned them away, leaving them to rot.
the youngest of the sisters, bearing only a singular eye, was enraged by her creator abandoning her. she begged her sisters to join her in getting revenge against zios, but they thought her foolish. for all her sisters wanted was the love and affection of their creator, and they'd do anything to get it
the youngest was shunned away for her heresy, and so she fled to seek her revenge alone. she would later bring forth modern phantoms in her image, and become known as the Phantom Queen
as for her sisters, in their desparation for zios' approval they merged into one being which they called "elys". in hopes that if zios couldn't love them all, he could love one. they surrendered most of their power to submit to him, and shifted their collective form to mimic the focus of zios' affection - their newest sister, mira
but zios was instead enraged by this, and with little power left to defend herself, elys was slaughtered and trapped in stone. he hid her body away and did not let knowledge of her existence spread, nor did the queen let her children know that there were more like their queen. and thus, knowledge of elys - and of the elder phantoms that comprised her - faded away with her demise
Maro!! (drawn by @bootleggreely obv, he also helped me fit this all together!!
their whole deal is that they're the child of Hart (Giraffe Alpha) and Greely; both from a world that's long-gone now due to the phantoms originating there taking total control over it & assimilating it
(lore-ramble under the cut)
most things from that world (animals esp), understandably, just… flat out didn't make it. if they're not dead they're as good as dead; but hart managed to escape with maro (when they were like 9) by using the magic stored in other alphas' alpha stones (a pretty fucked up thing to do! it basically damned the alphas they stole from, but they got desperate). they had offered for their worlds greely to escape with them, but he denied & instead chose to stay behind to attempt to fend off the phantoms (which was futile and i think. he knew. but yk captain goes down w/his ship analogy and all that)
one of the ancients also escaped with hart, a younger one that didn't like what her siblings were doing to this world. they only had a brief connection with the giraffe alpha before they split their separate ways, though; with her fleeing to one world while hart & maro went to another.
despite managing to flee in time, hart & maro still weren't safe. they were constantly being perused by the ancients, who had grown angry over both escaping. this lead to most worlds the two visiting eventually, inevitably, being attacked by the same world-hopping ancients, dooming those worlds to the same fate while the two would flee over and over. it went on for years, and even as maro grew up and became their own person (currently, they're 18-20, max), harts rampant paranoid terror led them to shelter maro, never letting them out of their sight for even an hour. they were desperate to keep their kid, the only other thing from their original world that escaped, safe (at this point they assumed the young ancient that fled with them had died, or that they had second thoughts and rejoined their older siblings in their pursuit to consume more and more worlds)
but eventually. they fled to a weird world. OITTS "current" world. and they…. reunite with the ancient that fled with them all those years back. they were alive, and they had become this worlds phantom queen. who up until that point had escaped the hateful gaze of her siblings, and had been attempting to settle down in a world. this new world was cruel, but phantoms thrived in relative peace. (a parallel with her siblings that the queen doesn't see; she believes shes taken over this worlds jamaa for her subjects/children, not for anything malicious, and thus she believes that separates her from them)
of course the two are ecstatic to reunite, that last bit of hope that both had that SOMETHING else had survived from their shared original world turned out to be true. but that'd quickly turn to horror as hart realizes what they've done. they've practically lit a beacon for the ancients right in the world that the queens worked so hard to hide from their prying eyes.
for once, hart doesn't flee. they can't. they couldn't in good conscious leave PQ here to fend off her siblings on her own. not when they're the reason they'll find her. they decide to stand their ground until they inevitably discover this world and invade it
when that confrontation happens. the ancients have actually been having quite a fun time chasing hart around; they made it easier to jump from world to world with their own efforts, and the ancients have gained quite a footing due to them. so. there's a proposal (from hart. i think. more than anything else)
just. leave this world be, leave maro here, leave your sister here. and hart will join them. they don't want too, obviously. but it's the only bargain those things will consider. and of course, its taken. so the ancients trade out one of their own for another (PQ for hart). and hart can finally let go of maro and let them exist and be their own person in OITTS world, it's the thing that finally separates them
Hart breaks the cycle of fleeing and consuming resources (they ultimately became just as bad as the ancients, in the end. they'd steal resources and heartstones/alpha stones from worlds they visited just to fuel their own magic, just so they could run) and lets their kid finally settle down in a world that isnt kind, but it isnt horrible. and PQ can also finally let go of her terror of her siblings and reflect upon what she did to OITTS world (which, again, wasn't far off from what her siblings did, she just thought it was "justified"). and maybe they can work on making OITTS world someplace thats livable for animals and phantoms. not just one or the other. the damage done to OITT by her cannot be undone, but at least there can be somewhat-security for everyone living in it going forward
It’s called the bear cave. It’s a section on the build a bear website. I still see it on the American site as a Canadian.
I don’t think most adults care for the bear cave as much as they care for Shadow, pumpkin kitty, the bat, Sanrio drops, or basically anything that becomes wildly popular.
I’m like hyperfixated on animal jam right now (but I don’t want to play it because I think it’s boring every time I try and I don’t want to lose the hyperfixation because I’m sort of in a numb mood for the last two weeks) and I’m discovering a lot.
First of all, they’re up to 19 adventures now! NINETEEN!!! I was playing this game around 2012-2016 mind you, so I was surprised at how much they have now.
And do you know how many PLAYABLE animals there are? FREAKING 147!! (Play wild). That’s insane to me. The first time I saw a new animal was the kangaroo, and there were around 10 animals when I started playing. (AJC).
