hey

just living life i guess ( i sometimes post stuff about my life or people in it so you can just ignore that if / when i do )

[danger]

[fate]

[uhidkwhatsgoingon]

yall idk what im doing. im like gone from boston for the summer and right before i left i made out with this dude in a club and then like i kept sleeping with the side piece and like the club one wants to like go on dates and stuff and it;s like kinda unclear what his intens\tions are and i dont get it and then like we did the one date and tehn we havent spoken since then and now its like this awkward in between like idk what to od and then im still fucking nam and so what am i supposed to do about that, and its like i like him and i think he could be a good guy but he just hangs out with the wrong people and id,k im like not into it and also he doesnt want to date me and i dont think we would make a good couple, but also he’s still talking to me and sexting me and so i just i dont kno what anyone wants from me and i dont know what i want and i dont know what to do btu i also cant do anything till im back in boston and also idk wben to tell either of them anything and i just i hate it 

[vjeranski]

[uhidkwhatsgoingon]

idk man i men i guess i have a thing with this dude. its like idk what he wants from me, but the boy keeps asking me to dinner and trying to get me drunk on wine. you don’t have to get me drunk to fuck you dude. also like i cant figure our if he is asking me to dinner out of like obligation or like the actual desire to ask me out. like you don;t have to take me to dinner for me to fuck you. ill fuck you! don’t need to buy me shit or pay for things or lower my inhibitions. they’re already pretty fucking low my guy, so like what are you doing here and what do you want from me? i can’t read your fucking mind and i dont know youre intentions here. and its like i love lvoe love that he told me that he “used to have a thing for this girl” but like was it a used to or is it a if she came onto me id go for it. i mean i don’t care if hes in love with someone else id just love to know what he is thinking and that he is in love with someone else. and then its like we can just fuck and you can love the other girl, its chilL! idk man idk 

[uhidkwhatsgoingon]

ok but like sometimes i think its wild that no one loves me, like i really think i treat people well and deserve someone to love me and care about me and want to fuck me, but nope there isn’t anyone trying. and so its like maybe i don’t deserve someone for me? but i really don;t think im that shit? but maybe i am? also like maybe i do deserve it but theres the whole we dont always get what we deserve? but thats fucking jank like let me be with someone pls 

[uhidkwhatsgoingon]

this boy is a bitch and i cant fucking focus on anything except for him and the fact that i really wanna cut my god damn arms open 

i am better without him but he wont fucking leave me alone like why the fuck is he doing this now and tryiing to be freinds again its fucking rude 

[webcomicname]

[why-am-i-breathing-deactivated2]

[dying-human]

[re-place-ablee]

Talking to someone every single day for hours can be pretty destructive because there will come a day where you don’t speak at all and it’s going to be the loneliest feeling in the world.

[fabray]

[uhidkwhatsgoingon]

i want a person

[bigbardafree]

the thing about being someone who’s never catcalled is that you start to wonder why like is it because im ugly???

and then you realize that youre judging your worth by whether or not you are objectifiable to a man and thats so fucked up like honestly its so fucked up 

but the worst part about the patriarchy is that it still sits at the back of your mind regardless like “nobody thinks youre pretty because they dont see you as a sex object” like somehow thats a desirable thing and it fucks me up

[hifas]

[extrasad]

[mentallymassacred]