Youād known Jake since you were kids, bonding over the shared experience of being military brats overseas. You were the perfect pair - he was reckless, you followed the rules; he didnāt care what others thought, you were a people-pleaser. You both became the best of the best in your field - he through sheer talent and skill, you from demonstrated grit and determination.
For over two decades, everyone around you - parents, friends, even teachers - had assumed youād both end up together, despite the fact that somehow, you never did. The Navy always had its way of keeping you two apart. Whatever possibilities there might have been, it was just never in the cards.
Until you got to Fallon. Ā
Chapter 5 Summary: Heād just been trying to move on, to do the right thing for both of you. And today, like then, it still felt like shit.
Pairing: Hangman (Top Gun Maverick) x Female Reader
Tag List: Comment or message if you want to be added!
Warnings: Lots of Pining, Lots of Angst, Explicit Language, PTSD, References to Trauma, References to War, References to Violence, References to Periods
Word Count: 7700+
A/N: This is the last chapter and Iām so thankful for all of you who have stuck around on this ride! I will be writing an epilogue as Iāve got a pretty nice idea for it, but thank you all for reading. I hope youāve enjoyed the story and as always, reblogs/comments/suggestions are always greatly appreciated!Ā
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lmao imagine being a mutant trapped in another reality and somehow ending up in WestView, seeing Peter and getting excited and hopeful that someone from your universe came to find you; only for him to be some random fucker named Ralph šāš»
first of all, CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!š„ŗš IM SO PROUD OF U!!!! <33 but aHHH I AM SO CURIOUS TO WHAT TAYLOR SWIFT ERA U THINK I AM SO š ^.^!!! THANK U SO MUCH>_<
THANK YOU ILY <3333 šššššš
Okay š straight up you give me FEARLESS era and like i think its just ur general kinda positive vibe and like???? Like idk but your energy is just very fun and hopeful and fearless šāš»
miles morales saying āwhoās moralesā after trying to play dumb to the schoolās security guard is the same energy as mcu peter parker sayingĀ āiām not, iām notā while still in his spidersuit to nedĀ
AYE- wait did tumblr change the mobile ask format WOAH
duck for happiness
sorry got carried away BUT ARI letās talk
How chu doing? I know we havenāt talked š but I couldnāt let you feel bad or anything like that. What time is it for you? If itās the afternoon howd your day go? Whatās something youāre passionate about?
TALK TO MEEEEE (at this point Iām sorry if Iām getting annoying) whatās one thing you could go on and on about?
WAIT I THINK THE FORMAT DID CHANGE BYDHCJAJSJJA AND THANK U GRR THANK U FOR THE CUTE DUCK AND YEONJUN PIC </3 AH I LOVE U SO MUCH PLEASE UR THE SWEETEST!!!!!!!<3
anyways !!!?!:):$: its 7:28pm right now !! my day went okay-ish=( i have math homework and i suck at math PLGMANCJAA so iām trying to procrastinate that - how was yours? something iām passionate about is politics and writing !!!! :)
thanks for checking up on me please i appreciate it so much!!!!!ššššš
ā [š] for a writer, i sure am bad with putting my own feelings into words.
but hereās my futile attempt.
when i turned 12, i found a distinct love in a certain fandom. that was when i started discovering the world of fics. since then, i never found joy writing anything else. when i turned 18, i thought, maybe itās time to grow up and move on to new genres. maybe itās time to walk away from projecting my dreams on boys who will never know my name. trust me, i tried. but i was never happy with the outcome, no matter how good my friends told me they were.
i was 19 when i first got into kpop. i was surprised at how long it took me to get here especially with the numerous k-stans i keep around in my life. but now, iāll always be thankful for it.
iāll always be grateful for 2020 for opening one of the best doors of my life.
this has been the only time iāve made genuine friends on tumblr, where i actually enjoyed talking to people who cared about me beyond my squealing over celebrities. you guys, my friends, have listened to everything i have said, from my writing to my personal rambles (see: gill talks, aka gill overshares about her life). no words can describe how happy this newfound home has made me, but as iāve said, iāll do my best and try.
im sorry if i miss out on anyone, pls donT bite me
@haneul-s of course, i have to start this off with the most beautiful soul iāve met on here. your petname suits you well because you truly are an angel, the kindness in your heart gleaming as pure as heaven. i didnāt even think youād remember what iād said a few months back about me and the concept of home, but iām eternally grateful for what youāve done to make me feel like i have somewhere i belong even if itās online. youāve helped me make tumblr my own sense of home, hani! for knowing you, i am eternally grateful. i hope 2021 brings you the bliss you deserve. <3
@nico-nico-niki weāve only been mutuals for what, 3 weeks? but youāre easily one of the greatest people iāve met on here. i love how i can approach you so easily with anything that i think of and how your crazy ideas make me laugh (even if you almost got me cancelled with your furry allegations). and yes, you are an amazing writer. i canāt wait to read more of your work in the upcoming months!
@tyunlvr ari, you were the first person to ever approach me and become my friend on here. we might not talk as much now but know iām always grateful for you. i cant wait to see what 2021 brings our friendship ~
to mom, @soft-black-teabag, for introducing me to the amazing engene family; i remember the first day you added me to the taglist and it made me so overwhelmingly happy to know i had people who saw me as friends. you are such a beautiful soul (and strong for being able to take care of all the eggie babies HAHA). thank you for welcoming me into your family, i will forever be indebted <3
@engenuity one of my first friends on here as well, i can still remember my awkwardness for when we first talked HAHA BUT IM BETTER AT TALKING NOW ARENT I ?? i see you as my little sister on here and im so happy youāre growing with your writing and posting more. your talent is something iāve always admired about you along with your kindness and sweet heart. im excited for 2021 to see how amazing of a writer you are <3
@spookybias, i never told anyone this, but after i read frozen ideals, i was in so much awe of your work that it made me want to write for enhypen too. it was what pushed me to make this blog and contribute my own work to engene tumblr! you will always be my favorite writer, gen. i hope you keep giving us the amazing gen magic on here <3
@en-amours, i will never forget how you were the first person to reblog my first fic on here. i spent days going over the comments you left in your tags. it gave me a little sense of accomplishment that someone actually enjoyed my writing and i am so glad weāve become friends. i luff you <3
@hard-life-of-a-multi-stan, our conversations always make me smile knowing i have a friend on the other side of the world. probably the best low-maintenance friendship iāve made on this blog. <3
to @cha-raena i know we hardly talk but seeing your comments on my fics always brightens my day knowing thereās someone whoās consistently reading the stuff i write. i mean it when i say i miss you especially when i dont see you on my dashboard as much!!!! please take care of yourself and if thereās anything you want me to write or want to talk about, iāll always be willing to do it for you <3
to @enhypenwriters, thank you for giving me a little family on here. i joined the network thinking i could get more traction on my posts, but i was blessed with 31 (and counting!) friends along with it. @hooniee @hooniesiceprincess @entypens @jungwonsarea @enhy9en @shylenie @enhypeniki @softforyeonjun and everyone else i barely talked to and am scared to tag lmfao, thank you for making the last 3 months of my 2020 so worthwhile. i love u all, ya talented bunch!! šŖ
AND TO YOU! my dear readers, whether you talk to me on anon or simply read and scroll by, thank you. the greatest joy i get as a writer is seeing people enjoy my work. i know im not that grand, but im thankful you take the time of day to read through the thoughts i project on kpop boys. i promise to continue doing my best in 2021.
so yes, i am a baby kpop stan who only ultās 3 groups and is delusionally in love with a choi yeonjun and sim jaeyun. BUT im a baby kpop stan who only ultās 3 groups and is delusionally in love with a choi yeonjun and sim jaeyun who LOVES all of you so so much. thank you, thank you! yall better not leave LMFAO WE STILL HAVE TO CELEBRATE DURING ENHYPENS COMEBACK AND THEIR 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!
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