Chapter 25
Jaylen
“Fuck am I?” I questioned to myself.
“Lenny! That damn mouth of yours.” I heard my mamas voice, which made my face light up immediately. There she stood, with that beautiful glow she always had.
“You cursed too, mama.” I laughed as she gave me a look.
“I am grown.”
“So I’m not 24?” I smiled down at her as I wrapped my arms around her and embraced her in a big ass hug. Why the fuck she had to be away from me for so long? I wasn’t shit without my mama.
“Your baby girls are wearing me out, chile. You see this grey hair?” She asked, as I twisted my eyebrows up in confusion. I ain’t have no baby girls. I ain’t even have a kid yet.
“What bab-“
“Daddy, daddy!” I heard the soft voices of two little girls. I turned around to look at them before I froze. The twins..
They were so beautiful man. They looked just like that damn Jasmine.
They both ran into my arms as I hold onto them for dear life, not wanting to ever let go. My fucking babies. “I’m tired!” I heard one of them say as I chuckled before letting them go.
“Stop eating so much candy!” One of them said. I looked at the gold necklaces sitting on their necks, realizing that it was Jaime that said that.
Their names were Jace and Jaime..
I laughed at her remark, because that’s honestly something I would say. I looked over at Jaime who wore a smirk and Jace who folded her arms.
The more I looked at them, the more I started to tell the two apart. Jace was a bit shorter with the fattest cheeks ever that had freckles plastered across them. She looked like the sweetest girl ever.
Jaime? She reminded me of myself a bit. She looked mean as hell, and she ain’t talk that much. If she did, she had something smart to say.
“See, they’re a handful. So much personality to deal with.” My mama said as she started watering some flowers like she always would.
“Yea I can tell.” I said as I watched them both start talking about lord knows what.
“What y’all like to do?”
“Play dress up! Can I dress you daddy?” Jace asked as she tugged on my shirt.
“Yea, I gotchu’ lil munchkin’.” I played with her long pigtails.
“What about you Jaime?”
“Paint! Can you paint with me?” By now both of them were holding either side of my hand, and I didn’t know what to do.
“How about th-“ I stopped myself mid sentence when I noticed that everything was starting to fade out, and it wasn’t so beautiful no more. All of a sudden, darkness took over and as soon as I looked around for my mom, there she was being pushed into an ambulance.
“Mama!” I yelled out, trying to go after the truck but it just disappeared. What the fuck was going on?
I looked up only to see a woman with doctors that had utensils in their hands, trying to snatch my baby girls away from me. “Get the fuck away from me!” I yelled as I tried my hardest to keep them in my arms.
“Stop taking every fucking thing away from me!” I screamed as I woke up from a deep ass sleep, sweating hard as fuck.
I took deep breaths, looking at my surroundings only to see a naked Robyn standing over me, eating grapes out of a big ass bag with a scared look on her face. “Did you have a bad dream? Are you okay?” This damn girl.
I sighed, putting my face in my palms. “Yea.. I’m not goin’ back to sleep. Fuck that shit.”
“What’s wrong with you?” She sat her bag down.
“Can I ask you some shit?” I ignored her question, not wanting to go into detail about shit.
“Shoot!” She sang as she attempted to do the dance, but failed miserably. Robyn had no fucking rhythm.
“You ugly for that shit.” I said as she laughed hard, playfully pushing my shoulder.
“I’m dead-da-fuck sears though. Ask me.”
“Why you doin’ this?”
“Jaylen, I’m not gonna leave you here alone while you’re going through whatever you’re going through. I care about you and I don’t want you doing anything stupid.”
“Shit that’s what the fuck I feel like, real fucking talk..”
“What do you feel like?” She took my hand and rubbed her stomach.
“Alone, bruh. Every time I think I got some shit, it’s snatched away from me. Every time something going good for me, it’s always too good to be true. Shit a nigga feel trapped. I always try to do some good shit, and the shit always backfire. I can’t win for losing, Robyn. Damn I swear, sometimes I just wanna end all this shit.” I said as I made eye contact with her. She had a look of sympathy.
“Don’t talk like that, Jay. You got people out here that love you, like me. I’d lose my mind if something happened to you. We got a baby in here,” She paused.
“We need you here with us. You are not alone. We all face struggles every single day, just gotta get through them babe.”
“I guess you right.” I admitted, as she smiled sweetly at me. I couldn’t take my eyes off of her, and once she noticed that I was staring dead at her, she started to look away. Robyn could never make eye contact with me.
In nude, she looked beautiful as fuck. Not just body wise, I’m talking about bare faced, no weave, no nothing. Her long jet black her complimented her bronzed skin perfectly. Don’t get me started on them hazel eyes. She was gorgeous.
I pray that we don’t have a girl, because if she looks anything like Rob.. Good luck Charlie.
Setting my hand on her thigh, she didn’t react at all so I started to caress her shit. And that’s when she started to tense up. “What are you trying to do?” She rose an eyebrow.
“What you talm’ bout?” I played it cool. She gave me a look that made me laugh. She saw right through my bullshit, every time.
“I’m tryna make electricity in this bitch. You walking around naked ain’t making shit no better.” I stated, squeezing her thigh. Usually, she’d be all over me by now but today.. today was different.
“Jaylen, you’re hurt. I don’t wanna have sex with you while you’re like this. It’s like you telling me all your problems and then I give you sex to cheer you up.”
“What’s wrong with that?” She had a straight face.
“Nah I’m playin’. I get you. I guess ima go paint or some shit.” I got out of my new comfortable ass bed, going to look for a shirt I ain’t care about.
Once I found one, I stopped walking to take a look at Robyn who was playing some game on her phone. “Hey Robyn..” I called out as she ignored me. She was too damn into those kiddy ass games she be playing.
“Robyn!” I called a little louder.
“Huh? Yea?”
“I love you.. aight? Like on some real shit, nobody can fucking take your place Rob. I love you more than life itself and that’s a fact.” I confessed, as she wore that beautiful smile on her face.
“I love you too Jay!”
**
My phone rang,making me wonder who the hell it was calling me right now. I grabbed it out of my pocket, and seen that it was an unfamiliar number. My curious ass answered anyways.
“Jaylen, can we talk?” I heard Jasmine’s voice, making me close my eyes and sigh. I could’ve sworn I told shawty to fuck off.
“There’s literally nothing for us to be discussing, my nigga. You killed my babies now what? You sorry? Fuck that shit, sorry ain’t gone bring my babies back.”
“Jay please. I don’t wanna end things like this.”
“I ain’t want my babies to get taken away from me either, but life ain’t always sweet.”
“Come on Jay.”
“... Where you at Jas? And if you try some shit, I’m pepper spraying yo ass.” I warned her, because that seemed to be the only thing I could do besides get Robyn to beat her ass. Man I wish I could do that.
“Subway.” After that, I hung up the phone because I knew she was at the Subway around the corner.
“Robyn?” I called her name as I walked into the bathroom, watching her put on her dress.
“Yea?”
“I’ll be back in like 10 minutes the most, okay?”
“Where are you going?” She asked out of curiosity.
“Handle some shit, just make sure you ready when I get back.”
It literally took me about two minutes to get the subway, because it was around the corner and nobody was really out on this hot ass Tuesday morning. I spotted Jas sitting outside on the bench, so I parked in front of her.
Grabbing my pepper spray, I slid that shit in my pocket right along with my phone before hopping out of the car. “I’m here.” I spoke as I stood up in front of her, looking down at her bare face. Jasmine was fucking beautiful, and it sucks that she went and did some ugly shit like that. I just couldn’t fuck wit her the same anymore.
“You’re not gonna sit?”
“Girl I ain’t come here to have a fucking Tea Party, I got a Doctor’s appointment for my baby to attend.” She sighed, and started to look at her feet. It was going on 5 minutes now.
“Congrats.”
“Jasmine, say what you gotta say.”
“I just.. I miss you Jaylen. Why can’t we just work things out?”
“Jas, I put my all into our relationship and we wasn’t even official yet. I ain’t never kept no shit from you, or did some bogus shit behind ya back. I always kept it a buck witchu’. You was somebody special to me Jas, somebody that I truly cared about. I thought we had built a trust, but I guess I was wrong. You know how I feel about kids. You could’ve came to me and let me know how you were feeling, and I would’ve shut all that shit down. Jasmine, you took not one, but two innocent lives away. Two lives I’ll never get to be in, all because of some thoughts you were having. And for that shit, I damn near fucking hate you and I’ll never forgive you. You lost my respect.”
“I’m sorry, I should’ve never did that.” I just looked at her.
“So we won’t ever get back to where we were?”
“Honestly, my baby mama ain’t as bad as I claimed her out to be and I honestly only got eyes for her right now. I’m tryna get back on her good side, so we can be a family so I would appreciate it if you could respect that and keep ya distance.” I looked into her eyes that was once filled with hope, now filled with disappointment.
“Thanks for your time Jay, take care.” I nodded my head, walking to the car, feeling better than what I did when I was on my way here.
**
Closing and locking the door, I kicked my shoes off and looked around to find Robyn. I had picked up some roses for her, just because.
“Hey, I got you something.” I stood behind her in the kitchen, as she turned around with a mouth full of ice. This girl was always eating ice.
“Jay! They’re beautiful!” She took them from my hand, smelling them with a warm smile on her face. I loved putting a smile on her face, because literally anything would make her smile. It didn’t take much to please Robyn, but when I did, I always felt like that nigga.
“I got ya fav Tea, too.” I said as I slid her strawberry tea over to her. She jumped on me, wrapping her arms around my neck and her legs around my waist.
“The fact that you remembered what my favorite things are.” She smiled, kissing all over my face. I licked my lips, staring into her eyes.
“How could I forget?” She smirked and got down.
“I could really bust it open for you right now.”
“That would be nice, but nah I’m jus tryna enjoy ya presence right now.” I smiled as she closed her eyes like she was about to cry.
“What I do?”
“Stop being sweet, you know I’m emotional.” I laughed, because that was true and we all knew it was. She cried more than my baby sister.
“You wanna watch a movie? I’ll build us a fort and shit.”
“Yes! I’ll make us some snacks.” She skipped to the kitchen with a big smile on her face. She loved shit like this. I did too, let me stop fronting.
Robyn
I felt like I haven’t spoken to my brother in a while, and I was truly missing him. I know he’s been busy with training, and I’ve been busy with designs. I tapped on his name, hoping he’d answer anyways.
After it rang for a while, he finally answered and the call started to connect. There was a big smile on my face, until I seen the look on his. He looked horrible, like he had been crying for weeks and the bags under his eyes were ridiculous.
“O, are you okay?” I was regretting not calling him a while ago.
“I’m fine.” I saw right through his bullshit. Something was obviously bothering him. I knew O like the back of my hand. Whenever his mind was heavy on something, he literally wouldn’t sleep or eat. It’s not healthy for him.
“Fine? Odell, I care about you.” He looked away before sighing.
“I promise you I’m fine Robyn, don’t stress over me.” He stated before hanging up the phone. I huffed, and tossed my phone to the other side of the couch. I didn’t wanna keep flying back and forth all the time, but if he does something stupid, I was totally gonna regret not going. Wait, let me call Winter.
“What you in here looking all sad about, beautiful?” I heard Jaylen’s raspy voice, letting me know he just woke up from his deep, high slumber. Whenever he went to sleep high, he would sleep for half the day.
“O.. he’s not acting like himself.”
“Maybe that nigga got the bubble guts or some shit.” He shrugged as he looked in the fridge, rubbing his stomach. Jaylen was out here getting chubby, but I loved every bit of it.
“Really?”
“I’m playing, chill on me. Yeen’ hit up Winter about it?” He asked as he sat down next to me, eating his leftovers from the dinner I made last night.
“No, I should right?” I asked as he started to lick his fingers viciously.
“Boy it is not that good.”
“Buggin’. Shit taste better than it did when you first made it. Don’t be feeding my son this shit, he gone end up fat like me.” I laughed, because he was right. I’ve been having a lot of free time lately, so cooking for Jaylen has became almost an everyday hobby of mines. He put on a couple of pounds, but I loved chubby Jaylen.
“Jay, seriously. What should I do?”
“Call Winter, and if she on the same shit he on, I can go down there for you. I gotta go back to get the last of my things anyways. My nigga ain’t suicidal or no shit, but you never know.”
“Okay, ima call her. Gimme a sec.” I stepped out of the room, going into the hall so I could call her. The phone rang a few times before she answered while coughing. I stared at my screen in shock, because she looked really sick.
“Win, what the hell is going on with you and my brother?”
“We’re fine Robyn, what are you talking about?” I sighed, because both of them were lying.
“Really Winter? Why are you guys keeping secrets? Are you sick?” She paused a while, then opened up her mouth to start talking.
“I have stomach cancer, Robyn. I didn’t want to tell you over the phone, but..” immediately, my heart fell out of my chest. I felt like a bitch now for pressuring them into telling me. I guess minding your business was always good.
“Win, oh my god.. I’m so sorry.”
“You’re fine, just please.. give us some space, okay? We’re still trying to cope with this as well.”
“So I cant come see you guys?”
“Yes, but just not now Rob.. that’s all I ask.” I sighed, respecting her wishes.
“Okay, I got you. Just let me know when you’re ready. I’m praying for you. I love you sis.”
“I love you too. Take care and stay healthy.” She said, before hanging up. Now my mood was ruined. Fuck, the truth does hurt. I walked back in the living room and sat next to Jaylen.
“So what the deal is?” He drank some of his apple juice.
“Win has stomach cancer Jay..” he immediately spit out his apple juice.
“The fuck? You serious?”
“Very.”
“We need to go back to NY ASAP then, fuck we waiting on? Why you so calm?” He stood up, panicking. Winter and Jay fought a lot, but Jaylen loved her like she was his blood sister on the inside. It was just their relationship.
“She said she’s not ready for us to come just yet.”
“Damn bruh. I bet this shit hit O hard. We can’t lose Win.”
“All we can do is pray.”
“Ion even pray often, but I will most definitely. I can’t lose no more family, bruh.”
“What happened with you a few nights back?” I questioned, because he never told me what was wrong with him.
“Jas was pregnant with twins and she aborted them without telling me.” I gasped, in shock that she would do such a thing. Jay and I weren’t on the best terms when I found out I was having his baby, but here we are trying to work shit out for the better. Abortion never crossed my mind. I was in no position to judge another woman, but she’s a coward for that.
“You want me to fight her?” He laughed, before shaking his head no.
“Fuck her.”
“You’re okay?”
“I mean, I been having bad dreams and shit about and it be on my mind heavy.. but I’m staying strong. Ima be straight.” I pulled his tall self into a hug, and held him tightly, rubbing his back.
“Don’t let me go.” He said in a girly voice, making me die of laughter while still holding him. Such a big baby, I swear.
“Our baby boy is gonna have the best parents in the world.”
“Fasho.” I pulled away from the hug, checking the time on my watch. I needed to be at the shop by 6:30. Summer’s ending, and my babies have been working their asses off in this damn heat back to back. They do way more than what I ask, and I couldn’t ask for a better team. I was gonna surprise them with trips to Jamaica. They literally talk about going all the time.
While they were gonna be gone, I had more than enough time to get new designs in the store since the new season is coming up. I couldn’t wait, because I loved fall.
“Hey, ima go to the shop. You staying here?”
“Nah, I wanna see ya shop. I’ll drive”. I nodded, finding some sandals to put on. Grabbing my Birkin that Jaylen purchased me a while back, I made sure everything I needed was inside.
**
I had been in the shower for quite a while now, and it was about that time that I got out. Jaylen had went outside to smoke, because he didn’t want to in the house since I was pregnant and since we were gonna he raising our baby here. He limits his smoking so much, and I’m really proud of him. When I first met him, you’d always catch him with a blunt in his mouth.
My mind was filled with thoughts about Winter, no matter how much I tried to ignore it. Maybe me not going down there was for the best. If I had seen her like that in person, I wouldn’t be able to control myself. I just wanna hug her so bad though. I can’t even imagine how she’s feeling.
You think you have it bad, but there’s people out here doing way worse. I really need to start being more appreciative and thankful, because my life could be taken in any minute.
“Rob?” I heard Jaylen’s voice, but I ignored him because I didn’t want him to ruin the time I had to myself.
“Robyn I know ya bald headed ass hear me calling you.” I heard his heavy footsteps. Bingo, he found me.
I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard him pull the shower door back. “Jay!” I jumped, covering my body up. He bit his lip, not taking his eyes off.
“Let me hop in witchu’.” He looked at me with low eyes. I had to look away.
“No, because I was just about to get out goodbye.”
“Come on, I’m tryna get this weed smell off me.”
“You can, just give me like two minutes.” I slid the door back and started to rinse the soap off of my body.
Not even 10 seconds later, Jaylen had stripped out of his clothes and got in behind me. “What did I tell you?” I spoke, turning around so that he wouldn’t look at my ass.
“Huh?”
“I’m bout to get out.”
“What? Nah, I need ya assistance.” I scrunched up my face.
“For what?”
“Remember when ya ex nigga shot me? Yea I can’t shower properly by myself now.” I busted out laughing, because this dude made no sense right now.
“Man yo ass so fucking fat. You better make sure you hold that soap tight real talk.”
“Jaylen, I’m warning you right now... if you get my hair wet, I will kill you.” I had just gotten my hair done 2 days ago, and it was still looking fresh. I couldn’t find anything to cover my head with so I had to just pin my hair up.
“Ain’t nobody gone mess up ya hair, be quiet.” He switched spots with me as he was now in the front while I just watched him bathe. This nigga did not need my “assistance”. He seemed perfectly fine to me.
My eyes traveled from his hair, all the way down to his back dimples that were deep as hell. I forgot he had these. Smiling, I poked both of them with my fingers as he quickly turned the other way.
“Man if you on that gay shit, ion need ya assistance nomo’. Can’t wash my ass in peace.” He sucked his teeth.
“Boy shut up.” I muffed his head and in the blink of an eye, he had picked me up and slammed me down on his dick. A gasp instantly left my mouth. I looked into his eyes as he opened his and stared into mine. “You want me to take it out?” Man I hated Jaylen, I swear. I didn’t know what the fuck I wanted right now.
He sat down on the bench that was built in the shower, and pulled me in front of him.
Once I was on his lap, he threw my legs over his shoulder and was now face to face with my pussy. Sticking his tongue inside of my opening, he sucked on my clit before sliding his long juicy substance up and down my slit. Sliding his fingers inside of me, he already had me shaking. I haven’t felt this in a while, and it was amazing. “Right there, don’t stop.” I moaned in pleasure as I threw my head back, pulling on his curls.
Sucking as if his life depended on it,
He left one of my legs up over his shoulder and sat me back down on his dick. Grinding my hips in circular motions, he showed both of my breasts love with his tongue.
My thighs viciously slapped against his skin as he thrusted upwards, picking up the pace.
Holding on to my hips, he slammed my body down over and over, making my eyes roll back. All you could hear was smacking noises. “Who pussy is this?” He questioned, gripping my ass in his hands.
“Yours baby.” I moaned as I started to bounce uncontrollably. A moan left from his mouth, as I squeezed my walls. “Stop doin’ that shit.” He said out of breath, as he stood up and started pounding my shit. I couldn’t take it anymore.
“Fuckkk Jay, I-I’m cumming!” I moaned loudly in his ear, holding onto him before cumming all over his dick. My legs shook viciously as I felt his dick swell up inside of me.
“Cum in me baby..” I purred in his ear. His strokes got slower as he started to suck all over my neck. Once he reached my spot, I couldn’t help but moan and that sent him over the edge. I then felt his warm liquid shoot inside of me as he grunted loudly.
Once he was done, we both looked at each other before I crashed my lips into his. Our simple kiss turned into a full blown make out session, until I pulled away because I realized that my hair was soaked.
“You gotta square up.”
**
Few Days Later..
“What's the word for today, Jay?" Dell asked before taking a huge bite from his burger. We all stopped picking at our meals for a second so all eyes could be on Jaylen. He's been super giddy about planning something for today but hasn't discussed his agenda with us. I'm guessing that he wanted to plan something lit since our two best friends were back in town for a little bit.
"Nothin' too crazy, just a cool lil' exclusive kickback at my crib. We should be celebratin' life and lately I just feel like it's always some shit preventing us from being great." Jay explained and I nodded. I loved when he got all deep and serious because ya'll know that it's only on rare occasions. I smirked and watched him intently.
"Whatchu mean?" Winter asked, taking a sip from her coffee milkshake. Since Jaylen woke our asses up so early in the damn morning with no plans, and neither one of us were in the mood to cook brunch, we stopped by Shake Shack and decided to eat outside. The weather was fuckin' beautiful today.
"I mean I'm finally settled in the new crib. Jayla and my Pop are good financially. Odell finally back to knocking niggas out on the field after his injury, bringing the Giants to a good view of the Superbowl. Even you, my nigga, you overcomin' your sickness more and more everyday, that shit ain't gon' consume you, sis. Only if you let it." I smiled at how far they came, they used to hate one another's guts. I'm talking fist fights and all.
"Can't forget about Queen Rob over there; glowing, beautiful as fuck, carrying another Waters warrior. Last name about to be Waters if she keep fuckin' around leaving the house all succulent." I blushed and continued to eat my french fries.
“Nah but, life fucked all of us up one way or another, I just wanna spend today with the people I love, doing fun shit. Like a little house warming at my crib." We nodded and and told him that we were down.
"Aight. After we done here, we gotta hit up a few stores and get everything we need. We could grill, smoke, get in the pool with some cool music, and put life on fuckin' pause for a second."
“I love it, babe." I smiled and he leaned over the table to meet me for a kiss.
It's been a while since the whole situation with him and Jasmine blew over, so I finally decided to think us through, and I realized that time was healing us beautifully. I am so in love with this man, he's so much more mature, he thinks briefly before speaking now, and he's all about me and family. What I've been asking God for from the minute I left New York for Memphis. I promised myself that I wouldn't give Jaylen my whole heart 100% until I saw effort, and now? I'm finally feeling the love.
"Ya'll are gross, leaning all into the damn food." Winter complained and I blushed, apologizing lowly.
“Shut up, hater." Jaylen threw a french fry at her and it landed directly into her tank top. We all busted out laughing in our own little moment, barely realizing the two girls walking out of the restaraunt with their bags of food. Something about the prettier one was so familiar but I couldn't make it out until Winter's loud and blunt ass called it out.
"Ain't that the bitch!?" I palmed my face and sunk into my chair. Weren't we just talking about how beautiful life was? Sighing, I sipped from Jaylen's drink and waited for the drama to erupt. My swollen and pregnant ass was too drawn for the bullshit.
"Excuse me?- Oh my god! Jaylen, baby!" she exclaimed and rushed over to him, I stood up and sat on Jaylen's lap before she could approach him. Baby my ass! His hands immediately began to caress my growing stomach. "What's good, Jasmine?" he asked dryly, placing soft kisses on my neck with his eyes still on her.
"It's been a long ass time since we spoke! I just missed you, and I know you missed me too." she said seductively. Winter clutched the closest butterknife she could find and burned a hole through the side of her face. I sighed and tried to get up but Jay held me down.
“You pregnant, I ain't lettin' you touch her and put yourself in danger. You hear me?" he whispered against my neck and his words sent a chill down my spine. I nodded and he tapped my thighs so I could get up. I got off of his lap so he could stand and face his past.
"Yo, we on a tight schedule and we got hella shit to do. Why you grillin' me and my fam for?" he asked through a clenched jaw. I held his hand and traced his tattoos to keep calm. I was livid and I didn't wanna stress myself or the baby out.
Dell gave me a look that told me to relax and I tried but nothing angered me more than Jaylen's exes. They were all batshit crazy. That’s what he gets for just giving his dick away to any and everybody.
"I have something to show you!" she smiled brightly and pulled her phone out.
"Look look look." See what I meant? The rehab center ain't do this hoe too good, she was acting like she was off the shits. Smiling and giggling in front of someone who hated you for killing their babies. Woooo chile, the insanity.
He peered at her phone and snatched it out of her hands. His eyes got glossy and his grip on my hand grew tighter. "Baby?" he looked down at me and showed me her phone. It was her fuckin' ultrasound, showing the growth of the twins before she aborted them. I stood up and wrapped my arms around him. "Look Jasmine, please just go." I pleaded for the sake of Winter's freedom. She was ready to snap both of these bitches into multiple pieces. "I just want him to have a copy of them."
What kinda shi-
“Fuck yo copy! I could've had them in my arms! Fuck is you talkin' about!?" Jaylen yelled and I slowly pulled him away from her.
"Relax, Jay."
“I wasn't ready! I told you that!"
“We quotin' Kevin Hart now, bitch? I wasn't ready either but everybody who know me know I love kids. I could've provided for them and been in they life heavy if you ain't take matters into yo own hands."
“Fuck that talkin' shit, we all know you bitch out of real situations when they come at you, and all you think about is yourself. You probably gon' be a deadbeat to this bastard too," she pointed at my stomach and before any one of us could stop him, Jaylen hurled her phone at her face and got in her grabbed her by the neck.
"Don't you ever disrespect my fuckin' kid again, slime. You raggedy bitch, I got homegirls for bitches like you."
“And I got my brother Izzy and my man Rocky for faggots like you! They like pretty bitches and Rob is gorgeous as fuck." I stepped back and Jaylen looked at me and gave me an assuring look. "You safe wit' me." he whispered and I nodded.
"Fuck you want from me, bro?" he yelled, loosening his grip around her throat. "I wanna fight this bitch and get you back."
"Dick off limits, try again." she lunged towards me and tried to swing, I swung seconds before her like my instincts warned me to, and I caught her in the eye over Jaylen's shoulder.
Dell grabbed me and pushed me behind him gently and quickly so she couldn't get to me, while the two crazy ass wild cards, Jaylen and Winter went to fuck Jasmine up. "BITCH, YOU CRAZY?" Win yelled and threw a combination of punches to her and her friend while Jaylen held them down.
I laid my head against Odell's back and sighed. When is this shit gunna be over?
***
After the altercation at Shake Shack, I crawled into bed while Jay, Winter, and Odell set up for the kickback. I cried myself to sleep and woke up to cry again. It could be the hormones or the fact that Jaylen's past keeps creeping up to blindside us, or both. Either way, I was just so tired!
"Baby?" Jaylen asked as he crept into the bedroom. I threw his comforter over my head and shook my head. "Please not now." I whispered as tears streamed down my cheeks. Thank God he couldn't see me.
“Aight. I got a plate for you down here when you ready." he began to leave and I sat up.
“Jaylen." he looked back at me and sighed, making his way back over to me.
"Why you cryin'?"
“That's all I've been doing since I met you, when will it end?" he shrugged.
"I be tryin'. It's like issa signal on me whenever I'm happy and these bitches just rush to find me like Kim Possible." I smirked and sucked my teeth. "You're so stupid."
"I'll be that." he laughed and got under the covers with me. “She shitted on my whole mood."
“Fuck her. She gon' be talkin' like 50 Cent after Winter put paws on her and her friend."
“Jaylen!" I busted out laughing and he caught me off guard with a kiss.
“I swear I ain't about nobody but you. I put that on Jamie Waters."
“Don't swear on your mother, Jay."
"That's how you know I'm dead ass. I almost killed shawty for talking ill on you and my baby, I promise it'll all disappear one day." I kissed him and laid on his chest.
“God, I hope so."
"Come eat and listen to your favorite Spotify playlist. I promised a day of good vibes and that's what we gon' make it."
“Jay..”
“Wassup?”
“You fucked her a few days ago?” After Winter beat her ass, she kept yelling about how her and Jay had sex a few days ago and it hasn’t left my mind since.
“Rob, I’m tryna have a good day.” I didn’t say anything, I continued to stare at him.
“Yes Robyn, if that’s what you wanna hear.”
“You know that’s not what I wanna hear!”
“So why you asking shit you already know the answer to?!” He spazzed.
I chuckled bitterly and grabbed my shit so I could leave. Together or not, this nigga been in my ear for the last couple of days about how he was ready for our family.
Fuck anything that comes outta his mouth at this point.