STONED IMMACULATE.

the stars paint the sky; i paint your mind.

[ululate]

hello!!! i am elvira. pronouns don’t matter. i am 29 (and have been for a number of years 😉 ). 21+ only. nsfw tagged as such. this is my blog for MAL VOSS; FANDOMLESS MUSICIAN OC SET IN THE LATE 1960′S; LEAD SINGER/FRONTMAN OF THE (FICTIONAL) WORLD-RENOWNED BAND: MOONLIGHT DRIVE. heavily inspired by jim morrison and the doors. multi-ship & verse. crossover friendly. all triggers will be tagged in the following format: ‘blood tw’.

THIS BLOG WILL FEATURE MATURE THEMES, INCLUDING DRUG/ALCOHOL ABUSE AND SEXUAL THEMES. follow at your own risk.

*i do not tag substance abuse bc he’s always abusing substances.

reasons i might not follow back:

you don’t cut your posts

you don’t have your age clearly stated on your blog anywhere

other than that, i’m super fucking chill. rp is a hobby. i am a VERY busy human with a full time job, a child, a husband, auto immune disease, and THREE college graduate courses in progress at any given time. i have adhd and sometimes hyperfocus on a muse or on a thread or two. it doesn’t mean i don’t want to write with you!

please do not:

repeatedly ask if i’ve seen your reply or tell me to reply

talk to me about politics

my triggers:

broken teeth and any mention of dentists

home invasions

BE KIND TO YOURSELF AND TO OTHERS.

[fliesicecold]

It is difficult to share this, to ask for this kind of help, but in order to continue living and get healthy, I need to have bariatric surgery. My liver is worsening by the day and I need to drop weight and fast. The surgeon said while the full benefits will not come for about a year, the initial drop of 20-40lbs will help immensely in making me more healthy and able to be cleared from the liver disease. If you can help in any way, even just sharing this post, please do. It is all appreciated. Thank you!

You can find the gofundme here.

Please reblog and signal boost!!!

Thank you so much!

~Val

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Jim Morrison’s American Night Journal Sentence Starters

we were drawn down.

find the voice.

find the face.

be tamed by the night.

a kiss in the storm?

your own face.

i’m freezing.

and your past to warm you.

cheynne to denver.

is there an inner light?

just look in my eyes.

you’ll be all right.

death is riding over the hill.

someone’s coming to do you ill.

a place where ghosts reside to whisper.

interest them in their fate.

why do you call us?

you know our price.

it never changes.

but it is getting late.

if i could see you again…

to rescue a soul already ruined.

to achieve respite.

(laughter) well then.

would you mock yourself?

no.

soon our voices must become as one, or one must leave.

sire, we met in eden.

the troubled time we had.

i must go see.

you’ve found your voice.

was it a question of search or strangling?

i wonder…

we never talked.

saw “fuck god” scratched on a leprous wall.

love to hear you ramble.

but what of the rest?

i got picked-up and rode thru the night.

did you see any buildings?

what was i doing?

we danced a lot.

it made her smile.

i don’t remember.

we must move on.

what can i do?

hesitation and doubt.

time has claimed you.

coming for you.

o wow, he’s shot.

actors must make us think they’re real.

our friends must not make us think we’re acting.

so stranger, get wilder still.

[ululate]

ululate [yo͞o(l)yəˌlāt]

VERB

               1. howl or wail as an expression of strong emotion,

                                                               typically grief.

independent. mutually exclusive. fandomless musician oc set in the late 1960′s created & loved by jimmie (29+)

[bunnieresources]

ancient dreams in a modern land writing prompts.

“ we could bear witness to the rise and the fall. “

“ i’m trying to get back as fast as i can. “

“ you don’t have to be like everybody else. “

“ i am here to take a look inside myself. “

“ i could be the eye of the storm. “

“ what’s your purpose? “

“ you could be lost, but you belong to the world. “

“ i am the observer, i’m a witness of life. “

“ i live in the space between the stars and the sky. “

“ whatever you give life, you will get back. “

“ why be a wallflower when you can be a venus fly trap? “

“ i did it my way. “

“ nothing in this world could change me. “

“ don’t underestimate me because one day you’re gonna see you’re in a losing battle. “

“ i should be motherfucking crazy. “

“ i sacrificed it all for a life to call mine. “

“ they’ll shame you, blame you, pretend to even hate you. “

“ i don’t want to live in a man’s world anymore. “

“ don’t underestimate the making of life. “

“ you are not my master. “

“ tell me, who do you think you are? “

“ you forgot that without me, you won’t go far. “

“ our life as we knew it now belongs to yesterday. “

“ life is a game that the universe plays. “

“ this is how we’re meant to be. “

“ i never see you cry. “

“ you can let go of the pain in your heart. “

“ you know it’s safe to tell me how you feel. “

“ emotions are a part of our design. “

“ you can’t bury the truth. “

“ it’s time to pay your dues. “

“ you know that love’s a gift, but it can also be a curse. “

“ i pray that hope’s not lost. “

“ i love you but i love me more. “

“ do you expect me to believe that you’ve changed when i can tell that you’re exactly the same? “

“ you’d rather shut your eyes than feel any pain. “

“ i told you before that love isn’t enough. “

“ how can i trust you after what i’ve been through? “

“ you only care about me when it suits you. “

“ i would rather not betray myself, just to keep your love at any cost. “

“ maybe i would’ve stayed. “

“ i fucked it up, i lost it all. “

“ my life might not be what i thought, but i wouldn’t change a thing. “

“ i will never be yours again. “

“ maybe we won’t meet again, but you’ll always be my closest friends. “

“ some mistakes are hard to learn. “

[ululate]

ululate [yo͞o(l)yəˌlāt]

VERB

               1. howl or wail as an expression of strong emotion,

                                                               typically grief.

independent. mutually exclusive. fandomless musician oc set in the late 1960′s created & loved by jimmie (29+)

[ululate]

billy-hargrxve​:

                              ❝ Yeah - what’s it to you? Are people still talking about the new kid, huh? ❞ He takes the lighter and shoves it into the back pocket of his jeans. He pushes his aviators up his nose, clearly unimpressed with, well, everything. ❝ You from here? ❞

mal shrugged. “i don’t know. i don’t really talk to anyone. just overheard at some point... i’m getting out of this shit hole as soon as i can and going there. i’ve never seen the ocean before,” he said, unable to hide the smile despite how hard he tried. “unfortunately, yeah,” he sighed, taking another hit. “been here my whole fucking life,” he rolled his eyes.

[ululate]

kinda nervous about my two final exams that i have to take tonight, even though they’re open book/notes o;saijfoi;sjf

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👑 queen of the highway!

HWY: An American Pastoral Written & Directed by Jim Morrison

[hoesresources]

𝐎𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐚 𝐑𝐨𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐨 𝐒𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫

— — — — — — 𝒔𝒐𝒖𝒓 ( 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟏 ) 𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒊𝒐𝒏

𝒃𝒓𝒖𝒕𝒂𝒍

❛ & they’d all be so disappointed. ❜

❛ Cause who am I if not exploited ? ❜

❛ & I don’t stick up for myself. ❜

❛ & I wish people liked me more. ❜

❛ All I did was try my best. ❜

❛ This the kinda thanks I get ? ❜

❛ But I wish I could disappear. ❜

❛ God, it’s brutal out here. ❜

❛ I only have two real friends. ❜

❛ & lately, I’m a nervous wreck. ❜

❛ I feel like no one wants me. ❜

❛ & I wish I’d done this before. ❜

❛ & they’d all be so disappointed, ‘Cause who am I if not exploited ? ❜

❛ & I’m so tired that I might quit my job, start a new life. ❜

𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒕𝒐𝒓

❛ I played dumb, but I always knew. ❜

❛ I kept quiet so I could keep you. ❜

❛ & ain’t it funny how you said you were friends ? ❜

❛ Now it sure as hell don’t look like it. ❜

❛ & I know that you’ll never feel sorry for the way I hurt. ❜

❛ All I did was try my best. ❜

❛ Loved you at your worst, but that didn’t matter. ❜

❛ Guess you didn’t cheat, but you’re still a traitor. ❜

❛ Remember I brought her up & you told me I was paranoid ? ❜

❛ God, I wish that you had thought this through before I went & fell in love with you. ❜

𝒅𝒓𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒄𝒆𝒏𝒔𝒆

❛ But today, I drove through the suburbs, crying 'cause you weren’t around. ❜

❛ 'Cause how could I ever love someone else ? ❜

❛ But I’ve never felt this way for no one. ❜

❛ How you could be so okay now that I’m gone. ❜

❛ 'Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street. ❜

❛ & all my friends are tired of hearing how much I miss you. ❜

❛ I kinda feel sorry for them. ❜

❛ Can’t drive past the places we used to go to. ❜

❛ 'Cause they’ll never know you the way that I do. ❜

❛ I still see your face in the white cars, front yards. ❜

❛ But I still fuckin’ love you. ❜

❛ You said forever, now I drive alone past your street. ❜

1 𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒑 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒅, 3 𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒑𝒔 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌

❛ Called you on the phone today just to ask you how you were. ❜

❛ All I did was speak normally. ❜

❛ & I don’t stick up for myself. ❜

❛ Somehow, I still struck a nerve. ❜

❛ You got me fucked up in the head. ❜

❛ I hate that I give you power over that kinda stuff. ❜

❛ I’m the love of your life until I make you mad. ❜

❛ It’s always one step forward and three steps back. ❜

❛ Do you love me, want me, hate me ? ❜

❛ & lately, I’m a nervous wreck. ❜

❛ No, I don’t understand. ❜

❛ & maybe in some masochistic way I kind of find it all exciting. ❜

❛ Like, which lover will I get today ? ❜

❛ Will you walk me to the door or send me home crying ? ❜

𝒅𝒆𝒋𝒂 𝒗𝒖

❛ So when you gonna tell her that we did that, too ? ❜

❛ That was our place, I found it first. ❜

❛ & I don’t stick up for myself. ❜

❛ I made the jokes you tell to her when she’s with you. ❜

❛ Do you get déjà vu when she’s with you ? ❜

❛ ’Cause let’s be honest, we kinda do sound the same. ❜

❛ I hate to think that I was just your type. ❜

❛ Now I bet you even tell her how you love her in between the chorus and the verse.  ❜

❛ A different girl now, but there’s nothing new. ❜

❛ I know you get déjà vu. ❜

𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 4 𝒖

❛ Remember when you said that you wanted to give me the world ? ❜

❛ Good for you, I guess that you’ve been workin’ on yourself. ❜

❛ I guess that therapist I found for you, she really helped. ❜

❛ Now you can be a better man for your brand new girl. ❜

❛ You look happy and healthy, not me, if you ever cared to ask. ❜

❛ You’re doin’ great out there without me, baby. ❜

❛ God, I wish that I could do that. ❜

❛ But you’re so unaffected, I really don’t get it. ❜

❛ But I guess good for you. ❜

❛ I guess you’re gettin’ everything you want. ❜

❛ It’s like you never even met me. ❜

❛ Remember when you swore to God I was the only person who ever got you ? ❜

❛ Well, screw that, and screw you. ❜

❛ It’s like we never even happened. ❜

❛ You will never have to hurt the way you know that I do. ❜

❛ Maybe I’m too emotional. ❜

❛ Your apathy’s like a wound in salt. ❜

❛ Or maybe you never cared at all. ❜

𝒆𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖

❛ Tried so hard to be everything that you liked just for you to say you’re not the compliment type. ❜

❛ Stupid, emotional, obsessive little me. ❜

❛ You found someonе more exciting. ❜

❛ The nеxt second, you were gone. ❜

❛ All I ever wanted was to be enough for you. ❜

❛ You left me there cryin’, wonderin’ what I did wrong. ❜

❛ You always say I’m never satisfied, but I don’t think that’s true. ❜

❛ & maybe I’m just not as interesting as the girls you had before. ❜

❛ But God, you couldn’t have cared less about someone who loved you more. ❜

❛ I’d say you broke my heart but you broke much more than that. ❜

❛ Now I don’t want your sympathy. ❜

❛ I just want myself back. ❜

❛ Don’t you think I loved you too much to think I deserve nothing ? ❜

❛ Don’t you think I loved you too much to be used & discarded ? ❜

❛ But don’t tell me you’re sorry. ❜

❛ Feel sorry for yourself. ❜

𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒊𝒆𝒓

❛ Your friends are mine, you know I know. ❜

❛ I thought my heart was detached from all the sunlight of our past. ❜

❛ Does she mean you forgot about me ? ❜

❛ I hope you’re happy, but not like how you were with me ❜

❛ I’m selfish, I know, I can’t let you go. ❜

❛ So find someone great, but don’t find no one better. ❜

❛ I hope you’re happy, but don’t be happier. ❜

❛ An eternal love bullshit you know you’ll never mean. ❜

❛ Remember when I believed you meant it when you said it first to me ? ❜

❛ I wish you all the best, really. ❜

❛ Say you love her, baby. Just not like you loved me. ❜

❛ & think of me fondly when your hands are on her. ❜

𝒋𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒐𝒖𝒔𝒚, 𝒋𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒐𝒖𝒔𝒚

❛ I kinda wanna throw my phone across the room. ❜

❛ Wish I didn’t care. ❜

❛ But it feels like that weight is on my back & I can’t let it go. ❜

❛ I think I think too much. ❜

❛ I’m happy for them, but then again, I’m not. ❜

❛ I’m so sick of myself. ❜

❛ Oh God, I sound crazy. ❜

❛ Their win is not my loss. ❜

❛ I know it’s true, but I can’t help gettin’ caught up in it all. ❜

❛ I wanna be you so bad and I don’t even know you. ❜

❛ All I see is what I should be. ❜

𝒇𝒂𝒗𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒄𝒓𝒊𝒎𝒆

❛ Know that I loved you so bad. ❜

❛ I let you treat me like that. ❜

❛ I was your willing accomplice, honey & I watched as you fled the scene. ❜

❛ The things I did just so I could call you mine. ❜

❛ One heart broke, four hands bloody. ❜

❛ Well, I hope I was your favorite crime. ❜

❛ You used me as an alibi. ❜

❛ I wondеr if you’re around cause you know that I’d do it all again. ❜

❛ It’s bittersweet to think about the damage that we’d do. ❜

❛ I say that I hate you with a smile on my face. ❜

❛ 'Cause, baby, you were mine. ❜

❛ Oh, look what we became. ❜

𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒆 𝒖𝒓 𝒐𝒌

❛ & somehow, we fell out of touch. ❜

❛ Don’t know if I’ll see you again someday but if you’re out there, I hope that you’re okay. ❜

❛ She couldn’t wait to go to college. ❜

❛ Does she know how proud I am she was created with the courage to unlearn all of their hatred ? ❜

❛ I miss you & I hope that you’re okay. ❜

❛ Nothing’s forever, nothing is as good as it seems. ❜

❛ God, I hope that you’re happier today. ❜

❛ 'Cause I love you. ❜

[ululate]

it doesn't matter that cell phones weren't around in the 60s let's say they were and send msgs to mal on wire!

[ululate]

i feel like this is an accurate depiction of myself. bye. special thanks to my phone settings for calling me out. bye.

[leneemusing]

nsfw prompts that don’t sound like a bad porno

i’m always tired of seeing the cringiest sentence starters for smut so i’m back at it again kids. feel free to adjust sentences or specify who does the action. 

ACTIONS: 1. for one muse to give the other oral 2. to skinny dip with my muse 3. to shower with my muse 4. to take a hot bath with my muse 5. for sex in public 6. for sex in the car 7. to catch my muse naked 8. to undress my muse 9. for sparring to turn into sex 10. for an argument to turn into sex 11. for make up sex 12. for friends with benefits sex 13. to tie up my muse 14. to blindfold my muse 16. to make one muse watch the other masturbate 17. for a threesome (specify muses) 18. for one muse to wake the other by fingering them/giving a handjob 19. for one muse to deny the other orgasm 20. for angry sex  21. for break up sex 22. for sex after a near death experience  23. for after battle sex 24. for sex to get revenge on an ex 25. for one muse to give the other a lap dance or strip tease  26. to make my muse whimper 27. for one muse to take the other from behind 28. for sex against the wall 29. for sex on a table/counter/desk 30. for sex in a pool/hot tub 31. for one muse to choke the other 32. for rough sex  33. for our muses to try a new position 34. for our muses to try a new kink together 35. for one muse to use a toy on the other 36. for one muse to sit on the other’s face

WORDS:  “touch me.” “kiss me here.” “you have to be quiet if you want to cum.” “say my name.”  “oh fuck-” “i need you so bad.” “i’m so wet right now.”  “i want you to touch yourself for me.”  “let me hear you, baby.”  “come for me.” “i want to hear you cum.” “harder.” “i need to feel you.” “i want you.” “you’re so hot.” “can i come yet?” “please, baby—” “i’m so close.” “i told you to be quiet.” “i told you to stay still.” “are you gonna be good for me?” “i promise i’ll be good.” “i’m not done with you yet.” “i’ve been waiting all day…” “you’re all i want.” “just kiss me, i can’t take this anymore.” “just shut up and fuck me.”  “i’m gonna fuck you until you beg me to stop.”  “say please.” “i could’t stop thinking about you all day.” “your fingers feel so good.” “your mouth feels so good.” “i want your fingers inside me.” “i want it to hurt.” “more—” “i want you to forget everything and everyone else but me.” “make me forget.” “i just want to feel something.”  “make me.” “be quiet.”  “they’re gonna catch us—” “yes— right there.” “that feels so good.” “does that feel good?” 

[ululate]

smash the heart for a starter!!!

[leneemusing]

less cringy NSFW/intimacy memes

ACTIONS: (add + to reverse who does the action)

✦ to finger my muse  ✧ to give my muse oral  ☆ to get caught doing something sexual in public ✻ to catch my muse masturbating  ✸ for a drabble about my muse having a sex dream about yours ❆ to tease my muse  ❁ for our muses first time  ✶ for something awkward to happen during sex ♢ for something to make our muses laugh during sex  ♤ for my muse to help yours undress  ☽ for my muse to have trouble taking off an article of clothing  ♧ to guide my muse’s hands where yours wants to be touched  ♜ for my muse to kiss an area where yours is insecure  ♞ my muse gets a cramp during sex ♦ my muse sneezes during sex ♟ my muse says the wrong name during sex ✪ for our muses to be intimate in nature © for morning sex  ✘ to eat food off of my muse  ♕ make your own scenario 

WORDS: 

“god, you look so good”  “fuck—” “i got you, baby”  “you’re being so good for me”  “i promise i’ll be a good”  “please”  “you have to be quiet if you want to cum”  “say please?”  “are you gonna be good for me?”  “shit— i have to pee” “wait, that hurts” “not there” “that feels so good”  “touch me here”  “did you just yawn?”  “you make me feel so good”  “do you like this?”  “i want to hear you when you cum”  “i’m so close”  “i need you”  “how much do you want to cum?” “turn around” “your fingers feel amazing” “i’m yours”  “you’re mine” “tell me you’re mine”  “you sound so pretty when you moan”  “harder” “wait—” “is this okay?” “say it again” “i love you”

[ululate]

billy-hargrxve​:

                              Just lighting up a cigarette himself, an eyebrow cocks as the stranger walked up to him. ❝ How’d you know…? ❞ He spoke coldly, tossing his lighter towards the other. Billy was not one for weed, (couldn’t ruin that body with the munchies) but can get behind it. Taking a long drag, he stood with his hand out, waiting for the other to hand the lighter back to him. 

“just a guess,” he smirked, catching it and lighting up. the wind was a bit of a bitch, but he finally got it going and handed it back to him. “thanks,” mal said before taking a second hit. his eyes lingered a little too long on the way the blonde’s fingers cradled the cigarette and he cleared his throat. “you’re from california, right?”

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