Anathema of a damsel...

I’m too much of a traditionalist, too attached to my memories and, paradoxically, attached to fantasies about the future. That’s why my present is so restless, even if it’s happy: I mix the past, the future, and the present as though an exquisite sweet might emerge from the dough. A sweet that does me good because it hurts. A sweet that’s good because it’s full of clashing ingredients.

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Time check 4:30am. Ang batang bugnot dahil sa injection. Wawa bunene ni mommy! 😢💉 #belladorable #belladorablessed #fever #vaccine

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Happy 3 months babylove! 🎂🎉🎈💉 #belladorable #belladorablessed #babybella

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My panda! ❤💋 #belladorable #belladorablessed #babybella

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My palangga ❤😍 #belladorable #belladorablessed #babybella

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When you become a mother, you stop being the picture and start being the frame. #belladorable #belladorablessed #babybella #ftm

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My cutest babylove ❤😍👯 #BellaFranchesca #babybella

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I am so in love with you. 💗 #BellaFranchesca #babychesca #motherslove #ftm

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Before I was Mom, I slept as late as I wanted and never worried how late I got into bed. I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday. Before I was a mom, I never tripped over toys and forget words to a lullaby. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom, I had never been puked on, pooped on, spit on, chewed on, or peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom, I never held down a screaming child so that doctors could do tests or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom, I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into million pieces because I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom, I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I never knew how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby. I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important. Before I was a Mom, I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache, the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom. I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom. #happymothersday to all #moms and soon to be Moms! ❤

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#realtalk 😞

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May kwento ulit si ate munchkin kay baby esca ☺😁 #cousinslove #bigmunchkin #babychesca #BellaFranchesca #cutiepatoties

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Naaliw sya sa new toys nya ☺ thank you ate Xandy! 😊😘 #BellaFranchesca #babychesca #cutiepatotie

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My babylove ❤ mommy loves you mucho! 😍💋 #BellaFranchesca #babychesca #prettychesca #loveofmylife❤️

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Like a boss! 😏💪 #myboss #BellaFranchesca #cutiepatotie

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We are all a little weird, and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love. ~ Dr. Seuss 5 years down! ❤💑 #anniversary #celebratelove #celebratelife #relationshipgoals

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😁😁😁

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My lablab ❤💋 #BellaFranchesca #babychesca #cutiepatotie

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Ate munchkin's kiss ❤💋 #bigmunchkin #babychesca #BellaFranchesca #cutiepatoties #cousinlove