Films By No One

[tylerbythesea]

Showing Up At Your Door | Tyler & Parker

[parkevans]

Parker hummed gently to the man as he returned the hug, his hand running slow circles over Tyler’s back. What he wouldn’t give to beat the living shit out of the man who had hurt Tyler so badly. He placed a light kiss to the top of Tyler’s head and fought back a yawn. He could sleep later. Tyler needed a friend right now. The man was in a world of pain and Parker was at a complete loss of how to fix this.

“Tyler, breathe. Just breathe, love. Calm down, yeah?” he murmured soothingly into the man’s ear as he gently rocked back and forth. He didn’t really know how to help the guy, because he didn’t know exactly what was wrong, so he figured just comforting him was probably a good route.

[tylerbythesea]

"Calm down."

Tyler echoed the words, his chuckle slightly deranged. His nails really dug into Parker for a moment, really wanted to hurt him before he pushed violently out of the other man's arms. For the first time in his natural born life, he was flexing his hands, actually considering physical harm. But he closed his eyes and reminded himself that it wasn't Parker's fault. Parker was truly trying to help - no one was paying him to be comforting; he obviously wasn't serving his own reputation by trying to keep Tyler from acting foolish. No, it was Tyler who was embarrassing himself. He was being a terrible guest, and it just added fuel to his own bitter and broken fires. 

Tyler swiped at his tears and turned his back to Parker, taking a deep breath. "I went to the hospital for alcohol poisoning a few weeks ago. I have never had so much liquor in my entire life and I wish I could regret it, but I don't. The only thing I regret is waking up and having to stay in a glorified rehab where everyone kept reminding me that there was something wrong."

Tyler's voice was hoarse and breaking, his head cradled in his hands. Just talking about it seemed to slowly twist the knife already buried deep in his heart. New tears flooded his eyes and he let out a pathetic sob. 

"My-" Tyler shuddered as another sob wracked him. He didn't even know what to call him anymore. Friend? Lover? A friend wouldn't hurt him so badly. A lover would be here with him. Tyler attempted to compose himself, but he wondered if Parker could even understand the words, let alone the magnitude of his heartache. "I loved this man so much and he married someone else. So excuse me if I can't just reset myself to calm." 

[tylerbythesea]

[tylerbythesea]

I saw this and thought of you, it still works, so hopefully it can inspire you. Merry Christmas!

~Luna

Thank you. I love a good antique...but you didn't have to get me anything. 

[tylerbythesea]

Showing Up At Your Door | Tyler & Parker

[parkevans]

Parker’s expression turned dark before going completely blank, well aware of what Tyler meant to say. “Tyler, you showed up at my door in the middle of the night. You’re drunk and obviously upset about something. I didn’t even get a greeting before you made it clear exactly what you want from me right now. This isn’t a friendly visit. This is a cross-continental booty call. I am not a sex toy, Tyler. I’m your friend. Or at least I thought I was. And something’s obviously wrong.”

His expression softened slightly before he leaned forward, placing a warm hand on Tyler’s shoulder. “You can tell me what’s wrong, or I can help you to bed where you can sleep this off. I’m not- Don’t ask me to do this, okay? Just- Just don’t.” Parker carefully hid the hurt look that was surfacing by getting up to get Tyler a glass of water. He was more than feel-good sex. He was. But right now he felt used and he was just going to focus on being a good friend to Tyler. At least until the man had sobered up some.

[tylerbythesea]

Parker's tirade slapped Tyler in the face, his drink-flushed cheeks growing ever ruddier as guilty, shame-filled sensations mixed with the other darknesses that seemed to have found a natural home in his body. He had nothing to say, glad that Parker had left him before Tyler got a chance to wrench his shoulder away. Tell me what's wrong. All day at the clinic, doctors and specialists had tried different tactics to find out what was wrong with him, despite everyone knowing the answer. Or perhaps they didn't. Perhaps they were married to the ones that they loved, cherished and ignorant of the endless cruelty of carrying useless affections. Parker certainly wasn't burdened with them. Everyone wanted to know what was wrong, but no one could ever know. He gritted his teeth as Parker came back with a glass of water, accepting it as graciously as possible in his state. Staring down into it, he acknowledged that he ought to be thankful for Parker's kindness. He ought to say something in return. 

"This-" The thickly-spoken word gave Tyler pause, and he slowly shifted so he was sitting forward, his feet planted firmly on the ground despite him feeling six feet under. He carefully sat the glass of water on Parker's coffee table and wrapped his arms around his own middle, nauseous for so many reasons. He swallowed and tried to speak again. "It's not that. This is not a booty call." He was starting to slip again, and he squeezed himself, leaning forward a bit to brace himself. "You are my friend and I'm sorry. But I needed-" 

He closed his eyes, his stomach twisting in pain as everything he'd had with Eric flooded him. Passion. Fucking. Making love. That first recognition of love, stargazing on a rooftop. Waking and sleeping in each other's arms; knowing that you've found your perfect alignment in the universe. He'd needed that. He'd needed a quick simulacre of all of the spectacular emotions that were now lost to him eternally. That loss was something he could never simply sleep off, unless of course he drifted off to sleep and never woke up...

Tyler leaned all the way forward, his head dropping over his knees as he sought to contain it all, get through this. But there was no way to articulate his emptiness. An inhuman sound of sorrow tore from him and he threw his arms around Parker yet again, this desperate embrace very different from the one before. His nails dug into Parker's back. Tyler's tear-deluged face rubbed against his shoulder, wanting to be rid of everything that had happened since he'd received that heartless e-mail. 

[tylerbythesea]

Showing Up At Your Door | Tyler & Parker

[parkevans]

Parker’s eyes widened as Tyler started taking his clothes off and approaching him right in the hallway. A slight inhale told him without a doubt that the man was absolutely steeped in alcohol. He pulled himself out of Tyler’s grip gently, muttering “Whoa, whoa, whoa there,” bending to pick up the man’s clothes before leading him inside. 

Luna still wasn’t back so Parker led the intoxicated man to the couch, sitting close enough to the other man to offer a comforting hand, but far enough away so that the hallway scene wouldn’t be repeated until Parker found out exactly what prompted it. 

“What’s going on, Tyler?” Parker asked, concerned. The last he’d heard, Tyler had left California altogether. Or at least that’s what he’d seen from various gossip blogs. 

[tylerbythesea]

Shock allowed Parker to get Tyler to the couch without trouble. Tyler followed his lead blankly, blinking as the ice cold wave of rejection swamped him yet again. Tears began to form in the back of his eyes, but he blinked them away, refusing to think about anything beyond his plane hitting safe San Diego. Parker sat him down and Tyler's brows furrowed, trying to piece together what had gone wrong. He was at Parker Evans's apartment, was he not? At least, he wasn't aware that Parker had any twins. Tyler was, however, fairly familiar with the chef's sexual appetites. He didn't dare wonder what it meant if Parker Evans didn't even want him. He already felt...but he wasn't thinking about how he felt. He felt like he needed sex, and when Parker asked him what was going on instead of helping him get naked, a violent hurt lurched through his body. 

"I said nothing," Tyler snapped, wincing at the small, telling tremors he could hear beyond the transparent defensiveness. He bowed his head, shaking it hard and taking a deep breath before he sat back up, turning his body towards Parker's. He reached out to slide his hand down Parker's shoulder. "Besides, you told me to come up for a friendly f-visit..." 

He turned his body to Parker on the couch, his lips trying to figure out a seductive smile as his fingers tried to deduce how to get the buttons out of the holes of his shirt. It was an extremely difficult task to do while looking into Parker's face. He didn't look like he believed Tyler at all, and it was making Tyler's fingers tremble. He quickly bowed his head, breathing in and out slowly and focusing on getting his shirt off.

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[tylerbythesea]

Showing Up At Your Door | Tyler & Parker

[parkevans]

Parker had been exhausted. A huge review in a big paper left the restaurant busier than normal, and Parker, along with the rest of his staff, busted his ass to keep up with the crowd. He honestly couldn’t remember if he had even seen Luna or not when he got back because he went straight to his bed and passed out after just barely managing to strip off his chef whites. 

He awoke to an incessant knocking and he rolled over to look at the clock. Did Luna lock herself out? It was 3 in the morning. He groaned and ran a hand through his surely messy hair as he padded to the door in his boxers, his body tense and sore from running around all day. He unlocked the door and pulled it open, blinking tiredly a few times before realizing the person on the other side wasn’t Luna.

“Tyler?” he asked, his voice croaky with sleep. The man looked… well a mess. Drunk, though that was usual for him. At least every time Parker had seen him, but he looked more downtrodden than usual. He stepped aside to let the other man in. “What’s up?” he asked tiredly.

[tylerbythesea]

Tyler dropped his bag, his eyes drinking in Parker for the first time in weeks...maybe it had been weeks, he wasn't sure. It certainly felt like a long time as he stood there. His tongue thickened in his mouth as he sought to capture every inch of Parker's bare skin, perhaps noting what he would taste first. His nipples would certainly make an intriguing start, and Tyler had always admired the long column of his neck - the prospect of licking his Adam's apple was already making him heat up. A frisson of desire zipped down his back at Parker's sleepy tone. There was so much up, and that did not only apply to the curious appendage between his legs. Those godawful memories wanted to be remembered, but Tyler wasn't about to give them the satisfaction. 

"Nothing at all," he said, proud to have kept his slurring and any pestering emotions to a minimum. He immediately began undressing, stripping off his jacket and letting it slide to the floor as he went for his own belt buckle. Impatient with the complex accessory, he huffed and just threw his arms around Parker's toned middle, practically crawling on the other man. 

"You sound so incredibly sexy." Tyler's words ended on a moan and he brought his lips to Parker's jaw, suckling fiercely and relishing the prick of new growth against skin. They were still in the doorway, but Tyler had no fears. It was very difficult to have any fears, any vulnerabilities when one's heart's foundation had crumbled. 

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[tylerbythesea]

Celebrating Release | Tyler & Parker

[parkevans]

Parker stretched and felt himself start to harden at Tyler’s words. He slowly rocked his hips against the other man’s, so Tyler was well aware just the effect his words were having. He leaned forward and flitted his tongue along the shell of Tyler’s ear. “And what would you like me to do in round two, gorgeous?” he moaned into the man’s ear, as he rolled his hips harder into Tyler’s, moaning as their cocks rubbed against each other. 

Parker’s hand rested warm on Tyler’s hip and his thumb moved in hard circles as Parker felt his libido spike yet again. The things Tyler made him want to do. It was something Parker hadn’t felt since college, and he was damn sure that both he and Tyler were enjoying it.

“Want you,” he growled into Tyler’s ear as his hips moved down again, “Want you over and over, until we’re both so tired we can’t move…”

[tylerbythesea]

"Anything."

The answer came out of Tyler on a breath, endless possibilities making his body quake with excitement. Tonight, he actually did feel gorgeous thanks to Parker and he wanted to frolic in that feeling. He inhaled sharply, attempting to claim some purchase as he felt himself slipping back into the delectable haze of stirring lust. 

 "Everything. Aaaahhh....if you're feeling so-ah-inclined," Tyler managed to eek out, his own cock twitching in anticipation, "perhaps you could show me more of what your mouth can do?" Tyler reached to stroke Parker's cheek,  his thumb brushing one corner of the mouth he so desperately wanted to get to know. He almost gripped Parker's jaw harshly as the other man's cruel hips forced their cocks to stroke one another. Flesh against flesh drove little licks of awakening throughout his system, his skin once again humming with the coming sensual feast.

Tyler arched his hips, at once aching to move to and away from Parker's insistent thumb. His own hands glided lazily over Parker's body, his lips wanting to explore the same paths as he Parker arrested his full attention with a primal fierceness in his words. 

"Mmm...yes," Tyler groaned, as if there could ever be another answer when Parker growled in his ear. The man's voice seemed to echo inside of him, filling his body with the promise of utterly ruinous sex.

[tylerbythesea]

Showing Up At Your Door | Tyler & Parker

Tyler wasn't really sure how much time had gone by since he'd inhaled any air that wasn't the stale, oppressively clean scent of the clinic grounds, but he was overjoyed as he generously tipped the car service driver and made his way up to Parker's door. It had taken him much too long to check himself out, bribe the workers there not to tell his fucking father and then try to hide his face all the way from New York to California. A few of the persistant peasants known as paparazzi had viciously harassed him at LaGuardia, but he was blissfully safe once he landed at LAX.

He'd taken a short detour to a bar where he'd known he wouldn't be bothered, but now he with only a few stumbles he stood banging at Parker's door in San Diego. He hoped it was Parker's door. He ran his hand through his already mussed hair, leaning one hand against the frame as he stopped and decided to knock politely with the other. Parker would probably find it very rude that someone was being a little belligerent at his door so late at night (or early in the morning, if one cared to be technical).  So Tyler kept up a steady, polite knocking as he waited for the man to answer. His mind focused on the gentle tapping and the subsequent fuck that he would surely receive once the door swung open, trying to keep any other wayward and disastrous feelings or thoughts of his time in New York City at bay. 

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[tylerbythesea]

22, 29, 32

22: can you do the alphabet in sign language?No. 

I've answered 29 and 32.  

[tylerbythesea]

1, 4, 20

01: tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?The truth is that this question is irrelevant.  

04: what are you listening to?Adele's 21 album, give or take a few songs.  

I answered question 20 already, although your freakish and cruel curiosity concern is appreciated.

[tylerbythesea]

8, 15, 20, 29, 32

08: favorite song ?All I Wanted by Paramore. 

15: what is your favorite kind of gum?I prefer actual mints, but Trident is acceptable.  

20: are you slowly drifting away from someone?Not at all, but they viciously severed themselves from me. With a smile. 

29: how late did you stay up last night and why?Not very late. I see no reason not to drift off into sleep. My dreams and nightmares have become preferable to my reality.  

32: what are you looking forward to in the next month?Buying and drinking brandy. Is there anything else to look forward to?  

[honeyglazedgoblin]

[luna-like-the-moon]

01: tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now? 02: what on your body is hurting or bothering you? 03: what was your last thought before going to bed last night? 04: what are you listening to? 05: what’s something you’re not looking forward to? 06: where do you think your best friend is right now? 07: have you kissed anybody in the last five days? 08: favorite song ? 09: kiss on the first date? 10: is there one person you want to be with right now? 11: are you seriously happy with where you are in life? 12: is there something you would like to say to someone? 13: what are three things you did today? 14: would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over? 15: what is your favorite kind of gum? 16: are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends? 17: what is on your wrists right now? 18: ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with? 19: does anyone have strong feelings for you? 20: are you slowly drifting away from someone? 21: have you ever wasted your time on someone? 22: can you do the alphabet in sign language? 23: how have you felt today? 24: you receive $60 without any reason, what do you spend it on? 25: what is wrong with you right now? 26: is there anyone you’re really disappointed in? 27: would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now? 28: why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore? 29: how late did you stay up last night and why? 30: when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? 31: what were you doing an hour ago? 32: what are you looking forward to in the next month? 33: are you wearing jeans right now?