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LEGO - Rubber Duck
So I think my problem with my main JTE is that she feels a little threatened by me. I don't mean in a "I'm gonna steal your job and classes" way. More in a "I don't want you to expose my flaws" way. She's new, under pressure, and I think she really wants to prove that she has a handle on teaching English because of it, even though she doesn't. She was starting to trust me, but I think new expectations of her from the higher ups are killing that. For example, she used to ask me for help grading speeches all the time and suddenly she stopped. Today in one class, the kids took out their speeches and I noticed she'd corrected them all herself - majority of them incorrectly. It's so frustrating because I am here to help her - I'm here to make her look good. But she's so scared of me making her look bad or running the show or whatever that she's trying to bite off more than she can chew and I don't think it's gonna be good. I just don't know how I can get back on track with her.
No amount of under eye concealer can cover up how tired I am of this world
When I was training to be a battered women’s advocate, my supervisor said something that really blew my mind:
“You can always assume one thing about your clients; and that is that they are doing their best. Always assume everyone is doing their best. And if they’re having a day where their best just isn’t that great, or their best doesn’t look like your best, you have to be okay with that.”
Any now whenever anyone in my life, either a friend or a client, frustrates me, disappoints me, or pisses me off, I just tell myself They are doing their best. Their best isn’t that great today, but I have days where my best isn’t that great either.
when i'm not sure if my students are making fun of me
throwback thursday!
Students were just yelling something excitedly about me in the hallway to my JTE who screwed me over in our classes today... Good I hope it pisses her off that our students like me so much lol.
Also I just got better like a week ago and now all the 1st year teachers are sick omgggg
my honest life goal to be honest
Me in Japan
interests: that little fast walk birds outside do when they wanna get away from you but they’re not like super committed
Two weekends ago I went on a refreshing and empowering ladies trip to Nikko with some of the amazing women (@acutepencil!) I’ve been lucky enough to become friends with since moving to Tokyo.
We had perfect weather, and the leaves on the surrounding mountains were just beginning to change colors.
We actually didn’t see any of the really famous stuff like Chuzenji Lake and Toshogu Shrine, but spending time with good people and taking it easy for a couple of days was more than enough.
Beer in Japan be like
Went to watch some communication class demo lessons with my jte last week. She went to a critique session about the lessons and they got ripped a new one (not completely rightfully so... Lady basically said to only use text books and don't play games). All of a sudden this jte iced me out of her lessons. She only used stuff from the book. Today I was in the room but she didn't acknowledge me once. She didn't let me do a warmup like I usually do. She only used me to read off answers to a short activity. The kids kept staring at me like "why are you just standing there?" And their enthusiasm was a quarter of what it usually is. I'm so confused because before this, my jte would always tell me about how much the kids enjoyed my warmups. I have a feeling this has something to do with that critic. Considering we have an open class next week where they're literally coming to assess our team teaching, I really hope she lets me play some role in planning/executing like we have been before today but she told me she's going to plan everything.... I am so confused. Before today things were going great with our team teaching and our classes. She must be under some sort of pressure because this is incredibly unusual. It's like we're back at square one and it's seriously putting me in the dumps today.
a night at the japanese garden in pdx
also…it turns out this is a bird house and not a lantern. Dear birds, I am sorry I illustrated your home on fire.
Me at the conbini
ugh was kinda bummed this morning cuz my 1st year halloween lesson was such a disaster... we did a mask project which shouldn’t have taken as long as it did, but my jte spent like 10min on making them repeat phrases they didn’t even try to retain (can you lend me your the scissors, etc) and then spent a bunch of time on cutting yarn pieces for the students... she wanted them to do it themselves initially, but they didn’t understand how to do it. and then as soon as they would get into it, she’d interrupt them for some kinda mundane instruction and they’d all stop working, so we ended up running out of time... they were supposed to do trick-or-treating with the masks, but we never got to that so they didn’t even get their Halloween stickers!
she also wanted me to a do a lyrics exercise with them to This is Halloween, but THANK GOD i convinced her to let us put that at the end because we’d been doing it in my communications class and i kept trying to tell her it’s a 20-40min activity.... so i’m sneakily doing it with the 1st years in communications class and it’s much more successful in that setting
like she planned specific amounts of time for each part of class, but we ended up going over time for every single one cuz of her lol. so i’m cutting parts of my powerpoint (which was only 15min btw...) so that we can focus on these damn masks since it’ll take her like 20min to give instructions apparently
i feel kinda bad for her, she has no control over the classroom yet tries to be super OVER-controlling, and doesn’t really have a grasp on how to make things interesting for them, so she kinda ends up alienating them from having fun because of it. the same kids i have in communications who are so invested and fun are like dead in her class, it’s kind of a shame. the same thing pretty much happened in my intro lessons too, while they were a total success with the other years. she just tries to do too much sometimes.
HOWEVER, halloween stuff in my communications classes are going super well. i’m doing legit the same powerpoint for the 2nd and 3rd years and then doing the lyrics exercise with them and also only the lyrics exercise with the 1st years and it’s going soooo much better in those classes. so i’m still getting my halloween classes.... just have to finish with the damn 1st year english ones lol. hopefully tomorrow goes better and my jte isn’t too mad i cut out the songs i showed them in the powerpoint (including this is halloween...), but i’m just gonna play them in the background instead.
Wtf I've never been the type of person to set extra alarms but I guess I was so tired this morning I did it subconsciously??? I for sure had a 650 alarm set bc I checked a million times and I just woke up at like 720 to find that I only had 730 and 740 alarms set... I woke up at like 530 and 6 and checked my alarms cuz I'm paranoid so I must have done it then wtf?! I have no recollection of this's what so ever. Thank god I'm a 5min bike ride away....