Hello!! My name is Dusk<3 I write fanfic and do headcanons for the list of characters below!
Henry Bowers
Henry Creel
Carl Grimes
Fred Weasley
Jacob Black
(I also take requests for characters of any fandoms I involve myself in!)
Requests I will do:
Smut
Mild kinks and what not (e.g, knife play, handcuffs, dom play, etcetc)
Any cutesy innocent headcanons or one shots
Any smutty or nsfw headcanons or one shots
Requests I will NOT do:
Incest
Age play
Cnc
Any extreme kinks.
I do not do long form fanfic requests but I accept suggestions for chapters or character suggestions for fanfics.
PLEASE NOTE: I have writers block constantly and Iâm trying to get back into writing slowly after a year long break, I will be doing more headcanons then multi chapter fanfic as it gives me anxiety!!
Fandoms:
Harry Potter
IT 2017/2019
IT Welcome to Derry
Avatar (blue alien movies not anime)
Stranger Things
Twilight
So many more but those are the main atm!
Music:
The Cure
Bikini Kill
Jack Off Jill
Millionaires
So much moređ
Games:
Adopt me. Literally just adopt me atmâŚ
Masters list:
Henry Bowers:
Henry Bowers bf headcanons!
Patrick Hockstetter:
Stalker bf!Patrick Hockstetter x reader Headcanons
It was about 4:46 in the afternoon, and you were making a spell jar to hex someone at school. You've already made a protection spell a while back to protect yourself from any negative energy and other things that can't come back to you. As you added your last herb and some dirt you found at your nearest graveyard, you sealed the jar with some black and red candle wax. That's when you heard a window open, footsteps, and a window shutting. You knew it was Patrick
You groan in annoyance to yourself as you hear footsteps coming into the kitchen, where you were just starting a new spell jar. You continue to focus on your work as you hear his voice speak up, "What 'cha workin' on, babe??" He leans in the doorway with one of his usual little smirks. You look over at him before cleansing your jar with some incense, "I'm working on a spell jar," You spoke blandly as you put down your incense
Patrick walked over to you to examine your work, almost as if he knew exactly what you were doing and what you're gonna do next, predicting your every move. He then put a hand on your waist and leaned down to your ear, "Do you think you can make a spell to make my dick bigger??" This immediately caught you off guard. Sure, it was typical for you to hear stuff like this from him, but you were still a little surprised
Adding some herbs into your jar, you look over to him and roll your eyes, "No, Patrick, no, I can't. Plus, you've got bigger things to worry about other than your dick size," You raise a brow, looking him up and down before going back to your work as you heard him speak up once more, "Hmm.. What about making me better in bed?? I think that could make you feel a whole lot better, hm??" This was just grossing you out to a certain extent, but you weren't too bothered by it
You look at him and give him a look of disappointment, "If you're so insecure, maybe you can go away and think of some ideas of your own. I'm trying to work, babe." He rolls his eyes and sighs exaggeratedly, "It was just a suggestion, jeez. You're so dramatic," He shook his head as he continued to watch what you were doing
He continued to ask you a whole bunch of questions about what each herb and crystal meant, making fun of you for even using crystals in the first place, calling them "fancy rocks". You continued to ignore him and kept on working. Patrick asked if he could help and you sighed, giving him a nod, hoping that it'll make him fuck offPatrick listened to your directions carefully, but he was tuning you out on some parts; overall, he listened to you.
He added a crystal and a little too much of a herb, but you didn't really mind. After some point, you explained that you needed to seal off the jar with some candle wax. He couldn't help but chuckle, "That's pretty kinky," He smirked. You roll your eyes once more and give him a white candle, "Here, light this for me, will ya??" Knowing he was up to something, you watched him carefully as he dripped the candle wax over the jar.
However, before you could do anything, he put the jar down and grabbed your wrist, putting hot candle wax on your hand. You quickly pulled away, your eyes widened as you looked at him, "Dude, what the fu-" This reaction made him laugh, "What?! Never heard of foreplay??" You groan, "Oh my fucking god.." Muttering to yourself as you finish putting the candle wax on the jar. You sigh as you put the jar down and look up at him, silently studying him. It was quiet before he asked, "So.. Do you wanna make out??"
you vent in your diary, and, one day, fred weasley âaccidentallyâ reads some entries and tries to nonchalantly return it.
âŞâââ warnings: friends to lovers, established friends, teenage feelings/hormones, cringe diary entries, swearing, medium paced burn, 1 time use of y/n, u being a theater kid minor subplot, follows fred for a bit, unimportant background characters, fred has acid reflux, bsfâs hot older brother trope, vaguely 6-7th year btw, casually ripped!fred, happy ending
âŞâââ word count: 3.7k probably
part one
Dear Notecard,
Sunday
I lost my diary.
Iâve scavenged the ends of the earth, and I simply cannot find it. My life is over. Iâm moving to America, because the things Iâve said in there are vile. Maybe. I donât remember (which is a problem).
I JUST NEED IT BACK. OH MY DAYS. ITâS OUT THERE IN THE WILD FOR ANYONE TO SEE.
I genuinely donât know what Iâm to do. Should I ask Ginny and Abby to help me find it?
WHAT IF SOME KID HAS IT?
WHY DOES IT GO MISSING AFTER I MAKE IMPORTANT REVELATIONS? COINCIDENCE? I THINK NOT!!!!
Iâll probably have to burn this card later to prevent any further journal leakage.
Dear Notecard #2,
Monday
Ginnyâs on the lookout for my diary. I really shouldâve charmed it to appear invisible to unauthorized eyes or something. GOD, WHY DIDNâT I THINK OF THAT SOONER? IâM SO FUCKING STUPID. ALL OF THIS COULDâVE BEEN PREVENTED IF MY IQ WAS 10 POINTS HIGHER.
What if Peeves has it? He wouldâve said something by now, right? Probably wouldâve taunted me by waving it in front of my face⌠everything seems normal.
Will saying âAccio Diaryâ pull it out of whomeverâs grubby hands itâs currently in?
I miss you, Diary. Please come back to me.
Dear Notecard #3,
Tuesday
I genuinely donât know what Iâm supposed to do. I might give up, because Hogwarts is big and the amount of people that go here is even bigger, so itâs really a lost cause. I donât think I wrote anything disgustingly intimate in there⌠besides you know what, but like that stuff is normal to a degree⌠my life is so over.
I need to get my mind off it. Iâll see if Ginny wants to go to Hogsmeade with me this weekend, but tonight I gotta organize and clean out a bunch of stuff for Hugo.
Fred Weasley could not stop reading your journal entries. He mentally promised that the one accidental log would be it, but Fred Weasley was born nosy. Sticking his big nose in other peopleâs business was a guilty pleasure, and when the gossip came to him, practically served on a silver platter, Fred Weasley could not resist temptation.
For the first two days, right after picking you up from the library and a chatty dinner, heâd retreat to his dorm, flip to a random page, and start reading. Fred had learned a lot about you, more than he could ever imagine uncovering through regular conversation.
The guilt showed up as acid reflux on the third day; he hadnât formulated a plan on how to safely return the journal, but being in possession of it was causing⌠minor distress to both parties.
Your eyes tended to wander into peopleâs backpacks and fly into every stack of books, hopeful of locating the missing diary. You jumped at the sound of your name, because you were agonized by the thought that someone knew something.
Paranoia, thatâs what it was; but your intuition was following a breadcrumb trail, because that someone was Fred, and he knew way too many âsomethings.â
I need to get rid of it, Fred ruminated. He anxiously looked around the Common Room; he was alone thankfully, but regretfully alienated in this particular endeavor.
The little black journal was hidden away in the messenger bag he clutched in his lap. Perhaps I can throw it into the lake or toss it into the fire! Watch my sins burn away! Fred bit down on his pointer fingerâs nail; he felt it bend beneath his tooth and eventually tear away. He huffed and flicked it out of his mouth.
The portrait of the Fat Lady swung wide open with a pitchy squeal (from the painted subject, not the door), and Fredâs ginger head snapped towards the sound expectantly, but only found a short blonde carrying a folded up easel. Unfortunately, Fred couldnât quite label that tanned face (um, perhaps Agatha? Or Sophie?), but he knew she was Ginnyâs roommate.
He straightened his posture and peered over the couch. âHey!â He called out. The girlâs eyes swept across the room, which was very empty, so she turned to Fred, curious. âDâyou know where my sister is?â He asked.
She shrugged, âI dunno.â She pointed at the staircase to the Girlsâ Dormitory. âBut I can check, if you want.â
âYes,â he nodded. âPlease.â
A minute or two later, Ginny emerged with rows of pink curlers rolled up in her long fiery hair and a thin layer of green goo on her face.
Fred coughed with frazzled eyes at the sight of his sister. âWhatâs with the getup?â
âSelf-care day,â Ginny bluntly answered. She cautiously tapped her cheek, checking the dryness of her clay mask. She begrudgingly crossed her arms. âWhatâd you want, Fred?â
âHave you seen Y/N?â
Ginny made an indescribable face (to Fred it was a mix between common suspicion and sisterly speculation). She shrugged; her irked brow stiff from the clay. âI donât know⌠maybe check the Drama Club? Rehearsals are usually after schoolâ,â
âWhat now?â Fred sputtered, standing up from the ancient couch. Since when did you do theater? How come he never heard about this?
His sister rolled her eyes. âDrama Club. Rehearsals. After school,â she repeated, as she turned back to the stairs.
Ginny had only taken a few steps towards colloquial freedom, before Fred blathered on, âWe have one of those?â
Ginny kept ascending towards the dormitories. âYes,â she reluctantly called out.
Fred frowned and his forehead creased with displeasure. You had never mentioned attending auditions or even considering joining the Drama Club to him! Nor did you even write about it in the diaryâ well, his brows furrowed, he wasnât reading the entries chronologically.
Fred slid the thick strap of his bag onto his shoulder. He looked at wooden backings of the portrait-way. Drama Club it is then.
This was all messed up, Fred was firmly aware, but now he knew you reciprocated his feelings! The ends justify the means, right? Good things can come from Fredâs invasive and intrusive behavior!
Fred paled, as he pulled the painting open. Oh God, this is gonna end terribly, he concluded.
The Fat Lady watched him exit the stale Gryffindor Tower. She held out her crystal wine chalice. âWhere you off to, troublemaker?â She mused lightheartedly.
The boy threw over his shoulder, âJust, uh, gotta fix some stuff.â
Her thin brown eyebrows quirked mischievously. âFix?â She echoed, placing her drink down. She cackled and clapped her pink hands. âThatâs new!â
âYeah, yeah, yeah, Iâm constantly evolvingâ puberty and whatnot,â Fred waved his hand dismissively, and he ventured off deeper into the cold castle.
Fred passed through galleries, overhearing lower class men twittering on about bogus tarot readings and overdue assignments. Laggard complaints from Ravenclaw Quidditch players about the upcoming match drowned out the soft thuds of his footsteps.
No one knew he had your diary. Not even George.
Fredâs hand subconsciously patted the cracked leather skin of his bag (which was a hand-me-down from Charlie). He felt the rectangular shape press against his palm, affirming to him of its consistent existence.
When he passed by the library, he realized he didnât know where the Drama Club was.
Shit.
His trainers squeaked when he came to such an abrupt halt. His stomach churned and his throat stung; he squinted down the long empty corridor. A figure was quickly approachingâ one tall with long flaring black robes, stiffly squared shoulders and a snobby upturned nose.
âPercy!â Fred exclaimed, lightly jogging up to him.
It was the first time Fred appeared⌠happy when seeing his elder brother.
Downturned lines appeared on Percyâs elvish face. The Prefect was always displeased when seeing a Weasley twin.
âYes?â Percy snootily answered, uncomfortably shifting weight on his feet.
âWhereâs the Drama Club?â Fred inquired.
It was Percyâs big eyes that squinted this time. He crossed his skinny arms. âWhy do you need to know?â Percy pressed.
âI need to drop something off for my friend.â
As a dignified Prefect, he was naturally inclined to answer. But as a human with a working memory, Percy was skeptical and reluctant to inform his brother.
The younger redhead automatically sensed the hesitancy. âIâm not lying, Percy,â Fred told him. âI honestly need to return a book.â
âSince when did you read?â
âJust tell me where,â Fred begged.
Percy rolled his eyes. âYouâre not gonna stink-bomb their practice are you? Iâll write you up if I hear anyâ,â
Fred shook his head vigorously. He waved his hand, almost trying to erase the thought from his brother. âNo no no,â Fred said. âIâm serious this time. I have to return something.â
Percy sighedâ no, he huffed and scratched his eye in disdain. âThird floor, right across Professor Prentissâ room,â the Prefect grumbled.
Fred tried not to eagerly smile. This might be the only time he was genuinely grateful for Percyâs birth. Fred clapped a hand on Percyâs shoulder. âThanks,â he chirped, before swiftly brushing past.
The Drama Club room was hot. Everyone had shed a few woolen layers and taken the liberty of tying up hair or rolling up their sleeves. The windows were all popped open and atmospheric charms were cast maybe a billion times, but absolutely nothing worked. It was grotesquely humid and mildly sweaty to your chagrin.
You were scavenging through the bulging chests for old itchy costumes, as student volunteers dug through the piles of handmade foam props and stage furniture. You had come across earthy colored smocks to flared nylon pants. There were faux golden circlets, Viking helmets, steampunk goggles, fur hats, and snake wigs all crammed into various boxes.
You pulled out a long silver robe, thematically vague to its time period, but sheer and sparkly with dozens of diamond buttons down the front. You stood up and pressed it against your body.
You looked down at the glittery fabric and held out a large Marie sleeve. âWould this work for the Lady of the Lake?â You curiously threw out to the room.
Hugoâs attention flew over. The club president pushed up his little spectacles with one hand (the other was holding a tape measure). Hugo hummed, âYes, thatâll do.â
âI wish it was longer; itâd be more whimsical,â Loretta mused from her wooden stool. Hugo motioned for her to hold out her arms. Loretta wordlessly complied, and the boy assessed the appropriate lengths for a new outfit. âCan my dress be blue?â
âItâs gonna be green,â Hugo snapped, before jotting down a few numbers into his notebook.
Hugo rolled his eyes, âItâs a sensible color for Morgan.â
âBut Iâm so pale, itâll wash me out and make me look sickly.â
Hugo gestured for her to step off the chair. âEven better!â He mocked.
âHow about pink?â She offered.
âAbsolutely not.â He looked at you and your newfound cloak. âLet me see that,â Hugo said, nodding for you to come hither. You brought the garment over, and the black haired boy scrunched his nose. âIt might be too big; Iâll have to bring in the waist.â He turned to the whole room. âDid anyone find the crowns?â
âYes, theyâre on the table by the window,â you immediately answered. You pointed in their general direction, and Hugo spotted Desmond carefully checking the tiaras.
âIâll take this off your hands,â Hugo said. You handed over the robe, and he continued, âThere should be a moonstone crown. Youâll wear that one, alright?â
Desmond, looking at the aforementioned diadem, interrupted the two with a wince. âHalf the gems fell off actuallyâŚâ Desmond grumbled.
Hugoâs hand slapped his forehead. He groaned, âWhat about the star one then?â
Loretta stopped pairing old shoes. âOh, I wanted that,â she sighed sadly from the floor.
Desmond reached across the table, picked it up, and gently turned it around in his large calloused hands. âIt looks fine.â
Hugo turned back to you, âStar one it is.â
Knock knock knock.
The abrasive sound lured in everyoneâs notice, but with the door already ajar and an infamous freckled face clearly peering in, the club president grew vexed.
âWeasley, get out!â Hugo barked. His long legs strode over to the door in seconds. He attempted to shoo Fred away, but the mischievous Beaterâs eyes locked onto yours, and he motioned for you to meet him in the hall.
âWe donât need any production delays!â Hugo proclaimed exasperatedly, as you stepped around open crates and hopped over fake swords and lanterns.
âIâll see what he wants,â you mumbled to Hugo, who averted his gaze and sniffled in satisfaction.
You pressed a warm hand against Fredâs firm chest and pushed him out of the Drama Club room. âWhatâre you doing here?â You asked him, once the door was shut.
The back of Fredâs throat stung, and he tried his best not to gag with his stomach acid partying. âHey,â he sheepishly croaked. You raised a brow, and his hand shakily reached into his bag. âYou forgot this in the library the other day,â Fred added, before presenting to you your very own diary.
You screamed and snatched it out of his hands.
He gave no fight, and your face paled before it began to burn with bewilderment. If it were possible, your face would be blue with humiliation.
âDid you read it?!â You screeched, clutching the diary close to your chest.
Fred stared at you dumbly. âNo,â he said.
You gawked at him, speechless. Oh my God. He totally read it, you internally shrieked. Oh my God. Oh my God. Itâs over. Itâs all over.
Fred shrugged, âI just found it.â
LIAR! LIAR. LIAR. LIAR!
You stuttered breathlessly, âDid youâ did you justâ,â you gulped and sucked in a hasty breath. You shook with fury and cried, âDID YOU JUST HAVE IT THIS WHOLE TIME?!â
Fred cringed; his ears prickled at the shrill timbre of your voice. âYes,â he admitted ashamedly.
You gasped, âWHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?!â
âIâm sorry,â Fred managed to muster.
You smacked his arm with the journal, âWhat did you read? HUH? WHAT DID YOU READ?â
Fred yelped and clutched his âinjuredâ bicep. You continued thwacking him. He hunched over, knees slightly bent and upper half concave. He tried to protect his head from the abuse. âIâm sorry! I am! Iâm SO sorry!â Fred pleaded.
âAre you confessing to it?â You indignantly replied. With the warmth of the castle and the heat of your adrenaline, sweat pooled above your furrowed brow. âYou STOLE and READ my diary?â You whacked the back of his head.
Fred squealed and flopped onto his stomach. He pushed himself onto his hands and knee and scampered out of your aim like a confused rat. The boy, cheeks flushed with eyes full of comedic fear, defensively held out his arms and stumbled onto his feet.
He yawped, âYES! I DID! You donât have to forgive me; I definitely wouldnâtâ,â You raised the book, ready to launch at his head, but Fred intuitively ducked before spewing, âPLEASE, DONâT THROW THAT AT ME!â
âOh my God,â you defeatedly weeped. You lowered the diary, deflated of purpose and reason (Fred tried not to audibly sigh with relief, but he was very grateful it wasnât becoming a flying projectile).
Another friendship ruined, you thought, this was practically betrayal. It didnât hurt as much as Nelina, but, God, it was weirdly barbaric. You couldnât find it in yourself to look at himâ you wanted to (really really wanted to), because you secretly yearned for relishing in his guilt, but his youthful charm and gorgeous looks were sure to inadvertently sway whatever verdict you had in mind.
Fred watched your empty hand cover your eyes with dramatic dejection. âItâs not that bad,â Fred timidly suggested. He boldly took a half step closer, foolishly hopeful youâd let him console you.
You crossed your arms, diary tucked under an armpit. You glared at him, âI didnât ask for your opinion, Weasley.â
Last name. Ouch. If this were under⌠normal circumstances, heâd jokingly wipe a tear from his cheek, but he knew, for certain, doing so would send him to a very early grave.
âLook on the bright sideâŚ?â Fred meekly proposed.
âDonât tell me how to feel,â you spat.
Fred weighed all his limited options; he hypothesized all the outcomes (he had imagined them on his walk to the Drama Club), but none were sufficient enough.
Fred frowned and took a few more steps toward you. âListen, Iâm truly sorry about this whole thing,â he sighed.
âThanks,â you retorted, in your iconic sarcastic tone.
He apprehensively gauged your reaction (which obviously wasnât pleasant; you were ready to punch him). âBut youâd never have told me all that stuff on your own,â Fred stated.
âI donât want to ruin what we have.â
He awkwardly used his fingers to comb through his hair, before he offered a pained, small, idiotic but boyish smile. âThen youâd never know what we could,â Fred reasoned lightheartedly. âAnd youâd never find out that I like you back.â
You stared up at him, impressively boggled, and possessed by thorough uncertainty. A surreal emotion burst in your chest like a water balloon. âWhat?â You whispered, as unannounced joy oozed into your veins.
âYeah,â he reaffirmed, softly gazing down at your face. âYouâre lucky Iâm so invasive. I mean, if I wasnât, itâd save me a few head injuriesâ,â
You laughed, and your heart fluttered. It spun, danced and somersaulted. Oh my God. âLucky? Me?â You rephrased, baffled.
He nodded with a coy smirk on his blushing lips. âYeahâ youâre also lucky that I play Quidditch. Any other guy wouldâve been knocked out from your blowsâ but what Iâm saying is that weâd never have this conversation without me finding that little diary of yours.â
You scoffed, âAm I supposed to thank you?â
âI wouldnât be opposed.â
You cackled, âOh, you are vain!â
âYouâre into it, and we have written evidence!â Fred defended.
You sighed wistfully, âOh my daysâŚâ
âCâmon, talk to me; Iâm right here.â
Being the person in Fredâs fixed observation was a strangely heavy burden to carry. Your eyes darted to the Drama Club room. As much as you loved the revelation, âI have things to do,â you reminded him. âIâve already been out here a while. Hugoâs gonna be pissed.â
He rolled his eyes. âReal convenient.â Fred flexed his arms subtly (he wouldnât be surprised if he found some bruises later), as they intersected over his puffed up chest. âWeâll talk later then. No use in hiding; I know where you usually go.â
You nodded (and tried to hide your amusement, for his confidence and ego was certainly unmatched). You put a hand over your heart. âScoutâs honor,â you pledged. âNow, GO AWAY!â
Dear Diary,
Wednesday
Thereâs a lot to process. Like A LOT a lot. You go missing for three days and my whole life unravels and almost collapses inward⌠crazy stuff. Hugo was a little annoyed since I talked to Fred for so long, whatever (they also heard me assaulting him in the hallway⌠Amber was scared, no big deal), sorted out my costume (got the shoes, dress, crown, sword yada yada) BUT THIS THING WITH FRED WEASLEY. He is TRIFLING. Absolutely TRIFLING.
I donât know if you know this, but you were BOOKNAPPED by that redheaded SCOUNDREL. He kept you for THREE DAYS and thinks he can waltz into play prep to return you without any consequences. If it wasnât a crime, I wouldâve murdered him. And if I didnât have compromising feelings.
The craziest detailâ besides the fact he casually READ MY FUCKING DIARYâ is that he also FANCIES ME. He tried to emotionally manipulate me into believing this whole charade was beneficial (it kinda was), but that doesnât excuse the fact he BROKE my TRUST and INVADED my PRIVACY.
He was my friend before he was some lame love interest, so naturally I already set some standards for him to follow; standards that him and most of my other friends were issued. Standards that he totally DEMOLISHED in three days.
I donât even know if I wanna go into further detail. What if I lose you again? What if the next peeping tom prints my entries in the newspaper? For the whole world to see?
Iâll have to ask Hermione for a concealer spell to ensure this NEVER happens again. I need to put a tracker inside the cover or hex the pages to burn when opened by a stranger. I need to do SOMETHING.
I hate knowing that he read stuff and has opinions about opinions I didnât share with him. He knows too much about me now. He couldâve misinterpreted a bunch of things and think Iâm mad. What am I gonna do???
You were gonna talk to Ginny; thatâs what. It was the most logical course to take, because 1) she was in on the search and 2) her scheming redheaded brother was the red-handed culprit.
With paranoia at an astronomical all-time high, the little black journal made its way with you to Ginnyâs dormitory. It carried within its thin leaflets the same giddiness, reluctancy, and indifference you felt, as you rapped on the door.
âGinny,â you greeted, when the dewy face emerged. You lightly gasped at her bright appearance. âYour hair!â You awed.
Delicate strawberry locks rolled onto Ginnyâs confident shoulders like waves. She giggled and pretended to toss her hair flirtatiously. âJust wanted to try something new,â she said.
âI like this look,â you approvingly commented. âYou shouldâve done this for the Yule Ball!â
âThanks, but the back is a bloody mess,â Ginny lightheartedly indulged with a regretful head shake. She snorted at herself, âI didnât have enough fashion sense back then.â
She waved you into the room. âWhatâs up?â Ginny casually asked, before sitting down on her bed.
You shut the door (which was thin, so it didnât do much) behind you and rotated a nearby desk chair around til it faced her. Your eyes theatrically closed, and you placed a tender hand on your chest. You sucked in an exhausted breath and stashed your diary flat on the table.
Ginny chuckled at the sight. âOh boy.â
âGood news is,â you began, slowly peeling your eyelids open. Your friend perked up with anticipation. âI found my diary,â you continued in a whisper-shout.
Her jaw dropped, and she straightened, as her eyes darted to the desk. âNo way! Where was it??â
âUghhhh,â you grunted. You annoyedly laughed at yourself and leaned your head against the top of the chair. âYouâre actually never gonna believe me. Itâs so bad.â
âTell me!â Ginny urged.
You craned your head and stared her in the eye. âFred stole it.â
Her face dropped. âNo bloody way.â
âYes, way.â You leaned forward, âHe had it this whole time, Ginnyâ,â
âNo!â
ââ he read my entries, Ginny.â
âNO!â
âI was furious.â
âIâm furious for you,â Ginny huffed. She tautly folded her arms below her bosom and crossed her legs. âHowâd you find out?â
âHe showed up to play prep, gave it back, and tried to tell me it wasnât a big deal.â
âThatâs why he asked me where you were,â Ginny realized. She lamented, âHeâs so stupid. Heâs so stupid.â She flopped backward into her mattress. âOh Merlin. What the bloody hell is wrong with him?â
âBut itâs fine,â you said, to which Ginny bolted up, gawking at you. âI beat him up,â you added triumphantly. âHe had it coming.â
âHe had it comingâŚ!â Ginny echoed with astonishment. Straight out of, uh, what did Hermione call it? It was like a long version of a wizard photographâ muggle picture? No⌠a motion picture.
âI wish I was there to see it,â she declared earnestly. âIt sounds like a novel.â Admittedly, she mostly wanted to see her brother withering in pain.
The remaining undisclosed information was the most enticing. You leaned toward Ginny and held out an open palm, practically sparking with explosive anticipation. The innocuously took it in her own and gave you her ear.
âYou know what he tells me right when I stop hitting him?â You rhetorically questioned.
âNoâŚ?â
âHe says that if he wasnât a little snoop⌠Iâd never find out that he. liked. me. back.â
As if your hand was a burning blob of coal, Ginny released it with a terrified scream. She sprang onto her feet.
âWHAT?! WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY?â Ginny wheezed, as if sheâd been electrocuted. âHeâ youâ Fredâ YOU FANCY HIM? MY BROTHER?â
âYes!â
Ginny paced and ruminated in wobbly ellipses. âAND HE FANCIES YOU?â
âYES!â
Her toned arms went akimbo with curls bouncing like springy coils, she was manufacturing her own personal understanding of the situation.
She grumbled incoherently (along the lines of Fred âdying a virginâ (you tried not to laugh)). Ginny occasionally shared a few strings of words (âhis hygiene has been too good,â âoverdoing lame jokes,â âshowing off at practiceâ).
But her mental math wasnât adding up. You + her brother = in love apparently? How did this happen under her nose? Where was she this whole time?
Her pacing came to a slow halt. âSo⌠are you guys dating now?â Ginny inquired cautiously.
âNo, am I supposed to ask for your blessing or something?â You harmlessly joked.
âIf anything, it would be Georgeâs.â She rolled her eyes right before she knelt down and grabbed dirty articles of clothing from the floor. âIâm totally fine with you guys dating, but heâs bloody insufferable sometimes, so you need to be prepared for that.â
A shy snicker managed to escape your glossy lips. âHeâs not that bad,â you haggled, before picking up your diary. You carefully stood up and stretched your dormant arms with a cautious crack. âI probably should find him now; he wanted to have a proper talk.â
Ginny grinned, âHeâs a procrastinator, so better start planning the wedding now.â
You lightly pushed her shoulder, âOh, stop it!â
The cold doorhandle met your warm palm, and right before you left, Ginny hastily added, âBy the way, my parents said theyâd love to have you over for Easter. And I just got my learnerâs permit, so I could totally take us to the beach in the flying car!â
Logically, the first step in tracking down the elusive Fred Weasley was to check the dormitory. While the stairs to the girlsâ quarters were enchanted to contort into a slide if a boy stepped on it, there was no consequence vice versa. A few conflicting feelings brewed in your head about the overall concept, but who were you to complain, if it was beneficial right now?
The long narrow hallway smelled of smoke, dust, and minty pest repellant (which was unsurprising to you, given the nature of Gryffindor guys). Crooked nails had been drilled deep into the grey brick wall, a simple assistant to the heavy medieval tapestries hanging.
The floorboards squeaked beneath your soles (or maybe it was anxious mice), but through the thin dark doors, you could make out distant boisterous talking, some rigorous quill scratching or mellow music by The Beatles or Jarvey and the Mandrakes (one of Ginnyâs favorite bands; she was very upset when she couldnât see them on tour last year).
On each door was a golden plaque inscribed with all its âtenants.â You carefully strolled through, trying to spot an F. Weasley in boxy font.
Plan A: If Fredâs alone, you guys will have a heart-to-heart chat (or as close as Fred can humbly get). Whatever the verdict is, you promise to outwardly be civil. You knew, most definitely, that youâd be forever heartbroken if he didnât want anything serious.
Plan B: If Fredâs not alone, then youâll try to pull him out to talk somewhere else. This option was more likely; thereâs not a lot of places to go after school and club activities.
At the very end of the corridor on the right, second plaque from the bottom, was F. Weasley. There were 3 other nameplates, you already knew he roomed with his twin and Lee Jordan, but you werenât certain on K. Towler. You raised a balled up fist, ready to knock,
âOH! BLOODY HELL!â A shrill voice interjected (you became⌠perplexed). âAre you sure youâre applying the same amount of pressure??â He whined through gritted teeth (it was the man of the hour, Fred Weasley, you realized).
Lee dropped something on a wooden surface and barked back mockingly, âShut up, you big baby! Maybe you shouldnât have gotten your ass kicked.â
âThat injury is completely irrelevant to this!â Fred snapped back.
âYou willingly play as a Beater, and youâre complaining about THIS? This is NOTHING!â
âWe couldâve been done twenty minutes ago, mate,â George quipped.
Enough eavesdroppingâ you politely struck your hand against the door.
âGo get that, George,â Lee commanded.
The other redheaded Gryffindor Beater appeared, unnecessarily tall and watery-eyed. He had ridden himself of his sweater and tie, and the top of his button-up was unfastened.
He had opened up just enough space to fit his large stature in the entryway; you could barely see into the room.
George raised a brow at your sudden appearance.âSomeoneâs here to see wee olâ Freddie?â George teased gently.
You propped yourself onto your toes and peered over the boyâs shoulder. At the same time, Fred had craned his neck and spotted the top of your hair.
He was lying on his bed, hands behind his head (one was pressing an icepack against his skull), and very very shirtless. Lee sat on a stool, hunched over, holding a chopstick that had a needle taped at the end. On the nightstand was an ink cartridge, alcohol wipes and tissues.
Fred blushed and your feet fell flat on the ground. George moved, letting you brush past him, before he shut the door. A dormant furnace occupied the middle of the room, and in each corner was a red canopy bed (half were neatly made). Fred and Lee were set up on the far end of the dorm, right next to the big window.
Lee stopped poking Fred with the makeshift tattoo gun. âDid you want one as well?â He asked you.
âHow many have you done?â
George snorted and leaned against a waxy post at the end of Fredâs bed.
âFirst time actually,â Lee answered.
At least he didnât do Nelinaâs. âNo thanks, Iâm good,â you sheepishly rejected. âI just wanted to check up on him,â you added, vaguely gesturing towards Fredâs direction.
You cautiously stood on Fredâs left, directly across from Lee and wary of interfering with his âwork.â Peering over Fred to see his in-progress tattoo was unexpectedly difficult for you, because he was⌠distractingly built.
You didnât want to objectify him, but oh my God. You always thought Fred was on the leaner side, but apparently the Hogwarts uniform concealed a lot.
Fred was rather stocky for someone his height. His arms were subtly flexed and bulging with muscles considering his current position. Bloody hell, his chest was big and his stomach was perfectly tonedâ you wanted to poke and prod at him, especially his Apolloâs belt.
Your eyes darted to the small strip of skin (below his right armpit, on the side of his ribs) where Lee was inking. There was a blue template of words he was outliningâ only âMischief Manâ was completed so far.
ââMischief Managedâ?â You lightly questioned.
Fred licked his lips and uncomfortably shifted his legs. âGeorge and I are getting matching ones,â he explained.
âCute,â You approvingly nodded. You glanced at his brother, who cheerily winked.
âHow about me?â
There was a light copper happy trail leading into his waistband. Now, you desperately wished you two were alone.
âDonât push it,â you blurted.
Lee and George gave each other a look.
âYou said we needed to talk,â you said.
âWe can talk now,â Fred offered.
âPretend Iâm not even here,â Lee mumbled, intensely fixated on the small tattoo.
âWe arenât here,â George corrected.
You stood up straight, hands casually hidden behind your back. âI dunno about that.â
âHow about after my tattooâs done?â Fred suggested. âMax fifteen minutes? You can just hang out with us for a little bit.â
Once Lee wiped away the excess ink, Fred sat up, grabbed his dress shirt, as George was taking off his own.
Fred raised his arm and inquisitively looked down at his new tattoo. He grinned at his twin, âMum cannot find out, or weâre so dead.â
âWhatâs she gonna do?â George rhetorically scoffed.
âGet Charlie to sear it off,â Fred retorted playfully. He got out of bed and tenderly grabbed your arm with his unoccupied hand. He guided you towards the door with faithful nudges, as he weaved his arms through the sleeves.
Both of you went out into the hallway, and it suddenly felt a lot more narrow than before. âLetâs talk,â Fred said quietly, crossing his arms.
âAlright. Where do we start?â You chuckled, leaning against a scratched doorframe.
He shrugged meekly, âWe like each other. Thereâs only one plausible option.â
Fred hadnât bothered to fasten any of the buttons, giving you a premium viewing of his torso. You swallowed and tried not to ogle. âI guess so; itâs worth a shot,â you agreed.
âI promise Iâll make it worth every second,â Fred cockily smirked. He unwittingly licked his soft pink lips. âYou coming over for Easter?â
Your voice wavered with reluctant uncertainty. âMy parents will probably be okay with it, so yeah. Most likely.â You giggled, âThis is like the millionth time someoneâs asked me.â
âVery popular girl,â he mused teasingly. âHopefully mine starting today?â Fred giddily urged.
Your heart fluttered, and all you could muster was a shy nod in consent. âYeahâŚ,â you quietly confirmed.
Fred pulled you close by the shoulder; he tilted your chin slightly and introduced his warm mouth to yours. It felt like lightning the way it was so spontaneous and had completely lit up your face.
Fred pulled away slowly and smiled. The hand on your shoulder slithered onto your neck affectionately. âYou can go write about this later,â Fred whispered. You scoffed. âDear DiaryâŚâ he began.
You attempted to frown (how can you be mad at that face?). âIâm never writing again, as long as youâre alive,â you said.
His eyes stayed locked on yours. He added wistfully, â⌠I almost drooled when I saw Fred Weasley shirtless today.â
You pushed him. âIâm gonna kill you.â
âI couldnât stop gawking at his rippling muscles!â
âOh, stop it!â You groaned, âI would never say that!â
âBut it happened, donât deny it.â Fred laughed and kissed you again.