omg omg okay this is for jermajesty id like to see a fic where its friends to lovers and yk kind of slow burn where theres slight touches, eye contact and others point out the tension between reader and jermajesty eventually reader gets a confession and they end up together 😛😛 also with smut ofc
𝗌𝗎𝗆𝗆𝖺𝗋𝗒：𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘺, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘫𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘫𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘺 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵’𝘷𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘱𝘶𝘴𝘩𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘥𝘨𝘦. 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘪𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴, 𝘫𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘢 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘧𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘴 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘰𝘵𝘩.
𝗐𝖺𝗋𝗇𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌： 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴, 𝘴𝘭𝘰𝘸 𝘣𝘶𝘳𝘯, 𝘮𝘶𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭 𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘫𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘺, 𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯, 𝘬𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘶𝘵, 𝘴𝘶𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵, 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘺 𝘧𝘭𝘪𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘧𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯, 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘤𝘩𝘺 𝘫𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘫𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘺, 𝘴𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘴𝘵, 𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯, 𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘹𝘶𝘢𝘭 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵
you knew you were in trouble the second you saw the girl touch his arm. it was small. harmless probably. but still.
your stomach twisted as you stood in the kitchen gripping your cup a little too tightly while jermajesty laughed at something she said from across the room. you hated this feeling.
hated how quickly it ruined your mood. because jermajesty wasn’t doing anything wrong.
he was just being him. sweet, charming, pretty enough to make anybody stare too long. and the worst part? you had absolutely no right to be upset about it.
“you good?” a friend asked beside you, snapping you out of your thoughts.
they glanced toward jermajesty across the room, then back at you slowly.
your face heated immediately. “don’t start.”
“i literally have no idea what you’re talking about.”
you looked away before they could see the embarrassment all over your face.
because maybe you were obvious.
maybe years of being hopelessly in love with your best friend had finally started showing. it wasn’t your fault though.
not when jermajesty looked at you the way he did sometimes. not when he always pulled you close without thinking. not when he treated you softer than everybody else.
anyone would’ve gotten confused. but then moments like this happened.
moments where some pretty girl had all his attention while you stood there feeling stupid for ever thinking you might’ve meant something different to him.
across the room, jermajesty looked over suddenly.
his smile faded a little the second he noticed your expression.
you immediately looked away, bad idea. because now he definitely noticed.
an hour later, you were sitting outside on the back steps trying desperately to calm yourself down. the music from inside was muffled now, distant enough to help your head stop spinning. you hated crying.
especially over jermajesty. the back door opened behind you.
you wiped under your eyes quickly before turning around. “what?” jermajesty frowned immediately.
“why do you look like that?”
“like what?” “don’t do that,” he said softly, stepping closer. “you’ve been acting weird all night.”
you looked away from him. “i’m fine.”
he sat beside you on the steps, knees brushing yours. usually the contact would calm you down. right now it just made everything worse.
“did somebody say something to you?” he asked. “did i do something?” you let out a quiet laugh. “you wouldn’t even know if you did.”
his eyebrows pulled together instantly.
“what’s that supposed to mean?”
you shook your head quickly. “nothing.”
“nah.” jermajesty turned toward you more fully now. “talk to me.” the concern in his voice almost made you crack right there.
because that was the problem. he cared about you so naturally that sometimes it felt cruel.
“you should probably go back inside,” you muttered. “your little girlfriend’s waiting.”
“…my what?” you instantly regretted saying it.
jermajesty stared at you in complete confusion while your face burned with embarrassment.
“no,” he said quickly. “what are you talking about?” you stood up before he could see your eyes getting glossy again.
“nothing, jermajesty.” he stood too.
“why are you upset about that?”
you swallowed hard, because you couldn’t tell him. you absolutely could not tell your best friend that you’d been in love with him for years. but then he stepped closer. close enough that your breath caught.
“talk to me,” he said again, quieter this time. and that did it.
everything you’d been holding in for years suddenly came crashing out all at once.
“because i like you, okay?” your voice cracked slightly. “i like you and seeing you with somebody else makes me feel sick.”
he froze. completely froze. your chest tightened immediately.
“forget it,” you rushed out, mortified already. “i shouldn’t have said anything—”
“wait.” his voice was barely above a whisper. you looked up slowly.
jermajesty was staring at you like he couldn’t believe what he just heard.
“you like me?” he asked. you laughed bitterly. “this is humiliating.”
“no- no, i just…” he ran a hand over his face, almost looking overwhelmed. “you really had no idea?” your heart stopped.
he stared at you for another second before laughing softly to himself in disbelief.
“i’ve been in love with you for years.”
your brain completely stopped working. the only thing you could hear was your heartbeat.
“what?” you whispered again. jermajesty just looked at you like he couldn’t believe this was finally happening.
“how did you not know that?” he asked softly.
you blinked at him. “because you flirt with everybody.”
“not like i flirt with you.” your stomach flipped so hard it almost hurt. he stepped closer then. he slowly moved like he was scared you might disappear if he moved too fast.
“you seriously thought i wanted that girl?” he asked.
you looked down immediately, embarrassed all over again. “i don’t know.”
“she was touching you a lot for somebody you were just being nice to.”
that made him laugh quietly. not in a mean way. more like he was shocked you’d actually gotten jealous over him.
“you were jealous,” he realized.
“don’t piss me off right now.”
his grin widened a little. “you were.”
you shoved his shoulder lightly, already wanting the ground to swallow you whole, but he caught your wrist before you could pull away, and suddenly the teasing energy disappeared. because now he was holding your hand. his thumb brushing slowly against your skin while he looked at you in that way that always made your chest tight. only now you finally understood why he looked at you like that.
“you have no idea how long i’ve wanted this,” he admitted quietly. your breath caught. the tension between you shifted instantly. he’s eyes dropped to your lips. then back to your eyes. then your lips again.
“tell me to stop,” he murmured.
you shook your head before he even finished speaking. that was all it took.
his hand moved to your waist fast, pulling you against him while his other hand cupped your jaw and kissed you like he’d been waiting years to do it, and maybe he had. you gasped softly against his mouth, fingers immediately gripping the front of his shirt while he kissed you deeper. it wasn’t soft for long. too much tension, too many years of almosts. he backed you up until your shoulders hit the side of the house, his hands gripping your waist tighter when you pulled him closer.
“fuck,” he breathed against your lips. “you have no idea what you do to me.” your face burned instantly. especially when he looked at you like that afterward. all dark eyes and swollen lips. you’d never seen him like this before.
“say something,” he murmured, thumb rubbing against your hip.
“i think i’m still in shock.”
that made him laugh softly before leaning in to kiss you again. slower this time.
his hand slid up your side underneath your shirt just enough to make your breath hitch, and jer immediately noticed.
“there it is,” he whispered against your mouth.
you wanted to hide your face immediately.
instead, he just smiled against your lips before kissing you harder.
your hands slid into his hair without thinking, tugging slightly, and the sound that left him,
your stomach flipped violently.
“you can’t do that,” he muttered.
you blinked innocently. “i didn’t do anything.”
“you’re a liar.” but he was smiling when he said it. then his forehead rested against yours for a second while both of you caught your breath. “come home with me,” he said quietly. and the way he looked at you after saying it made your entire body warm.
yall didn’t make it home. barely made it out of the driveway. one second jermajesty was driving with one hand on the wheel and the next, your hand was in his curls again and he was pulling over so fast it almost made you laugh.
because the second the car shifted into park, he was on you.
his hand gripped your waist, pulling you across the center console while his mouth crashed against yours again, all messy and desperate like he physically could not get enough.
“jer—” you breathed against his lips.
“i know,” he muttered, kissing you harder. “i know.”
his hands were everywhere.
your waist. your thighs. your face.
like after years of holding back he finally got permission to touch you the way he wanted. the windows were fogging slightly around you, the air in the car way too warm as jermajesty kissed down your jaw slowly.
“you know how many times i imagined this?” he whispered against your skin, your stomach flipped violently.
he laughed softly against your neck. “why? you shy now?”
you shoved at his shoulder weakly, but jermajesty only smiled before kissing you again.
his thumb rubbed against your thigh absentmindedly while his forehead rested against yours for a second.
“can’t believe you thought i didn’t want you,” he murmured.
you looked away immediately. “can you blame me?”
you rolled your eyes, but he just tilted your chin back toward him.
“i’m serious,” he said quietly. “nobody compares to you.” the sincerity in his voice almost hurt. because suddenly every moment from the past few years started replaying in your head differently.
every stare. every touch. every almost moment. he wanted you too.all this time.
“come here,” he whispered softly when you went quiet again. like you weren’t already right there. his lips brushed yours gently before deepening the kiss again, one of his hands sliding underneath your shirt just enough to make your breath catch.
he noticed immediately, of course he did. he noticed everything.
“you like that?” he murmured against your mouth. your face burned.“don’t start.”
“too late.” his grin was cocky for all of two seconds before you kissed him again and shut him up completely. that seemed to surprise him a little.then suddenly he was the one melting into you. his hand tightened on your waist while yours tugged softly at the chain around his neck, and the quiet sound he made against your lips nearly ruined you.
“you’re dangerous,” he muttered.
“you literally pulled the car over.”
“because you keep looking at me like that.”
you smiled slightly. “like what?”
he stared at you for a second before leaning in again, voice lower this time.
“like you’re finally mine.”
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